posted October 05, 2010 09:04 AM            

It is really good when you see people ,together, too.
You can discern how people feel about each other lol
Yes, it was amazing how I picked up Scorpio Mars
I am starting to FEEL Scorpio Mars. It has a quiet, confident strength.
It could be the 'James Bond" aspect lol

It does not need to scream and shout about how great it is. It just knows.

He has that feel about him.

Man,Neptune as part of that would be wonderful, too, cuz Neptune is otherworldly.

Please ,explain how you would be OK if he left,if you could.

I kind of get that cuz when a person loves you, they give you the love that goes inside you.
You will never lose what they GAVE you even if they leave.
They give you back to yourself in some way I don't really understand ,in a linear way.
I think they mirror you.
You see yourself through their eyes and the unknown and unaccepted parts of yourself get known and most of all accepted by you.
Is this how you feel?

posted October 05, 2010 09:06 AM            

you are clearly demonstrating what I mean with "love is finding eternity in one moment".
I find that if I truely love someone, I am completely IN the moment, and only this moment exist. It`s as if all the edges are getting blurry. it`s not that I donīt know there will be a future or is a past, but it is just that feeling of being "fully here". it`s that one moment that counts, that precious sharing of all that you are.

It doesnīt even matter if it lasts, if there will be one more moment. i donīt think about it. And in some way it already has lasted an eternity due to this one shared moment. Because in this moment he has become a part of my "energy", and had an effect on me, on my further growth. I wouldn`t be the same person, if this moment had never been.
In that way he (or the experience) had become a part of myself.

posted October 05, 2010 11:00 AM            

I saw him exactly like he was...I remember the blue eyes distinctively..I had never seen someones sparkle like that..his are the prettiest blue I have ever seen...you never forget them...let me see if I can post a picture...

This is the one that was on his profile, so when I looked him up..I froze I stared at it...and I didnt even add him.
This was in February, my friend had told me about him...and so then in March I finally added him and it was the 10th I remember...and immediately he went on my page and said hello...so I thought "player"...lol..but I responded nicely...then nothing for 2 weeks...at the end of march I finally had something wierd happen...on my phone there was a different picture on facebook than the one he had currently, the one I saw on my phone was even hotter but it baffled me that they were different...so I then went through his pictures....and honestly...when I saw the one with white wife beater...thats what he looked like in my dream when I first saw him as I was walking down that road from a distance...because I was looking at the sunset strolling along...lost in my thoughts and then I saw him to my right...and was like holy **** ...thats the man I want to marry...he is sooooo beautiful to me I thought and he had on this white shirt and these white linen pants that made him look like a monk or a yogi and I thought...aww he is spiritual too...why cant I find a man like this and then he reached out his hand and said welcome to shambalah...and I was like what?...and I looked past the bridges and well of course I grabbed his hand without thinking twice...but up close his eyes were a piercing blue that I really did not think was real...no man has eyes like that I said to myself, he isnt real but this will be a fun dream...lol...and it is from this moment that all of our Astral meetings stemmed...we all ways meet here.

In one dream I was a white horse running full speed across the land on the other side of the bridge..passing all the horses in the herd to get to the front I wanted to lead...and then I decided I was running so fast if I sprouted wings I would fly and I did and I began to soar and leave the other horses behind.
When I came back he was there, in this case it was his presence because he was a black horse...and he was sad that I had left him..and so he had waited for me while all the other horses kept running...and I said you should come fly with me...you can do it too...and we can leave here...and go to another place where horses have never been...and he said ok..and I told him what I did...all the visiualizations that I ran through my head to make my body sprout wings and then we started to run...he ran ahead and I alighted first...a safe distance from the cliff up ahead and he kept going full speed...and for a minute I panicked realizing he was going off the cliff, but then I said to myself he knows what he is doing and he plunges head first off the cliff...my heart leapt in my chest as he sprouted wings full jump and road the wind for a few seconds in magnificent beauty before flapping his wings and as I came up beside him I yelled "show off"...lol....

So that is what they consist of...immediately after that I knew he was a show off not in a bad way though...he cant help it that he is more physically gifted than others and his NN on the Aries point is powerful and will not let him hide his torch...I find it attractive..."some call in arrogant I call it confident"...

So really my dream body is many things...I just know what I am when I come to in the body...I recognize the life on a soul level and attempt to explore it...instead of freaking out that I am a horse I try to absorb so I can remember when I wake what it FEELS like to be a horse...and let me tell you..it is bad ass to feel the ground thunder when you strike it with your hoof...and to feel the wind whip through your tail and mane you feel free...I carried mine straight up in the air as any Arien would do...but I was conscious of carrying my tail up like that...I hope this answers your question.

Ok next one..

"Did he look the same,physically, or was it the sense that his presence was the same?"

He look the same hands down...I still dont know how or why it happened like that...you see its just otherworldly...but then again I am otherworldly so...I dont question anymore I just live and be.

"I am blown away bu how much he gave you to YOURSELF.
That defines a wonderful relationship"

Right...he so open like me...but we have never met anyone as open as we either are...so we sometimes just stare at each other in amazement...but are both real so we must believe...you know?
Right before the horse dream my lucid dreams of him had gotten really interesting...I was having conversations with him...asking him questions and getting to know him on the Astral...literally that night.. I found out he loves horses that is what my "voice of intuition" (as I like to call it) told me when I asked why dreamed of being a horse...that and I have a lifeline as one. Come to find out he had the same obsession with them I had as a child...He then told me that he loved Black Beauty the story that I LOVED as a kid!...But I was obsessed...and I mean obsessed with the movies The Black Stallion...I literally broke my arm trying to ride bareback with no hands at 10 years old...lol

He confirmed it all. At that point he was no longer shocked by what I said....as his logic comes face to face with my intuition and a truce is always called..ha He even told me of the dreams that he had been having of me up to that point and when I asked him why he hadnt been telling me about them he said that he had just been mesmerized by everything that his going on between us at the moment...but you gotta remember he is a Psycho Therapist and he was analyzing me the whole time and analyzing is not about sharing...plus he is an alpha male...he may be tender and sweet to me..but Im one of the few that dont feel that Capricorn Asc...they are stern serious men But then he told me the sweetest thing...and this is why I told you that story to show you how open he is ...He said he finds everything we are going through amazing. He said that he could not make heads or tails of it...but that he would stand by me as we go through this because he knows that I am his Twin Soul....we see 11:11 and 11:22 all the time...even before we met each other...he said as a small child he always wanted the features I have and would day dream about looking like me....I even to this day dream of having blonde hair and blue eyes. Even our dress styles are similiar right down to the fact that we wear boots year round. No coincidences.

posted October 05, 2010 11:04 AM            

THANK YOU for sharing all you did, ORBM. It uplifted me, greatly, today!

When I look at my guy's picture, I KNOW him as I can feel your guy from his picture.

You know, some groups of people won't let their picture be taken, cuz a person's energy is IN their picture.

posted October 05, 2010 11:08 AM              

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but that he would stand by me as we go through this because he knows that I am his Twin Soul

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wow, spooky! Exactly the same words and the same way as mine! lol

posted October 05, 2010 11:14 AM            

"Please ,explain how you would be OK if he left,if you could.

I kind of get that cuz when a person loves you, they give you the love that goes inside you.
You will never lose what they GAVE you even if they leave.
They give you back to yourself in some way I don't really understand ,in a linear way.
I think they mirror you.
You see yourself through their eyes and the unknown and unaccepted parts of yourself get known and most of all accepted by you.
Is this how you feel?"

Thats exactly it...I dont NEED him...I WANT him because he makes my life more fun...and I can create more with him.
If he left I would be sad like anyone would if cut off from there bestfriend.
But I already give myself the love he gives me thats why I attracted him and MY happiness is Eternal...another form of Energy will just come and take his place...and who knows the next one might be even more magnificent...the Universe knows better than I do.
Im just here to be.
But right now...in this MOMENT...he is here and so everyday is special because he is apart of it and I try to appreciate and learn all that I can from his sage wisdom, so that if he does leave Im ok with it because I have the best part of him inside of me...anyone can be attractive and anyone can have sex with me.
And another thing...if ANYTHING he says or does makes me feel lower based emotions I immediately stop and examine the feeling...I NEVER act on it..I just keep my mouth shut and ask questions and try to reach the frequency he is coming from...do you see how that keeps me from projecting.
Now the moment he starts to make me feel less than amazing I will have to reexamine our connection because it is no longer serving my higher purpose...in this way I am putting myself first...again the greatest love is the one you have for yourself...not the love that others have for you. YOU ARE YOUR OWN GOD....I cannot reiterate that enough...YOU ARE YOUR OWN GOD... ...does the thought unnerve you?
It shouldnt.

posted October 05, 2010 11:28 AM            

Sometimes I dont know if Im coming or going with him...I literally am forced to stay in the moment and that taught me how to live in the moment...its either than or completely go up in the inferno.....

Thats why I love the Rihanna/Eminen song... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1A1pv_z0cpg

"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well thats alright because I like way hurts..."
"Just gonna stand there watch me cry...
Well thats alright because I love the way you lie...
I love the way you lie."

"This is what happens when a Tornado meets a Volcano"
thats what he whispered in my ear in that AMAZING English accent before I feel asleep that night...

This was first song we danced too.. lol...
Can you imagine...it was magical...

posted October 05, 2010 11:36 AM            

When I look at my guy's picture, I KNOW him as I can feel your guy from his picture.

You know, some groups of people won't let their picture be taken, cuz a person's energy is IN their picture."

Aww you welcome lovely...thats what Im here so you warmed my heart with your kind words more than you know...right there is group of local people here like that...so supersticious...right...

Consider this though...we actually look alike...and are the same height...same waist size he just has more muscle than me ....
Look at our pics side by side

Also he has a Capricorn Ascendant.
And I have Saturn conjunct a Virgo Ascendant.

He has a Pisces Sun...
And I have a Sag Moon Conjunt Neptune...

Kind of wild right?

posted October 05, 2010 11:40 AM            

It reminds me of a Joni Mitchell song

Maybe it doesn't relate to you but it does to me and my guy

"All I Want"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaqVWY3wYdQ&feature=related

posted October 05, 2010 11:41 AM            

"you are clearly demonstrating what I mean with "love is finding eternity in one moment".
I find that if I truely love someone, I am completely IN the moment, and only this moment exist. It`s as if all the edges are getting blurry. it`s not that I donīt know there will be a future or is a past, but it is just that feeling of being "fully here". it`s that one moment that counts, that precious sharing of all that you are."

You speak to my heart love...you always have did you know I have Pallas Conjunct Psyche in Aquarius its a little wide..but its still there and touching your Moon I believe it is.

"It doesnīt even matter if it lasts, if there will be one more moment. i donīt think about it. And in some way it already has lasted an eternity due to this one shared moment. Because in this moment he has become a part of my "energy", and had an effect on me, on my further growth. I wouldn`t be the same person, if this moment had never been.
In that way he (or the experience) had become a part of myself."

LOVE THIS! That is exactly how I feel and Im sure Lara feels the same...I dont even really talk about it...and look how long it took me to share this with you guys.....amazing.

"Is that in any way understandable? It`s really not easy to try and put this into words."

posted October 05, 2010 11:49 AM            

Leave it up for a while ,if you can, ORBM.
I want to come back and forth a few times and see how it speaks to me.
It does and strongly--too strongly for me to receive at one time LOL

I am glad you liked the song.I felt it when I read your posts.
I have another one.
This one only applies to deep loves. It is Poetry Man by Phoboe Snow

Very few people are "Poetry Men"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2j7wYJffldc&feature=fvst

posted October 05, 2010 11:54 AM              

Same deal here ORBM. Same path. Same words as yours are now. I've been really secretive about this one so far
Now i'm wondering why we are so in synch! Down to the same month lol
What is in our charts that does that? I'm gonna go study your chart now.

posted October 05, 2010 12:17 PM            

Yeah they give you hell here about those relationships, so I see why you kept your mouth shut...LOL...
Its there problem not yours...just rememeber that..because Im sure it got to you somehow.

Im curious...how did you shoot go? *devilish grin*

posted October 05, 2010 12:38 PM            

My comments:
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1. Composite Sun in 29.5 Pisces, indicating that this is the last Earth lifeline as a pair. End of the "Karmic Wheel" as a couple.

2. Comp Saturn in 29.5 Gemini. Those who know mathematical astrology know that Gemini is the only sign with 2 human beings in it, indicating culmination of Spiritual Growth in this Solar System. The last object that is to rule a Sign will be from or a bit beyond the Kuipers Belt, and will rule Gemini. Mathematically that is.
Saturn here meaning it is precise completion of Karma as shown from the Sun in 29.5 Pisces. Last sign of the Tropical Zodiac and Last sign of Planetary Rulerships.

3. AURA in Pisces for both, in spite of a 10 year gap. Aura is very strong in synastry, so is Pluto and VALENTINE. Pluto opp Venus in composite kind of seals the deal.

4. Interestingly, Dr Sun and Dr Moon are in the Composite Asc and Dsc Signs.

5. Birthdates add to 11. 16 + 22 = 38 = 11.

I would think they are Soul Mates for sure, if Twin Flames, then there will be Isis and Osiris contacts for sure.

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http://tamsoft.co.in/articles.html

posted October 05, 2010 01:00 PM            

"You speak to my heart love"

"did you know I have Pallas Conjunct Psyche in Aquarius its a little wid"
I didn`T know. But this synchronicity is interesting, as the guy I was talking about, has a very close conjunction of Pallas and Psyche on 24-25 Aquarius, which conjuncts my Psyche on 24 Aquarius.
Where is your conjunction?
My Pallas is on 10 Aquarius, my Moon is on 17 Aquarius, my Psyche is on 24 Aquarius and my true BML is on 28 Aquarius. So chances are pretty good your conjunction hits something there.
(I`ve always found it significant, that so many different feminine archetypes are gathering in Aquarius in my chart).

posted October 05, 2010 01:03 PM            

Here is the Draconic

And Composite

posted October 05, 2010 01:15 PM              

IQ is always so damn razor-sharp!! lol