posted November 12, 2002 07:44 PM              

I feel very misunderstood and like I'm just a visitor here...I always have the feeling as if I'm on the outside looking in...sometimes I wonder if I "get-it" and everyone else doesn't or if everyone else gets it and I don't...do you know what I mean? I attribute all of this to the pices. My Jupiter is in Pices as well...so I'm "afflicted" you see because my Moon, ascendant and Jupiter are all in Pices in the first house....triple whammy.

posted November 13, 2002 12:42 PM              

For me, I only have them when I'm alone, like I'm over-analyzing or cannot control what I think about. When I'm with friends, or anyone for that matter, I'm totally fine and usually quite happy.

posted November 15, 2002 09:12 PM              

As far as painting goes, there are several different forms...watercolor, acrylic, oils...can be an expensive hobby if you don't already have an artistic bent towards it. I draw in charcoal...you might want to start there...most people getting into art start with that....a good book to get is called "drawing on the right side of the brain" absolutly amazing book...you will be surprised...I think you would be good at it...you have to train your eye to "See" differently...might help with a lot of the angst....help give you perspective.

I mostly do nudes...I'll go to an "ARt Nude" webiste (not porn) and find a black and white picture that I like and then I'll draw it....being that it seems you have a respect for the female body...you might want to give that a try....but I'd still buy the art book because it will teach you about shading and different blending techniques with the charcoal....it's a good yet inexpensive way to begin...buy a sketch pad...make sure the paper is Acid free...I have a Strathmore sketch pad....should be able to get it at any art store...make sure you get charcoal sticks and charcoal pencils...avoid graphite..I find it doesn't blend as well....also a paper stump and a sanding block for the paper stump (or you can use semi-coarse sand paper) The paper stump helps with blending..sometimes I use my fingers but that gets messy plus you're introducing your body oils to the acid free paper...or you could also use a tissue..you can wrap it around your finger to manipulate it better.

There are times when I view all of the Pices in my chart as a curse combined with the Leo...but I think there are very few with these combinations...the world needs more sensitive people you know? Don't be ashamed of it because you're a guy...I know of several women (me included) that would do just about anything to have a guy like that....we (those with a lot of pices in the chart) have more of a conscience and tend to see the "big picture" a lot quicker than others.

posted July 03, 2005 03:40 AM              

esp aquas and caps are difficult becoz they dont intend to shut u out but they do. they are not as emotional creatures as most women and not even as emotional as other men. the plus side is that they wont do crazy dramatic things to u like beat u , stalk u, or yell at u. well there ARE the exceptions but its not typical behavior. on the other hand, they dont go for the passionate confessions of love or serious, nonflakey commitment to anyone either. it takes the impossible to win their heart.

in other words, only a cancer woman can do it. seriously, cancer women have aquas and caps wrapped around their pinkies. i dont get how cancer women can get men of any sign to be their slaves but they can. they have something that obviously other women dont...or at least Gem women dont.

btw randall why dont u talk so much. getting three words out of u is average, six is like a record ur quietness seems like post traumatic stress. is it the insanity of LL ? why wont u speak or rather blab

plz blab i feel bad when u say so little.

posted July 03, 2005 01:18 PM              

oh plus I'm on the gemini/cancer cusp

I don't know. I tend to meld cold hearts from what I have noticed.

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i dont get how cancer women can get men of any sign to be their slaves but they can. they have something that obviously other women dont...or at least Gem women dont.

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It's the innocent little sad puppy face that says....don't hurt me look on there face. Plus. Those men know they won't find anyone as sweet and sensitive. Someone who will be there for them.

I love writing my cappy little poems

posted July 03, 2005 08:54 PM              

randall was that link for me? or for tp? or for anyone?

to you randall, i will go over and read all the details. i read your post and some replies. but its a horrible thing really...esp your dilemma, and sorry for you to lose a friend, but sometimes its easier to lose a friend then keep a bad one, or one unworthy of keeping,

and i admire your moral stance on videotaping, my view is pretty much the same as yours on the subject.

posted July 04, 2005 06:57 PM              

I was dating this Virgo last year, we have a lot in common and have some wonderful conversation...I can really TALK to him but there were/are some obsticles in the way of which I won't discuss at the moment. But we took a break in late november...then he started dating someone else and I started dating someone else...both of those failed and now he and I talk every day again and go out on the weekends.