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anonymidarkness
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posted November 28, 2013 11:18 AM
  
You’re welcome!! A Scorpio Sun and an Aqua Sun are trying to work together but a Cancer Sun is trying to do it alone ? O_O When did you figure your shyt out, SE ? What type of relationship do astrology and the present have with each other ? Astrology focuses on the past, present, future, characters of the person and so on whereas focusing on the present means living each moment fully, right ? IP: Logged |
somethingexcellent
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posted November 28, 2013 12:15 PM
I figured my sh#t out...hm...maybe in 2011 and early 2012, so somewhat recentlyyyy. Do you want me to share my realisations that changed things for me?  What works for me (Sun/NN) might not work for you (Pluto/NN)...but we do have similar make-ups.To be honest...I only use astrology for fun, hobby. If anything, thinking about how astrology works provided more insight to me than using astrology to learn about things. But to focus on the present...I think it would be better to think about more spiritual things. When you form ideas of how the universe works, you begin to become more aware of each moment. When you chase after things, like being a good person, you become caught up in the moment. It's like to enjoy life, you have to evolve past life otherwise you just become lost in it. EDIT! quote:
You’re welcome!!
You're so cute...chu chu. :'* IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 28, 2013 12:41 PM
Yeah, share it, I’m really curious about it  . Yeah, maybe it won’t work but reading it will be fun.More spiritual things? give me some examples. Forming ideas of how universe works..hmm..how? through meditation ? observing life ? Yeah, I’ve realized that too, not fully though. IP: Logged |
somethingexcellent
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posted November 28, 2013 01:15 PM
I'll type some stuff out later since I'm going to go see Cancer friend but I just wanted to say that I like that you and Nahyt grip things so tightly because...I tend to drop things because I hold things so lightly.  "Oops that piece of paper just slipped out of my hands!" IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 28, 2013 07:26 PM
^ I think it happens unconsciously, you want to remain unattached, whereas Nahyt and me love obsessing over things.IP: Logged |
somethingexcellent
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posted November 28, 2013 09:17 PM
Uuuu, but there's a difference!! I don't want to remain unattached, per se, since that implies I'm trying to stay unattached. It's more like that is just my natural incline. I live life lightly, and so I grip things lightly too, you see?  It's a product, not an action!Any who, some realisations! The number one thing which defines my views is that there is no such thing as good and bad. Good and bad are standards created by humans, either on an individual or a cultural level. The only thing in this universe that I subscribe to is the idea of cause and effect...that whatever you do, cause chaos, make people happy, etc...will come back to you. Chaos isn't bad and making people happy isn't good, since good and bad don't intrinsically exist, and yet chaos invites chaos and favour invites favour. Do you know why? This plays into why I think astrology works. Everything creates and exists as vibrations.  I myself have no morals! I only do things out of awareness of the possible causes. Why am I not committing crimes? Because crimes are bad? No no...I'm not committing crimes because I don't want to go to jail. To go jail is to limit my possibilities in life, you see? I'm narcissistic because I've cast of the idea of being a "good/better person". I have NPD because I don't see empathy as a requirement to being a person, and I can now turn it on and off. From here you can see why I embrace every bit of myself. So what if I'm mean, cold, and harsh sometimes? So what if I lie to almost everyone? So what if I treat people as objects to further my own ends? I don't care! There's no such thing as bad, only bad for some people, and I am not one of those people. Of course, I have changed myself in the past for someone else too because they were close to me and I valued their friendship. And it's not like I do all these bad things to everyone all the time. Balance is keyyyy. Hoo, that's quite a bit already. What else can I say...oh yes. Emotions. Emotions are very important, all of them. Hate is just as good and necessary of an emotion as happiness. Love is just as important as sorrow. To feel these is to be alive! Happiness is the worst delusion of humanity, anonymidarkness, and I hate it nearly as much as the idea of being a good/better person. People want to be happy in life but that's a complex issue..happiness is not a state, happiness is a fleeting emotion which will come and go quickly. But, like the idea of being a good person, the idea of being happy in life is an image society teaches us to strive for. I give up on being happy. I give up on being a good/better person. You know what I strive for? To live for myself and enjoy all that can. And that's the sh#t that I figured out. That is my Sun/NN. IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 28, 2013 09:35 PM
Two posts suddenly merged into one and that “one post can’t handle..” sentence has been deleted. Somebody is messing around with our posts  .Previous two posts also “disappeared” . This is interesting. IP: Logged |
somethingexcellent
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posted November 28, 2013 09:40 PM
My comment disappeared and was overwritten by yours. How strange. I think definitely at a 1000 posts, you must make out a thread for your distressed damsels...IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 28, 2013 09:44 PM
This is something else.IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 28, 2013 09:47 PM
Did you remove that “one post can’t handle..” sentence before they merged into one ?IP: Logged |
somethingexcellent
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posted November 28, 2013 09:53 PM
No, I didn't! They literally just merged before my eyes.  IP: Logged |
somethingexcellent
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posted November 28, 2013 09:56 PM
I'm so sleepyyyy...what's your bed like anonymidarkness? Pisces friend who was born four days after you has a big bed with lots of blankets and pillows, a big frame too...it's so comfy, could just sleep in it for days.IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 28, 2013 09:58 PM
Merging may be a glitch BUT how did that sentence which would have indicated that it was originally divided into two posts just “disappear” ?IP: Logged |
somethingexcellent
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posted November 28, 2013 10:03 PM
Remember that one time it glitched and made you post Nahyt's reply...weird things happening in the jungle. Maybe it's because I've been touching on past supernatural experiences again with my black mirror... IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 28, 2013 10:09 PM
We’re going to leave this jungle only after we reach 2000 posts, period!!! f@ck glitches and unknown creature which is causing chaos in the jungle.Black mirror ? what ? or are you just bluffing ? IP: Logged |
somethingexcellent
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posted November 28, 2013 10:11 PM
answer my earlier question!! my black mirror is a little thing my brother sent me from Korea. It helps do things...like visualise...things....IP: Logged |
somethingexcellent
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posted November 28, 2013 10:17 PM
I would take a picture of it but...the instructions said not to, or else it will be zapped of its power. It's made of a certain matter...it's not glass. It's like six inches in diametre, enough to fit in my hand.IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 28, 2013 10:29 PM
Four days after me eh? and you’ve also got an aqua sun friend who was born few days before me? Hannie was born one day after me *bats eyelashes*, in a different year ofcourse. You probably know everything about people born around my birth date. My bed is comfy, big frame, contains pillows and blankets(surprise!!surprise!!). I’ve fallen in love with my bed. My bed has witnessed me doing lots of things. IP: Logged |
11nahyt
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posted November 28, 2013 10:37 PM
Lmao ohhh anon , that's nice to know^^ 
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11nahyt
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posted November 28, 2013 10:40 PM
SE that drawing is sooo good. Is it a coincidence that you look best in it? It looks like you took extra time with your character LOL. You just had to try and look more awesome than the other two huh?IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 28, 2013 10:49 PM
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Originally posted by 11nahyt:
Lmao ohhh anon , that's nice to know^^
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somethingexcellent
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posted November 28, 2013 10:51 PM
why, haven't you seen hers? The reason I didn't ask is because I already saw pics of her bed, My black mirror is a black obsidian mirror. Google it. Staring into it, sometimes I can picture things really clearly. He even sent it with a stand... IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 28, 2013 11:09 PM
No, where?when? I’ll be seeing it from close when I get that massage . *googles*....Sounds like a powerful mirror, picturing things? hmm IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness
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posted November 29, 2013 12:00 AM
About second part of realisations:- Did you discover them by yourself, SE ? I was reading about Universal Laws and they said something similar. I have no morals as well, I'm a "pervert" . IP: Logged |
somethingexcellent
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posted November 29, 2013 09:45 AM
Well, anonymidarkness, I was bluffing a liiiittle. My black mirror actually has never worked for me lmAO! I more just let it sit around and look at it sometimes. It's supposed to help you focus on visions so they're more clear when you look into it, like a crystal ball. I don't have visions though, just lunar dreams sometimes.But I still don't want to take a picture of it out of respect for it. Same with my tarot cards, I keep them in a nice little pouch even though I never use them.
 Yeah, those realisations are my own. There's something dangerous about independent thinking, anonymidarkness...you have to wonder, are you enlightened or delusional? How can you tell? The thing is, you can't. My belief in happiness being just as desirable as hatefulness is an unconventional belief. You know who else has unconventional beliefs? The homeless lady I see sometimes wandering the streets. Am I just someone with NPD or am I someone who's figured stuff out? Neither. Both. The only thing for certain is I am an independent thinker.  #ErisLessons quote:
SE that drawing is sooo good. Is it a coincidence that you look best in it? It looks like you took extra time with your character LOL. You just had to try and look more awesome than the other two huh?
LOLL you know meeee...
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