posted May 15, 2015 09:10 AM            

Theme persona/ couple life path
Knight of Swords - 7 of Swords - Ace of Swords

Seems like a very cautelous couple. You like to share ideas, mental activity is very strong indicated here. He may even try to make your mind, and this is very nice, but try to slow him down, sometimes this can lead to power struggles. Creative talks and even performances here are indicating. so nice he's the Knight of Swords, indicates that he's an actor!! Hahaha!!

Love persona
9 of Swords - Ace of Cups - Queen of Wands

You're worried with this love, but you really can have something going on... You have the worries because you are a very on your own, and too you're alike this Queen: alive, free-spirited, lots of freedom and a bit of crazyness to stay alive!! Together you are like this, no wonder why he's Mr. Sag, he carries all that wonderful energy... Just don't let the worries go always in your minds...

Eroticism persona
5 of Swords - Knight of Wands - Queen of Pentacles

Ha... Seems like you'll always fight in this area... He's so fire and you're so earth... The couple will have to reunite the magic between ground and fire... spirit and body... and let the fights aside. The couple can have a nice way to manisfesting this energy and balance each other, not too much fire, not too much earth... I dare to say that you form the spirit down to earth couple, one that believes in the practical things in life!

Public persona
8 of Wands - 7 of Cups - 5 of Pentacles

Seems like the public don't see you as a couple at all!! They seem to look at you and say that you won't be together for a long time! I see that they see you as poor people, that don't have enough... But I see that the couple is seen as passionate, one that will be trying to be together, but in some point you will be tired of this, and may leave this relationship... Strange cards!!

posted May 15, 2015 09:20 AM              

As for the other paragraphs, jup, I can see that.

posted May 15, 2015 11:47 AM              

ace of wands fool 8 of swords (clar on 8 of sw: Lovers)

posted May 15, 2015 11:49 AM              

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
Ceri, I pulled
Heremit - 7 of Swords - 4 of Swords....

Seems like you'll want to recover from a journey not too sucessful as you wished. I see that you'll be running away from something or someone....

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posted May 15, 2015 11:53 AM              

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
in need to be by herself, think and rest?

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Interestingly that would make sense if I was going to see Mr Sag, which I am not. After all he is the best Dad of the world at the moment.

posted May 15, 2015 11:54 AM              

Nevertheless, I was thinking, apart from me thinking (Dani, can it be you are tired? I often pull a lot of swords cards when I am mentally exhausted, that is why I was thinking it, especially with the sword-emphasis in the spread before on the couple-hood, you know? I might be wrong though, sometimes sword cards are thre because they do belong in the reading )

So I was thinking, what was I thinking?

posted May 15, 2015 11:58 AM              

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
give me 10 minutes, then I will be back.

BTW can you help me solve the clothes dilemma?
I was even considering going naked to get rid of the clothing question.

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posted May 15, 2015 12:03 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Dani,

how are you feeling today?

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posted May 15, 2015 12:13 PM            

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
I should pull some cards...if I get a naked lady, that's the solution!

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posted May 15, 2015 12:16 PM              

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
i don't know why but I liked the idea

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posted May 15, 2015 12:18 PM            

I'm ok now, I just need to be at peace at home!!!

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Originally posted by LeeLoo2014:
Why I am not surprised, with your Sag Venus? sorry to hear about you and your mom, Dani I hope you both feel better!

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posted May 15, 2015 12:18 PM              

It's made of a cross (4 cards) pulled clockwise
and then you try to see the archetype of the couple (mythology, films, literature or your own imagination of course

posted May 15, 2015 12:38 PM              

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Originally posted by Caprice7:
LeeLoo, you have such creative mind 😉
Sound interesting.
Wish I can play, but have to get ready for a trip 😟

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Postpone it!!

haha just kidding! have fun and a nice trip! we can play when you get back!

posted May 15, 2015 12:39 PM              

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
ME!!!!

Do you use Tarot or Leno for this one???
Or a mix of the 2, what do you think???

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posted May 15, 2015 12:40 PM              

Anyway as for the cards you pulled,
Hermit- 7 of swords - 4 of swords

It actually reminds me of that habit I have developed after seeing Mr Sag on stage.
At least for the last year.

When I come to the hotel, I would scribble down all my impressions and memories into a small notebook. This started last year on the whitsun concert. I had seen a notebook in a shop and fell in love with it (just realizing later that it had the Taj Mahal on it. ).

The second one on the right side
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and since I had a lot of time to kill before the concert started I was standing there and scribbling into it.
And somehow since this concert was leading to rather unexpected realizations and developments I started this habit of journaling, RIGHT after coming to the hotel. So the memory stays as close to reality as possible (as memorizing things tend to change them).

the funny thing is I had been rather depressed before, and this concert, well I went there cause it was scheduled, but I felt out of place, and stupid, for ever having thought he might like me a little, even if that had been years ago, or so I thought, and I was thinking I had to find a new way to deal with this. By getting this out of my mind and sort of move on from the illusions.

I suppose that is why I had been scribbling THIS:

"What`s Next? What Now?"

And as I had too much time, I scribbled some more nonsense like:

"A thousand dreams away from here, fantasies kept their hold on me, gripping much too tight. A million stars inside my mind, the light`s much too bright, tempting me, tantalizing, keeping life away. spreading myself much too thin.
For too many years keeping the fire subdued within.

But now, the day is here, breaking free from what kept me behind,
leaving the past where it`s supposed to be.
Past has passed. Former days are gone."

And then right after bumping into his wife and then sitting down waiting for the concert to start, very resignated:

"Fade away. Fade out. Empty stage."

Well, yes I did NOT say I make sense when I am in THAT mood.

And then the craziness started for real. lol

But anyway usually when I come home, the day after that is a "time-out-day" for me, mostly to write the longish version of the notes down, mostly in emails to very good friends, who have to serve as documentaries. lol
And that takes time, but it is a form of processing.

Interestingly enough I had misplaced my notebook for the last concert in january.

And for tomorrow I actually bought a new one. Not as lovely as the Taj Mahal one, but it has a lot of flowers and butterflies on it. I like it.

Not sure why I felt the need to have it, I mean the other is so beautiful and there are such nice things written in there and it still has blank pages, but I kind of want to start a new one.

Crazy, hu?