posted August 12, 2013 04:55 PM            

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posted August 12, 2013 05:47 PM            

I've recently made some mindblowing discoveries on Chiron square Venus. Weird part is I had to watch a whole Saturn transit to recognise it. I'm on my way to go find that thread.

How are ya sweetheart?

posted August 12, 2013 05:51 PM            

Well, BPD is a psych term and I am not diagnosing anyone or anything like that but I will try to tell you some of the traits.

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posted August 12, 2013 05:55 PM            

The person with BPD struggles a great deal between trying to get close and then running away from fear of intimacy. We all have fear of intimacy but it is very much exaggerated with this condition.

Hence, the person has a push/pull about them--come close/go away.

They feel betrayed very easily and will retaliate. Other people don't know what happened but the person with BPD takes every little slight as a betrayal.

Hence, they act in rage upon what they see as betrayal.

They have very immature thinking in terms of very black and white thinking. People are good or bad- not both.

They do not see themselves as they are. They think they are bad because if you have any flaw, which they do and others do, you get put in the "bad" box.

These are some traits.

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posted August 12, 2013 06:10 PM            

I was afraid I would get criticism for it but I bring it up because I had an epiphany today.

I have been praying for God to heal me from the pain of my mother. I have talked about her a lot on here. She molested me, for anyone who does not know.

That has been a singular pain I can never shake. It goes with me everywhere and I can't get out from under it.

I prayed to God about 4 months ago to heal me. I was desperate and I put myself in His Hands and listened for his leading.

Little by little, He showed me my life.

I felt I was not supposed to have anything to do with her( and my father, so broke all contact 4 months ago.

Today, God showed me that she was BPD. That is why I brought this up

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posted August 12, 2013 06:11 PM            

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Originally posted by earthypisces:
I've suspected for years that I have BPD (pretty much certain), but I've never been to a doctor for it. I fit the textbook definition completely.

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Thank you, Friend, for contributing. Would you like to put up your chart and we can discuss it. Please, put on the asteroids dejanira, Nessus, Eros, Hekate, Kaali and Child.

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posted August 12, 2013 06:11 PM            

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Originally posted by geea:
why do i ge the feeling that you lurked the johnny depp thread where i said ”sometimes i dont know who i am anymore” where i talked about identity and geminis and you got..inspired?
correct me if im wrong, but my instinct usually does not fail me and im too curious

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Actually, I did not read that one lol

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posted August 12, 2013 06:13 PM            

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Originally posted by Violets:
Interesting topic. I look forward to seeing what people's thoughts are on this. I've only dealt with it at work, and have never considered it from an astrological perspective. If no one else pipes up, please share your thoughts!

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Thank you, Friend

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posted August 12, 2013 06:19 PM            

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Originally posted by Gemmy:
Do prominent Nessus and Kaali show BPD?

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I was going to wait to give my opinion, but MY chart work has shown me that Dejanira conj the Moon shows BPD.

Dejanira conjunct the Child asteroid shows a fracturing of the self but not as severe as BPD. I have this.

In every case of Deja conj the Moon, I have seen sexual abuse. All cases have beeb BPD but one was "just' severe sexual abuse and other abuse but not BPD.

That is one man's experience doing charts.

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posted August 12, 2013 06:20 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Thank you, Friend, for contributing. Would you like to put up your chart and we can discuss it. Please, put on the asteroids dejanira, Nessus, Eros, Hekate, Kaali and Child.

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Here you go, Ami. Hopefully I didn't miss anything!

posted August 12, 2013 06:24 PM            

not developing a stable self could be Venus/Saurn because Venus has everything to do with self worth and what you feel you deserve (good or bad) Saturn can stop you from developing (learning to walk away, moving on)

fear of intimacy could be Venus and or Moon in hard aspect to Uranus. The thing about Uranus is they may think they want something, go after it, be surprised when they get it, and then change their mind.
Again we're dealing with the Moon (fear of being emotionally manipulated or exposed) and Venus our self worth.

push/ pull could be an opposition with Mars/Saturn

easily betrayed and will retaliate sounds like a Cancer trait. They take all slights/perceived slights extremely personal and this is their way of protecting themselves.

rage would be Mars in hard aspect to one of the outer planets especially the conjunction. I know many people associate rage with Pluto but Pluto has tremendous control and they don't just lose it.

immaturity can be so many things.

Chastising yourself or not being able to forgive yourself can be Venus/Chiron.

Do I know this person?
It isn't me is it?

posted August 12, 2013 06:25 PM            

You have Child conj Deja like I do. This is severe abuse and usually sexual. I had this. Did you?

Sexual abuse breaks the person. I have an article on Deja conj the Moon and the Child asteroid.

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posted August 12, 2013 06:27 PM            

For example, it seems like Kaali conj the ASC becomes like a psychic sponge or a psychic vampire.

I would say that when you love, you lose all of who you are, or close. Is that true

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posted August 12, 2013 06:28 PM            

You've been warned I guess. HAHA

posted August 12, 2013 06:29 PM            

At the same time do not connect to your own abusive side i.e try to be "too good"

Do these things fit?

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posted August 12, 2013 06:31 PM            

Do you want to put up your chart with the asteroids I suggested?

Do you have a correct birth time?

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posted August 12, 2013 06:31 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You know what? Stick in your vertex or tell me where it is. That would be fine.

You have Child conj Deja like I do. This is severe abuse and usually sexual. I had this. Did you?

Sexual abuse breaks the person. I have an article on Deja conj the Moon and the Child asteroid.

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I edited my original post and put my Vertex into the chart.

I have never had any sexual abuse as far as I know, but a lot of emotional abuse from my father. My mother wasn't so supportive either, she was always too busy wallowing in self pity to care about how her children felt. My mother always tried to get people to feel sorry for her and I think she actually liked the feeling/idea of being victimized.

posted August 12, 2013 06:33 PM            

What do you think?

What would you say about Venus trine Chiron, Lala?

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posted August 12, 2013 06:36 PM            

You do not have the more severe Deja conj the Moon so maybe you have BPD like traits but not full blown BPD. What do you think?

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posted August 12, 2013 06:37 PM            

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Originally posted by Zander916:
Unfortunately there's not a single thing in that description that I DON'T fit. That is me completely.

You've been warned I guess. HAHA

Oh, but I've gotten help. Great help from a great doctor.

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Were you diagnosed with BPD, Tony?

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posted August 12, 2013 06:40 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Nessus conj the DSC. Your partners can be abusive.

At the same time do not connect to your own abusive side i.e try to be "too good"

Do these things fit?

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I'm not sure about abusive, but I do believe that I attract very broken people.