posted October 04, 2010 01:06 PM            

So I just want to say to everyone searching for there highest level Soulmate...or there Twinflame...
It is not a dream, its not wishful thinking...its not delusional.
It is real. And you create it..because this is your reality and what you want you can create if you just know how to play the game.

So do your release work, work through your programming, get to the heart of who you are now and what you were...learn the continuity of your own existence..be your own Soul Captain .....learn how your Aura works and prepare your temple for your Soul to reside in and return back to YOUR Source.

Because the greatest love of all...happens inside of you......only then will the Universe mirror it back...

Now for this chart....I want everyones opinion...good or bad. I never doubt for a minute that I could be deluding myself...but I know how I feel and I know how he feels... and I think maybe we all can learn something...I know I am, have and will...

posted October 04, 2010 01:10 PM            

Raymond

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No..I am not a Virgo.

posted October 04, 2010 01:36 PM            

The obvious ones are the Moon Conjunct Mercury...and the Sun Conjunct Venus....and the Venus Sextile Mars...
The Jupiter opposing the Moon and Mercury ...and the Pluto opposing the Sun and Venus...its all to spot on to ignore.

What got me was the Vertex conjunct the DC ...exactly I read this once...

"The Vertex and the Nodes

These are usually the culprits in those relationships that feel fated beyond our control. This is neither a good or bad aspect… just a powerful need to be together. The Vertex is also referred to as “Destiny’ Gate”. It is an Axis (the other side, the Anti-vertex) where the Prime Meridian intersects with the Sun’s Ecliptic orbit. The Vertex in Synastry (or the Anti-vertex) should only be used with conjunctions with orbs of no more than 2 degrees. It is not unusual in a Composite chart to find the Vertex conjunct the Descendant within a degree with married or “destined” couples. The Vertex gives this feeling of inescapable fateful life altering events. Look also at the first meeting chart and see if a Vertex was activated at the time of the meeting. The Nodes (also known as the Dragon head and the Dragon tail) are important karmic indicators. Without going too much into the meaning, look for Nodes to conjunct the other person’s Angular Axis (Asc, MC, IC, Desc) Conjunctions with either Node and a personal planet of the other. And finally, look for the Nodes in the Natals to oppose each other or square each other (hard aspects) Again, visit the first meeting chart and look for the same and also the Composite back to the individual Natals."

posted October 04, 2010 01:43 PM            

I only post this so that we can all learn and be inspired by it...Im inspired by it...and it takes all I can to fight fear...but fight I will.
My Aries Sun and Mars give me the courage...and his Aries Venus, NN and Chiron gives him fortitude as well.....

I feel like that Jamie Foxx song:...
"I feel like I can't miss
I know they want me to fall
But ain't nothin bigger than this
So just pass me the ball
You know you lookin' at a winner winner
I can't miss, can't lose, can't miss
You know you lookin' at a winner, winner
Cause Im a winner, yeah Im a winner"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UFJY54-VTVc

posted October 04, 2010 02:09 PM            

The kite is nice too.

posted October 04, 2010 02:14 PM            

it actually comes from deep down my soul. Somewhen back in the days I was wondering and torturing myself about the staying power of love (does love ever last?) and what makes love so special, this feeling.

And this is when that sentence "came" to me.
And it`s true, for me at least.
Love lives in the moment, eternally.

I can`t really explain it, it is my feeling.

You are going to hate me for saying this (no you won`t I know. lol), but the first thing I noticed was the precise Sun-Saturn-square, w hich by itself does not looks so lovey-dovey. On the other handI personally am a friend of Saturn-Sun-squares in synastry. They give a very fated feeling. And lastingness.
I still love every man (to a degree) whith whom I ever shared this configuration. So it might not be that bad after all. Besides it is in the 8th and 5th house,t he house of erotic and deeply transformative love.

I like the Amor-Vertex-DESC conjunction. Desc conjunct Vertex seems to happen often in "fatzed" relationships, in your case there is Amor with it, unconditional, though mostly platonic love, the lusty configurations are sitting elsewhere in your chart.

You also havea nice Trand trine of Cupid/ Angel, Saturn and Moon. Looks like a very spiritual and lasting emotional connection.

Jupiter on the MC - are you working together?

Valentine trine Mars seems very fitting for the love between two men.

Venus opposing Pluto - some more passionate intensity. I do not get worried aobut oppositions in the composite, as the opposition actually also denotes the midpoint, just the farther one. I do not relaly differentiate between conjunction / opposition, maybe opposition is a bit more unbalanced, but not sure about it.

Pallas conjunct Psyche - if Pallas signifies the PIneal Gland and Psyche is an intuitive asteroid of the soul -w ouldn`t that denote telepathic contact?
I am wondering myself, cause a very special guy has Pallas conjunct Psyche in Aquarius and those are conjunct my own Psyche by 1 degree.
In your case it is trine Valentine, so I think romantic and uncondtional love and psychic experiences are harmoniously intertwined.

NN trines Eros VERY precisely. I guess we do not have to guess what the purpose of this relationship is. lol

Moon conjunct Mercury would enhance the communication even more, in pisces again very sensitively, psychically.

Oh I forgot to mention Uranus is part of the grand trine with Angel / Cupid, Saturn and Moon, too.
An unconventional, very intuitive element is here, and of course it also denotes a relationship that may be different, either than what you have experienced before, or in societie`s eyes.

Can you see if Anubis makes important aspects?

Oh I nearly forgot, Valentine is opposing Sun (or Sun and Valentine are on the farther midpoint) - Sun being the SElf of the relationship, your connection is centred around Valentine, which happens to be on the Ariespoint in Libra, the sign of partnership.
Love is in the air...

Anyway, would you check a composite for me, too?
I would be opening a new thread to not derail this one. But I`d like your input on this composite.

BTW I mentioned Anubis, cause in every single case when I had "astral / auric" experiences Anubis was on an angle or tightly aspecting Sun, Moon or NN.

posted October 04, 2010 03:03 PM            

This was Tameems words hope he doesnt mind me quoting them..but I want you understand how connected I am to him...and why your question was more profound than you know:

"Spiritually, the sign of Aries and Asteroid ANUBIS are important to you in your soul journey. ANUBIS give the vital clue to an Egyptian Past Life."

"I have made an amazing discovery in your chart when I checked the Sidereal for conjunctions to Natal. Your Sidereal ANUBIS conjuncts Natal Neptune and Moon!
This creates a Time-Space connection of the Occult Knowledge and Neptunian Spiritual Awareness to the myth and role of Anubis, who is the Son of Osiris [representing Divine Masculine Higher Self] with Nephthys [wife of Set, ruler of Darkness. She helps ISIS search for the missing pirces of Osiris after Set kills him.]. Anubis guides the souls in their journey prior to Judgement by our ownHigher Self/Osiris.
Know that Asteroid NEPHTYS is square your Sun exactly. Spiritually, this means issues with the Divine Feminine wisdom."

"You already have Anubis directly in your full name lexigram thanks to the middle name of "CHAFFIN" providing an N, but there is an extra effort to encode Anubis in sequence. SIRIUS comes directly though without problems.

The Numerological value of ANUBIS = 18, one above OSIRIS = 17.

So you with possibly others have the option of existing as Anubis on the Astral. Anubis is very powerful energy. Tantrik litereature speaks of how humans can merge with their favourite Astral Diety to evolve into 4th Dimension, so your Soul had chosen Anubis in some past lifeline.

The Kleopatra and Arthur stellium to me looks as if you had been a Pharoah who was Arthur like in the quest of a Holy Grail from Ancient Egypt, and you had a powerful Magician's help, or you had the knowledge yourself"

posted October 04, 2010 03:29 PM            

so I was very close with Anubis. That is cool.
Anubis always resonated with me, maybe because he can cross over from the land of death to new incarnations.
I thought this was so similiar to bridging the physical - astral sphere.
And then this pattern in composite practically jumped out at me. lol

I think Hekate is another one that is pretty much misunderstood. Emphasising the "darkness" part in her doesn`T do her justice imo. What i find so intersting is that of course she is part of the threefold Goddess, but even more so for her ability to walk freely in all three spheres, heaven, earth, underworld.

"This is interesting..Anubis is at 5 Cap forming almost an exact T-Square with Venus and Pluto..."
Definitely important. Just think of it like this. Anubis is at the Venus /Pluto-mp in your composite!

"...In the beginning of all of hthis once i passed by a mirror of some sorts"
interesting that you mention mirrors. I have always had a weird relationship with mirrors. Been fascinated with them and almost scared to a certain degree.
For some time I slept in a room with two mirrors. Not a good feeling to be honest.
To me mirrors are like doors. This sounds crazy, doesn`t it?
But it`s like they really are portals, at least energetically.
I also was always kinda afraid of looking into the mirror, especially at night, because sometimes I was not entirely certain who would be looking back.
Well, it was me of course, but there was a different side of "Me".

Anyway this summer I purchased the "mirror of Isis". Well, it was strange, I was in that little shop, and that mirror blinked at me. I was walking straight up to that mirror, as if I was being drawn there.
But then I thought it was a fake mirror anyway, and left the shop.
Then I dreamed of that mirror two nights in a row!
On the third day it started raining, and I got lost somehow, and then I suddenly found myself in front of that little shop again. So I stepped inside and this time I put up the mirror, and I looked into it. Instead of looking myself I suddenly saw several statues of angels and unicorns.
I had been in that shop for an hour or so, but I hadn`t seen the unicorns before!
Many years ago I would see unicorns everywhere, and the they kind of disappeared, so I took it as a good omen that the first thing I saw through that mirror was an unicorn.