posted October 03, 2005 02:34 PM           

First of all...are people ever really bad or good? No. We're much more complex than that, thankfully. Once again, Lotus, you have resorted to name-calling by calling me 'clueless', which if you reread my post, never did I do so with you.
As far as giving what you get...well, if everyone did the same, then this World would be a hell of a lot more screwed up than it already is...
missing the point of picturing a perfect world altogether.

I don't see anyone attacking you or calling you names. In fact, if you go back and re-read, most everyone first tried to have rational down-to-earth discussions with you which you either reacted defensive to or floated off to your own personal NeverLand, where it was frustratingly pointless to try and reach you at.

No One is higher or lower than anyone else. No one is All good. No one is all bad. Some people have more awareness, perhaps, but naturally this awareness (if it was true) would only give them more compassion and patience to the others who haven't attained it just yet. The potential is within all of us, and none of us are special nor divine over others. All of us are Seers. Just some are more open to receiving insights. That's all.

Ok...from the start I've had thoughts, but kept them to myself. Thought it better to be a silent observer of what I felt would unfold. You came to this forum pronouncing yourself as a Seer. But all along there has been an URGENT vibe from you that was unsettling. You cannot hasten the Journey of the Soul.
Feather in the Wind~~ the more you grasp for it, the more it will allude you. It doesn't work that way. It is only found when you dwelve into a Stillness and awareness of the Cycles of Time. Patience. Stillness. Silence.
A True Seer, not only would NOT pronounce it...they would have no urgency in any way.

So, frankly, I felt anxious compassion for the Ones who opened themselves to be 'guided' by you. That is a huge responsibility you take on; shaping people's lives. And probably with really no full awareness of how fragile their hearts could be at the moment. And I believe you hugely overstep your boundaries by doing this.

Which brings me to this: CONTROL.

Remember my post about Prayer groups? I was gently suggesting to you to join one. Because if the experience of Love and Giving are truly what you seek...then you would have. But instead, for some reason, you instead felt the need to be at the helm, making yourself the initiator of waking everyone else up and forming a movement. That is hypocrosy.
And if you at ALL see yourself the past few days as some grand puppeteer, satiatingly amusing yourself with power over other people's emotions...you are sadly mistaken.
You don't have that much influence. Never will. Cleopatra? Joan of Arc??? Please...won't even go there.
That should basically sum up your power/control issues fairly well in themselves, without any elaboration from me.

You do have potential. That is what has everyone so baffled. I don't believe anyone here has said you were all bad. Instead, they expressed confusion over your mood-swings, because the Love and compassion within you IS felt at times.
Enough with the good or bad, this or that way of thinking. Please try and open yourself to a more WHOLE way of thinking.
When you place yourself in a specific mindset, you are never allowing whatever enlightments or blessings come that possibly could otherwise.

Well, enough with my ranting.
Your sheer enormous number of posts made since you have joined here show that this urgency is unsettling you and thrown over your center...it's become frightening Obsession, Lotus. Best to do is take a break...come back with clearer perception and willingness to listen with an open mind and heart.

posted October 03, 2005 02:54 PM           

quote:

---

Live with Truth
and God
and you'll know what to do
speak your own Truth
never feel you are crazy
you are not
Image
a Beautiful World
and you'll SEE
all together
we can do it!

Love and Light to ALL

---

I needed that reminder. Many times i am afraid to speak what i feel in fear of someone coming thru and ripping apart what i just said by means of misunderstanding or searching for other hidden meanings. See, i also have problems explaining what i mean to begin with - so i always fear people will indefinatly misunderstand my intentions. Therefor i choose not to speak my mind. Even if i feel its relevant to the discussion. Instead i sit back and listen/watch and by doing that i understand and see/hear more than anyone else. Cause i'm on the outside looking in. But back to what you've said - its a reminder of sorts that i can not fear the unknown. Cause what if everyone does understand my intentions etc ... i've just held back and not allowed anyone to truley understand me. But you, you on the other hand do understand me. And for that i am grateful! TO have me such a wonderful person and share stories, experiences and ideas with. Dont let anyone drag you down off your pedistal. You've worked hard to get there. And though they may not agree with you now and cause conflicts with you - you are still you! Dont let anyone tell you any different. The thing i dont understand is why these people who dont agree with you and your ways - continue to come back and rag on you? Why not just move on to the next thread? Why continuely bring this up and start stuff - jsut when it seemed it was over!! The people who want to avoid disaster, cause it!!

know that you are loved! And theres a place in my heart for you, the misunderstood one!!

Love and Light to you Lotus!!

posted October 03, 2005 02:56 PM           

Sometimes Angels protect us from the consequences of poor judgment. Or the very dumb and potentially harmful things we do.

- Dan Martell,
“About Angels”

You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through.

posted October 03, 2005 03:18 PM           

it's obvious to me
they don't know Mother and Father
and they are scared
don't they
understand
that once you know
they've got your back
there's nothing to
FEAR

I feel sad, that it's been 15 years since Linda warned US
and they think this is a big joke

the joke is going to be on you
if you don't
Wake-up Wake-up Wake-up

posted October 03, 2005 03:24 PM           

there's another demension to explore

open the door

don't be afraid

your not man-made
God made you

get a clue

boo hoo

nothing nice to say
I love you anyway
hehe

posted October 03, 2005 03:31 PM           

The SUN

the Lion King

we sing

posted October 03, 2005 03:42 PM           

*singing*
Nowhere you can be that isnt where youre meant to be.
It's easy!
All you need is love, all you need is love.....

doo doodoodoo!

Love is all you need.

posted October 03, 2005 03:48 PM           

boring.....boring.....boring......

I am finished with this less than perfect predictable thread.......down tools for me.........

anyone CARE TO FOLLOW........

ONWARDS AND UPWARDS BROTHERS AND SISTERS.......

ARE WE UNITED..............?

xxx

posted October 03, 2005 03:52 PM           

ggod job
NOT!

please Mother and Father
help than see
this is the world of Illusion
no need for seclusion
open the door
we're all waiting
to share
the secrets
the mysteries
the power
you possess
through Mother and Father

posted October 03, 2005 03:54 PM           

Alot of people got some serious growing up to do round here

posted October 03, 2005 03:55 PM           

we must be as children
good children
Innocent
Believing

and then Knowing......

posted October 03, 2005 04:00 PM         

Lotus causes her own trouble, and if it weren't the people here it would be others, because the lesson is here for Lotus to learn. As long as Lotus continues to act the same she'll attract the same sort of negative attention.

posted October 03, 2005 04:00 PM           

it's 2005
wake up
sleepy heads
things
aren't going to change
on their own.

posted October 03, 2005 04:02 PM           

she's been here all along
shows how much you know