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posted February 18, 2010 11:49 PM         

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Excellent Read, Mermaid, so True to your Chart!!!

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posted February 19, 2010 02:34 AM         

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Nice post mermaid.

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posted February 19, 2010 02:46 AM         

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((((Mermaid))))
God sent me such a beautiful person. I can't get over it.
I sit under the fire and feel healing come in to my body and soul.
The Scorpio Mars trining my Uranus (less than 1 degree) in my first house,trining my own Mars(9 degrees) gives an energy and a power which shows I CAN overcome
just by being in it's presence.
I never had anything like this before. I am very cautious (Mars in Cancer)
Whatever I do takes forever. I never move unless there is a firecracker under me-lol-but God saved the final sonata for last.
Can you believe all the hope given to this abused child? I can't.
I say this to show gratitude to God for watching over me,always.
I never thought anything good would ever happen to me,again.
I had holed up in my house--emotionally and figuratively.
I have a beautiful house and beautiful things for which I am grateful BUT they are cold with no love.
I was cold,alone, with no love ,either.
I feel funny writing all this cuz it is so personal but I feel like someone will gain something from the joy and beauty I have been given. Ami

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posted February 19, 2010 07:17 AM         

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What is your chart Mermaid? Ami

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posted February 19, 2010 07:49 AM         

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I am a Pisces/Virgo rising. I have a tendency to attract strong personalities. But now I know my true strength and how to handle myself better, to be more self-assertive. My moon is in Taurus. My strong will is a gift. My 11th House is in in Cancer. Like you, I had a grandmother who was always a great joy and comfort to be around. I am excited to be the "Real Me" in my "second childhood."

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posted February 19, 2010 07:53 AM         

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YES ((((Mermaid))))
You get where I am trying to go. What a blessing! x o Ami

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posted February 19, 2010 08:27 AM         

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Don't know if this is meaningful. I was the proverbial people pleaser. Most of my high school years I lived two lives at the same time. High achieving, lovely on the surface/ deep well of depression, anorexia, cutting, drinking, self-destruction inside. I so wanted to be seen a certain way, that I had to earn love and the more perfect I was...the more love I would feel. The only true love is unconditional love for ALL.

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posted February 19, 2010 08:40 AM         

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Yes Mermaid
I always tried to be perfect so I would be loved and acceptable.
The funny thing is how much more loved you are when you are real.
x o x Ami

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posted February 19, 2010 09:23 AM         

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Yes, even the broken, unfixed, and worn out "toys" are just as beautiful (if not more) Just as well loved, just like the "Velveteen Rabbit" who became real and free. (A very Aquarian message, I believe.) To be loved just the way you are is a "holy grail" reward.

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posted February 19, 2010 02:26 PM         

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Dear IQ
I think you had the symbol wrong for Adam's Leo 20 degree moon.
Could you please look at it, again?
Thanks so much! Ami

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posted February 20, 2010 06:33 AM         

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Hi Ami,
I checked cafe-astrology.com, it says:

20-21 deg Leo
Intoxicated Chickens Dizzily Flap Their Wings Trying To Fly

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posted February 20, 2010 08:10 AM         

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Dear IQ
I went on one site and looked up various degrees of my planets. I ran screaming .They said the degrees of planets involved being physically disabled (moon degree),involved with homicide(Venus degree)and something else horrible I can't remember.
For Adam, that description is so "not him" just as ,God willing, I will never be involved in a homicide lol . Ami

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posted February 20, 2010 09:46 AM         

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Some charts have My Moon as 19. something degrees Leo, and the sabian of that is something about worshipping the sun which is very true. But the intoxicated chickens one could be true. Not sure.

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posted February 20, 2010 10:04 PM         

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((((PDF)))) beautiful either way. Ami

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