posted December 23, 2011 08:49 AM            

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posted December 23, 2011 09:46 AM            

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Originally posted by carl:
Mars in 1st. Also different house rulers in 1st (can't remember off the top of my head, perhaps ruler of 10th in 1st or something like that..)

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How do you feel this, Carl? Do you have an Aries like outer persona?

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posted December 23, 2011 09:47 AM            

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Originally posted by PlutonianGemini:
I have uranus in the first conjunct ascendent which is scorpio and I am very very very rebellious...I don't like being told what to do, I want to do what I want when I want to. It definitely makes me quirky lol more often than not I've been called weird...but fascinating

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Interesting. Can you elaborate? can you give specific examples where this plays out, has played out?

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posted December 24, 2011 12:48 AM            

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Originally posted by scrappydog:
I have chiron closely conjunct asc in taurus, I dont quite fit in anywhere, I feel like a stranger in a strange land, always a little different than a "normal" human. No matter how many poeple think Im pretty, I feel very uncomfortable in my body and very self concious. I feel like an alien in human skin that is only pretending to be normal. Im not afraid of death or ceasing to exist like most people as I understand the ephemirial nature of life and the universe. Im deeply empathic and I think I tend to feel all the pain in the world. I suffer so therefor I am.

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This is me, down to the letter. Instead of "I suffer therefor I am" though, I more identify with, "Suffering humanizes me". Seeing people treat others with disregard makes me feel "alien" from humanity, though I have grown to accept it as part of life. To this day however, I have no clue how people can live that way and not feel the results. It seems to even be the case with little stupid things.

For example, I was walking into a store with my mother several months ago, and a homeless guy asked me if I had a lighter for his cigarette. I didn't, so I apologized and went into the store. When we were checking out I bought the guy a lighter and gave it to him when we left. My mom got ****** at me because I was contributing to the guy's smoking habit. I said, "look at that guy, you think he cares if he gets cancer? Dude just wants to light his cigarette and partake in the tiny pleasures that he is still able to have". Was this a humanitarian act? Hardly, it probably did him more harm than good in the long run, but he is responsible for his choices and all he asked for was help. I can't comprehend why this isn't the way everyone looks at their world, it just seems natural and productive to know, "I shouldn't do this because I wouldn't like it happening to me".

It seems to be the connection to suffering which both grounds me in my self, and makes me feel so strange from others. If I didn't have something in my chart to make me just want to reach out hug people (there may also be rocking involved) until they kinda sigh and melt into the hug, I would have a completely solipsistic view of reality and people.

posted December 24, 2011 12:32 PM            

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Originally posted by starmoon:
i have 1st house neptune (4 degrees) conjunct venus and basically feel as though i walk through life wearing rose-colored glasses, especially when it comes to romance and romantic partners. i am exceptionally dreamy and romantic (more in thoughts than actions, though) and tend to put everyone - coworkers, family, friends, partners, etc. on a high pedestal, and then just break down and literally cry when they don't measure up to my ideals. i also dress how i feel inside and always tend towards very flowing, feminine, girly clothing, lots of flowers in the hair, etc.

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posted December 24, 2011 02:17 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
How do you feel this, Carl? Do you have an Aries like outer persona?

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I guess I do not like new colleuges at my work, I like stababilitly, I see them as enroaching on my territory, potential competition (go away!) and that kind of frame of mind is aries like, I suppose. Plus, it does not help that I have this placement for my moon.

posted December 24, 2011 02:34 PM            

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Originally posted by carl:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Ami Anne:
[b] How do you feel this, Carl? Do you have an Aries like outer persona?

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I guess I do not like new colleuges at my work, I like stababilitly, I see them as enroaching on my territory, potential competition (go away!) and that kind of frame of mind is aries like, I suppose. Plus, it does not help that I have this placement for my moon.

Does that anwser your question? I can elaborate.[/B][/QUOTE]

You are so cute, Carl. A Christmas kiss

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posted December 25, 2011 01:46 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

You are so cute, Carl. A Christmas kiss

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posted December 25, 2011 12:17 PM            

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posted December 25, 2011 01:11 PM            

and everyone and i mean EVERYONE cant even begin to understand the way i behave...

the neptune and uranus combo sort of ruins my serious cap appearance

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posted December 27, 2011 02:13 PM            

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posted December 27, 2011 04:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Still_Hopeful:
Hi Ami,
I have Neptune In my First House Conj AC.
Neptune manifested in my life as following:
1. I took me much longer than anybody else to find/accept who I am.
2. I think I have addictive personality, meaning If I start drinking or doing drugs I will not able to stop. That's why I do not drink or do drugs
3. I cold pick up a mood from somebody else. Example: If I sit next to somebody who is upset I will get upset for no reason
4. I daydream more than usual
5. When I am in a crowd of people I will not be noticed right away. (Still bothers me a hell a lot)
6. Even my friends can not comment on my appearance. One of my friend told me " I am not sure if you pretty or not, you are so elusive"
7. Men tend to overlook me from the beginning, It is like I have invisibility cloak around me . After a while, I would get some comments like "Oh wow you are pretty, why I did not notice you before?"
8. what else? Oh men think they need to protect me, may be even dominate me for some reason. However they are mistaken. I do have strong character (Mars and Moon in Aries) after their realization that I can't be dominated or controlled, it become ugly.
Issue of control/dominance is the main issue and concern of my life.

I am not sure if it is Neptune, or any other planet. I have Pluto in 10 house. Pluto RX conj MC 4 degree

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I have the exact same thing, Neptune in 1st conjunct venus and ascendent, but my pluto's in 8th.

1. Not true for me, but i think that's my Aquarius sun and mercury. I've always known who i was to some degree, even at the age of 6 or so, and people have always commented on that, how i've never been anybody but myself my entire life. In fact, sometimes i wish i could be less myself at times. lol

2. I KNOW i have an addictive personality, i've already discussed it at length on this forum so i wont again, but i used to have issues with alcohol, and i still have to be careful.

3. I am an empath. I pick up the moods from the people around me, which is why it's so important to be around positive people. I "hear" all the undercurrents behind what people say and how they act, and can usually understand people's motives and feelings behind almost anything.

4. "I am always dreaming, even when I am awake, it is never finished." YES, i'm a daydreamer.

5. not really, mostly becase i'm an aquarius, i usually stand out in one way or another, whether i want to or not.

6. Yeah, people don't really verbally comment on my phsyical appearance very much, apart from an abundance of scorpio like stares and whatnot, but i usually get comments on either my mind/my compassionate spirit/soul if that makes sense.

7. This barely happens at all anymore, but it reallllly used to be the case. They just wouldn't seem to notice me, they'd remember everybody's names but mine, get me confused with my best friend (but never forget her), and then years later notice me and hit on me like crazy and then act surprised when i wanted nothing to do with them after they've treated me like **** for 75% of the time i've known them for. (not like i'm bitter about this or anything lol )

posted December 27, 2011 04:43 PM            

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Hi
I have Venus conjunct Mercury in the 1st house (Venus is also my chart ruler).

I prefer to be gentle in my approach to others, and I am intellectually curious and love to explore different ideas. I am rarely intentionally tactless or undiplomatic as I feel it is important to accept and tolerate people whose views and lifestyles are different from mine, even if I do not agree with them at all. I strongly believe there is no reason to judge or attack people just because you don't see eye to eye with them... how can you judge them when you have not walked in their shoes? Maybe you would be a worse mess than them if you had!!! Maybe they are also "right" from their perspective?? In general I find aggression or overly opinionated personal attacks distasteful, especially when perpetrated by so-called "strong" personalities who mistake their ability to run rough-shod over those who are less confrontational with "being right", "being superior" or "winning". Really it is not that important to crush people! IMO it is much better to state your case and agree to disagree without belittling anyone and leave it at that; OR come to an understanding that leaves everyone with some sense of dignity; OR walk away/not engage on that level if you can't relate! (I am talking about disagreements between normal people here; not condoning perpetrators of abuse or violence which obviously cannot be tolerated).

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