posted May 14, 2015 08:42 AM              

quote:

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
key - coffin - heart

a necessary emotional transformation?

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or perhaps confessing a secret/hidden love?
key opens the box and the heart is poured out.

no, I'm wrong, that would be coffin key love

a major deep love, hidden...I think it's this way, the other way around. Key + coffin speaks more of "closing the coffin"
key heart - a crucial love is hidden (coffin)

posted May 14, 2015 09:34 AM              

It was nothing all that big to justify such strong cards actually.
Well, you know I have the milestone concert coming up, and A will be there, who is clearly someone of the past. A lot of painful emotional transformation triggered through him for me back in the time, though there is no more pain attached to it for me. It was a necessary transformation.
Well he is of course another performer.
One of the first actually. He is also gay as can be, so there is no romantic crush right there, and never has been, I might add.
In a way it is funny that my first post EVER on LL was about him. lol
And not even on Mr Aries I. (yes there was one before ), which would have made more sense, but this one, well, plunging me in quite some kathartic moments.
Mostly on a purely internal level for me (but nevertheless quite real in terms of emotional and spiritual development or occasionally trauma. lol); I have not seen him anywhere for at least 6 years, and well now he is pretty much just the byproduct, as I originally simply wanted to see Mr Aries agan on stage, that this one is being there is just a coincidence.

BTW this was the first post here http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/010072.html

Of course I have come a long way since then, but anyway, in a way it`s funny that I never talked to him even once.

But since all of it has gotten a lot less intense, and I learned that there is really no shame or bad in superficial messages on facebook pages of actors (if they did not want their audience to say something, they would not have an open commentary function I suppose)., and with the upcoming concert I just had that spontaneous idea of looking at his facebook page, and he just had put up some pictures on there of the show before, and for some reason I couldn`t keep myself from commenting on the beautiful pictures and how they make me look forward to the concert even a little more (who would ever CARE if I am looking forward to it or not? ).
He liked that comment pretty instantly, which is just a nice gesture on his part, part of his job or whatever.

So nothing of that is really BIG, but it struck me that for almost 25 years I have avoided talking to him or even acknowledging I exist. (yes I mean it, it was not a typo, I was trying to keep MY existence sort of hidden I guess).
While that was silly and overly dramatic and simply weird to begin with, what struck me also as strange was why I was apparently feeling the need to communicate *something* yesterday.
(maybe part of it also has to do with a refusal to be ONLY responsive or communicative on Mr Sag`s facebook. )

Of course, job or not, I clearly did not expect him to acknowledge that post in any way.
But as I said it was just me acting on impulse again (btw his tropical Moon-ASC conjuncts my Draco Venus. lol)

No big deal.

But still I was in a questioning mood, so the question underneath it was actually about the meaning of this. why making that post and why receiving some response.
I still think the cards were a little overly dramatic for something that unimportant. lol

But honestly I looked at the event chart (after that post) and well this is it. It certianly made me laugh.

posted May 14, 2015 09:44 AM              

9 of pentacles - Queen of Wands - Queen of Swords

Three ladies. lol So I guess this meditation will bring you in touch with your own identity, with the 9 of pentsacles giving you a lot of contentment and satisfaction.
The Queen of Wands and Queen of Swords might signify the tuning into your fire and air parts of your personality. The physical, creative and passionate side of yourself (Leo?) with the Queen of Wands, and the intellectual, mental, discerning side with the Queen of swords.
I think this meditation will give you a lot of strength and confidence in your personality.

posted May 14, 2015 10:14 AM              

Superiority
Spirit
Light
Power
Focus
Prophecy
Freedom
Aspiration
Intensity
Determination

For your question, I have good news
I asked for 4 weeks

Stars Mice Rider Lily Bear
Stork and Anchor to describe the Rider.

the chances are big (Stars + Bear, what more do you want? also, a big dream, this one)

Rider is THE card for "new man"

Mice/Lily - lack of faith, trust, confidence. Be confident! This is perhaps an obstacle. It may show you don't believe in my spread

The guy himself is older, gentle, yet a strong personality (Lily Bear Stork). He may be work related, and brings a major change Stork Anchor; he has a vibe of stability about him.
These are the cards. I hope they come true

posted May 14, 2015 10:24 AM            

Ceri and LeeLo,

thanks so much for the interpretations, my lovely ladies. I like the drawing of the snake expressing the kundalini energy, LoLo. You two are WAY too cute trying to find the positive in the coffin+ cross meaning. So sweet!! Coffin does stand for transformation and ending of a cycle and beginning of another.

posted May 14, 2015 10:37 AM              

Ceri, I can't help but noticing something antagonistic in the spread I did for you: the antagonistic pair Mice Bear (little/ big).

posted May 14, 2015 10:48 AM              

" so definitely key opens coffin. key coffin also makes me think of "ticking the box" + heart (facebook like) wow that is just so descriptive! not to mention coffin is so instant! "
LOL yes, I get it now, it was just descriptive of what happened.

posted May 14, 2015 11:01 AM              

"For your question, I have good news "

"I asked for 4 weeks"

Thanks.

"Stars Mice Rider Lily Bear
Stork and Anchor to describe the Rider."
Except for the Mice I like it. Well the Rider as central card seems really nice, new man and all.

And again with the bear. Had a spread on this one (actually it came up in a spread on the concert on saturday, but nevermind, seems the bear is someone to look out for).
Lily-Bear actually reminds me of a big man actually. lol

"Mice/Lily - lack of faith, trust, confidence. Be confident! This is perhaps an obstacle. It may show you don't believe in my spread "

You know me so well!

"The guy himself is older, gentle, yet a strong personality (Lily Bear Stork). "
I like that!

posted May 14, 2015 11:04 AM              

wow! That makes so much sense then!
And I think it is awesome that he is so invested, unless of course you donīt reciprocrate his feelings.

posted May 14, 2015 11:06 AM              

"the antagonistic pair Mice Bear (little/ big)."
Yes, I noticed that as well, but am glad the later part of the spread looks more positive.

"Looking at the first cards: stars (chances) for meeting new man (rider) are small (mice);"
Yes, I can see that.

posted May 14, 2015 11:12 AM              

can I pick your brains once again?
Where will I meet him and under what circumstances?

Of course if oyu have a question, I am right here.

posted May 14, 2015 12:07 PM              

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Hmm, Leeloo,

can I pick your brains once again?
Where will I meet him and under what circumstances?

Of course if oyu have a question, I am right here.

Orange, you too.

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sorry, I had to go someplace, I will do your spread now.

posted May 14, 2015 12:20 PM              

where you will meet him

Garden Heart Book
Fox on heart
Ceri, I think it is related to your job, to the school ....do you love your job?

yep, that's what I see....perhaps even related to the play you were talking about?
the spread also indicates you don't know him

the circumstances of the meeting

Dog Bear Sun
Book on Dog/Bear

oopsies more Book I don't think you know him. Here I dare say:

lunch break or midday (Bear Sun) (EDIT it could also mean: the big (summer) vacation
you will not be alone, too many animals lol
something related to the school again

I even asked when and got: Heart
well this is August, also Friday. well, August is later than 4 weeks. If it's not august, it will be Friday in the middle of the interval

posted May 14, 2015 12:22 PM              

anyway your next kiss:

HERMIT - 2 of swords - LOVERS

posted May 14, 2015 12:29 PM              

quote:

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Oh yes, I want that question as well, afte rth eother spread.
How will the kiss be? (what kiss you ask? lol)

anyway your next kiss:

HERMIT - 2 of swords - LOVERS

Well with your eyes closed, that is for sure with the 2 of swords.
But also a deep soulful loving experience. Hermit and Lovers is an intersting one. While usually I do not like Hermit coming up in relationship spreads, coupled with some really loving cards, it might simply relate to that deep soulful experience of love.
Oh and you probably will be alone with him. no big crowd around.
I think it will be very calm, sincere, serious, loving and nonverbally communicative (it is a kiss after all!), spiritual, too. Lovely.

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that was just too awesome for a kiss!
how am I gonna do something else, I am glued to these spreads...I need to embrace some withdrawal symptoms hahahaha

I love Hermit Lovers, especially for a kiss alone but together... I loved the 2 dual cards as well...wow how am I going to take a break from Tarot and readings with such spreads? lol

posted May 14, 2015 12:33 PM              

Maybe it is related to my job, but I am not totally sure about it. i have never had fox coming up as my work (though I know it is a general interpretation of that card).

But no matter what it seems to imply a public place I like. So maybe it is school after all. lol

"yep, that's what I see....perhaps even related to the play you were talking about?
the spread also indicates you don't know him"
Because of the book and fox?

Well the play is over and done with, so already a thing of the past.
But I also think the combination of garden, heart and book can easily signify a play. Maybe there will be another play or concert or whatever (actualy there WILL be another play at school and a concert. Maybe I should consider going there)

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oopsies more Book I don't think you know him."
Either that or he is a teacher. There is a bit of conflict in the combo, with Dog signifying someone I know and book possibly someone I don`t know.
So either a man I already know who deals in books (teaching maybe).
Or a man with a dog I donīt know.

" (EDIT it could also mean: the big (summer) vacation
you will not be alone, too many animals lol
something related to the school again"
my big summer vacation will actually consist of several different short trips to see several different musicals, shows, plays etc.

"If it's not august, it will be Friday in the middle of the interval "
22nd or 29th may?

I will keep my eyes out for Mr Bear then, unknown known stranger he may be

posted May 14, 2015 12:39 PM              

Oh yes garden book - a "booked" event, library, school, unknown event with invitation, and definitely a play (show), it's literal for that.

posted May 14, 2015 12:45 PM              

4 of wands 9 of cups Tower

posted May 14, 2015 12:52 PM              

"Oh yes garden book - a "booked" event, library, school, unknown event with invitation, and definitely a play (show), it's literal for that."
That is what I have been thinking, too!
I also think it is quite likely for me to meet someone either somehow connected to school or to the plays I visit on my own. And most probably connected to a play at school even. lol

"Heart + Fox -the job you like"
That would probably be rather acting, writing, directing, than teaching to be honest.
Well I do like my job of course, but my heart is really with the theatre, and mostly with the crossconnection between both. Theatre and school.