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Topic: For Orange & Faith
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LeeLoo2014
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posted September 03, 2015 10:23 AM
 
Ah OK sorry for my misunderstanding, glad to hear it was a false alarm.  In this case, I presume the Tower shows your surprise now, when finding out, I don't remember where it was positioned, but I think it was Judgment in there too, total shock and surprise and Hanged man (seeing things in a different light).IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted September 03, 2015 10:30 AM
In three months I got more shocking news than I ever got in my whole life. Not sure when this is gonna end.IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted July 30, 2016 01:33 AM
I know its an old topic but I need to be back with some updates,so here I go.Since September last year, my life has been a living hell. The man I love told me we cannot be together even if we share feelings for each other. I was and still am crushed. Cannot recover. Then, my professional life is even worse. I work between women. My boss is a woman. And she is making my life a living hell. There is no day when she doesnt start yelling at me, mocking me, humilliate me, telling me how stupid and incompetent I am and she treats me like I am an animal. She keeps me after shift and now she asked the high bosses to change my position, to downgrade me BUT to keep working with her as a slave. She wants only to keep mocking me by making me doing all her job. She is the worse. I told the high bosses what she is doing to me but they seem not to listen me.
I dont know what to do. If I quit I am not sure If I can find another job immediately. I cannot work in that department either. I asked to be moved from here. No answer yet and I am desperate. I started getting health issues. Depression is at rise. Please, help me with some advices. Thank you! IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted July 30, 2016 06:55 AM
From what you tell us here, I think you need to get out of there as soon as possible. This environment seems very detrimental to your physical, mental and emotional health. I understand though the fear of finding another job. HOwever can`t you apply to other jobs and if someone is interested in employing you, THEN quit the current one? IP: Logged |
Orange
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posted July 30, 2016 08:05 AM
Hey there Rosalind,
Hugs! long time no see...it's been an year I think. Did he tell you he had feelings for you? Why did he think you cannot be together if you shared the same feelings? TR PLuto has been going over your natal Mars since December last year. Pluto on Mars must be brutal and feels just as you describe it - being tormented/abused.
Then next year, TR Pluto is going to oppose your Sun for another two years. It's not going to get easier, I can say, but Pluto will make you tougher and your life will change after all, for the better.
You have a natal Sun - Mars opposition which gives the native a hot temper. TR Pluto is currently on it, coming to teach you how to surrender and let go unnecessary things that hold you back. One cannot fight Pluto and Pluto's changes, you just need to take it like a solder.
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Rosalind
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posted July 30, 2016 08:13 AM
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Originally posted by Orange:
Hey there Rosalind,
Hugs! long time no see...it's been an year I think. Did he tell you he had feelings for you? Why did he think you cannot be together if you shared the same feelings? TR PLuto has been going over your natal Mars since December last year. Pluto on Mars must be brutal and feels just as you describe it - being tormented/abused.
Then next year, TR Pluto is going to oppose your Sun for another two years. It's not going to get easier, I can say, but Pluto will make you tougher and your life will change after all, for the better.
You have a natal Sun - Mars opposition which gives the native a hot temper. TR Pluto is currently on it, coming to teach you how to surrender and let go unnecessary things that hold you back. One cannot fight Pluto and Pluto's changes, you just need to take it like a solder.
Thank you! IP: Logged |
Orange
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posted July 30, 2016 08:15 AM
R,can you do a short reading for me? In the personal Readings forum, perhaps. Are you using tarot or intuition? IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted July 30, 2016 08:17 AM
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Originally posted by Orange:
R,can you do a short reading for me? In the personal Readings forum, perhaps. Are you using tarot or intuition?
Tarot. And of course I can. Do you have an open topic or something? IP: Logged |
Orange
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posted July 30, 2016 08:18 AM
not yet,I'll just make one over there. Thank you IP: Logged |
Faith
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posted July 30, 2016 10:45 AM
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
From what you tell us here, I think you need to get out of there as soon as possible. This environment seems very detrimental to your physical, mental and emotional health. I understand though the fear of finding another job. HOwever can`t you apply to other jobs and if someone is interested in employing you, THEN quit the current one?
Rosalind, Be kind to yourself.  Let yourself hope. If you have no hope, you will have no willpower to move on to a better place. HOPE that you can find another job, and apply for those jobs. HOPE you can love again and try to create an open space in your life, where love can come in. You have to make space for it. You make space by staying mentally disciplined and not letting yourself dwell in the past. You make space by smiling, dressing up, anticipating a happy future. Just open up that space, if you can? Thanks for coming back with an update. IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted July 30, 2016 11:06 AM
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Originally posted by Faith:
Rosalind,Be kind to yourself. Let yourself hope. If you have no hope, you will have no willpower to move on to a better place. HOPE that you can find another job, and apply for those jobs. HOPE you can love again and try to create an open space in your life, where love can come in. You have to make space for it. You make space by staying mentally disciplined and not letting yourself dwell in the past. You make space by smiling, dressing up, anticipating a happy future. Just open up that space, if you can? Thanks for coming back with an update.
Im in depression. When you work so hard that you end up exhausted, when people tell you you are not enough, your work is not enough, you are a good of nothing, yes, you enter in depression. IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted July 30, 2016 11:28 AM
Rosalind, it`s very understandable. However, now that you analyzed your situation, what are you going to do to change it?
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I hope you know that i did not mean to offend you with that question, or hurt you or annoy you in anyway, I just think that the longer you stay in this toxic situation, the worse you`ll get mentally.
If your depression is however medical, then of course it could be caused by a hormonal disbalance (I think? I am no doctor), and maybe you should have this checked. IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted July 30, 2016 11:36 AM
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Rosalind, it`s very understandable. However, now that you analyzed your situation, what are you going to do to change it?
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I hope you know that i did not mean to offend you with that question, or hurt you or annoy you in anyway, I just think that the longer you stay in this toxic situation, the worse you`ll get mentally.
If your depression is however medical, then of course it could be caused by a hormonal disbalance (I think? I am no doctor), and maybe you should have this checked.
Dunno. Its been a few days since I dont sleep or eat. I cry everyday and I feel hopeless. I feel drained of energy to do anything. IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted July 30, 2016 11:42 AM
Please, go to a doctor, and let yourself get checked for medical reasons. Also you need to talk to someone. Not just on an anonymous forum, as I think you need help beyond this.
Someone who can show you practical ways out of this valley. I am sorry if I come across as preachy, and i donīt pretend to really walk in your shoes, but I feel concerned for you. IP: Logged |
Ceridwen
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posted July 30, 2016 11:43 AM
BTW how often do you take a walk out in nature? IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted July 30, 2016 11:48 AM
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
BTW how often do you take a walk out in nature?
I like to walk. I like to go to bookstores, malls etc. Although sometimes I buy nothing. IP: Logged |
Faith
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posted July 30, 2016 11:50 AM
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Please, go to a doctor, and let yourself get checked for medical reasons. Also you need to talk to someone. Not just on an anonymous forum, as I think you need help beyond this.
Someone who can show you practical ways out of this valley. I am sorry if I come across as preachy, and i donīt pretend to really walk in your shoes, but I feel concerned for you.
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Ceridwen
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posted July 30, 2016 11:54 AM
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Originally posted by Rosalind:
I like to walk. I like to go to bookstores, malls etc. Although sometimes I buy nothing.
No, not with a purpose or destination. Just taking a walk out there, to breathe more freely, to be close to nature, or whatever. You might be different than me, but for me it always helps to bring things back into perspective. Especially when oak trees are around, they seem to give me strength and balance. But okay, maybe I am just a weird case. But it helps me free my head from the baggage of the day ESPECIALLY if I am worried about something or annoyed (sometimes it takes longer than on other days, but I need that regularly, just as I regularly need to meditate, or I lose my centre) IP: Logged |
Yin
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posted August 07, 2016 12:43 PM
Rosalind, I just want to give you some love regarding your love and your present work situation. I know how you feel. I have a very similar to your synastry with someone. It's breaking my heart and crushing my soul right now.
I hope you find some solace in the knowing that you are not alone and that karmic lessons are often hard but we are supposed to overcome them. There are better days ahead, hang in there. August is a tough month because of the Mars-Saturn conjunction in Sag. The conjunction is all over my Sag planets so I am feeling it acutely. IP: Logged |
Yin
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posted August 07, 2016 01:16 PM
Rosalind, this may help you like it's helping me to listen to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WVEhNHIzJecIP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted August 08, 2016 04:44 PM
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Originally posted by Yin:
Rosalind, I just want to give you some love regarding your love and your present work situation. I know how you feel. I have a very similar to your synastry with someone. It's breaking my heart and crushing my soul right now.
I hope you find some solace in the knowing that you are not alone and that karmic lessons are often hard but we are supposed to overcome them. There are better days ahead, hang in there. August is a tough month because of the Mars-Saturn conjunction in Sag. The conjunction is all over my Sag planets so I am feeling it acutely.
Thank you but, I dont care anymore about anything. Everything that I am going through has killed my soul and my entire being. There is no hope for me anymore.
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Yin
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posted August 09, 2016 10:34 AM
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Originally posted by Rosalind:
Thank you but, I dont care anymore about anything. Everything that I am going through has killed my soul and my entire being. There is no hope for me anymore.
 That can' be true. Your soul is still there and still beautiful, it's just hurt. There is hope, there is a future - please have faith! IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted August 09, 2016 01:04 PM
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Originally posted by Yin:
That can' be true. Your soul is still there and still beautiful, it's just hurt. There is hope, there is a future - please have faith!
You don't know me. Please, give those advices to someone else. I don't need them.
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Yin
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posted August 09, 2016 03:47 PM
Rosalind, no, I don't know you. I just feel compassion for you. I am sorry that you are hurting and that you feel no hope. I wish I can infect people with hope so this never happens to anyone.
My intentions are good. I'm sorry that I can't do more for you. IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted July 30, 2026 10:07 PM
Hello all and hello Orange and Faith. It's been a while. Remember Orange when you told me I would meet the love of my life in 10-12 years? It happened. I just wanted you to know that. Hope you are well. You too, Faith! Thank you for your insight.IP: Logged |
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