posted June 06, 2025 04:23 PM            

This was mostly because of frustration and stagnation in terms of my life direction. I feel like things just aren't moving fast enough for me.

So i have been asking for signs or any type of feedback on what to do in order to have things go faster.

Last week Friday I bought 4 Avocados. At some point this week,I really wanted to eat one. But they hadn't softened yet. So i did all i could to "hasten" the maturing process.

I wrapped the one i wanted in paper, put it close tothe Sun. Kept on changing its location so that it would quickly ripen so that i can eat it.

It didn't work out well. At the first feel of perceived maturity, I opened it up and realized that the decision was premature. It still needed days to come right.

Nevertheless, I managed to consume it( as tough as its contents was). And it was not as enjoyable to eat as I expected it to be.

After completely ignoring the other 3 left over(days after that botched 1st one) , I realized the two large ones had matured. Unprovoked!!😂

I just indulged in one just a minute ago and leaving the other for tomorrow. And this ordeal made me think of my current mindset i have in this undesirable place i am in.

Like the 1st avocado,I am rushing things to mature at MY time. Expecting results to be ready when I want. So much so that i am busy trying to manipulate the outcome to suit MY will.

But the Universe insists that it will not yield to my time, but divine timing. Not through my tactics will it move. But it's own unbending and consistent will.

So i must(just like the Avos that were ignored) leave things to mature at their own pace and not interfere. The joy of consumption will be much more pleasurable and palatable then.

posted June 06, 2025 04:39 PM            

Trans Mars Leo contra-parallel Natal Moon Tau.

Trans Uranus conj natal Moon in Tau.

Trans Ura Tau opp & contra-parallel his Ura Sco conj Venus natal mix.

Trans Sun is contra-parallel natal Mars.

Prog Ura is parallel progressed Moon.

For me i think the kicker is natal Ven/Ura opp/contra triggered by the Uranus Tau transit and progressed.

He always had relationships suddenly begin and end. In this instance ,Ven represented his daughter. And the sudden loss there.

Add to that the Moon progressed to
parallel natal Uranus would also be that sudden status change on the domestic front(which death can facilitate).

Weirdly,trans Jup Gem is opp and contra-parallel his Sun.

Trans Jup is also contra-parallel his Mercury.

What could the silver lining be here? I will have to wait and see.

posted June 06, 2025 07:04 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
So ive been talking to my spirit guides. Well,talking is not quite what has been happening. More like shouting at them 😶.

This was mostly because of frustration and stagnation in terms of my life direction. I feel like things just aren't moving fast enough for me.

So i have been asking for signs or any type of feedback on what to do in order to have things go faster.

Last week Friday I bought 4 Avocados. At some point this week,I really wanted to eat one. But they hadn't softened yet. So i did all i could to "hasten" the maturing process.

I wrapped the one i wanted in paper, put it close tothe Sun. Kept on changing its location so that it would quickly ripen so that i can eat it.

It didn't work out well. At the first feel of perceived maturity, I opened it up and realized that the decision was premature. It still needed days to come right.

Nevertheless, I managed to consume it( as tough as its contents was). And it was not as enjoyable to eat as I expected it to be.

After completely ignoring the other 3 left over(days after that botched 1st one) , I realized the two large ones had matured. Unprovoked!!😂

I just indulged in one just a minute ago and leaving the other for tomorrow. And this ordeal made me think of my current mindset i have in this undesirable place i am in.

Like the 1st avocado,I am rushing things to mature at MY time. Expecting results to be ready when I want. So much so that i am busy trying to manipulate the outcome to suit MY will.

But the Universe insists that it will not yield to my time, but divine timing. Not through my tactics will it move. But it's own unbending and consistent will.

So i must(just like the Avos that were ignored) leave things to mature at their own pace and not interfere. The joy of consumption will be much more pleasurable and palatable then.

Oh but the waiting is painful. So i think i must distract myself and keep myself occupied by doing something else to take attention away from "what is". 🙏🏿

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A lot of things are delayed, for a lot of people, until 2026. It's because by 2026, all three outer planets are fully into their gears, and places.

Yeah, my Spirit Guides are also saying, for me, to let some things wait, until this Autumn.

posted June 06, 2025 11:53 PM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
That Gemini stellium and Mars 10th push me on the edge of mental breakdown. I work hard, but encounter so much obstacles. It almost feels like unbearable. I’m not getting nesseery cooperation.
Also, it’s hard to disconnect even for some time. My sleep is bad. Everything is so chaotic I’m not sure what is my schedule anymore.
I tried to tap into Neptune to for a little escape and stress relief, but I cannot. It seems like Saturn closing Neptune for me. Frequencies don’t feel right.
One of my favorite kitchen gadgets got broken at first and since than it seems like the sky is falling.

I feel like the dark energy is still around, but I really don’t know if this is for any good.

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posted June 06, 2025 11:59 PM            

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Originally posted by Gemmi:
Apart from Uranus, this also depends on the Mars placement in natal chart. I have a strong Virgo influence in my chart, but my Mars is in Scorpio. In neutral situations I tend to be a worrier but if I have to assert myself or in conflict situations my Scorpio Mars gets activated and I am definitely a warrior. And it’s a whole new bal game, lol.

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posted June 07, 2025 02:48 PM            

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Originally posted by frida:
@ Preppyarcher, @Aries23 (I am sorry about your friend :/, that’s a lot to process)….
How do you get to your spirit guides? Mine won’t show themselves haha. I just talk to myself mostly

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I always thought that it was our Spirit Guides that throw us signs, and intuitions! So I just assumed that me getting signs and/or intuitions were just my Spirit Guides. Perhaps I was wrong.

For me, I have read a bit before following any signs, or intuitions.

I probably read, and skimmed articles, for 4 year, or so, before I started following my spiritual path.

posted June 07, 2025 03:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Preppyarcher7989Wiff:
A lot of things are delayed, for a lot of people, until 2026. It's because by 2026, all three outer planets are fully into their gears, and places.

Yeah, my Spirit Guides are also saying, for me, to let some things wait, until this Autumn.

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posted June 07, 2025 03:55 PM            

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Originally posted by Preppyarcher7989Wiff:
A lot of things are delayed, for a lot of people, until 2026. It's because by 2026, all three outer planets are fully into their gears, and places.

Yeah, my Spirit Guides are also saying, for me, to let some things wait, until this Autumn.

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The waiting game continues.I know.This specifically for Ura/Sat/Nep. But for Jup & Plu, it's all systems go.

I will be getting shots from Jup and
Plu (declinations).The latter will affect natal Nep/Merc/Jup and Sun for a long time. Whilst the former will affect Ura and Ic.

I have felt the worst of Saturn. It's over for me now. There is little more Saturn can do. And I am relieved about that.

posted June 07, 2025 08:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
The waiting game continues.I know.This specifically for Ura/Sat/Nep. But for Jup & Plu, it's all systems go.

I will be getting shots from Jup and
Plu (declinations).The latter will affect natal Nep/Merc/Jup and Sun for a long time. Whilst the former will affect Ura and Ic.

I have felt the worst of Saturn. It's over for me now. There is little more Saturn can do. And I am relieved about that.

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It seems, like the 2020's are kinda split into half. 2020 to Spring 2024. Then Spring 2024 to maybe 2029.

Astrologically, I think it's Pluto in Aquarius, which went fully in transit in November of 2024. Pluto in Aquarius has been okay, for me, but once all these Pisces planets go away, by 2026, I feel like things will finally be smooth for me.

posted June 08, 2025 02:40 AM            

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Originally posted by Preppyarcher7989Wiff:
I always thought that it was our Spirit Guides that throw us signs, and intuitions! So I just assumed that me getting signs and/or intuitions were just my Spirit Guides. Perhaps I was wrong.

For me, I have read a bit before following any signs, or intuitions.

I probably read, and skimmed articles, for 4 year, or so, before I started following my spiritual path.

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posted June 08, 2025 04:44 AM            

On a personal level, I thought I was going to fix my sleep schedule on Friday night. I was exhausted, and fell asleep before 1am. But I kept waking up, feeling anxious. My whole body felt so heavy. I finally got a bit of sleep later in the morning, and now I'm still awake at gone 4am. I feel really anxious. It just won't stop. I took ZZZquil, but my solar plexus is swirling with anxiety.

posted June 08, 2025 04:16 PM            

- Waiting to see if my job falls apart - I have wanted to leave for a long time, but the situation now is still very stressful.

- I had a breakthrough in regards to a past life trauma. I'm very uncomfortable, because it's intense and I don't know if I can trust it - I feel it deeply and it makes so much sense. It could explain perfectly the fragmentation I feel. But I am scattered and unsure. I have a first past life regression session next week, exactly when transit Mars is also on my Asc - opp Sun+Merc, square natal Uranus in 4th, sextile Pluto 3rd, trine Neptune 4th/5th.

- Also pressure at home

- And in the midst of overwhelming amount of administrative stuff

posted June 08, 2025 08:53 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I once had warning of something happening, a week or so before it did happen. It was a kick in the solar plexus feeling. The night I realized it happened, and it wasn’t just my anxiety, I was distraught.

I once read a book called The Intention Experiment. There was a follow-up book, I think, too. One of them claimed they’d done experiments where you could send messages back to yourself, but it’s been so long since I read it, I can’t remember exactly what they said. I don’t know if I believe it.

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posted June 09, 2025 05:01 PM            

There's an outstanding issue concerning my roots that gnaws at me constantly. And it's been freshly stirred up by this transit.

My thinking is that Jupiter in Cancer will do more of the same? Things are about to get DEEP in my life. As all roads lead to the Ic point of inward focus.

posted June 09, 2025 05:30 PM            

As this Jupiter Cancer hit,this feeling of vulnerability,weakness and lack of energy is HIGH.

I feel like tucking myself in bed and falling asleep. Self isolating and not doing things that require energy. Yikes!

My stomach is growling. So there will be heightened sensitivity to what i eat. Maybe even a possibility of catching the flu? Since it is very cold here.

I feel emotional and very sensitive. What in the world? Like I could use some care. My body feels more tender😐

posted June 09, 2025 09:09 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
I went out with friends yesterday. And a feeling of "i think this is the last time i am doing this", found me. It just came out of nowhere. Jupiter at 29Deg Gem opp Sun/Nep

As this Jupiter Cancer hit,this feeling of vulnerability,weakness and lack of energy is HIGH.

I feel like tucking myself in bed and falling asleep. Self isolating and not doing things that require energy. Yikes!

My stomach is growling. So there will be heightened sensitivity to what i eat. Maybe even a possibility of catching the flu? Since it is very cold here.

I feel emotional and very sensitive. What in the world? Like I could use some care. My body feels more tender😐

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So Jupiter in Cancer will transit your 4th house? It explains why you want to not go outside. It's similar to someone who has North Node in their 4th house, that turns 40, and suddenly doesn't want to be exposed to the public, anymore.

posted June 10, 2025 04:45 AM            

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Originally posted by Preppyarcher7989Wiff:
So Jupiter in Cancer will transit your 4th house? It explains why you want to not go outside. It's similar to someone who has North Node in their 4th house, that turns 40, and suddenly doesn't want to be exposed to the public, anymore.

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No desire to be out and about whatsoever. Absolutely true. I need to ask my North Node Cancer friend what he is going through now. Jupiter is about to conjunct his North node by degree.

I also think the heightened sensitivity could be because of Mercury Cancer parallel natal Moon. And natal Moon contra-parallel transit Moon today. I just woke up in a bad mood.

Transit Mars is arcing to contra-parallel my Venus. Somebody within my circle of friends is about to tick me off (or me them).😶

posted June 11, 2025 03:56 PM            

I’m starting to get more out going again. I must be adjusted to all the changes I’ve made. Saturn and Neptune in my Aries 11th house. Plus I’m having a Jupiter return.

I did not stay up til 3am doing a full moon ritual (where it’s at its peek where I live) but I did have a candle burning through the night. I was guided to make a psychic attack oil, and burn a purple candle with the oil in the bowl. The ohas peppermint, lavender, and rosemary. Once the candle burns down fully I am to pour it over my head in nature or in the shower.

I’m nannying the nieces and nephews for an easy light work this summer.
I’m getting sushi with a friend I haven’t seen in a few months then we are going on a nature walk. They opened up to me about their mental health. NN is also trine my moon right now so we’ll probably have a good talk about that . I start therapy tomorrow.