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Faith
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posted February 12, 2015 08:59 PM
  
Neptune seems to be working the opposite way, so no matter how obvious he makes it, that he is pretty much in love with you, you write it off as something less than it is.  It's okay...you know you would have been a wonderful mother to your baby, even if you weren't planning to have one.  I mean, I was miserable about getting pregnant with my youngest...did NOT want to be pregnant and basically cried a lot....but it was more about my circumstances than it was about him...he's easy to love. IP: Logged |
Faith
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posted February 12, 2015 09:06 PM
Oh and Neptune doesn't aspect your Mercury...I just checked  Pluto is conjunct your Mercury giving you penetrating insight. Plus Mercury is on the Scorpio cusp for more Pluto "flavor".... IP: Logged |
Septembergirl
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posted February 12, 2015 09:16 PM
When I realized I was in love with him, I prayed that God would give me a sign of what I needed to do.
Then I got pregnant. Then 6 weeks later a miscarriage.
That's a mixed signal! 😯I just hope his wife hasn't picked up on how I feel about him.....that woman scares me. IP: Logged |
Faith
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posted February 12, 2015 09:24 PM
Maybe that wasn't the signal?Maybe the signal was point blank, "Why won't you give me a chance?" You know? IP: Logged |
Faith
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posted February 12, 2015 09:31 PM
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posted February 12, 2015 09:34 PM
Should've joined a hippy commune long ago.#PiscesMoonProblems IP: Logged |
Faith
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posted February 12, 2015 09:40 PM
Anyway my point is, if she picks up on the fact that you have feelings for her husband, that's no excuse for her to be rude.But if she does get rude... At least "the gloves are off" at that point and you can text him without worrying about spoiling your relationship with her. Always a bright side...
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Septembergirl
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posted February 12, 2015 09:42 PM
Lol....true....but it still seems different with him. Like I HAVE to put up that wall...feelings are that deep atleast on my part. I have other male friends who I have friendly relationships with. I have one who I really connect with and we text all the time (usually about people scheming against us and being out to get us-lol). He's a Taurus sun. It's not the same connection I have with Mr Cap. At all. And it doesn't feel wrong. IP: Logged |
Septembergirl
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posted February 12, 2015 09:44 PM
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Originally posted by Faith:
Anyway my point is, if she picks up on the fact that you have feelings for her husband, that's no excuse for her to be rude.But if she does get rude... At least "the gloves are off" at that point and you can text him without worrying about spoiling your relationship with her. Always a bright side...
True....that's about how I feel about her now anyway.
I don't trust her. it's hard to tell the lengths she would go to turn him against me. IP: Logged |
Faith
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posted February 12, 2015 09:59 PM
She couldn't turn him against you. I'm pretty certain he is aware of everything with her...aware of that dark streak (and depressed by it)...aware of how superficial their current enthusiasm is.Sounds like the way you feel about Mr Cap is very special. I feel so bad for him because he doesn't know this, and it would be so important to him if he knew it. It's not that I take family values lightly. But I think life demands to be lived, and some marriages don't promote that life force...they tamp it down, block it out.  I'm pretty sure I'm talking too much at this point though..... (See, well, Mr Cap's a Gemini Mars, too, so I'm just "breaking you in" for what you would deal with, if you got together with him. ) IP: Logged |
Septembergirl
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posted February 12, 2015 10:39 PM
You aren't talking too much at all! I've needed this!
You make some good points...
Our sons are best friends....like brothers...eerily....
You are helping me view it from a different perspective. IP: Logged |
Faith
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posted February 12, 2015 11:34 PM
That is a bit eerie, but in a good way, I think. Thanks for saying I'm not talking too much. I just try and make connections, give examples from my own life...then feel like I talked about myself too much. But I'm really trying to say, "Oh, what you're saying makes sense to me, I've had similar experiences, I know what you mean." My Pallas is on your moon, too. Pallas is about seeing patterns, I think...observing the order in the universe. How fitting that we met on an astro forum  And it is KINDA strange that, not only did we bump into each other here, but we've gotten into a long conversation...from my end, it's not just because he and I are astrologically similar so I feel the need to "represent" him... But he and I are astrologically similar, and we share an appreciation for you. No I'm not grasping at straws. To me that is real. G'night 
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Septembergirl
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posted February 13, 2015 06:33 AM
Thank you!!! That makes me feel good!!
I think I've been being rude to him...I'm going to start being nicer. I just get so angry and bitter about things and mad at him because of our circumstances.
And I thought maybe he was like this with other women too...even though I've never observed it. IP: Logged |
Septembergirl
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posted February 13, 2015 09:09 AM
Been doing some research in Ceres. Seems so fitting in my case!IP: Logged |
Faith
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posted February 13, 2015 09:34 AM
Welcome! I'm happy you're thinking of being nicer,..hey, you never know, it could do a world of good. I believe in the meaning of Ceres signs the same way I believe in the meaning of the sun sign. What's your Ceres sign? Mine's Gemini...Theme song for that~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzFnYcIqj6I Talk to me 
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Ceridwen
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posted February 13, 2015 10:21 AM
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Originally posted by Faith:
What's your Ceres sign? Mine's Gemini...Theme song for that~
noone`s asked me, but I will answer nevertheless. PISCES.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvABIMOkaGQ EDIT
Love your song btw Faith. 
Though I always first associate THIS with the band http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s9A9YDSabbo
and this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JO7jYga_jVE IP: Logged |
Septembergirl
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posted February 13, 2015 11:23 AM
Great songs!! I had forgotten about them!!My Ceres is sag. (11 deg)!
Imagine that!?!?! Lol IP: Logged |
Faith
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posted February 13, 2015 11:32 AM
"No Frontiers"...this is beautiful!Sweet Dreams
Never heard There Must Be An Angel #1 Annie Lennox for me is, of course, No More I Love Yous. --- My husband and I have this for one of our songs: The Northern Lights He is also Gemini Ceres ~ "Shelter comes in words from you, so talk to me" is a fitting line for us. Also, his Sag Saturn conjunct my Venus. On our first date he was telling me about going ice climbing in the Arctic Circle alone for a month, amidst giant peaks named after Norse gods, finding a polar bear skeleton on a frozen beach... I was like THIS. IS. THE. MAN. FOR ME.  And later we did watch the northern lights together. We've had our good times.
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Faith
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posted February 13, 2015 11:33 AM
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Originally posted by Septembergirl:
Great songs!! I had forgotten about them!!My Ceres is sag. (11 deg)!
Imagine that!?!?! Lol
On my (and Mr Cap's) Neptune. Awwwwww Do you have a song for it? IP: Logged |
Septembergirl
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posted February 13, 2015 11:37 AM
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On my (and Mr Cap's) Neptune.Awwwwww Do you have a song for it?
I'm thinking....its conjunct his moon too....regardless of birth time, he's a sag moon all day! IP: Logged |
Septembergirl
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posted February 13, 2015 11:39 AM
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Originally posted by Faith:
"No Frontiers"...this is beautiful!Sweet Dreams
Never heard There Must Be An Angel #1 Annie Lennox for me is, of course, No More I Love Yous. --- My husband and I have this for one of our songs: The Northern Lights He is also Gemini Ceres ~ "Shelter comes in words from you, so talk to me" is a fitting line for us. Also, his Sag Saturn conjunct my Venus. On our first date he was telling me about going ice climbing in the Arctic Circle alone for a month, amidst giant peaks named after Norse gods, finding a polar bear skeleton on a frozen beach... I was like THIS. IS. THE. MAN. FOR ME. And later we did watch the Northern Lights together. We've had our good times.
Awe, that sounds so romantic!!
And fun!
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Faith
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posted February 13, 2015 11:44 AM
Yeah Well travel is SUPER important to me with that Sag Venus...and we travelled quite a bit when we were first married...but we've been at a standstill for years, and I'm going nuts. ^^ "Going nuts." No I'm sorry, I've already arrived there... IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted February 13, 2015 12:35 PM
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Great songs!! I had forgotten about them!!My Ceres is sag. (11 deg)!
Imagine that!?!?! Lol
It`s conjunct my Neptune and NN then. one of my beloved Sag songs (though suspecting there might be a bit of Aqua in there as well) "Defying Gravity" from "Wicked" Of course it was Mr Sag who introduced me to this song on the very first solo concert of his, and since then he has ALWAYS been singing it. Not ONE concert without the song. Though it turned into more of a rock number in his version. lol
Always the last song
and this was from THAT concert, 5 years ago
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04xHlsxAw1A
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posted February 13, 2015 12:56 PM
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"No Frontiers"...this is beautiful!
It was the titlesong of a solo concert of some other performer I saw. He actually recorded his cd to this just a few metres away from where I live. lol
These songs meant a lot to me at that time. IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted February 13, 2015 12:58 PM
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Also, his Sag Saturn conjunct my Venus. On our first date he was telling me about going ice climbing in the Arctic Circle alone for a month, amidst giant peaks named after Norse gods, finding a polar bear skeleton on a frozen beach...I was like THIS. IS. THE. MAN. FOR ME. And later we did watch the northern lights together. We've had our good times.
Awww  That is so unbelievably cute! IP: Logged |
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