posted October 04, 2010 11:55 PM            

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Ive decided I cant sit here waiting for it fall apart ...for me to run or for him to run...Ive gotta live this fully...it is my path...and I will not hide my torch.

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posted October 05, 2010 12:14 AM              

I haven't been here for quite awhile but have often come into read bits and pieces.

posted October 05, 2010 01:49 AM              

Of course, the picture doesn't necessarily tell the story, after all we're talking about associations from my unconscious/subconscious to symbols - so I'm looking at something from just a particular angle - my angle.

I don't mean to be mean or downplay the quality or endurability of the relationship, though I like to be up front instead of beating around the bush with what I think.

I wouldn't be able to distinguish generic combos - I find that generic factors, though present can dull in the light of other effects. Each composite is unique - I would never bank on my interp though.

Also, it is difficult to bring the picture down to features in isolation.

posted October 05, 2010 02:18 AM            

You should come here more often...thats a damn good reading..because thats exactly how it started. In a Starbucks Cafe...thats why I have waited so long to talk about it...it felt special for many reasons from day one and he was every bit of what I was attracted to but we only knew of each other through mutual friends and so found it cheapest to stay in contact through the internet and the phone because he lives in London and I am in America...but then it started to get ridiculous..talking on the phone anywhere from 15-20 hrs a week and ridiculous phone bills..in between chatting via facebook...as an actor/model I had alot of free time this summer and he being a PsychoIntergrative therapist could make his own schedule and true to his Piscean nature definitely has a easy life working maybe 4 to 5 hours a day seeing patients in his home.

The thing that made this so complicated though was the fact that we are both so spiritually evolved, relationships are not games to either of us...him being a psychotherapist gives him a powerful ability to penetrate and evaluate the human psyche..me being a metaphysical practioner and having the ability to see our synastry and his natal chart knew that there was something special here...not to mention our dreams...we meet at least 2 to 3 times a night on the astral and have these crazy circumstances, sometimes we are fighting a war together..sometimes he is teaching me how to to build things and fix things..other times we are sailing or doing yoga together..other times on the beach...many times it is purely sexual, the dreams started happening around June when in my visualizations he would come and stand with his back to me and allow me to rotate his chakras with mine and would help cleanse my aura and fortify my shield as though they were his own whats wild is he has similiar dreams and at least 10 or 15 times we have had the same dream, its to the point that we know longer really are even surprised..we just talk about it like its the norm although we know its not....its rather unnerving but my entire life has been unnerving and so has his lol.....he says that he knew after one week of phone conversations that I was the person he had been searching for and truly he has been fully invested in this since May, when you deal with Energy like I do..you know when someone is in the moment with you or not..it doesnt matter if they are right in front of you or an ocean away.

I knew from day one in March before we even talked on the phone because when we became Facebook friends I saw his pics of course so I knew he looked like a man I had dreamed of around Dec/Jan this year..dreams are profound for me because I lucid dream and much of my esoteric knowledge comes from access to the Akashic records.... but in my dream this man was very handesome the kind I had always fantasied about except for his hair, it was buzz cut, sandy blonde hair..Paul Newman blue eyes, a chiseled rugged face of classic good looks..and a body that was damn near perfect, he was dressed in all white and was standing near a bridge leading over into a land of great beauty and apparent serenity..he reached out for my hand and said "Welcome to Shambalah"...now I had never heard of that word before and didnt even know what it was until I looked it up and realized that it tied into my Tibetan monk past life...I remember thinking in the dream why is his hair cut so short...I like it longer...and thought it a strange dream..and when I saw Seans pictures..I was floored...it was the same man.
I didnt tell him this until after he told me in May how he didnt know what was happening but that I had his complete and undivided attention suddenly and that he felt as though I had hypnotized him...his exact words were.."I dont know what you are doing to me but I find myself thinking about you all the time I think we need to meet" He said that he had never had dreams of being with someone like me, and certainly never this many consistently and he feels that I am an Earth Angel...this eventually led to him flying here last month after a summer of talking everyday and that pretty much sealed it, it was 2 weeks of spending everyday with my bestfriend and lover.....when I tell you the man is to die for..I mean it.
I am pretty easy on the eyes too...and we both know this has been one of our main reasons for sticking this through...we are each others physical ideal first and foremost but I knew it was more of course but I had to wait until he felt it as well.
So thats why I am posting this now, I know that it has only been 7 months..but I know what I feel and I know what he feels.

And we are not your ordinary humans running along with some delusion. We both have been in serious relationships. We both have been in what we thought was love before. And we have both have had simliar family background and lives...both our parents met at 15 and married each other and are childhood sweethearts and are still together to this day...One of our parents are very religious and the other is not. We both have one older sister. And both were raised in very similiar economic and social enviroments.
He has been an actor/model turned psycho therapist...I was a physical therapist turned actor/model.
And we both through our own devices have managed to get off the Karmic wheel and become heart centered with identical views on Spirituality...we are both connected to our higher selves and our lives reveal it through and through, we are completely happy independent of each other and had gave up on the idea of meeting that..."someone" we didnt need to anymore...I am complete and he is complete, so the codependency that has developed between us is quite comical.
Honestly I cannot believe he is alive and that I have played this game well enough to find him...its like I dreamed him into life.

So that brings me here...to sort this thing out and share it with you guys.
He could walk away tomorrow and I would be fine, this man has helped me root out every lower based emotion I have ever had...all my fear, guilt and anger is gone...afterall he is a therapist..and knows the human psyche well and has a profound connection to his own inner god, everyone around him says that..I swear sometimes that man is channeling and doesnt even know it. And I too have helped him root out all his lower based emotions through my knowledge of the Etheric body and how our Energy works and through my knowledge of his Natal Chart and his past lives, I have helped him realize the continuity of his own existence and he says for that he will follow me to the ends of the Earth.

Chryseis I fear it will never be a conventional relationship, my career will never allow it but to me that doesnt make it any less special or powerful...it just makes it that much more rare and beautiful...now that could be my Pisces Mercury and Venus talking...but I cannot live in the past and I cannot live in the future I can only live in the moment..because there is only now...and right NOW I have found my Twinflame.

posted October 05, 2010 02:52 AM            

Girl...Im still pinching myself everyday. I really cant believe he is here. Its wild...my girl friends said the same thing when they met him, that English accent is what fantasies are made of...LOL...but doesnt it give you hope that all of the work we do on healing ourselves is worth it. The Universe is waiting to give each and everyone of us our dreams...we need only define them.

Im gonna post of pic of him...he is so pretty.lol

I will take it down after you see it..lol

I still cant get over how your homed in on the amount time we spent via email, internet and phone before we finally met...thats wild and awesome...LOVE your Energy..what a brilliant aura you have...it speaks so loudly I can barely hear what you say.

posted October 05, 2010 03:25 AM            

His Moon is a 11 Taurus..conjunct that Composite Amor/Vertex/DSC...I feel that this is what he feels the most.
His Sun at 3 Pisces is conjunct the Composite Mercury and Moon and opposes Jupiter and participates..(though widely with that t-square to Neptune.
His Mercury is at 6 Aquarius conjunct the Composite Mars.
His Venus at 15 Aries is Conjunct the composite Chiron and so is his Saturn at 22 degrees Aries.
His NN at 0 Aries is conjunct the Composite Sun and Venus and his SN is conjunct Valentine.

Im guessing thats why he didnt run...lol..and why he feels like I have hypnotized him. He is so invested in this Energy wise he cant see straight...not to mention Im pretty damn good in bed..LOL

Ok now for me..

My Sun at 26 Aries is widely conjunct the composite Chiron..and opposes the Angel/Cupid/Uranus stellum
My Moon/Neptune at 19 Sagitarrius conjunct the Composite SN and trine Chiron.
My Mars at 7 Aries is conjunct the Composite Venus
My Venus at 22 Pisces opposes Lust and is widely conjunct the Sun..
My Mercury at 29 Pisces exactly conjuncts the composite Sun and opposes Valentine.
My NN at 16 Virgo trines the Desc/Vertex/Amor conjunction.

posted October 05, 2010 03:28 AM            

He seems to know who he is in a quiet way ,would be how you could say it.

He looks directly in your eye but not in a hostile way, in a confident way.

He has a power to him.How is his Pluto/Scorpio?
Strong, I bet.
I bet he is intuitive ,too.
I bet he has water but not on overload of water.
You know, now that I am on astrology lol....
I think he has a good amount of fire .

I bet he has a good Mars---maybe Mars in Scorpio.
That AND the English accent

I am SO glad you posted his pix. He is "all that"
Will you tell us how you met and the details of that?

posted October 05, 2010 03:45 AM            

You can right thats why I was like I might as well post one..so cute..

And you are so right..he is VERY confident..to the point that I just shake my head...that Aries NN of his comes through like nobodies business, but you are right he stops just short of cocky...he knows himself well.

His pluto is in Virgo but its in the 8th house along with Uranus/Jupiter.
He is a former gymnast, so strong is an undestatement..lol...
(awwww he just text me to tell me good morning and to call him when I wake because he misses my voice, so sweet)

Anywho..he has a Pisces Sun and Scorpio Mars which is conjunct Neptune exactly...can you say AMAZING in bed... cant believe you guessed that!

But he has a Taurus Moon and a Capricorn Ascendant...that is what keeps him grounded.

He has Aquarius Mars...smart as hell...I thought I was smart but I have to say sometimes I feel inferior to his intelligence..its just how can I compete..I have a Pisces Mercury...its not match for that Aquarian Energy.

The Aries Venus, Saturn, and Aries NN is the fire you sense.

Overall a very good feel from that picture Ami Anne..I am impressed...

Oh and our story is above this about 5 post up.. I posted it for Chryseis after she gleaned our extensive internet connection before finally meeting...

posted October 05, 2010 08:55 AM            

I used to go OBE(out of body) a lot so I am familiar with that dimension etc
I,also, am comfortable with energies .

Let me ask you this,ORBM.

So, you saw HIM as he is in the physical--in your dreams/out of bodies?

Did he look the same,physically, or was it the sense that his presence was the same?

I am blown away bu how much he gave you to YOURSELF.
That defines a wonderful relationship.

It only happened once to me that I ever GOT to any destination.

I tried to get various places but was like lost somewhere, flying aimlessly lol

Does it take a long time to master OBE, to direct where you go rather than have it be aimless?

posted October 05, 2010 08:59 AM            

thank you for the explanation.

ORBM,