posted November 19, 2013 11:24 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I am feeling nervous today. I mean like totally nervewracking nervous.
Feels like a storm is brewing.

No astro-content know.

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posted November 20, 2013 11:30 AM            

They will still within one degree of exactness and of course will trigger that damned composite MC on 16 Scorpio, with Eros-Priapus on 15 Taurus.

Tr Venus will be conjunct the composite Venus exact, and opposing my natal Saturn (did I mention I don`t want that, not now?)

Actually Tr Saturn-Karma is squaring my Moon on 17 Aquarius, trine my Juno on 17 pisces and trine my Saturn on 17 Cancer. Quinkunx my Karma on 16 Gemini.

conjunct my Lancelot on 16 Scorpio, my MOira/London/Siva on 15 Scorpio.

Oh and to make it more joyful *sarcasm alert*

my pr Moon on 15.21 Cancer has just separated from my pr Saturn on 13.21 Cancer, just o join my natal SAturn on 16.58 Cancer.

So not only is Tr Saturn squaring my natal Moon, but also trines my pr Moon, which in turn is conjunct my natal Saturn.

Matters can get even worse than this. IN my natal Moon and Saturnr ule 8th and 2nd house, in the progressed they are rulers of DESC and ASC.

Tr Saturn falls into natal 11th house and conjuncts the pr MC.

my pr Moon and natal Saturn fall into myn atal 8th and pr 7th house.

my natal Juno is just coming out of an orb with pr Jupiter on 18 Pisces, which in fact is of course part of the trine to Tr Saturn and pr Moon.

oh and just like Tr Saturn/Karma makes a Grand trine with my natal Juno and Saturn (and pr Moon), Tr Juno conjunts my Moon and trines my natal Karma.

Tr Kaali and Tr Pluto have my pr ASC and pr Proserpina in their clutches - Kaali 2 degrees before it, Pluto is not even one dgree off my pr ASC and pr Proserpina.

I don`t want this sh*t!
I mean who really needs crap like that?

I just want to go back to sleep and not see or hear or sense a single thing.

Just one of those days I guess. Right now I do not feel nervous, but seriously ****** . lol

Well, Moon is currently transiting my natal NEssus, maybe that is why, though it does that every month.

posted November 20, 2013 11:35 AM            

Tr Jupiter is widely conjunct my pr Moon and actually on the natal Vertex-Pan-ERos-far Sun/Moon-mp AGAIN.
Just like it was those years ago, the night, this particular cycle began. (well he is on the opposing point technically. lol)

And now is exalted instead of slumping through Capricorn. And gets fuelled by LIlith. Thank you very much. How much else?

Of course Tr URanus HAS to be opposing my natal Pluto exact and suaring my pr ASC.

posted November 20, 2013 04:25 PM            

But it finally subsided.

I still get nervous. I still panic.

... But that's because it was THAT good.

That's not a sort of anxiety or panic I've felt since I was a teenager. It's ... rather exciting, in fact.

NERVE-WRACKING to f*ck and back.

posted November 21, 2013 09:00 AM            

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Originally posted by Gabby:
I'm sorry Ceri!! It will get better, but seriously your post are great! I love hearing you get it all out! It's cool your so open with your feelings, I need to learn more of that from you!

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That is possibly the greatest compliment you could have made me.

It is interesting, I never was sure about my feelings, I didnīt quite access them, but for the last year, when I started losing weight, along with the kilos melting away, it seemed as if my emotions are just barely simmering beneath the surface.

It is actually quite difficult to bear at times, as I am not at all that balanced as I appeared to be before. A lot of uncharacteristic moodiness (also my pr Moon in Cancer might play a role in that), and I guess I am sometimes more difficult to be around for my direct environment nowadays, but I think for me individually it is more of a gain than a loss.

But anyway thanks.

posted November 21, 2013 09:02 AM            

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Originally posted by IndigoDirae:
If it's any consolation at all - my freaking out was for nothing. Oh, sure, after about 4 purely ecstatic days, I had a serious 'OMFG-WTF?' moment - because I realised I was in shock. Processing. Grokking. It hadn't even REALLY registered until one moment, DAYS later - and when it did ... ohhh, holy God.

But it finally subsided.

I still get nervous. I still panic.

... But that's because it was THAT good.

That's not a sort of anxiety or panic I've felt since I was a teenager. It's ... rather exciting, in fact.

NERVE-WRACKING to f*ck and back.

... but exciting.

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That sounds.... intriguing.

posted November 25, 2013 01:56 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
That sounds.... intriguing.

I mean really, wow! who made you get into this though? hatter? Fata? Or someone else entirely?

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The former. It's been slowly unfolding, and just recently got a kind of kickstart. Wow. This is just the beginning.

posted December 02, 2013 08:46 PM            

My Alice is in the 1st house conjunct Pluto at 28 Leo and Jupiter too. That also makes it conjunct Regulus.

posted December 03, 2013 04:55 AM            

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Originally posted by Astro keen:
These asteroids are fun!

My Alice is in the 1st house conjunct Pluto at 28 Leo and Jupiter too. That also makes it conjunct Regulus.

A Royal overkill would you say?

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