posted June 15, 2010 05:49 AM         

I believe that you are psychic. You are ASC Scorpio that with Pisces (both, water) can see more than I do (ASC Libra).

You have asked me for my email address and I am sure, you didn't write it down.

One big please for you:
Can you look my Horary Chart and also Natal and maybe give your answer or opinion about my question there?

Thank you in advance,
Bobbie

posted June 15, 2010 08:38 AM         

I wouldn´t call myself psychic, really.
Even though just today there was some strange little incident.
I came to class (I haven`t been in that class for over a week now) and noticed that some pupil wasn`t there. This is usually not so unusual, but something struck me about that. And while I was asking the other pupils if they knew what was with him, it was like time (or my brain) froze and inside my head I sensed the word "dead". I was of course very startled, shortly after that a pupil told me that this boy has the allowance to stay at home, cause his Dad is so sick that he could (and probably will) die at any moment.
That poor little boy.

Also, I once, only once, many years ago did a spread of usual cards for my grandma (I was just playing around, I didn`t know how to do it), and when I drew one particular card, I was horrified, cause I suddenly had that sense / knowledge that something black was eating my Grandfather and that he would get out of hospital alive (he wasn`t even sick at that time), but would die some time later because of that black thing, I couldn`t identify.
A few weeks after that he was diagnosed with an irreversible cancer, and he did die later on.

I never told my grandma about what I had sensed, and I stopped doing any kind of "oracles" for a long time.
It`s not reliable anyway. At least not to me.

But I also will have rather prophetic dreams, but usually they revolve around a certain set of people, that I do not even really know, but from time to time I dream of them and they will get a "message" to me. And this message is always true. Always.

At other times I will just be walking along a street and suddenly be struck by lightening from above.

It is always the same feeling. Almost like I am leaving this dimension, or existing on parallel dimensions simultaneously.
Time freezes, everything around me moves in slowmotion, and actually I only perceive my surroundings like through a thick milky veil, as long as the "vision" lasts. It`s really like I am standing outside of myself (I have done that a lot when I was a child), and some informations will just be "downloaded" into my head.
It`s hard to explain. But usually the information turn out to be true.
If this "frozen time" and "veil" feeling is not there, the informations will not be reliable, as they are probably mixed with my own imagination though.

posted June 15, 2010 08:51 AM         

I didn't think that you read my Chart.

As you have described me so good, I thought maybe your 6th sense can tell something without Astrology.

posted June 15, 2010 10:19 AM         

you said: What do you DO with these informations?
That is a very good question.
Nothing, I think.
That is why I wouldn`t call myself psychic, I think I am just perceiving things that others may ignore. That is all.
And usually these informations are for me and about me anyway.
In other cases I found that often I seem to have a soothing and calming influence on people. So that is what I do, sit there, listen to them, and somehow absorb or at least share their pain (and I mean that almost literally).
I also sometimes have that urge inside to visualize people being bathed in particular colours. It`s like sometimes these colours rise up from the depths of me and I send them to people; maybe it is just my imagination, but in some cases it seems to help. I realized that whenever I do that, sending these mental images, something happens. Like with those crying children in the buses; whenever I hear them cry I send them colourful balloons, pink is always part of the package (I don`t know why though), and they usually calm down within minutes.
Maybe this is just a coincidence, but it actually uplifts MY mood as well, visualizing beautiful peaceful colours.
I also never know before, which colour will rise up. It just happens.

I don`t know, is that fantasy? Well, if it is, it feels pretty good. If it helps any, I have no clue, really.

Astrological clues:
Neptune on the ASC (and NN).

Pallas in Aquarius trine Pluto exactly, and both, Pallas and Pluto exactly sextile Neptune and NN.

Merlin and Circe conjunct Sun and Mercury on the GC in my 1st house. Also sextiles Psyche exactly, which conjuncts Talent and Urania and mean BML.

DNA conjunct MUSA and Sappho and Kassandra, opposing Chiron.

Hekate conjunct Lilith, both trine my Venus/Isis/Osiris/Spirit, oppose my Horus / Ishtar / Ceres and square my Neptune / NN / ASC.

Grand Trine of Aura/Magion on the IC, Mars in 12th house (as ruler of IC) conjunct the ASC, Hypnos in 8th house - Might explain some of my weird dreams.

Well, I think from the planetary connections the Neptunian one is a strong one, as well as having the ruler of 4th house in 12th house conjunct Neptune (which rules the intercepted 3rd house) and ASC and NN.
If I use the old rulers as well, the ruler of the 12th house is in 12th house as well, conjunct Neptune, NN and ASC.

posted June 15, 2010 03:51 PM         

My problem is there always was this either-or-scenario. Either I would somehow lose myself in everyone else, or if in proper armour, it meant that I was "unaccessible".

posted June 16, 2010 07:28 AM         

I have got the mail.

Thank you.

posted June 16, 2010 07:56 AM         

If I had experienced the loss of my daughter, I don't know if I would have ever recovered. I always feel such warmth when I read you, and I just want to give you a hug. I guess because hugs always make ME feel better, that someone understands my pain, and cares.

posted June 16, 2010 10:54 AM         

Everyone hear has heard my babble about My Scorpio ASC, so instead I'm going to talk about my dearest younger brother. He's a Gemini with ASC at 4 degrees Aries.

Other people will note how he always has to be doing something. Always in some sport or another. Playing some game-- video game, chess, cards, etc. When you play with him it's almost like his self-worth is at stake. The competition is serious. He broods when he loses, though I see him growing out of that habit as he ages (he's 15).

However, when I look at him I see Virgo-- where his Moon and Mars are. He's a servant, and a softy. Total pushover, and sweetheart. Completely lovable, but also prone to be taken advantage of. When I think of Aries, I think someone who asserts him/herself. Someone who will act first, think second. He's shy! He's a little wallflower unless he knows you. Not very Arien!

posted June 16, 2010 07:11 PM         

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Dear Enchantress
That seems like a very hard Venus. I complain about my unaspected one .
Can you explain how that Venus feels to you?
Ami

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Well... I can't say an unaspected Venus is any less hard, since I don't know what your experience is, but yes, my Venus has been... DIFFICULT.

The shortest way to put it is like this: When it comes to my romantic life it is like 1 step forward, 2 steps back (actually, most of the time it feels like 5 steps back, but I try to give myself some credit ).