posted August 18, 2008 06:28 PM         

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"You know the other night I was talking to someone about how influences to help counteract life's harshness might have only a mild effect for some and more for others. I think this mostly likely depends on a number of things: what debts must be paid and to what degree they have to be experienced for each person.

Some are here and experiencing hardships for another reason. They have a higher purpose and must endure hardships because it’s part of a much bigger plan, to help prepare them for what they have to face here on Earth.

Some things just cannot be avoided no matter how hard we try, but I believe that it is possible to lessen the degree of karmic debts to be experienced and the lessens to be learned. I’ve also come to the conclusion and I truly believe that the only way to free myself from this sometimes cursed 4 vibration is to follow the path of the spiritual seeker, to seek and find myself, to ascend and become free from the karmic chains of oppression in my life. To learn to forgive and forget when someone or something commits a hurtful and cruel act against me. It's a chance to break the vicious cycle. There is no other way to be free of it. This is also a test to dig down in one’s heart and find the will and a way to forgive and release the past. Let it go! For I know if I do not...life surely will find even crueler ways to make me open my eyes until I finally see what it is that I have to do.

Based on my experiences I had finally come to this realization and it was a hard truth to learn."

"it's good to know that we're not alone in this. As long as we have our faith and don't allow anyone or anything to take that away from us then that's our most powerful tool against dark forces and eleviating karma's heavy burden. So long as we have that, we should always be able to receive that extra help, guidance and support from the higher forces. Always keeping a lookout for messages from the universe, wether it be in a dream or a message on t.v. concerning a particular question or crisis solution, or just a warm, comforting presence.

posted August 20, 2008 05:01 AM         

lots of people here could attest they've been through the same feeling of hopelessness as you do. many have talked about suicide, others never mentioned it but dealt with it on their own; help is available, and help as been given to you already; you should start to learn to appreciate what you have.

ps: i don't intervene to hurt you but to help you; your soul should know the difference, even though your ego might not want to accept it;

also, i might have missed the post where you explain what is wrong, i would like to help but i still don't know what this is all about. what is tormenting you? why do you want to commit suicide? you ask for help, and to help you, we need to know what's going on. if it's too intimate and you don't want to share it on a board on internet then you should seek the privacy of a psychotherapy.

u can explain to me by mail if you want (my mail is in my profile)

posted August 23, 2008 12:23 PM         

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guess34: You hurt

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what hurts? your soul or your ego?

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you don't have the slightest clue what you're talking about

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yes that's why i'm asking what's your problem exactly?

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You make your judgements on a couple of words from a simple post.

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