posted November 15, 2009 04:33 PM         

My first and surnames on his SN in both transits and progressed for the day we met has, i admit, had me picking my jaw off the floor and made all the hairs go up on my back.
I find it hard to wrap my head around whilst also feeling like i'm going to burst into tears.

posted November 15, 2009 04:46 PM         

But not today, today I was feeling even a little bit sad finding all these things.
And it even goes on. I just realized that Tr Atlantis was on 7 Gemini on that date. 7 degree Gemini is my DESC, his is on 9 Gemini, and my Atlantis is on 8 SAg, and of course that also triggered off his Briede and my Groom.

But what use is it finding all these astrological connections?
I mean IQ keeps mentioning, whenever I am asking something about him (even though IQ probably didn`t realize that it was THIS synastry), that it looks like Twin flame synastry.
But really what use is it?

But maybe it is just that there has been going on so much stuff lately (in the recent 2 weeks), a lot of wrapping up, tieing up loose ends, which of course included saying goodbye on pretty deep levels, and it feels weird. After having lived with all that karmic "crap" for the last 20 years (or maybe even longer than that), I feel pretty exhausted now, and this feeling of: "And now? Where am I going to?"

WEird feeling. Not a bad feeling. Just unused to it. And it overshadows some things.

But yes the deeper I look into the synastry with Jude, the more I see, and sometimes what I see almost creeps me out. Cause I am constantly saying: No that can`t be. It`s just so unreal.

But the astrological connections are there, and they are ONLY there in this one synastry. I am too much of an astrologer to be able to pretend that I donīt see the pattern there, no matter how IMPOSSIBLE this is.

posted November 15, 2009 05:03 PM         

it's ok. I think it's natural for you to go through this - it's healthy for you to get a bit mad and sad about it.

Your connections are so remarkable and the feelings you feel and have felt are real, to you - whatever anyone else may think.

posted November 15, 2009 05:10 PM         

I feel that I have had to defend myself so hard in the last weeks, that it has become difficult to settle into what I feel.

Also, when I had written that last post to you, I could hear a voice in my head, quite clearly saying: "Give yourself time to heal."

posted November 15, 2009 05:13 PM         

When it does, everything suddenly makes total sense... up to that point.

posted November 15, 2009 05:21 PM         

Sigh...I am just ready for something to happen commitment wise with my guy...it's been a long, slow road.

These are some of the transits happening..tell me what you think?

My Solar Return MC is conjunct Boda
My Solar Return Boda/Solar Return Uranus is conjunct IC
My Solar Return IC is conjunct Vertex
My Solar ARC MC has progressed to Boda (wedding/marriage)
My Solar ARC Valentine has progressed to my North Node

My transiting North Node is conjunct Boda, and is in opposition to my Vertex on November 16th.

My transiting Uranus has been crossing back and forth over my IC due to retrogrades, and finally starts to move forward again on December 1st.

My transiting Union conjuncts my North Node on December 25th.

And in his chart,
His Solar ARC MC has progressed to Briede His Solar ARC Valentine has progressed to Venus
His Solar ARC Vertex has progressed to his MC
His ASC has progressed to Valentine

posted November 16, 2009 07:13 AM         

I guess it is looking good.

"My Solar Return MC is conjunct Boda"
Hmm, could indicate a change in social standing through marriage related things.

"My Solar Return Boda/Solar Return Uranus is conjunct IC
My Solar Return IC is conjunct Vertex
My Solar ARC MC has progressed to Boda (wedding/marriage)"
Looks as if there are changes in the air, which are connected to your home, your social standing and even to wedding / marriage.
The Uranus and Boda on your IC, might signify unexpected, sudden, surprising changes in your home, and of course, with Boda being there, marriage is a possibility.

In his charts the indicators aren`t nearly as strong as in yours, BUT with Vertex on MC, there might be lifechanging moments / encounters / development, either in respect to his career / job or his social standing. And Ihave found MC often to be prevalent in marriages.

Also, it seems that at the time of marriage there usually is (at least in one of the charts) a strong Solar ARC-aspect (conjunction,opposition, square only) of Venus to Sun, ASC-DESC, MC-IC (Venus-MC seems to be especially strong) or aspects to or of the rulers of the angles.

"My Solar ARC Valentine has progressed to my North Node
ARC Valentine has progressed to Venus
His ASC has progressed to Valentine"
Well, even if you don`t get married, it seems that this is a time of true love for both of you.

posted November 16, 2009 07:55 AM         

You know how long I've been waiting for this...

posted November 16, 2009 09:39 AM         

yes, I wouldn`t focusing too much on marriage, too. Moving in together is maybe even more fitting symbolism, especially with the IC there.

Interestingly, transiting Uranus will soon be conjunct my IC (5 Aries), and I will be moving into my parent`s house next year.
WE are already renovating and rebuilding, cause of course I do want to have a wall between us , so that the rather big house gets split into two separate parts, and I will be living in one of them.

But then it is not a surprise, as we have been planning it for half a year now. Well, who knows what other surprises Uranus might have in store for me.
Interestingly I also have progressed Juno approaching my IC.

posted November 16, 2009 10:19 AM         

what do you say to this chart?

synastry:
his Groom trine her NN
his Groom opposite her Pluto
his Groom trine her Groom
his Groom conjunct her Briede
his Briede conjunct her NN
his Briede conjunct her ASC
his Briede conjunct her Angel
his Briede conjunct her Groom

his Venus conjunct her Groom
his Chiron trine her Groom
his Angel square her Groom
his Boda trine her Groom
his Venus trine her Briede
his Chiron conjunct her Briede
his Angel quinkunx her Briede
his Boda trine her Briede

Currently both have SA Valentine exact conjunct Boda natally!

Now for the transits:

° TRansit Sun conjunct Transit Valentine

trine
[his Briede and ASC conjunct her Groom, NN, pr Valentine, ASC and Angel]

conjunct
[his pr Boda opposing her SA Boda]

° Transit Venus

opposite
[his pr Briede and pr Mars conjunct her pr Groom and Sun]

trine
[his MOon conjunct her Adonis and Union]

° Transit Mars

opposite
[his Briede, ASC and Venus conjunct her Groom, NN and pr Valentine]

conjunct
[his DESC conjunct her pr Karma]

sextile
his Boda and SA Valentine

° Tr Moon (of the second day)

conjunct
his Mars conjunct her Valentine

quinkunx
his pr Valentine

Tr Moon (on the first day)

opposite
[his pr Groom and SA Union conjunct her pr Briede, Chiron and SA Juno, opposing her DNA}

° Tr Saturn

quinkunx

[his pr Groom and SA Union conjunct her pr Birede and Chiron]

conjunct
his SA Boda

trine
[his SA Groom conjunct her SA Briede and pr Moon]

° Tr Karma

opposite
[his Groom and Chiron conjunct her Briede]

sextile
[his Briede and ASC conjunct her Groom, pr Valentine and NN]

° Tr Union and Briede

square
[his Briede and ASC conjunct her Groom, pr Valentine and NN]

sextile
his Valentine

conjunct
[his Angel conjunct her Rudra, Hekate and Lilith]

° Tr Angel
conjunct
[his Mars and Juno conjunct her Amor]

° Tr Groom

trine
[his SA Briede, NN, Destinn, SA ASC conjunct her pr Boda, SA NN and SA Groom]

conjunct
[his SA Groom and SA IC conjunct her SA Briede and pr Moon]

° Tr Pluto

conjunct her pr Groom, pr Mars and Vesta
opposes his pr Valentine

° TR NN

conjunct her pr Sun
quinkunx his pr Valentine

Another interesting configuration:

posted November 18, 2009 03:04 PM         

sending you much love and happiness and light and what ever else there is to give ill give it.

ok not that kinda give it but you know what i mean ahh forget it.