posted June 13, 2010 12:03 PM         

I am seeing that I DO have the Scorp ASC traits. I have been afraid of their insight in to life.
Scorpio can see in to the bowels of the world and it is not pretty.
Scorpio can see the ugliness of life and of oneself.
It hurts like fire.

posted June 13, 2010 12:20 PM         

Ami

posted June 13, 2010 01:29 PM         

thanks for the compliment.
Yes, I consider Aries-qualities being a compliment.

I don´t know. No, I don`t feel very courageous or strong. Actually I know noone who is so scared of many things as I am. But one of the things I try to do (and do not always succeed) is that I do not want to give in to my fears (well I do too many times, but it is a learning process).
And I am not good in doing compromise, or let`s put it differently; if I find noone who wants to see a certain show with me, I will go on my own.
And if noone wants to join me on a trip to Paris or London or whereever, I will go on my own.
It`s a fighting-my-fears things, too.

I once talked to a friend about that, who finds it a horrible idea to go to the cinema on her own, or having dinner in a restaurant with no company. But what choice do I have, if I want to see something and noone else will?

If that is Arian, then I am probably really having some of these traits.

I also considered myself being lenient, peaceful and so on, until one day my brother told me how much he admires that I will never avoid any discussion and being rather passionate in defending my position (and not giving in, even if I suspect I may not be entirely right ).

I never seen that in me, and certainly wouldn´t ahve considered this to be a good quality. LOL
But he knows what he is talking about, he has Venus and Mars in Aries in 1st house.

And yes, I also thought the computer might have been running too long yesterday. But even today it was very slow.

posted June 13, 2010 01:37 PM         

It's not that I've never felt like my Scorpio Asc. It's just that I rarely relate to the descriptions that people have given me about myself (which seem like they would go along with Scorpio Asc descriptions).

For instance... One of my best friends told me (years later) that when she first met me she thought that I was "the coolest person in the room." That was blatantly opposite from how I felt about myself at the time. I felt like "the dorkiest person in the room." (I have a lot of Virgo and Sagittarius in my chart; and I tend to be a combination of very smart and a joker, so thinking of myself as "cool" was never an option).

Then was a guy I dated. He rarely gave compliments, but when he did, he usually meant them. I remember that at some point he offhandedly told me that I was "cool as sh*t." Again I was taken aback since I tend to think of myself as dorky, awkward, and silly.

It goes on like that with comments I've had from others.

Furthermore, in recent years I've been called "the bad girl" which I HIGHLY disagree with. I like to have fun yes, and I joke, but I'm not off the wall or calculating.

I have to assume that this has to do with the sexual undertones of Scorpio. It doesn't help that I have a strong Mars in my chart. Though I am not promiscuous and I don't feel like I portray myself as overly flirtatious (though yes, I am SOMETIMES a flirt), I still seem to get the bad girl label. I was absolutely flabbergasted when an acquaintance of mine from college that I saw a few years after college got a little drunk and then told me that in college he thought of me as a "pseudo-sl*t." When I got offended, he justified what he said by saying: "Well, at least I didn't call you a sl*t."

posted June 13, 2010 01:42 PM         

Ami

posted June 13, 2010 02:53 PM         

Ami

posted June 13, 2010 02:57 PM         

PS This is just from my personal experience. I am not saying all Gemini's are like this"

posted June 13, 2010 02:59 PM         

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Gemini is talk, talk talk. They elaborate and elaborate some more. You seem more concise than this so I would eliminate Gemini.

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posted June 13, 2010 03:26 PM         

Ami
I could see Aqua and Pisces in you. I don't feel Aries but if I had to choose the Aqua/Pisces/ Aries OR the Gemini--I would choose the Aqua/Pisces/Aries ---no contest.