posted January 11, 2010 04:19 PM            

It is interesting how it happens I guess? Now that I think about it, it's a process; it's always the same. I'm always trying to match what I'm like inside, or this ideal image of me, with what I look like. So because I'm constantly evolving as a person, my outside is changing.

It's just weird for me personally because I'll see people here and there and they'll just keep remarking on how different I look; how they hardly recognize me-- even if they've seen me a few weeks ago. And in my pictures I look like a different Meta in each and every one. And i am a different Meta in each and every one. Where I am personally can be easily seen through my appearance, at least by me anyway. Maybe not so much by other people!

posted January 11, 2010 04:25 PM            

By the way, I think that you'd look great with a short pixie haircut. I think short hair would really compliment your facial structure.

posted January 11, 2010 04:29 PM            

it's exact in 21'33 Capricorn now where I am at. It's conjunct/oppose stationaryLunar Nodes in 21'06 Capricorn/Cancer,trine retrograde Sedna in 20'57 Taurus,and square retrograde Eris in 20'55 Aries.

a theme of beauty in the eye of the beholder with so much diversity in beauty. many people who challenge and go well beyond the beauty status quo.

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 11, 2010 04:33 PM            

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I'm always trying to match what I'm like inside, or this ideal image of me, with what I look like. So because I'm constantly evolving as a person, my outside is changing.

It's just weird for me personally because I'll see people here and there and they'll just keep remarking on how different I look; how they hardly recognize me-- even if they've seen me a few weeks ago.

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I like that! I don't change my look that drastically, that often but I *do* sometimes modify things based on my mood and overall personality. I went through an Emo phase in school lol I'm in a more average space now.. but I love playing around with make-up, clothes and matching colours & shades to get very different effects. I like it for the artistic value.

There are those who downplay make-up as superficial.. but it can convey so much about human nature.. like any other art form i.e. painting, drawing.. so I've always been fascinated.

posted January 11, 2010 04:38 PM            

Leo Sun/Virgo Rising - Venus/Mars conjunct ASC

posted January 11, 2010 04:40 PM            

Those images are outstanding! Is that you? Your artistic design?? It's amazing!

Oh, and that's my point! I don't change my look that drastically! At least i don't think i do.. lol!

posted January 11, 2010 04:44 PM            

that is interesting about the Sun-Venus-conjunction, and probably relates to me personally.

My Sun-Moon-mp is on 21°32 Capricorn.
My Antivertex is on 21°28 Capricorn
My Chiron is on 20°02 Aries
(My DNA is on 20°20 Libra; my Eros is on 20°59 Cancer)

posted January 11, 2010 04:51 PM            

I got it, I got it. PRomise.

Meta,

hmm, I don`t change so much within short time, but over longer periods, yes, then it is the same for me.

But no, a short pixie haircut does not looke good on me, believe me, I tried it.
My hair needs to have medium length.
Funnily though I tried out a lighter shade of blonde during my teacher in training year and was surprised how well it worked for me.
But I don`t feel like a blonde. Not at all.

posted January 11, 2010 04:52 PM            

As for my chart - Aries Sun - Cap Moon - Asc: Either Gem or Cancer.. Pisces Merc & Jupiter.
Maybe it's the Mars conjunct Neptune lol

I've often noticed the Emo thing in air-sign people.. which is interesting since I lack air myself

posted January 11, 2010 04:54 PM            

yep

The Sun-Venus-North Lunar Node conjunction is sextiling my Venus in 21'47 Scorpio and opposing my retrograde transneptunian dwarf planet candidate/plutino,Orcus in 22'29 Cancer.

I believe that beauty is also connected to one's self worth,insecurity. A lot of beautiful looking people have problems with self worth,security and they tend to cling onto their beauty as a way to boost up their self worth,security. A lot of people can be very beautiful when they have their issues with self worth,security resolved.

Some people that think that they are ugly have problems with security,self worth, and they end up having no relationships or get into relationships with people that are ugly on the inside even though they may appear to be beautiful on the outside. If they resolve their problems with security,self that they see themselves as beautiful, they get into relationships with people that are beautiful on the inside even though they may appear to be ugly on the outside.

that law of attraction

I can see how Venus is associated with security,self worth,beauty,and relationships

Eris squaring it (challenges) and Sedna trining (goes well beyond)

After we die, we all lose our looks. We all look the same as rotting corpses.......unless you get cremated which I plan on being.

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 11, 2010 05:02 PM            

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My valentine is 22' cancer and 22' capricorn is bang square my aries stellium. urgh!

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GASPP!!!!!!! My Venus/Chiron is 22' Cancer, and my Saturn is 20' Capricorn!

posted January 11, 2010 05:04 PM            

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Some people that think that they are ugly have problems with security,self worth, and they end up having no relationships or get into relationships with people that are ugly on the inside even though they may appear to be beautiful on the outside.

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That is true and I agree with you completely.

But there is another side to that - which I have also witnessed.. which often goes unmentioned. Some people are traditionally or socially "beautiful" and also beautiful on the inside.. and some people are traditionally or socially perceived as "bad-looking" and also "ugly" on the inside.

In my opinion - it simply has no connection with looks whatsoever. I sometimes dislike the fact that this is often quoted:

"outside beauty and inner ugliness"

As well as -

"outside ugliness and inner beauty"

posted January 11, 2010 05:06 PM            

Blonde doesn't have to mean prissy or preppy. It means whatever you want it to mean. You can have blonde hair and still have a dark style.

posted January 11, 2010 05:06 PM            

although you " Got No Emotion For Anybody Else, You Better Understand I'm In Love With Myself, Myself!"

posted January 11, 2010 05:08 PM            

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 11, 2010 05:08 PM            

Perhaps the Emo thing is air? I don't know; I don't know many emo people personally.