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Topic: A Drowning Fish
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Swerve
Knowflake Posts: 811
From: London
Registered: Nov 2002
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posted September 28, 2004 05:39 PM
 
Right. Got final confirmation. Sent her a text message with general chit-chat. Response was asking why I was texting her, that I had made it clear how I felt in my last text and she was now making it clear that I wasn't to contact her.Well, bugger. ******* it, it was me all along. Needy, weak, delusional and over-sensitive. No backbone whatsoever. Need to do some serious thinking. I wish my emotions weren't so strong that they cloud my judgement. Going to find ways to control them and discipline my mind. Not my own biggest fan at the moment, but I am going to try and grow from this rather than destroy myself. And leave self-pity out of the picture for once. Hope you are all well. I am closing this thread once and for all now.
Swerve
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astro junkie
Moderator Posts: 10049
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Registered: Nov 2003
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posted September 28, 2004 06:07 PM
Swerve -Don't blame yourself or think it is somehow your fault it didn't work out with this person, it takes TWO. Chemistry is an extremely complicated phenomenon, sometimes overriding everything else no matter how good. Just relax and people will feel more relaxed around you. Life is a process. There is no prize. ------------------
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laff
Knowflake Posts: 55
From: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Registered: Sep 2002
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posted September 28, 2004 11:16 PM
I agree with astro junkie. Don't blame yourself. She is just making an excuse to blow you off. You're right, she is immature. I know just the type of girl you are talking about. I knew a girl like that who broke many, many guys hearts. Since I was her friend, she told me all about it. She did not feel any guilt at all. She had happy puppet syndrome--just kept smiling and smiling, but was all messed up inside. She had low self-esteem, too.... very bad. Never base a relationship on someone else's lack of self-esteem. People with low-self esteem are dangerous, and they hurt other people. They don't know any other way to act.This girl was also passive-agressive--she would do little things to undermine and get back at other people without doing it directly. She was also suicidal. If anyone showed any concern, she just laughed and said, "Why are you worried about me?" BEWARE. If you ever meet anyone like this again, BEWARE again. <WHEW!>  I'm glad you lost interest before she had a chance to break your heart really bad, Swerve. Must have had a guardian angel looking after you.   Laff  IP: Logged |
Peri
Knowflake Posts: 1415
From: Kyiv, Ukraine
Registered: Dec 2003
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posted September 29, 2004 06:18 AM
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