posted August 11, 2011 09:09 PM            

Unless I'm mistaken o_O

posted August 12, 2011 07:23 PM            

We have a pretty horrible first meeting chart. Grand Cross style. I believe each one of us has found the one person in this world who will break his and her every limit. For good or bad.

Posting FM Chart.

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posted August 12, 2011 07:50 PM            

Yes, to be honest, I'm glad I took this opportunity, even though this relationship is so extreme. I don't know what will happen at the end of it, but all my relationships transformed me one way or another. Perhaps I was inwardly ready for it? I don't know, I guess we'll see.

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@Hera, wow! I cannot believe your Ex said that! I so would've dropped him on the spot too. I don't know, if someone were to say that to me I would seriously question alot of things....like if they even cared. Because that to me equals apathy, and I know that's coming from my Aries
Mars/Cancer Sun part of me. Or more coherently: if someone doesn't want to fight for me, then I assume they don't care. That's Aries Mars for you....its not even about playing games (which I hate), but in a situation like that with a creepy boss/high standing person, I would hope I had my man in my corner!! LOL

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I know, I'm like that too. I also interpret it as not caring. Not only that, but I was so disappointed he had no moral fibre in him. I'm Taurus Venus, I'm not one to share my partner and I wouldn't want to be shared, either.

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And now I remember why I kept thinking your Venus is in Gemini! 3rd house influence! I have to agree it lends the gift of gab to even the most typically shy or reticent of placements.

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And I'm reading Sassaqua's response and I'm curious too, because I thought Unaspected Venus was Unaspected Venus, unless Ami's Venus does hit one planet that I wasn't aware of? At anyrate the only thing Venus aspects in my chart is my MC/IC line (trine and sextile respectively) so I'm pretty much in the same boat as you. I'm wondering how intergrating it via my home and my career would help me out in love here...LOL.

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Peds is soooo rewarding right now though (and I like my co-workers too much) that I can't see myself leaving right now. The one OR in particular that I want to go to I'll have to wait until after I finish up my RN because they'll only take RNs.

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posted August 12, 2011 07:57 PM            

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You did not bring us together. I was first to respond to Hera's post, probably fuelled by the fact my moon chiron conjunction sits in between her sun mercury. You did not give us the power to share with each other, my moon on her sun/merc {or her sun/merc on my moon} did that.

We were already gold before you touched us.

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posted August 12, 2011 08:22 PM            

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Originally posted by RunAroundScreaming:
Hera: If you're going to keep dating guys you chat to online, all I'm saying is you should expect for this to keep happening. I've done it before and the same thing that happened to you happened to me. and it can be very depressing and make you feel hopeless because it seems like guy after guy just isnt right. It's way better to just meet lots of people and wait for that guy who catches your eye, and then get to know him. Even if that is a bit scarier. If you try to do it the opposite way, it's gonna be a lot harder. You can't get to know the entire world first, and Then try to see if you like each other in person. Lol. Look, you have to understand that when we meet someone we assess five hundred million things about their personality in the blink of an eye that we could never do online. That includes whether they would be good mates for us and if they are sexually compatible to us. It is much faster, and easier to see people in person. Online u miss a lot of things that u wouldnt in person. But, hey, I'm hoping soon you will finally find a guy u do like, even after all the frustration and disappointment and effort it must have taken to get there.

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RAS,

I agree about meetings in person. I think the first time you see a person, you already know what the relationship is all about, whether they are good for you or not. It's just that I went online to select the ones that were inclined towards the same things as me (a committed relationship) and to set this thing straight from the beginnning. I met the ones who caught my eye in person, it's just it wasn't meant to be. I could only see them as friends, not lovers. With some I'm still in contact and I can say I learned something of value from some of them, even if it's small things. But I like this sort of interchange. It appeals to my Gemini 5th house, I suppose.

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And if it makes you feel more confident, the guys I have liked in person have always had good compatibility with me. Maybe everyone doesnt have this talent, but they all had great synastry and composite with me. So what I'm trying to say is you sometimes just know right away of someone is right for you when you meet them in person...and you dont have to get to know all these things about them to be sure, you just know. Getting to know them is just enjoyable but u already know .

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And i think Beth is one of those people who has read some things in self-help books that always tell people "how to fix themselves," you know? And she maybe really believed it was helpful to her, so now she thinks it will help others. But yeah it's just bad advice...self-help books never tell you to just be yourself...because if you did follow that little gem of advice then you wouldnt buy their book at all, and of course, they want ur money. Most psychologists out there do this, too. They're convinced people need to "fix themselves" instead of telling them to follow their heart. In reality, what you feel is best for you, really is best. But i'm sure u already know that.

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Don't mean to hijack your thread, Hera. Lol. I'm sorry.

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posted August 12, 2011 08:37 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Hera,

just meant to say "Hello" and also wish you luck for meeting the Sag.

And don`t put yourself under pressure. You don`t HAVE to like him. If it happens, great; if not, well, then he is not the right one (at this point in your life and personal development) and it was just a nice meeting.

Oh btw I have read that book, many years ago,I should do it again I guess. So I think I will take it with me on my trip to London tomorrow.

Just in case you don`t know who I am. I am (or I was) DD.

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Ceridwen,

What a nice nickname. The Celtic goddess of rebirth, transformation, and inspiration.

I wonder what made you leave behind your trademark nick, but I imagine you outgrew it? That's so wonderful and I like this new one a lot. I think it does suit you quite well.

On your way to London? I know it is a special place for you, what is the purpose of this trip?

It's been so long since we talked. How have you been?

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posted August 12, 2011 09:28 PM            

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Originally posted by RunAroundScreaming:
Huh? No...that can't be..

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posted August 12, 2011 10:07 PM            

I'm still not confident in my kundalini sensing abilities, but energetically everyone I know who has fibromyalgia or bipolar has kundalini active. The symptoms correlate for the above disorders and kundalini and grounding has experientially been shown to help in fibromyalgia syndrome and clinically in bipolar disorder (exercise being one form of grounding).. kundalini needing a strong ground. http://www.elcollie.com/st/symptoms.html

There is a Japanese Researcher, Hiroshi Motoyama, who supposedly has research validating the existance of chakras as well as kundalini. Some of his machines have been used to diagnose illness based on the relative activities of the ida and pingala (the curved part of the cauduceus). He himself having gone through kundalini, he has released many books in english and even has an extension of his university work in Biophysics in California. I figured I'd through that in given your medical background. He's won accolades from Duke among other universities, stretching back into the 1960's.

I'm a fan of this man's work on curing bipolar psychosis in the first episode. He does a good job describing spiritual emergencies along a spectrum of trauma from a psychospiritual standpoint. http://www.youtube.com/user/bipolarorwakingup#p/u/3/v1Cwpx8inKY Then there is John Weir Perry's work as well as Soteria house curing Schizophrenia, usually over a longer period, if caught during the first psychotic break. I also have a dialogue 7 posts down here among hindu swamis that talks about bipolar as an expression of kundalini. http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum3/HTML/002813.html

posted August 15, 2011 07:02 AM            

I am glad you remember.
And I would love to answer your questions and have some things I want to tell you.
But I can`t do it on here.
So if you like to talk, can you send me an email? (it`s still the old one: sulpicia@yahoo.com).

This FMC-chart looks very familiar to me, I think it was my first day in London this time. lol