posted December 22, 2013 08:47 AM            

No but seriously, I know what I need to do to open it wide, but eeughhhh it's hardddd wahhhh. It involves repairing relationships in my life and that's just so awkward, I'd rather keep my cool, cold distance. If being distant means having it closed a little, then it can stay closed a little for a while longer.

Do you celebrate Christmas? I'm in Brazil right now, and damn, SEEING PALM TREES IN REAL LIFE IS AMAZINGGGG. Also I opened a present early. I love what I got.

posted December 23, 2013 09:00 AM            

Point is, I have lots of stuff I've been putting off doing which I have to, well, do now. I'll probably definitely check in on some later days, but for now, I feel like it's time to drift off and move on. I feel my experience here is complete, to be honest. And I did get that contact by someone from Lindaland, you know! It still feels weird when you see things happen just as you dreamt them.

Have fun, nymi! This seems so final but who knows, right? I'll remember you fondly! Maybe my fond feelings will pull you back somehow, this life, next life, previous life...time is funny like that, and the earth isn't really so big. Any ways, see you around, anonymidarkness! Remember me fondly too!

posted December 23, 2013 01:33 PM            

Wishing you luck, gossipgirl. I hope everything goes according to your plan. Yeah, there is a right time for everything.

I’ll remember you fondly too. It was fun while it lasted, from the beginning until the end(??) . We’ll meet again someday, in LL or somewhere else, it’s a small world afterall and life is unpredictable. You’ll always remain in my memory.

It’s strange opening up to a person I’ve never met IRL. I’ll always cherish our bond. I hope you come around sometimes.

Merry Christmas 2013 & many more Christmas that will come in your life/lives in the future . I’m sure we’ll meet on the other side someday and look back at this.

posted December 24, 2013 11:43 PM            

I'll be back next year, if you know what I mean

posted December 31, 2013 11:33 PM            

Hopefully 2014 treats us nice and sexy without messing with our emotions :')

lmao I'm a bit drunk so what I just wrote totally makes sense to me atm, but

posted January 01, 2014 01:21 AM            

I too hope so :’) .

posted January 26, 2014 04:14 AM            

*throws fish flakes*

posted January 26, 2014 11:12 AM            

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*throws fish flakes*

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posted January 26, 2014 12:40 PM            

I can sympathize with you. My puppy(6 months old) died a year ago. Which pattern do you like ?
Did you find out who did it? Sounds like you’re going through lot of ****, one after the other.
Which mailman ? the one who saw you wrapped only in a towel? if yes, he must be doing it on purpose .

Was it similar to the sensation of breathing? I never sleep on my back anymore, I sleep on my side. Something chokes me each time I sleep on my back. Something is after you, and I have a feeling it could be that tall dark being you’ve talked about before. Have you done any cleansing or something like that?

Mine has been crappy so far. Miss Succubus returned around Christmas, after 3-4 days I got a weird infection down there ~_~ . I also keep seeing people committing mass suicide in my dreams. They just stare at me and behead themselves with a knife.

posted January 26, 2014 07:21 PM            

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Finally!!! I nearly died of starvation.

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posted January 26, 2014 08:21 PM            

Welcome back, Nahyt !!

Omg you too? Sheesh 2014 seems to be like final destination for animals. What kind of puppy was it? I had a black smoke devon rex kitty... She had that two toned pattern. The color of the torso was lighter (gray)than the face, legs, ears, tail, which were black. But I'm Also a fan of the pointed pattern (think Siamese coloring), but I've always preferred darker colored cats =\.

Did you find out who did it? Sounds like you’re going through lot of ****, one after the other.

I know right! . Allll of this happened in the month of January. And january isn't even over yet. Smh.
I don't know the guy personally, but paypal eventually got to the bottom of it and found out who it was. His name and everything. I looked him up online and one Facebook account came up, though I'm not sure it's him lol..

Which mailman ? the one who saw you wrapped only in a towel? if yes, he must be doing it on purpose .

Idk. There are various mailmen that deliver mail in my building.

Was it similar to the sensation of breathing?

YES! Which is why I didn't even panic. It was oddly relaxing, as if I were about to go into a deep relaxing sleep. ButI opened my eyes, just in case I died or some **** LOL.

I never sleep on my back anymore, I sleep on my side.

The tapping on my shoulder and the choking happened when I was sleeping in my SIDE. I thought I was safe that way, turns out I might not be lmao. The entire last week I've also been seeing things. Like those "from the corner of my eye" thing going on. I keep thinking I saw a huge black roach or some insect on something, and I look and there's nothing there. Or I'm walking around And I'd swear I saw something move, I look, and nothing. Luckily I don't feel scared. At this point I simply say out loud, "w.e you are, you're really pathetic" "just get the f**k out already".

The only reason I didn't mention it possibly being the dark figure from before I s because this time didn't really didn't feel malignant. Just Annoying at most. I haven't done any cleansing yet.

Mine has been returned around Christmas, after 3-4 days I.

.WTF MAN. These things are some serious a**holes...I've been contemplating for the looooongest about installing a camera in my room. Like recording inside my room while I sleep...But I'm sooooo scared to do it. I don't think I can handle having my camera confirm what I believe is going on. I can't afford to move atm, so imma just pretend w.e it is May just be me hallucinating or that it's nothing serious . I'm gonna wear my rose colored glasses for now lmao.

I also keep seeing people committing mass suicide in my dreams. They just stare at me and behead themselves with a knife.

Have you been watching any slasher horror movies lately? Jesus Christ your dreams are always extreme. lets just hope your dreams are simply dreams and not a vision or something.

I’m facing a weird crisis. I keep running out of words in the middle of the sentence when I’m talking and make the other person feel very awkward, lol. I can’t even communicate properly nowadays O.o .

posted January 27, 2014 02:32 AM            

Maybe Zombie Apocalypse is near and our pets took an easy way out .
Japanese Spitz. Maybe I'll get a kitten this time.

YES! Which is why I didn't even panic. It was oddly relaxing, as if I were about to go into a deep relaxing sleep. ButI opened my eyes, just in case I died or some **** LOL.

Those are actually very relaxing at first, then suddenly sh*t happens, I usually feel like something is dragging me.

The tapping on my shoulder and the choking happened when I was sleeping in my SIDE.

That's crazy. I usually feel like I'm more conscious when I'm sleeping on my side.

Maybe something is in the air, I may get to experience something too...wheeee

I don't even tell them to get out , I feel very comfy with them. Other types of ghosts don't even visit me, maybe they're scared of shadow beings lmfao.

WTF MAN. These things are some serious a**holes..

posted January 27, 2014 09:08 AM            

Nah. They actually are people from my past, weird thing is that I actually enjoyed watching them die .

Have any of your dreams turned out to be a vision ?

This happened to me ALL THE TIME for the last two years.

posted January 27, 2014 09:09 AM            

Nah. They actually are people from my past, weird thing is that I actually enjoyed watching them die .

Have any of your dreams turned out to be a vision ?

This happened to me ALL THE TIME for the last two years.

posted January 27, 2014 05:28 PM            

Ummmm yea I think sleeping with clothes on could help your situation. I mean you just lying there in bed looking all easy and what not ..

Those people from your dreams, are they enemies of yours? I've had a few dreams of some people I hated/disliked and they died in my dream. I enjoyed those dreams.. A handful of my dreams turned out to be visions that ended up happening irl. (Not of my enemies though, but other dreams I've had)

Yea I speak very fast. Even though I have the aspects in my chart supports this, I also think it's a cultural thing in my case too. Hispanics in General tend to speak really fast. Especially Caribbeans.

I See SE hasn't come back LOL. He kept his word

posted January 27, 2014 06:59 PM            

I think if they really want to do it then clothes don’t make any difference, but I’m gonna give it a try. You sleep with your clothes on , right ?

No, they weren’t my enemies, they were just acquintances. It felt like they wanted to make me feel guilty. It could just be a meaningless dream.

Yea, that could be the reason.

posted February 02, 2014 12:36 AM            

LOL I've had to deal with the same thing with my dog. Times where I absolutely sensed something close to me, and my dog would be either asleep or playing with a sock or something. Yet there have been times when she's definitely seeing something and looking at 'it', growling at it too, but I don't sense/see anything then LOL... Cats however, are awesome at sensing/seeing. All my life I've dealt with cats. I've had soo many due to many pregnant strays sneaking into my fathers basement, easily over 50 cats/kittens... In fact, my fathers basement and the entire building for that matter was/is haunted. Many of the tenants who've resided or still reside there can tell you of a few ghost encounters they've had...or just creepy **** they've experienced living there. To make things more...Weird, the majority of the stray cats we've had in my fathers basement were black Haha. Only one was light colored. The rest where black or dark colored. IMO, black cats seem to be better at sensing things. Idk. I've had yellow tabby cats, other light colored cats, and the most perceptive ones seemed to be the black ones. I remember one time I was using the bathroom at my fathers place, and I suddenly felt a rush of cold air on my left side, followed by the smell of a perfume/scent IDENTICAL to the one an old lady me and my mother knew wore...who supposedly was a witch. It was her exact same scent. A mix of medicinal notes, masked by cheap perfume. That's what that lady always smelled like lol. Anyway, one of our black cats was walking towards me (I was calling her by making noises) I had the bathroom door open and she got close enough to the area where the cold air was, and then she stiffened..the hair on her lower back and tail stood, her ears flattened..but she stood there. Looking like she was about to bolt, or maybe attatck..Thankfully I wasn't taking a dump so I got up and ran out of there.. My brother also had a similar experience while he was in the same bathroom (not the same day as me). I heard him yell and I come over to him and he's telling me to look at the wall across the door because he sees a shadow of some person . I couldn't see what he was seeing, but I believed him. W.e he was seeing was in the same area I felt that cold air .. I went to my room and got one of my black cats and as I got close to the bathroom my cat FREAKED OUT. Nearly messed up my face had I not moved fast.. I have a scar on my arm from her nails digging in because of how bad she wanted to get away from that area..Her daughter however was not that scared and she jumped on the kitchen table and started to hiss at something I couldn't see. But it seemed like she was hissing at w.e my brother was seeing. When I moved into my mothers new place a few years ago, we took another black kitten and my dog with us to move in. And my kitten would absolutely NOT go into my room at all. No matter how much I forced him to. I'd bring him in and he'd freak out trying to get out of my arms and run out of my room. Yet My dog would walk in like nothing. I knew my mothers place had something weird about it though. I mean, it was abandoned for five years before they remodeled it for us to move in. And the first time we went into the apartment (before moving in any furniture) right when we were leaving the apartment, the light in the bathroom went out, and the toilet seat slammed down lol -_-. My father currently has a few black baby kittens left from Another black stray (this one he actually took in due to the crazy cold weather) and I've been considering taking one to my place just to see if it's sensing anything. I feel safer with cats for some reason lmao...But I know I'm going to get attached to it, and I'm already waiting for my replacement kitten from my breeder. I'm not even supposed to have a dog AND a cat..only one or the other (landlord rules).

I think if they really want to do it then clothes don’t make any difference, but I’m gonna give it a try. You sleep with your clothes on , right ?

I always sleep with some type of clothing. In the winter I wear more.. hot weather, less. But always wearing at least underwear. I tried to sleep naked once and it was very uncomfortable for me.

posted February 02, 2014 04:53 AM            

Dogs are kinda weird, one of my dogs used to lick hands of everyone, even thieves .

50 cats/kittens? O.o . You've been surrounded by creepy stuffs throughout your life eh? shadow people are the only ones that I can usually see *knocks on wood*. I can tell whether a place is haunted or not from the smell of the air. I can also tell whether it is going to rain or not from the smell of the air. Maybe being surrounded by dogs throughout my life has improved my sense of smell.