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Topic: Im forever going to be ALONE?!
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TaurusVenusGirl Knowflake Posts: 1129 From: Heavens Above Registered: Aug 2016
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posted May 11, 2021 06:10 PM
You're welcome ESSSSSC Which part did you find "fun"? IP: Logged |
Hikaru29 Knowflake Posts: 3352 From: Asia Registered: Nov 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 01:42 AM
@SoulOfABirdWhere in your chart is showing a lack of commitment? I don’t see it... and I don’t agree with Aquarius being uncommitted. I know many in committed relationships. They just need a lot of independence and emotional space which means they don’t like people exercising too much control or get emo-drama with them all the time. What you need is someone who understands you and give you that; someone who is willing to be adventurous with you. And don’t forget your loving, dreamy Pisces stellium. Your 7L in the 1H means your partner will come to you, so just wait. Also your NN in 7H (I’ve the same placement). I’ll be frank that it’s a difficult placement as it shows your desire for partnership but at the same time finds it hard to achieve as you can either give too much or too little and you can have high expectations of your partner (according to Vedic interpretation), so love life can be turbulent. However, this placement is not a death sentence as it stabilises as we get older. NN in 7H is indicating lessons in partnerships, how we cooperate with others especially in a love relationship where emotions usually run high and you’ve to accept that your partner is not perfect. IP: Logged |
Hikaru29 Knowflake Posts: 3352 From: Asia Registered: Nov 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 01:58 AM
quote: Originally posted by Dumuzi: i'm a bisexual woman first off, thought that truth was established a while back here...
😱 What, you’re a woman?! I didn’t get the memo! I was starting to fall in love with you and now I feel heartbroken. Damn my 7H Neptune. 💔😅 IP: Logged |
TaurusVenusGirl Knowflake Posts: 1129 From: Heavens Above Registered: Aug 2016
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posted May 12, 2021 02:25 AM
quote: Originally posted by Hikaru29: 😱 What, you’re a woman?! I didn’t get the memo! I was starting to fall in love with you and now I feel heartbroken. Damn my 7H Neptune. 💔😅
Lol, you have bad taste. IP: Logged |
Hikaru29 Knowflake Posts: 3352 From: Asia Registered: Nov 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 03:04 AM
quote: Originally posted by TaurusVenusGirl: Lol, you have bad taste.
We just have different taste. IP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 3348 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 05:56 AM
quote: Originally posted by Hikaru29: 😱 What, you’re a woman?! I didn’t get the memo! I was starting to fall in love with you and now I feel heartbroken. Damn my 7H Neptune. 💔😅
awww sorry to disappoint 😔💔 i'm told i'm pretty cute (am feminine though) if you ever change your mind on women 😉 i'm terrified of women at this point but hey you seem different 🤷♀️😁 sorry about that btw, where i started off with charts and things defaulting to "guy" is preferable, and my chart was familiar to people LL search results come up on google etc so it was a precautionary measure with dealing with any ******** and my personality can make people default to guy sometimes anyway so can being bi it's come up a couple times here at this point in different sections on different threads, but i also ripped the band aid off elsewhere which is part of that worked out in my favor at the time to hide stuff though given some occultists i've run into in the past too i'd show you me, like actual me, if this place supported actual messages or i had a different way of contacting you (giving my pic to someone who may want to hex me or other negative nasty **** , not you 😉 doesn't seem too smart lol) teasel's seen me, but i don't have that discord anymore, do have another one though... anyway yeah sorry 😔 LL isn't my default online hangout space though me and anonymous nerd messageboards (chan sites) and the discords those spawn go way back on the otherhand so it was a toss up be comfortable "at home" or go somewhere else and risk issues i'm not one for being very good at hiding **** like that for long though i do find it interesting that a 3rd house neptune can be associated with using aliases when speaking with people (have it in placidus) all stories and personality etc are true btw, i'm very much open in spite of that smoke screen, but 🤷♀️ am sorry though, never feels great to not fully be present in a place that sense of permanent detachment you know?
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Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 3348 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 05:57 AM
quote: Originally posted by TaurusVenusGirl: Lol, you have bad taste.
needed some attention? 😘 reached your quota for the week now though, don't get greedy 😉 IP: Logged |
TaurusVenusGirl Knowflake Posts: 1129 From: Heavens Above Registered: Aug 2016
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posted May 12, 2021 06:56 AM
quote: Originally posted by Dumuzi: needed some attention? 😘 reached your quota for the week now though, don't get greedy 😉
Look at you high jacking someone else thread, needed more attention your way did you.
Shouldnt you be on tinder having deep and meaningful relationships with both men and women so you can go back and brag about it with your fiancee. If only you just did that bit of extra herion back in the day we'd all be at peace bahahaha.
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Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 3348 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 09:00 AM
quote: Originally posted by TaurusVenusGirl: Look at you high jacking someone else thread, needed more attention your way did you. Shouldnt you be on tinder having deep and meaningful relationships with both men and women so you can go back and brag about it with your fiancee. If only you just did that bit of extra herion back in the day we'd all be at peace bahahaha.
someone's vicious 😁 going to imagine you're really hot now to make it all better 🥲🥰 whatever you do don't ever post any pics and potentially prove me wrong ok? especially not in any lingerie or suggestive poses 🥺 my heart wouldn't be able to take being disappointed and since reading isn't your thing... NoReadingNeededToUnderstandThis
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Hikaru29 Knowflake Posts: 3352 From: Asia Registered: Nov 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 01:26 PM
quote: Originally posted by Dumuzi: awww sorry to disappoint 😔💔 i'm told i'm pretty cute (am feminine though) if you ever change your mind on women 😉 i'm terrified of women at this point but hey you seem different 🤷♀️😁
Nah, you don’t have to be sorry. 😉 I was thinking “Wow, Dumuzi seems to know a lot about gals”. Now I know why, hahaha. Another time I saw a pic of your long hair and thought “Wow, this guy has long hair, cool”. 😂 So silly I didn’t catch the signs. This reminds me of the time I was 7yo and I got really attracted to my cousin’s neighbour... only to find out “he” was a “she”. I was teased so badly by my cousin 😬 so hey, I’ve a history.. I’m definitely not like those crazy gals around you, lol.. IP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 3348 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 01:45 PM
quote: Originally posted by Hikaru29: Nah, you don’t have to be sorry. 😉 I was thinking “Wow, Dumuzi seems to know a lot about gals”. Now I know why, hahaha. Another time I saw a pic of your long hair and thought “Wow, this guy has long hair, cool”. 😂 So silly I didn’t catch the signs.This reminds me of the time I was 7yo and I got really attracted to my cousin’s neighbour... only to find out “he” was a “she”. I was teased so badly by my cousin 😬 so hey, I’ve a history.. I’m definitely not like those crazy gals around you, lol..
yeah i've had some bad luck with women 😁 but i don't have the best track record with good decisions just in general 🤷♀️ all good though, just testing out my cap mars that's all😉 make things as hard as possible for myself so i can feel extra accomplished lol lol it happens, personally i'm not one to care if i like someone and we click then i'm not going to be like "nah not my thing" that means you've seen gypsy, pretty sure that's the pic i posted she's probably the only lady i've had good luck with and she's a bird so... guess there's my deer friend 🤔 i do feel bad, i prefer authenticity to my interactions and i did set a bar here where that was initially impossible, i'll get over feeling bad but you know **** happens i appreciate your forgiveness though. 😁 means a lot
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mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 14548 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted May 12, 2021 02:36 PM
Dumuzi!!!! wow.... This WHOLE time I've been imagining you as MALE!!!  In the past years you've been talking about your fiance whom you painted to be a drama queen. Wanted babies, which you wouldn't have minded IF it happened.... blah blah blah..  Then... your fiance was male (not female)? I've got to redo the staging of my imaginations. I'm SHOCKED!!! Love it!! haha!!! Take Care IP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 3348 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 02:51 PM
quote: Originally posted by mirage29: Dumuzi!!!! wow.... This WHOLE time I've been imagining you as MALE!!!  In the past years you've been talking about your fiance whom you painted to be a drama queen. Wanted babies, which you wouldn't have minded IF it happened.... blah blah blah..  Then... your fiance was male (not female)? I've got to redo the staging of my imaginations. I'm SHOCKED!!! haha!!! Take Care
open relationship, both bi and guys involved, so that was a thing that was on the table at a certain point it was discussed it was something she wanted (there was a point post break up where she drunkenly spoke to me about how she thought she was and asked me if i would get back with her to raise a kid... told her to stop drinking instead) thank ******* christ it didn't happen 😁 but yeah... legit conversations she did have a miscarriage at one point as well, and i do have terrible luck with women lmao her being a woman is partially why i wasn't down with monogamy entirely actually though and why we had guys who were shared etc because i'm good with 3 person polygamy in particular 🤷♀️ kind of why i told soulofabird that **** doesn't have to be traditional with everyone, unorthodox **** is fine with some people and "weird" arrangements can work out but yeah i like men and women, prefer guys at this point i think... never preferred women just didn't care either way at all in the past and now i'm just sort of terrified of chicks lmao my ex was actually a worse person though than i said here, i toned her down actually 😬 toned her down a real lot... i've got all kinds of fun horror stories IP: Logged |
TaurusVenusGirl Knowflake Posts: 1129 From: Heavens Above Registered: Aug 2016
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posted May 12, 2021 03:56 PM
quote: Originally posted by Dumuzi: someone's vicious 😁 going to imagine you're really hot now to make it all better 🥲🥰 whatever you do don't ever post any pics and potentially prove me wrong ok? especially not in any lingerie or suggestive poses 🥺 my heart wouldn't be able to take being disappointedand since reading isn't your thing... NoReadingNeededToUnderstandThis
Bahahaha. Not only do you show everyone what a fuc king **** t you are, now a shallow bi tch who judges others by their appearance. I like everyone can see this about you. Clearly you are ugly physically, as well, to make this comment. You see now cu nt, whenever you get called up for being a cun t to someone again, and we all know it's going to happen with your history, all I have to do is show them this and the other posts you've closed. Now do us all a favour, go and shoot up too much herion you junk ie sl ut Tehehehehehe
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TaurusVenusGirl Knowflake Posts: 1129 From: Heavens Above Registered: Aug 2016
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posted May 12, 2021 03:57 PM
quote: Originally posted by TaurusVenusGirl: Bahahaha. Not only do you show everyone what a fuc king cun t you are, now a shallow bi tch who judges others by their appearance. I like everyone can see this about you. Clearly you are ugly physically, as well, to make this comment.You see now cu nt, whenever you get called up for being a cu nt to someone again, and we all know it's going to happen with your history, all I have to do is show them this and the other posts you've closed. Now do us all a favour, go and shoot up too much herion you junk ie sl ut Tehehehehehe
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Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 3348 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 04:38 PM
quote: Originally posted by TaurusVenusGirl: Bahahaha. Not only do you show everyone what a fuc king **** t you are, now a shallow bi tch who judges others by their appearance. I like everyone can see this about you. Clearly you are ugly physically, as well, to make this comment.You see now cu nt, whenever you get called up for being a cun t to someone again, and we all know it's going to happen with your history, all I have to do is show them this and the other posts you've closed. Now do us all a favour, go and shoot up too much herion you junk ie sl ut Tehehehehehe
please do, so i can laugh about it again, i thought it was funny i guess you missed the joke either way if you show up posting that when i argue with someone else it'll get a laugh from me so you'll lighten the mood 😄 love it, i love your lack of self awareness too it's the best part of all of this IP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 3348 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 04:45 PM
btw i don't close threads or report anything, when that happens it has nothing to do with any personal judgment call i've made 🤷♀️ that's why you're freely saying the things you're sayingkeep going though it's a hell of a show 🍿 IP: Logged |
TaurusVenusGirl Knowflake Posts: 1129 From: Heavens Above Registered: Aug 2016
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posted May 12, 2021 05:28 PM
All this time everyone thought you were a mysoginst only to discover you're actually engaged to a simp, lol.Guess your constant put downs on others is due to your herion withdrawals. IP: Logged |
TaurusVenusGirl Knowflake Posts: 1129 From: Heavens Above Registered: Aug 2016
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posted May 12, 2021 05:32 PM
Look at you getting off on putting others down and judging but can't handle when it happens to you so you try your best and deflect. Looking forward to see who your next victim is  Lol, junkies 💉💉💉.  IP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 3348 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 05:41 PM
keep going, but call me a **** a few more times i'm pretty close to getting off 😉IP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 3348 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 05:48 PM
call me a ***** too, probably will get *'d out starts with a w ends with an ebut do it on vocaroo and say it with some feeling so i can hear it 🥺 IP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 3348 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 05:51 PM
make it something like "you're a dirty little ***** " and then tell me how bad i am and how i need to be punished 🥵IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 18358 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 12, 2021 05:57 PM
quote: Originally posted by TaurusVenusGirl: Dumass, you wasted a long reply to someone who'd never read it. If your opinion mattered to me, I'd care and I'd read your useless reply.I'd bump up all the threads you've closed with your toxic behaviour but again, you have managed to get them all closed like you will with this one, again proving a point. http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/242397.html http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/242552-2.html http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/242381.html Once again, you have sabotaged someone else's thread because simple put, you're a fuc king cu nt.
What's with the name-calling? You don't think this is toxic? IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 18358 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 12, 2021 06:00 PM
quote: Originally posted by Dumuzi: awww sorry to disappoint 😔💔 i'm told i'm pretty cute (am feminine though) if you ever change your mind on women 😉 i'm terrified of women at this point but hey you seem different 🤷♀️😁sorry about that btw, where i started off with charts and things defaulting to "guy" is preferable, and my chart was familiar to people LL search results come up on google etc so it was a precautionary measure with dealing with any ******** and my personality can make people default to guy sometimes anyway so can being bi it's come up a couple times here at this point in different sections on different threads, but i also ripped the band aid off elsewhere which is part of that worked out in my favor at the time to hide stuff though given some occultists i've run into in the past too i'd show you me, like actual me, if this place supported actual messages or i had a different way of contacting you (giving my pic to someone who may want to hex me or other negative nasty **** , not you 😉 doesn't seem too smart lol) teasel's seen me, but i don't have that discord anymore, do have another one though... anyway yeah sorry 😔 LL isn't my default online hangout space though me and anonymous nerd messageboards (chan sites) and the discords those spawn go way back on the otherhand so it was a toss up be comfortable "at home" or go somewhere else and risk issues i'm not one for being very good at hiding **** like that for long though i do find it interesting that a 3rd house neptune can be associated with using aliases when speaking with people (have it in placidus) all stories and personality etc are true btw, i'm very much open in spite of that smoke screen, but 🤷♀️ am sorry though, never feels great to not fully be present in a place that sense of permanent detachment you know?
Yeah, I've seen dumuzi. I forgot that you admitted that you were a woman somewhere. There are times when I've avoided saying something in a thread, in case I said "she" instead of "he". IP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 3348 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted May 12, 2021 06:02 PM
@teaselthere's a distinct lack of self awareness here, but it's part of the show, it's all good 😁 how you been? tooth any better? edit: yeah you've been careful about that i appreciate it, it's cool now no worries about slipping up some stuff has changed in other circles so i really don't care now 🤷♀️ all out in the open just everywhere, easier like this IP: Logged |