posted October 22, 2010 08:13 AM            

And ORBM, I have finally cracked the puzzle of the 7-9 degree Virgo thingy. Your Ascendant, my ATLANTIS-Sekhmet-PALLAS etc....
7 degrees Virgp = exact Sidereal location of the Super Galactic Center. Robert Blaschke associate Tropical Charts = Time and Sidereal = Space or actual completion of Karmic events/Soul Contracts.

Meaning, whatever it is that the Tropical objects represent between 7 to 9 Virgo, that is our completion of Super Galactic Center Karma. Certainly cannot something done by our 3D bodies. Your thoughts?

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posted October 22, 2010 08:20 AM              

really????

my SUN IS 6Virgo so does that mean anything related to the Super Galac.?

posted October 22, 2010 08:39 AM            

"HYPNOS will work more powerfully than Somnium [unless Somnium conjuncts Ascendant, Sun or Moon.]"
Yes, I have had that feeling, too, though I cannot really put a finger on why I got that feeling. After all Somnium means "Dream", too, but maybe Hypnos has a more multilayered meaning, as it doesn`t only mean sleep, but also has something to do with hypnosis, which is an altered state of mind. Something Somnium does not imply. Somnium could mean "just" dreaming.

I remember I was quite blown away when I was looking at Heath Ledger`s chart some time ago, and tracing Nessus and Hypnos.

He was having HYPNOS on 9 Cancer conjunct NESSUS on 10 Cancer (and if he had been born around noon, his Moon would have been at 11 Cancer). widely square Sun on 13 Aries, but probably too wide to count. But the Nessus-Hypnos alone makes me shudder.

He was also having NEMESIS conjunct TRUE NODE on 17 Virgo opposing SOMA on 17 Pisces exact (well, I know that Soma comes from Indian mythology, but for some reason I always associate it with "body").

SOMA was also being exactly quinkunx Pluto, both being on 17.58 Pisces and Libra.

Speaking of the degrees you mentioned he was having Saturn on 8 Virgo. Talk about synchronicity. This Saturn opposed Venus on 7 Pisces.
and trined Chiron on 7 Taurus.

Anyway SOMNIUM was not doing all that much in the chart, even though it was exactly trine AURA in Pisces.

At the time of his death:
Tr Sun was squaring SOMNIUM.

In the night he died, Tr Moon had been somewhen being transiting over his natal NESSUS-HYPNOS-conjunction, which most probably was tied to his own Moon.

TR JUPITER and NEMESIS were being opposing natal NESSUS-HYPNOS.

TR NESSUS was being exactly quinkunx natal NESSUS-HYPNOS.

TR URANUS was conjunct natal SOMA:

TR SOMNIUM was on 17 Virgo and therefore on the exact degree of his natal NN/NEMESIS and opposing natal SOMA.

TR HYPNOS exactly conjunct natal Aura and square natal SOMNIUM (there was a transiting SUN-HYPNOS opposition that day)
Of course he was also having his Saturn-Return, and therefore Saturn returned to these 7-8 Virgo at that time.

Sorry for the digression.

"And ORBM, I have finally cracked the puzzle of the 7-9 degree Virgo thingy. Your Ascendant, my ATLANTIS-Sekhmet-PALLAS etc...."
My Draco Name is on 7 Virgo, too. My tropical Hekate and Lilith surround it (being on 6 and 8 Virgo), opposing ISHTAR and HORUS on 8 Pisces, and trine ISIS / OSIRIS On 7 and 8 Capricorn.
Yes, the 7-9 degrees of any sign are real power spots in my chart, too, as they unleash so many things, and now you are telling me this!

"7 degrees Virgp = exact Sidereal location of the Super Galactic Center."
Yes, of course! *slaps forehead*

" Robert Blaschke associate Tropical Charts = Time and Sidereal = Space or actual completion of Karmic events/Soul Contracts."
Completion means that this is the final round in a certain issue, right?
For example when I have a karmic soulmate and the sidereal would be strong, it means that after the karma has been worked out, we probably would say a final goodbye to each other, since everything is completed between us?

"Meaning, whatever it is that the Tropical objects represent between 7 to 9 Virgo, that is our completion of Super Galactic Center Karma. Certainly cannot something done by our 3D bodies. Your thoughts?"

I am currently wondering what it is that my Hekate and Lilith are trying to tell me by being there.

posted October 22, 2010 10:26 AM            

But back to the Virgo thing....So thats why I have a flood of Asteroids there...I have alot of Karma around the Energy of Love and it makes all the heartbreaks and betrayals all make sense.
Consider though Tameem what does my Ascendant being there mean..its it just that the world sees me as otherworldly and again is confirmation of my Starseed origins.

Anywho...Tameem this is very interesting as you know my Stonehenge asteroid falls there too...and lately I have been learning alot about the purpose of Stonehenge and I also have been having dreams about Seans connection to it. It is where he had a significant lifeline...look at his placements of Stonehenge...

Look at how his Logos is conjunct his descendant Tameem and how Interkosmos in conjunct mine...I find this quite interesting...

As though I am pulling celestial incarnations down to the 3D and he is pulling Earthly incarnations into the the 4D.

And consider the hypnos conjunction to my "hot spot" of destinn/karma opposing Moon and Neptune.
And look at my hynos opposing his Karma and Psyche.
Thats why my dreams are becoming more and more powerful and I am able to decipher there meanings more and more...to the point that this life is a mere illusion now to me, a game to be played...with the utmost precision for the best possible outcome...

But the biggest thing I want you to look at is Akash...this resonates with me as the Akashic records but I dont remember ever discussing this asteroid...whats your take on it...should I start another thread on it?

posted October 22, 2010 10:31 AM            

you wrote:

"ORBM,
interesting.
Though I don`t fully agree that matters of spirituality is completely a feminine thing.
It`s like saying the Yin-priniciple governs the spiritual and the Yang principle governs the physical.
I really donīt believe this is the case.

Yin and Yang are (to me) just different expressions (or impressions) of energy.
I would contributing "taking the lead" much more to the Yang-principle, than I would contribute "physical things" to it.

I hope you understand what I mean.
Yin and Yang are just different expressions of the same energy, may it be spiritual or physical."

I totally do and I agree...but where I am coming from is our initial split in polarity...I was the female and he was the male.
Im acutely aware of that, in most of my dreams I am the women.
And it is his Sun in Pisces and My Sag Moon thats conjunct Neptune.
Giving him the polarity...the rest is just interplay showing balance I think...but there was an initial break...and for sure he pursued a more Earth based Karma and I chose a more Celestial based Karma...and so now we return to combine the two in some plan of Divine Chaos that even I will have to sit back and watch and observe to understand.

Its nice to be the Knower now and not the Known though.

posted October 22, 2010 10:53 AM            

"but where I am coming from is our initial split in polarity...I was the female and he was the male."
Ah, yes, I didn`t know that.

how would you interprete mentioned configuration then?

Interestingly Diandra`s sister and her boyfriend have a soulmate aspect of Yin (Isis) and Yang (Osiris) linked through ATLANTIS, too.

posted October 22, 2010 10:56 AM            

In my chart it falls just out of the range - it is at 3.4 Virgo.

EDIT:
Nice call though, ORBM.
Akashi is heading towards my Sun on the GC currently.

posted October 22, 2010 11:34 AM            

Interestingly Diandra`s sister and her boyfriend have a soulmate aspect of Yin (Isis) and Yang (Osiris) linked through ATLANTIS, too.

Maybe it only pertains to an Atlantean life though?"

Im with you DD..in that this configuration...where Atlantis plays highly in a soulmate/Twinflame relationship...

Either A: Shows where this couple was soulmates in Atlantis and so have Karma to deal with now...of course we would need both to come forward recognizing they are twinflames to go further.

And B: When they are aware that they are then we can find where they split, by looking at interplay of the Atlantis and there personal signs and Asteroids...

In my case...
His Saturn and Venus are in a Stellum with Atlantis and Giza...and my Sun and Juno and Isis are conjunc that....
This opposes my Pluto/DNA and his Valentine.
Alma is there too, conjunct my Sun.
That configuration says it clearly to me.

Then consider my Atlantis...it sits in my Chart at 13 Taurus widely trining my NN/Asc/Valentine Stellum...conjunct my Amor/Chiron though widely and conjunct his DNA/Moon/Akash/Stonehenge Asteroid.
Trined by his Alma and Karma and Asc.
My Draconic Sun and Alma Oppose this spot.

This is pretty conclusive as to our split and where our Karma was incurred...
Perhaps with other twinflames there origin of split can be told by this connection...and seeing pattern in the Asteroids and there connections in Synastry.

posted October 22, 2010 11:36 AM            

EDIT:
Nice call though, ORBM.
Akashi is heading towards my Sun on the GC currently.

Well, it is still at 20 Sagittarius (exactly conjunct my Venus/Mars-mp. lol) and exact trine my Chiron, but on the night I am going to the Tutanchammun-exhibition it will just have passed my natal Sun by 1 degree and being conjunct my SEKHMET, REIKI and NOFRETETE. lol"

Your Akash is conjunct my Spirit Asteroid...makes so much sense right...the doors are wide open to the mysteries of hte Universe in our connection.
Mine is at 17 Gem...what do you have there?

posted October 22, 2010 11:46 AM            

KARMA

No seriously. My Karma asteroid is 16 Gemini.

Not sure I understood what you were saying about Atlantis. That Atlantis is the marker to where we split from our Twin?

Your Atlantis is exactly conjunct my Sphinx btw.

posted October 22, 2010 11:58 AM            

<<
For example when I have a karmic soulmate and the sidereal would be strong, it means that after the karma has been worked out, we probably would say a final goodbye to each other, since everything is completed between us?
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My current understanding is the same.

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I am currently wondering what it is that my Hekate and Lilith are trying to tell me by being there.
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Long shot hypothesis: Your Past Life rituals have sent or utilized Energy or Astral Entities from the SGC's Core, co-creating Reality in whichever Dimension or Parallel Universe the SGC's output is going. There is a physics hypothesis that every Black Hole could have a White Hole to output the sucked matter and birth new galaxies and Stars in that Universe's own "Big Bang".

@ORBM:
Could StoneHenge have been your Entry Point from 4D to Atlantis?
Or
The Exit Point after 3D Atlantis was destroyed [It is said The Higher Beings of Atlantis successfully birthed a 5D Atlantean Empire right here on Earth, and the Mission for Gaia now is to ensure the full Planet goes to 5D just like how a pocket of Atlantis did] to another Star System, from which you again reincarnated in Ancient Egypt?

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posted October 22, 2010 03:04 PM            

"(May his talented Soul evolve in peace.)"
Yes, I second that.

I also stopped sensing him around for quite some time now.

"our Past Life rituals have sent or utilized Energy or Astral Entities from the SGC's Core, co-creating Reality in whichever Dimension or Parallel Universe the SGC's output is going. There is a physics hypothesis that every Black Hole could have a White Hole to output the sucked matter and birth new galaxies and Stars in that Universe's own "Big Bang"."
Can you elaborate a bit more on this? This sounds fascinating, but I don`t think I really have a good understanding of it right now.

posted October 22, 2010 05:46 PM            

Things that make you go hmmm.
I choose to pursue acting through the Meisner technique he choose Straasburgs Method Acting...which considering that connection he should never have done.

I do carry the ability to play very dark and sordid roles though...America will be shocked at that roles I am able to do...but I am aware of the fine line that one must walk to maintain ones sanity and stay grounded.

What really makes me shudder is he is the one actor in America who I actually connected to his style and his work it just resonated with me...

Nessus conjunct Hypnos exactly in Cancer as well! And it sextiles my ASC!...*shudder*

About the Atlantis thing.....

I think it would be different for every couple as it depends on your very first incarnation in this cycle...mine was Atlantis whether it was in full body I dont know..
Some couples could have been in Sumeria..but I have feeling that not all souls split...you know. It was an experiment of the sorts that ended up not so good....trapping the seperated souls lifetime after lifetime as they attempted to get off the Karmic wheel, only to be stuck and have reincarnate again.

I wanted to confirm this with him before I went further...and he does agree that he incarnated in Stonehenge he is fascinated by it and Crop Circles.
And several times he has refered to being a caveman and what the basic needs for survival are...he is always speaking of the fact that as long as he is fed and has had sex he is happy...and thats it...Can you not see this man as one of the leaders in that society then...his warrior archetype is something fierce let me tell you.

No your Karma is not there!...Thats awesome and explains so much about you and I...honestly I loved you from the day I came to LL...and my fondness has grown since then...and your Aura in your pictures is Pink to me...a color that I associate with women that I call the "salt of the Earth" because I feel strongly connected to your essence, so sweet and gentle and caring the epitomy of empathy.

posted October 22, 2010 06:13 PM            

"I choose to pursue acting through the Meisner technique he choose Straasburgs Method Acting...which considering that connection he should never have done."
Can you elaborate on these methods and why he should never have done it the way he did? Did he BECOME his characters too much?

" do carry the ability to play very dark and sordid roles though...America will be shocked at that roles I am able to do...but I am aware of the fine line that one must walk to maintain ones sanity and stay grounded."
I definitely believe that.
Sometimes when I have been writing a story, I was really shocked at the darkness that came out of there. Not always, but sometimes. And sometimes it was not easy to not get pulled into it too deeply.
Thing is that when I write a story it is like a play or a film I am seeing inside, but not just seeing, often it feels like I am in it. Depending on the subject it can get, well, scary even.
But I have to be in there, I have to really FEEL it, or I cannot put it into words.
It`s like acting inside my mind I suppose.

" think it would be different for every couple as it depends on your very first incarnation in this cycle"
I agree.

"...mine was Atlantis whether it was in full body I dont know.."
I was in Atlantis at least. I don`t know if it was there that the split happened though. Was it my first life on earth?
I somehow don`t get a "timeline" together. Especially the Atlantean and Sumerian one seems to be twirling through each other.
Pretty sure these must be my earliest incarnations.

Though I found it interesting, that in one dream I was standing somewhere outside, and suddenly the sky would change above my head, the stars moving so quickly the environment changing fast. And that which was constant (though changing, too) was Stonehenge.

"but I have feeling that not all souls split"
Which means that some souls would still be one, and not have a twinsoul, I suppose.
Would that be these souls who don`t feel any inclination to experience love or relationship?

"and thats it...Can you not see this man as one of the leaders in that society then...his warrior archetype is something fierce let me tell you."
I definitely can see that.

"honestly I loved you from the day I came to LL...and my fondness has grown since then...and your Aura in your pictures is Pink to me...a color that I associate with women that I call the "salt of the Earth" because I feel strongly connected to your essence, so sweet and gentle and caring the epitomy of empathy."

Thank you very much. I donīt even know what to say, but what you wrote there touches me very deeply and makes me feel even more thankful for knowing you.

posted October 22, 2010 06:20 PM            

@ORBM:
Could StoneHenge have been your Entry Point from 4D to Atlantis?
Or
The Exit Point after 3D Atlantis was destroyed [It is said The Higher Beings of Atlantis successfully birthed a 5D Atlantean Empire right here on Earth, and the Mission for Gaia now is to ensure the full Planet goes to 5D just like how a pocket of Atlantis did] to another Star System, from which you again reincarnated in Ancient Egypt?

That resonates deeply and brings up imagery in my vision...I could very well have left him here...I feel like I did..and guided him to a wife that would take my place and do justice...but I only allowed her to fill my place.
He was in a long term 20 year off and on relationship when we met. But immediately cut it off when he met me...and has not looked back.
He told me today, that he has never dreamed of anyone like he dreams of me and no one has ever had a hold on him like this.
He keeps saying what have you done to me?
I just laugh...but I think its the sweetest thing ever.

Whats more is that in my past life recall I remember visiting him in a small tent like structure very rugged...I felt like it was the home of an ancient warrior and he looked something like the men in the movie 300 but again I recognized the fierce blue eys and the deep voice.
And I knew he had a family then, but I knew he had given up hope and so needed me, like Arwen was to Aragorn.
That is the imagery your description bought to my 3rd Eye.

Whats more is I am connected to a 5th Dimensional lifeline. And it is through this lifeline I have learned the seperation of the Real me from Darius.
The I from the My...The Lion Beings told me that I was now the Observer and no longer the Known and that the rest of my Ascension will take place without much effort.
Actually he said that if I make the effort I will only mess things up trying to be the "doer"...that I needed to realize I have no control over this dimension no more than I have control over my bodily functions.
They said that I do have control over my tendencies however and that is what I use my knowledge to not be 'pleased' by any of them. Do not accommodate these tendencies. Was the message...loud and clear and it says that these tendencies come from my previous incarnations and I have carried them over into this one...and that it will not be easy but as long as I am determined I dont have to worry about slipping...because even if they cloud my bliss, it will not be permanent and my bliss will return.
He said in this way I anchor Gaia as I allow body to be conduit to usher in higher Energies.
Tameem its almost like I have this body and I have snuck back to Gaia to make this happen and Im not the only one...there is nothing special about what I am doing...in fact it is one of the hardest task to undertake, and many have fallen again in the process. But I have always been protected he said and I have done this before. And my DNA carries the frequency of different ETs from past incarnations.
Sometimes its a female Lioness and I feel more connected to her than him. But I feel as though I know both of them...like they have partially incarnated into my Soul group..I honestly feel like the male speaks it the same authority that Sean does...I cant explain it but he does....there is a connection.
Even him and I playfully refer to each other as as lion and a lioness.

Whats more is that they said that I am from the Ascended Planet of Satais which is no longer visible in our realms.

Im certain that I left him in Stonehenge to finish the last leg of this on his own in the 3D and I went on to the 5th dimension, and worked with him from higher dimensions after the Egyptian experiment fell I tried again in India only to die as a very young boy...almost something akin to the movie the Golden Child...I incarnted there with Karen she was my older sister and confirmed the lifeline connection...
Then I feel as though I stopped.
That is why everything here is so intriguing to me..Gaia is very precious indeed a random jewel of immense beauty and her time has come.

Sidenote:

Whats more is about a week or two ago Sean and I had a very intense conversation in which he basically pinned my ego against the wall.
Him being a Psychotherapist is overwhelming at times...and I basically just broke down.
Part of me wanted to get defensive but part of me knew it was true and that was a bigger that the defensive part...and I just kind of broke down into tears and told him he was right I kept seeing that Saturn/Sun opposition and conjunction...and that Saturn/Moon DW trine.......I literally sobbed from the very essence of who I am it was liberating and sad all at the same time. Because I knew that he was right and that if I chose to defend myself I would only hurting myself...he was guiding me inward the last leg of the journey that I could not do alone just as I could not have gotten here originally alone.....but then suddenly I got a buzzing and burning sensation around my 3rd Eye and suddenly I saw this snake/dragon...some sort of serpant screaming in rage as it fell into a crack in Gaias surface but the surroundings looked like a desert and he had a Silver knife in his chest and I remember feeling shocked as I saw it happened because I knew it was me...and it was so angry...at that point I felt very empty...and sense then most of my Earthly tendencies are gone...the desire to eat, to have sex...to please anyone...anything attached to pleasure waned and I felt oddly sad and alone I couldnt really connect to Sean for a couple of days I felt like I was wondering aimlessy and convinced that I was losing it.
But then thats when I started having heavy dreams of instructions again..but this time I could remember what was being said to me...as I described earlier...

And Tameem remember that low back pain I have been having sense my first major Kundalini raise 2 years ago..well its gone...and my root chakra has been aching for the past 8 months since I met Sean and it was getting worst again, now its gone..completely...and my 3rd Eye has completely opened up.

Game over son!...and you know what I mean by that....

posted October 22, 2010 06:33 PM            

"Can you elaborate on these methods and why he should never have done it the way he did? Did he BECOME his characters too much?"

Exactly when we tap into the Characters lifelines its almost like we are telling the story of incarnate entity and that our bodies are just conduits to bring them to life...they have a past a present and a future and we are telling that story for an hr..a week or years depending on how it is written.
Method acting teaches to you become that person so much so that you dont hold on to yourself...and that Nessus/Hypnos conjunction sucks me in, in such a way, that if my current lifeline was not such a source of bliss, I would never want to return because in that "dimension" I am free of all of my lower based emotions...

But whats interesting is now I have become free of them on my own...because Meisner teaches you to go within and heal yourself so that you want to come back and live your life and that you are only that "other" person for a moment in time...but you are "you" always.

Does this makes sense..I can tell if another way if it doesnt.
Forgive my typos Im not rechecking these post so they will be filled with grammatical errors! LOL

" do carry the ability to play very dark and sordid roles though...America will be shocked at that roles I am able to do...but I am aware of the fine line that one must walk to maintain ones sanity and stay grounded."
I definitely believe that.
Sometimes when I have been writing a story, I was really shocked at the darkness that came out of there. Not always, but sometimes. And sometimes it was not easy to not get pulled into it too deeply.
Thing is that when I write a story it is like a play or a film I am seeing inside, but not just seeing, often it feels like I am in it. Depending on the subject it can get, well, scary even.
But I have to be in there, I have to really FEEL it, or I cannot put it into words.
It`s like acting inside my mind I suppose.

Thats it..the audience doesnt believe you if you do not believe yourself...thats how it goes...and so I must pay the price for choosing this career and you must pay the price for watching.
That is how an actor gets in to the subconscious and hearts of his viewers and endears them to him as fans.
Works much the same way when you write...Script analysis teaches me how to break down what you have written and assume the frequency that you found those characters and that place in time at.
Since time is not linear I need only search for where you were...and bam I will get there...and thats that...

Wow DD though..the same damn placements...what are the odds for that one...and yes the darkness is scary but I have faced it many times before.
I can say that with Sean around it makes it easier...him being a bit of a bad ass makes me feel secure and when a Ram feels secure nothing can bind his courage.

posted October 22, 2010 06:36 PM            

It makes sense as our style of Astrology compliments each others nicely but are clearly different...

As Ishtar and Isis are the same Archetype but different manifestations...

posted October 22, 2010 08:03 PM            

"Method acting teaches to you become that person so much so that you dont hold on to yourself"
Well, there must be an essence of yours that connects you to the character you play, or am I wrong?
I just always think that you can only express, what is inside you. At least a little part.
Well, that was how I explained to myself how different the same character can be, if played by different actors.
But yes, I can understand how easy it would be to lose yourself in a character with that Nessus/Hypnos conjunction, and then in sensitive Cancer!

"ecause Meisner teaches you to go within and heal yourself so that you want to come back and live your life and that you are only that "other" person for a moment in time...but you are "you" always."
That sounds very healthy. I agree.

"Does this makes sense..I can tell if another way if it doesnt."
yes, it makes much sense, though I am currently not so good in putting it into words. But I think I understand what you mean on a more instinctual level, if that makes sense?

" and so I must pay the price for choosing this career and you must pay the price for watching."
I gladly do.
Watching sometimes (if the film speaks to me) takes me to places, I maybe would never have gone on myself. Well, most of all it takes me to places within myself. I feel so connected to stories, be them on a screen or in a book; they are like mirrors, they seem to tell me something, talk to me. Well, often they appear to do that really. How often have I come into my parent`s living room while TV was on, saying HELLO to my parents, just to hear someone on TV saying: "Hi", too.
I even have the habit of speaking with my TV, the stranger thing is that it often answers me though.

Of course that doesn`t happen always, but when it happens, it is pretty magical.

"I can say that with Sean around it makes it easier...him being a bit of a bad ass makes me feel secure and when a Ram feels secure nothing can bind his courage."
That is wonderful.

posted October 22, 2010 08:29 PM            

The similiarites with my youngest brother are striking: I have Atlantis conjunct NN, Neptune and ASC. He has Atlantis conjunct NN and IC and opposing Neptune.

There is also a theme with VARUNA.
my Dad has Varuna conjunct Moon.
My Mum has Varuna opposing Sun (interestingly both their Varuna`s overlay their synastric Sun-Moon-opposition) and Poseidon.
I have Varuna exactly conjunct DESC and DRaco Moon.
My youngest brother has Varuna exactly square Sun (and conjunct my Karma precisely).
My middle brother has Varuna widely conjunct his IC.

It`s a little bit creepy actually. lol
Anyway in this dream I remember to having gone with my mother, and interestingly we have a close Sumeria-Sumeria-conjunction in Aquarius.

"It makes sense as our style of Astrology compliments each others nicely but are clearly different..."
Yes, I think so, too.

"As Ishtar and Isis are the same Archetype but different manifestations..."
Yes.
I like it that Isthar is exactly sextile Isis in my chart.
And Inannen is conjunct AStarte and Kaali, trine Aphrodite (in Air).
There is really a bunch of Goddesses together there. lol

"Have you dreamed of your twin yet?"
I am sure I have.
Well, I think theone I dreamed of performing the sacred marriage ritual with is my twin.
I do "sense" him now and then, but it`s like the awareness / the knowing of him is just out of reach.
But I will know when the time is right.
I think one of my lessons in this incarnation is to learn not so much patience, but trust and faith. Knowledge can only get you so far. You need to have faith, trusting that everything is unfolding in the right way at the right time. Which is something that I am having now. Well, most of the times at least. lol

"Do you know what he looks like?"
Dark hair (though more brownish than black) and light eyes (blue or green, probably a mix of both).

BUT, big But, I don`t want to get stuck on this. It might be that I am just remembering a past life appearance here I think?
It doesn`t matter how he looks. Looks are pretty changeable over the lives I guess.

"you are preparing yourself to meet him..and the imagery is a bride getting ready for the groom she has never met but has every bit of faith in the knowledge that he is the ONE"
yes, that is how it feels.

But I`m not waiting, I am living my life and just trying to make the best out of every moment.
I just have utmost faith that whatever happens is to my best, at least from a soul growth perspective. Doesn`t mean I would be overjoyed to invite hardships into my life. lol
But I feel so much in balance at the moment, that I really can`t bring myself to fear anything at all.

The only thing I am still fearing and have always feared is losing my family. But I am still working on letting go of this fear, too.

posted October 22, 2010 08:38 PM            

Wow, about the Kundalini Rising. I have been afraid of it cuz I have heard horror stories of people getting really sick.
What do you think?

posted October 22, 2010 10:06 PM            

Meaning, whatever it is that the Tropical objects represent between 7 to 9 Virgo, that is our completion of Super Galactic Center Karma."

IQ,
I went back and looked at what I had close to 7-9 Virgo:

Euphrates - 6.04 Vir
Innanen - 6.44 Vir
Osiris - 7.40 Vir
Isis - 7.56 Vir
Camelot - 8.27 Vir
Pythagorus - 8.52 Vir

Are you saying that I would have completed the karma for these placements? Or were you speaking only to your karma with ORBM?

posted October 23, 2010 08:41 AM            

most of the times yes. But it sometimes happens unexpected, and if you don`t KNOW you are ready for it and your mind plays tricks on you, you might get o verwhelmed.
Of course then it`s time to let go of the illusion you are not ready.

But yeah generally I agree with what you said.

posted September 19, 2011 12:27 PM            

So much to tell but in a nutshell we are in the process of working out a new life together. He is working on getting his American citizenship so that he can work here, and I'm in the process of creating our dreams as his will guides it so.

"Its gonna be a good life"