posted April 14, 2010 03:15 PM            

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Also, since getting unwell, I've been eating like there is no tomorrow. I eat every 3 hrs. I am always hungry and I don't hold back. I am not gaining weight though. I'm still at 130 pounds for 1.7m tall, which isn't big or small, so I am not worried. What's surprising me is how if I allow myself to get hungry, I start feeling unwell (shaking, even more dizzy, and agitated). I am even eating chocolate, and I can't stand chocolate. Things need to be sweeter so I've been adding sugar to more things than usual. I even craved the KFC twister for a few days a while back and I was like, "wtf?"

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Oh Unmoved Just listen, and take heed to your body. She knows what you need. I'm actually crying after reading your post and looking at the picture you posted, because it reminds me of Kevin first coming home, and he wanted anything, and everything that was fatty/protein fast food. I even ate McDonalds for the first time in 15 years because tis what he wanted at the time. I remember well the 72 armbands they put on you.

If I could I would hug you so hard right now. Thinking of you still. I will light a candle for you tonight. You have always been an inspiration to me, I don't think I've ever told you that before, but I admire you for following your dreams, and holding on tight and not giving up.

posted April 14, 2010 03:39 PM            

I'm such a basket case. I was laughing due to what MVM said seconds ago, and here I am crying from reading your post.

{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}

Thank you.

posted April 14, 2010 04:33 PM            

Your body is craving meat because it needs iron and protein -- the body will crave what it is deficient in...you should try to eat some.

posted April 14, 2010 08:32 PM            

I asked, "What does Unmoved need to know about her health right now?"

1st Card: The Opportunity

16 - Lightning
Sudden, irrevocable change

You have the opportunity to see that life as you have always known it is about to change. It is sudden and it is radical. It may be an epiphany or a flash of insight that totally revises the way you look at the world. It may be an emotional breakthrough. Or it may be an upheaval in your life or the in the life of the world around you. It is up to you how you will respond to the crisis. Will you let it crush you, or will you allow it to transform you? The energy that is released in the aftermath of crises has the potential for enormous creativity and transformation.

2nd Card: The Challenge

10 - the Wheel
Cycles and seasons

You are being challenged to embrace the change that is imminent. One part of a cycle is becoming another. What is passing away in your life right now, and what is coming into being? Where do you stand right now on the Wheel? Can you see that what is happening does not happen in isolation, but is part of a pattern? Sometimes the change that is coming is obvious and striking. More often, it creeps up on us when our attention has been elsewhere — the trees are suddenly bare and we didn't even notice when the first leaves began to fall. So this card also challenges us to be mindful. Keep track of the cycles of the sun and moon, which mirror our own inner cycles. If things seem chaotic and disorderly in your life, focus on the still point of the turning wheel. Remember that with prayer and the magic of sustained focus, all things are possible.

3rd Card: The Resolution

20 - Awakening
Getting conscious

Resolution comes with raising your consciousness and "waking up" in some way. Perhaps you have made a commitment to eating locally-grown organic foods, or perhaps you've begun a new spiritual practice. You now perceive yourself to be part of the global community. You know that your choices and actions affect the entire web of life, and you live your life accordingly, as best you can. As you continue to open yourself up to the life of the Spirit, your heart is filled with compassion and you begin to let go of the judgments and criticisms you have made in the past. To live in alignment with your deepest, most authentic Self is not possible without the help of spiritual allies. It's this knowledge that keeps us humble. You know that your life has purpose and meaning, and this gives you deep joy and peace. Service to others may not have been part of your life in the past, but it is now. When each person gives their own unique gift to the world, the entire fabric of the planet is strengthened and enriched.

posted April 14, 2010 11:49 PM            

I had a mild form of it too and it was dietary (I come from a fish & beans culture). My heavy periods didn't help so they just decided I should regulate that to control it. After months of birthcontrol I'm still kinda borderline, but it's better than before.

posted April 15, 2010 04:57 AM            

Benedict Moon - Yeah, I don't wanna know the details And thanks for the good vibes. Yeah, I also had heavy periods so they put me on Yaz. I've been on it for 6 months or so now.

Last but not least - DIANA - Ahahahahahaha

Preggers?

Me?

Oh, dear God no. Unless God and the angel visited me while I was fast asleep, and its the second coming of Jesus... Nope!

posted April 15, 2010 11:54 AM            

You're very welcome. Yeah..Haumea is up there with Pluto,Makemake,and Ceres as dwarf planets.

That's a powerful goddess archetype. I am honored to know a person that is a strong in that energy. That is very interesting that your mother had you at a late age.

May I have your permission to share your information to the 10th planet group on yahoo? With Sun conjunct Haumea with 1 minute of arc, I am sure that they would find you most interesting in regards to research on Haumea.

I believe that it is also the sign of a significant life purpose on this planet. I believe that this is the case with people with strong connections to the transeptunian dwarf planets,dwarf planet candidates whether aspecting the object by ecliptic longitude,declination,Right Ascension or aspecting their heliocentric,geocentric nodes.

Whether they live up to their significant life purpose is also a matter of free will. Many don't. The transneptunian energies tend to be hard to handle, and many people get overwhelmed by them. Some even misuse those energies.

It's evolutionary intensified energy.
Evolutionary suggests that emotional and spiritual crisis induced by the presence and passage of these bodies intends to enhance the insight, inspiration, creativity and consciousness of a person on Earth and through events on Earth containing these bodies in significant locations.

You do have the angles aspecting helicentic,geocentric nodes

Your Ascendant/Descendant axis in 5'30 Scorpio/Taurus
conjunct Geocentric South Eris Node in 4'31 Scorpio
oppose/conjunct Geocentric North Eris Node in 6'01 Taurus
oppose Helicoentric Eris Nodes in 6'01 Taurus/Scorpio
(The Geocentric North Eris Node and Heliocentric Eris Nodes were in convergence, and the Sun aspected them)

Your Ascendant/Descendant axis in strong connection to the Geocentric,Heliocentric Eris Nodes is strong personal connection to the collective Eris energy. This indicates that you could be strongly connected to matters involving Diversity,Equality. You could be a person that challenges the status quo which make you appear discordant and controversial to others that embrace it.

also your Venus trines the Geocentric North Eris Node and trine/sextile the Heliocentric Eris Nodes. Therefore, love, relationships,value systems are connected to the collective Eris Energy involving equality,diversity.

Your Mercury in 15'41 Libra
oppose Eris in 15'22 Aries Retrograde

I know that has to be a significant aspect in the way you think.
Communications,Thinking are connected to matters involving diversity,equality as well as needing to avoid discord,controversy. It could indicate thinking that is divergent,nonconformist. It can be an aspect who speaks out for one's rights and the rights of others as an advocate which can cause one to appear controversial to others that embrace the status quo.

Your Eris is in intercepted Aries 6th house,and so it involves your health,daily routine,and work. It's closely conjunct/oppose your Vertex/AntIvertex too. It involves relationships that seem fated as well as your overall self with Antivertex being an auxilliary Ascendant that involve diversity,equality matters as well as discord and controversy.

Eris has definitely been overlooked in your chart. The transneptunian dwarf planet is larger than Pluto, and so it is very significant. It got Pluto demoted and Ceres promoted,and so Eris made them equals as dwarf planets. Eris challenges the status quo and leads it to be redefined. The discovery of Eris led to a revised definition of the solar system leading to new classifications of dwarf planet and Plutoid which it,Pluto,Makemake,and Haumea belong to right now. Ceres belong to only the former classification.

Your Sun in 20'08 Virgo
square Geocentric Geocentric South Makemake Node in 20'44 Gemini
square Heliocentric Makemake Nodes in 19'21 Gemini/Sagittarius
square Heliocentric Ceres Nodes in 20'28 Gemini/Sagittarius

so your Sun is strongly connected to the collective energy of transneptunian dwarf planet,Makemake which can be about fertility,creativity. It also may involve competition and communications with its Perihelion in Aries and Heliocentric North Node in Gemini. Makemake was named after the Easter Island's Rapanui Fertility Creation God. There was a birdman competition.

Your Sun is connected to the collective energy of asteroid dwarf planet.Ceres which can be about nurturing,food,the mother as well as all things related to women. Ceres was a major Earth Goddess in Roman mythology.

Your Mars happens to be connected to the objects, Ceres and Makemake

Your Mars in 25'34 Scorpio
conjunct Ceres in 26'59 Scorpio
square Makemake in 27'20 Leo

The configuration could indicate possible matters involving fertility, seeing how Ceres and Makemake are in hard aspect to each other. Mars is the traditional ruler of your 1st house too, and it rules Aries which is intercepted in your 6th house.

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Raymond

Supporting the Neurodiversity Movement

posted April 15, 2010 01:27 PM            

And, yes sure. You can share the info with your group.

LEXX- I'll mention to the doctor to check for parasites. I'm just so fed up about this.

posted April 15, 2010 03:34 PM            

Right On! Yeah..I find this stuff very fascinating!

"And, yes sure. You can share the info with your group."

Right On! Thanks!

Could you please give me a little biography about yourself including main points? It would also help to include certain things that make you stand out and unusual in some way. With Haumea smack on your Sun, it would be helpful to include things that involved men in your life including especially your father.

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Raymond

Supporting the Neurodiversity Movement

A Different Mind Is Not A Deficient Mind.

posted April 15, 2010 03:45 PM            

Glaucus- What's your email, or can you email me? Then I can give you a quick bio.

DT- hello darling. I've missed you. Yeah, the topic isn't too great but it's been very helpful in keeping me going. LL is so supportive. how are you, doll?

posted April 15, 2010 04:11 PM            

"Glaucus- What's your email, or can you email me? Then I can give you a quick bio."

astynaz@yahoo.com

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Raymond

Supporting the Neurodiversity Movement

A Different Mind Is Not A Deficient Mind.

posted April 15, 2010 04:57 PM            

Glaucus- You can take your email down, if you wish.