posted August 10, 2006 10:43 AM         

Well, you've seen me at my worst as well,
and always make me feel safe and comfortable being my true self with you, whatever that may be at the moment. And we've have some crashing, booming storms between us, haven't we? 2 Passionate souls...it's bound to happen sometimes, ay?
It only brought us closer, once we talked it through. For that I'm so grateful.

Awesome experience you had!!

posted August 10, 2006 11:00 AM         

Take heart, your goodness is always noticed/remembered.

I've been thinkin so long how we are always evolving souls, and yet there is a still a silence deep inside of us that is always who we truly are through all the passing phases of the sun and moon and seasons of Time. Sometimes people do hold people locked into moments that are long transcended and only represent a window of time, not who we Truly are inside or in the present.

Anyway...you are not moments, its understood. You are much more than that.

posted August 10, 2006 11:20 AM         

Pics for you over at that link I gave Mirandee.....

posted August 10, 2006 11:43 AM         

I just wanted to clarify,
that, when I said "detoxing"
I did not mean from drugs.
I just mean,
I am doing healthy things
to purge my body of accumulated toxins.
I haven't touched a drug in over a month.
And I've cut off contact with all of my friends
who are still immersed in that lifestyle,
which has been the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
It may be lonely,
but I'm really proud of that.

okay,
talk soon,
love you all,

hsc

posted August 10, 2006 01:00 PM         

Fayte~

quote:

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Hey, Mannu-- What's Mona Lisa's representation here on this thread?
Reminds me of me earlier making a referance to a thread while simultaneously sending you all comments

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Mannu had this picture of Mona Lisa
(I think he edited because it is not there any longer... my above statement was posted right after his picture...)

Yeah, when I went back to see, I noticed it was gone... I wonder where it went I thought you would get a kick out of that one also, as the picture is not there...LMAO again

Scorpio Sun
Pisces Ascendant (rising)
Pisces Moon
Leo in Mars
Virgo in Jupiter
Virgo in Saturn
Scorpio in Uranus
Sagittarius in Neptune
Scorpio in Mercury
Scorpio in Venus
Libra in Pluto

Cheers,

posted August 10, 2006 01:45 PM         

I don't know why that pic won't show anymore.

Cheers.

HSC,
You did the right thing!!!

Ok continuing the rant.

Every individual soul is like the thread of a cloth. It comes together horizontally and vertically and cut, designed and becomes a shirt. The shirt can be linked to the universe. Its a fully functioning being just as you and me and we all are part of that universe. The space and time gives an illusion of seperation. But it has been created this way in our universe so that free will can operate. Lets assume you will live 80 years. In that 80 years you can only describe 8 percent of the history of earth alone. Let alone the history of Universe. It is beyond anybody's imagination. When one thinks he is nothing he becomes everything and when he thinks he is everything he is nothing.

There are universe where there is no free will. It is what sages/gurus/priests/etc on this earth has preached as being hell.

I do not know (atleast not now) about the next level and the whether free will exists there or not.

posted August 10, 2006 02:20 PM         

Well since this thread is for me I will post my chart stuff here.

Isis conjuncts Merlin in Libra 10 degrees.
Magical powers of the divine feminine in balance.

Pallas in 5 Scorpio sextiles Karma in 7 Virgo and True Node in 7 Capricorn.
Definite psychic gift indication.

Sun conj Saturn in 11 Scorpio and Uranus conj Jupiter 28 Cancer.

SPHINX in Leo and KARMA both make exactly 6 degrees 47 minutes.
A Synchronicity.

Moon and Mars conjunct perfectly in 8 degrees Aquarius. Sphinx opposes
Moon/Mars. You may keep esoteric secrets to yourself because of emotional
discomfort at revelations.

Anubis conjucts Ascendent in 0 degrees Capricorn. Obsession with next life,
soul, death especially with some ambition in spiritual matters.

Venus trines Part of Fortune. If you choose to, you can make a lot of money.

AMUN in 1 Sag sextiles Pholus in 2 Aqua. Amun is the Egyptian father god
principle, and pholus indicates sudden consciousness increase.

Ceres in 23 Scorp sextiles Chiron in 23 Capricorn. Ceres is nurturing and
Chiron is the wonded healer. So you can increase your healing powers by
nurturing those who are wounded, including self.

Karma trines True Node perfectly. You are destined to evolve this life.

Pluto trines Chiron. Indicates tremendous healing, transformation and
regeneration from a wound.

NEMESIS is in 26 Taurus conjunct the negative fixed star Algol. This might
explain the awfully negative physical expereinces in your life.

Giza conjuncts DNA in 5 Scorp, exactly between Mercury and Sun. Amazing! You
are destined to mentally heal your own DNA and find methods using hidden
knowledge [represented by the pyramids of Giza].

posted August 10, 2006 03:14 PM         

Awesome chart!

posted August 11, 2006 12:35 AM         

I have truly enjoyed this thread and the discussion here and HSC's other thread as well. It has been an inspiration for me. I love sharing thoughts with others about God, religion, reincarnation and all that we have discussed. When someone else disagrees with my way of thinking and seeing things and my beliefs it challenges my faith and helps me grow as a person. It helps my faith grow. For that reason it is more than welcomed.

I am still thinking of ways to present my case for Free Will to HSC.

The problem with so many things regarding God is that they defy reason and logic. They can only be understood through the emotions and the soul. The soul comprehends things that the mind can't. As Fayte described in her wonderful experience God touches us in ways that defies all reason and logic. But those experiences of God come through the soul. Not the mind. And it is the soul that understands it for what it is.

I don't really mind the disagreements as long as people are respectful and not condemning. I balk at that as I think most of us do. So many people have given Christianity a bad reputation for that reason. It is very true what Ghandi said, " The only thing wrong with Christianity is the Christians." I think that applies to all religions and all ideologies. We are the problem. We, meaning our egos.

Thanks for the picture, Zala. Yes, it does fit me. Her face has a lot of intensity in it but there is also a softness in her eyes. A bit of sadness there too at the things she sees happening in her world that are unjust, just plain evil, and compassion for the less fortunate people in the world. My interpretation of the picture of course. I have often been told that I can be very intense. Through the years I have learned to not take myself so seriously though and that basically it all comes down to just doing the best that I can in all areas of my life.

posted August 11, 2006 12:26 PM         

thank you