posted October 15, 2009 01:10 PM
You know, actually... something very peculiar happened...Now it might sound crazy, but it might have something to do with the brother.
A few days ago, like I said, I did that visualization that IQ recommended... the one with the violet bubbles. I immediately felt TONS better and more confident... and unafraid of him. So yesterday I was just chatting away with the landlord about the arrangements for the new apartment RIGHT in front of him while he was in the kitchen... not even thinking twice about it... and that day I noticed he spent a lot more time in his room with the door closed than lately... usually if he's just playing video games his door is cracked open... to annoy me... I hate the sound of his video games...The only time his door is completely closed is when he does his occult studies. I came closer to the door and didn't hear any video games... just silence... I didn't really think anything of it really...
But then when I woke up this morning... I could barely open up my eyes! I had such extreme pain in my right eye, I could barely SEE anything! Granted... I did have my contacts in but I take them out almost every night and I've NEVER had that kind of sensation in my eye before... plus they're the "night and day" ones you can wear at night... I started freaking out! I thought I was going blind! I thought I had a detached retina or something (which is actually what he had just a few months ago)! I began panicking...
And of course up until this point, you're probably thinking that it's just the contacts... well they probably did contribute to the irritation a little bit... BUT... I heard him whispering to his gma about something downstairs and I decided to do that protection visualization that IQ recommended again... except this time I did the one that was stronger... and the most MIRACULOUS thing happened... as soon as I was done with it, all my eye pain just kind of... completely disappeared....
So I don't know... I guess it felt a little bit like... it's just too opportune of a time for something like that to happen to me for it to be a coincidence...?