posted August 07, 2006 11:45 PM         

No, thank YOU!
The ladies remind me of you..... the fella, well, he just looks good

posted August 07, 2006 11:55 PM         

Perhaps you could drop me an 'e' sometime -- my addy's at my Profile.....

posted August 07, 2006 11:55 PM         

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But it is ok for Lotus to call me axehole, stupid, crazy, liarand manuy other folks the same? as long as she laces it with love and light and hearts and mother and father and all?

Did I say that? No, of course it is not alright. I just finished telling you that I did not know of those things she called you. Had I known of them, I would have spoken out against them, as well. None of that stuff is right. It's wrong when she does it, and, then, when you do it, that just makes two, and two wrongs dont make a right.

Nor does it make it right when we pretty it up with hearts and such. That is a form of confusion which some have called "hippocracy". On the other hand, to admit we have done wrong, and make a swift return to love, that is a beautiful thing. I do not begrudge a person their outbursts, or their hearts, when they have admitted wrongdoing. But, I think we are saying the same thing, and to post a cruel word next to a heart in the same post is a sign of serious confusion, and certainly not a mitigation, let alone a retraction, of the cruel intent.

But, thank you for accepting my apology.
I think we are on the same page now.
Are we?
If so, cool.

And thank you for sharing some of your history.
Very fascinating stuff.

posted August 07, 2006 11:56 PM         

Fayte, as long as I have been here I think you have seen that I don't like attacks on people and I never get in the middle. I will say that I will always defend myself when an injustice is done to me (and I don't give a damn who gets in the way)... Lotus you know that too. Just to clarify I never rediculed Lia. I never said anything to her. I actually respect her and her posts, as I know she means well for others. I don't know Zala and if you go back to read my firt post I did state that... all I wanted to tell her is to back off as you and Lotus had called it peace. I am sure she is a good person, also. Yes, maybe it will not last (the peace between you and Lotus), but hopefully it will. Both you and Lotus have said cruel things to one another, whether it is defending one another. And when have I gotten involved??? Never... because it is none of my freakin business. But since for the first time I saw you and Lotus called it Peace, I told myself, wow, that is good... than we hear another person start insults... that is not helpful to the situation, Fayte (again, I am sure she has her own problems with Lotus)... that is all I meant!

I know you will pick yourself up again, Fayte from what you are going through
. Now if you don't like me for telling another knowflake to back off after 2 people have called it peace... than I am sorry you feel that way about me and that is your take on it.

I only wanted to clarify to everyone. I am a big one for Peace... so Peace everyone...

Cheers,

posted August 07, 2006 11:59 PM         

BIG HUG BACK AT YOU!

posted August 08, 2006 12:13 AM         

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But, thank you for accepting my apology.
I think we are on the same page now.
Are we?
If so, cool.

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And thank you for sharing some of your history.
Very fascinating stuff.

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take care,
hsc

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Silverstone!
is cool!
I do that too. If a person has not been unkind to me...I tend to hold back if they are unkind to another unless I know for sure who is at fault.
is very desirable!

posted August 08, 2006 12:23 AM         

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So, we can all be "with" Fayte without being "against" Lotus. We all might not like certain actions/behaviors we see in others (that are supposed to remind us seekers of the actions/behaviors in ourselves...) but we don't have to be "against" anyone, causing them to feel more defensive or hurt.

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SWEET DREAMS TO ALL!
Love
Fayte

posted August 08, 2006 02:31 AM         

From one scorpio to another:-

*~*~*~*HHHHHUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGG*~*~*~*~*

That's all i can say or do, cause I'm too big a bytch to be sentimentallyshit. Sorry :P

posted August 08, 2006 02:42 AM         

Wanted to say also that although I dont always agree or resonate with some of the things you or lotusheartone say/post, I dont dislike either of you and hope you can see these confrontations you keep having with each other from a higher perspective. They are there for learning experiences, I think. To try to see in a positive light and rise above. Only you know the true lesson for You within these repeating confrontations and arguments with her.

posted August 08, 2006 02:55 AM         

Thats a triple 888

Doesn't scorpio rules the eight house?

posted August 08, 2006 03:00 AM         

and the one for Steve...wow,
uncanny resemblence. Amazingly so!

Steve,
I thank you for taking such time and care to express yourself. You know I often get frustrated with lack of time, wishing I could do the same in return, out of respect and care myself.

I'm so glad to come and see everything is ok here.

Just want to say that I'm not "against" Lotus or anyone.
Lotus has often been kind to me. I always keep that in mind. In fact, I don't think she has ever outright personally insulted me in particular. I don't just take into account how someone personally treats me, without taking into account as well how they treat others.
I've always felt her intention is probably initially good. Maybe distracted here and there with other things..I don't know, and I wouldn't feel right assuming.
Fayte has often been kind to her and the same for Lotus to her. It's not a simple thing of for or against. It's much more complex than that. Why there is confusion.

SilverStone, it never once even occurred to me that you implied negatively to me. I always get such a lovely feeling from you. Something shining...I'm sure you must be a beautiful blessing to all who know you.

Fayte,
I feel so wordless now with so many words.
I feel strange gushing, it's not my style.
Well...not publicly anyway.
Whenever I begin to feel overwhelmed, or sad ...I just think of you and it comforts me to. I'm continuously inspired by your presence.
The soul inside that endures beautifully onwards regardless of circumstance.

AG, if you're listening in...I think you might be some sort of calming angel. (said as a metaphor, but hope you feel the meaning anyway).

posted August 08, 2006 04:10 AM         

During test of character some people just melt by showing anger, abuses, hatred, etc. Its all of us included. May God help us see thru such weakness. Theres so many important things to be done than to waste our energies over silly stuff.

posted August 08, 2006 04:19 AM         

My past experiences with her have always been quite good. This particular incident upset me, but....I am hopeful that it can be healed.

lotusheartone, I hope I did not hurt you. I really mean that.

I hope I did not hurt anyone.

I am so sorry if I did.

posted August 08, 2006 04:42 AM         

The weblink above is only the first page of the thread, there are three pages of it. Please read them through.

Anyway, I really don't feel like starting another war again, either. I've been long sick and tired of it. Hopefully by posting this reply I am not unintentionally arousing some unwanted situation. This is supposed to be a tribute to fayte

Gooberzlostlovefound,

Well-done. Don't doubt your own good intention. You've done a great thing, which is to start this thread in honor of fayte

fayte,

Hang in there. Your pain and unhappy memories are beyond my imagination. I know you are strong. Not only so, you are a decent human being. Hold on

LL knowflakes,