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Topic: Someday My Prince Will Come
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DiandraReborn25 Knowflake Posts: 1076 From: Portugal Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 15, 2010 05:54 PM
Dear Amiyou must know that im not really an astrologer,im just a person very interested in astrology,and ive been learning for myself,around LL,fr the past 3 years.So im still a newbie  nvertheless,you asked my opinion,and gonna say what i saw by looking at your chart. venus in Gem:seems that people with this aspetc is not very attatched to the partner when it concerns a serious committment.it is said to be very flirtatious,liking the game of seduction and many times the partner feels let down by this,feeling disrespected.they understand passion on a more intellectual level,and like variety in life. almost all your planets are in the south hemisphere of the chart ( houses 7, 8,9,and 10)that generally shows a person very career-oriented,very ambitious,and wanting fame and regocnition.it is very group-oriented but not necessarily focused in commitments,or to one person specifically. you have moon semisquare moon-that tells me that you respond quite impulsively to things,ruthlessly.and also that yyou tend to dig in into others deep emotions,bringing them to the surface ( it might be a wounding thing when other´s arent as easy with plutonian energies). venus semiqusare uranus:you strive for adventure,originality in love,and then if the other doesnt have the same "vision"/goals,you tend to push them away quite suddently.you search for a vivid romance that is unpredictable and unique.the oone of a kind,and if others dont meet your expectations you tend to withdrawn. these were the ones i found most difficult,concerning romance and relationships. IP: Logged |
Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 15, 2010 06:17 PM
Thank you ((((Diandra)))) so much. Could you answer the question about the 100 charts. It just helps me get a perspective lol Really , everyone's comments hurt BUT were helpful and I appreciated them very much. The Venus in Gemini unaspected is beginning to be something I can feel and touch and try to deal with. I have been aloof ,inside ,for a long time. Now,I am trusting a little at a time and always tell myself I can run lol--but I don't want to. It is taking the right person to love me in a gentle way. Kindness and gentleness break down the walls of aloofness. Inside, I am Cancer moon--the thin crab body who hides in the crab shell. It is taking someone who has the courage of Sag fire, the warmth of Leo moon , the sweetness of Cancer Ascendent and the passion of the Scorpio Mars to help me stand in the sunlight and get warm--for the first time. x o Ami
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DiandraReborn25 Knowflake Posts: 1076 From: Portugal Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 15, 2010 06:58 PM
dear amithat is so sweet!really things like acceptance and forgiveness are the ones that take down all t he walls.it is true.seems that PDF is making the crab go a bit more ahead,than walking backwards isnt it?you will not regret it,surelly. you are revealing yourself now as you are. your chart is not all that difficult.it is just complex like i said,in matters of love. in 100 charts,i would say in dificulty,yours will be a 20 0r 25 it is very workable =) if i can say so..im already seeing you take advantage of your best traits!you´re seeing now the healing that happens when love is there.and youre embracing it. IP: Logged |
Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 15, 2010 07:25 PM
Thank you Diandra IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 524 From: Ohio Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 15, 2010 07:33 PM
quote: It is taking the right person to love me in a gentle way. Kindness and gentleness break down the walls of aloofness.
I know what you mean.
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vapor-lash Knowflake Posts: 847 From: Registered: Nov 2009
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posted February 15, 2010 08:17 PM
quote: Someday My Prince Will Come...
Here he is - galloping through  Princess of Shadows by Liliana Sanches
Centaur by Jeremy Leach. IP: Logged |
Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 16, 2010 06:00 AM
((((Vapor lash)))) AmiIP: Logged |
Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 16, 2010 06:05 AM
Want to hear something amazing? My Grandmother was my one great love relationship as a child. My heart was tied with hers. I looked up her chart and HER Satuen is in exact trine(less than one degree ) to my unaspected Venus.Her Mars trines my Venus (6 degrees). Her Gemini Stellium (Sun, Mercury, Pluto) conjuncts my Venus with the Mercury being an exact conjunction. Ami
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Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 16, 2010 06:36 PM
Now that I get the importance of the unaspected Venus in a chart, I am going back and looking at the charts of the family members and friends(?) who were NOT good for me. They were bad ,really. They all have Saturn squaring or opposing my unaspected Venus. AmiIP: Logged |
Benedict Moon* Knowflake Posts: 350 From: formerly Dulce Luna Registered: May 2009
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posted February 16, 2010 09:47 PM
I have an unaspected gemini venus (which is also an air singleton) but I avoid this topic because I say f*** it, there's no use in waiting....*shrugs*IP: Logged |
Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 16, 2010 10:19 PM
Dear Benedict I think that by God's hand we can find people who love us and whom we can love. I don't think it is hopeless. If THAT were the case it would be hopeless for me. My mother molested me. I had to struggle my whole life to keep my sanity. I am humbled to have found someone so special to love me.You can too((( Benedict))) Thank you for writing! x o x o x AmiIP: Logged |
Benedict Moon* Knowflake Posts: 350 From: formerly Dulce Luna Registered: May 2009
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posted February 16, 2010 10:52 PM
Wow, I'm sorry that happened to you and glad you could overcome it.  And let me clarify, I'm not really that bitter....I just don't think there's a point in waiting for something that may only be the stuff of Folktales and Disney Movies. But if you think you've found what you're looking for already, then good for you.  IP: Logged |
iQ Knowflake Posts: 1277 From: Chennai, India Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 17, 2010 03:13 AM
You are a very courageous Soul, Ami Ann. I am not sure all the knowflakes here know about what you have been through, so I am posting this link for them: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/000773.html To be able to endure a difficult childhood, and later confront the biggest emotional challenge for a human being, and to begin healing with transformational knolwedge and search for true soulful love... This is not about Venus or Moon. This is Pluto sextile Neptune at its compassionate best. The Sabian Symbol of your Pluto in 24 Leo: "A Large Camel Is Seen Crossing A Vast And Forbidding Desert". Describes your Soul Journey perfectly.
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Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 17, 2010 04:31 AM
((((IQ)))) I am not able to thank you in the way I want, now ,because I am overwhelmed. Ami IP: Logged |
Predominantlyfire Knowflake Posts: 229 From: neutralcruiser@hotmail.co.uk Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 17, 2010 12:49 PM
quote: The Sabian Symbol of your Pluto in 24 Leo: "A Large Camel Is Seen Crossing A Vast And Forbidding Desert". Describes your Soul Journey perfectly.
IQ is that her symbol BECAUSE Pluto is her chart ruler? Or just an interpretation of Pluto in Leo natally, irrespective of house or rulership etc? And so therefore, if my chart ruler is the Moon and it is at 20 degrees Leo what is my 'Sabian Symbol'?Thanks, Adam. By the way - leave my woman alone. IP: Logged |
Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 17, 2010 08:15 PM
I am a very flawed person . I make a LOT of mistakes . Some are stupidity. Some are neediness. Some are lack of character when my "flesh" ,as the Bible calls it,gets the better of me but I can say that God sends me the BEST of the best of people(((PDF))))) I just found out about the Jupiter singleton. Maybe that is it. I may not BE the best but I GET the best. x o x o x o Ami
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Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 17, 2010 08:23 PM
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vapor-lash Knowflake Posts: 847 From: Registered: Nov 2009
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posted February 17, 2010 08:24 PM
Ami - Please don't think that way.. Everyone is flawed. It's just human nature. You have so much strength!! I'm really very sorry for your loss  I can't begin to imagine the pain of that. You have such an uplifting vibe, it's refreshing! And to have been through all this.. You're really amazing. I know your son is with you. I believe in soul connections and on a soul level we are tied to those closest to us. He will always be there! IP: Logged |
Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 17, 2010 08:26 PM
(((( Vapor lash))) YOU have an amazing uplifting vibe--encouraging, finding the good spots in people! Thanks for what you said! x o x o AmiIP: Logged |
iQ Knowflake Posts: 1277 From: Chennai, India Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 17, 2010 11:13 PM
<<..is that her symbol BECAUSE Pluto is her chart ruler? Or just an interpretation of Pluto in Leo natally, irrespective of house or rulership etc? And so therefore, if my chart ruler is the Moon and it is at 20 degrees Leo what is my 'Sabian Symbol'? Thanks, Adam. >> Sabian Symbols are only for the mentioned degree. Depending on the planet, we have to analyze the symbols meaning. Chart rulership of a planet enhances the role of the Symbol in life. For you, 20 Leo Sabian is: "Intoxicated Chickens Dizzily Flap Their Wings Trying To Fly" The core meaning is premature experimentation with advanced consciousness. This can cause failure to being over-excited. The Moon here means getting extra emotional will cause over-confidence in a new field and can lead to failure. Maintaining composure will obviously get the successful result.<< By the way - leave my woman alone  >> You are smitten! Never thought that could happen.... but I dont blame you 
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mermaid26 Knowflake Posts: 67 From: just visiting you know Registered: Jun 2009
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posted February 18, 2010 02:38 AM
Ami-Ann, just wanted to say the virtues of Mercy or Grace (I call them "sisters" as they are often found together in scripture) are gifts bestowed by God not because we deserve them or earned them by acts, we are simply given this great display of LOVE because God has decided to show favor. Since you have Ann in your name, which means Grace, well someone was tuned in to their higher power when they named you, a blessing indeed.IP: Logged |
Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 18, 2010 08:04 AM
Thank you (((Mermaid))) You are right! x o Ami
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Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 18, 2010 08:36 AM
You know what is really hard is that you have deep patterns of survival from a childhood like that : deep parts where you lie to yourself. You don't even know you are doing it cuz you have lost yourself a long time ago. Who you really are had to go underground so you could hone fighting skills like a warrier . You did not have the luxury to discover what you felt, valued, wanted. You had to fight every day not to be pulled under . You had to walk over the abyss and hold on. You get to be an adult and you are very broken. Then, your brokenness comes to the surface when you love someone. Who are you? That is the killer question. Does anyone understand this. I hope I am not alone. AmiIP: Logged |
Ami Ann Knowflake Posts: 275 From: US Registered: Dec 2009
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posted February 18, 2010 07:57 PM
I think the way out is to be scrupulously honest with yourself. It hurts to look inside and see all the thoughts which are so less than virtuous and the motivations which are selfish and self centered. Seeing these things are very hard for me but what is the alternative--live in an inner world which is not real and an outer world which will not be either. I hope you don't mind my sharing my thoughts. Ami IP: Logged |
mermaid26 Knowflake Posts: 67 From: just visiting you know Registered: Jun 2009
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posted February 18, 2010 09:30 PM
You are not alone. There is an epidemic of people who need healing from childhood traumas. For instance, many may have had material needs met, but not emotional. The first truth to absorb is that evil is cowardice, it preys upon the weak and defenseless... those who don't know better and can't fight back. One of my guides has a great expression, "your mess is your message." Your exposed wounds are at this very time being used to heal others, of this I have no doubt. I am not a professional and I don't know if you have ever sought counseling. I have a friend with a story very much like yours. The good news is that the hole or break in your heart allows an opening to receive love. You are doing your "work", diet, yoga, self-care. For a crab to move forward, you are a shining example of bravery. Baby steps are giant steps for you and all. The good news is that we ALL are spiritually and physically engineered for "rebirth." The resurrection story in the bible is symbolic, it applies to every one of us. You are being refined, you are being rebuilt, and yes it's painful having the splinter's pulled out so to speak. The human body is constantly regenerating cells, (except brain cells, which are destroyed by drugs & alcohol) changing it's biochemistry, etc. Those with more flaws in their wiring do suffer more, there is more junk to burn away. Spiritual law implies the greater the suffering the greater the illumination. You are in the process of being made new so that the seed of Spirit/Love, can abide and thrive in the good soil. Many are riding this tide with you and many have passed through and many are behind you yet. It's hard to see clearly in the middle of the storm. This too shall pass and you will see everything brighter and clearer again. Shame, blame, guilt, and other poisons CAN be washed away. We come to a point in life where we are turned upside down so that we may pour out the lies, falsehoods, and garbage others projected on us because of their weaknesses too. We are all programmed with lies and falsehoods our entire lives, if we allow that. True forgiveness of self and others cuts the chains of bondage. We build our suit of armor in self defense, then and we forget that there is also a time for peace and joy as well. I'm just learning what a warrior spirit I am, I am just learning to relax and strip off the shell of protection from my traumas. My reward of passing through my storm is that I am a bright new creature with shiny eyes. In nature observe a chick hatching, a butterfly emerging, or a snake shedding it's skin. We are not that much different and we can't measure the pain they go through in their processes. Being born again means trials will still come but handling them is easier next time around. You know you have truly survived before and that the great Comforter is always with you (and always has been.) IP: Logged |