posted August 28, 2007 11:03 PM         

There's this guy I met online years ago when I was very young and it was great, I never felt so connected to someone in my life...and then things went awry and we stopped talking for like 3 years. Now we've reconnected, and we're older, wiser...and our feelings haven't changed. I'm in a relationship now that feels like a dead end to me and the reality is that I'm just not happy...should I become hopeful about the man online? Is it possible that he is the one I should wait for? Or am I just drawing conclusions based on the fact that he fills an emotional void created by the dissipation of my current relationship?

Bdate: 10/26/1986..9:43am

posted August 29, 2007 02:31 AM         

Thanks for the reading! I will respond more later. I'm terribly sorry that I didn't respond to you sooner, I have been busy. But I will try to write more tomorrow afternoon. I did enjoy it though. It was quite helpful in the part about "You can if you wish to lower yourself to accepting or wanting another but this person is rather beneath you. This person is not as self realized and has few clues as to who you ARE" That really helped me because I am in love with two men and one of them I would be lowering myself to be with him so I feel much better about being with the one that I am actually with. I'm glad that you picked up on that.

Many blessings,

posted August 29, 2007 01:21 PM         

nattie33 - i am glad that the reading can help you with your situation.

xrarax - you are so very welcomed.

Tux - I will try to pull a few cards about your daughter later on today if that is okay with you.

alanabelle86 - i will do a reading for you later on today also, if that is okay with you.

posted August 29, 2007 07:53 PM         

Heart of the Matter, the Conflict, the Dynamics between Tuxedo Meow & Jennifer that has created the issue:
1. Knight of Wands
pusuing adventures, clarifying ambiguity, making a living by assuming risks and solving problems, throwing all your effort into achieving a goal.

2. Knave of Chalices
youthful energy, confidence, spending time with old friends, bringing honesty and sincerity to bear on a situation, being yourself.

How Tuxedo perceives Jennifer, public position of Jennifer, impression Jennifer wants to make:
3. 8 of Pentacles
playfulness, happy confidence, a willingness to believe in the goodness of others, loyalty, a sincere belief in one's own ability to achieve one's goals.

How Jennifer perceives Tuxedo, public position of Tuxedo, impression Tuxedo wants to make:
4. 9 of Swords (reversed)
using information in hopes of manipulating others, saying one things while thinking another, hiding fault, being "two-faced" or insincere.

What Jennifer consciously thinks and feels. Jennifer's ideal outcome:
5. 10 of Swords
claiming or acknowledging victory, celebrating the achievement of a difficult objective, travel into unknown territory (literal or psychological), making a final decision.

What Tuxedo conscioiusly thinks and feels. Tuxedo's ideal outcome:
6. 8 of wands (reversed)
focusing exclusively on the present, resisting change, failing to set appropriate long-term goals, having no desire to improve yourself or your situation.

What Jennifer unconsciously thinsk and feels. Deeper motivation.
7. Queen of Pentacles
taking proper care of the money or talents you inherit, taking pride in your personal appearance and station in life, exploring your feelings about wealth, healty sexuality.

What Tuxedo unconsciously thinks and feels. Deeper motivations.
8. The Chariot
claiming victory, exercising good management skills, embracing advancement and evolution, pursuing a reward for work well-done, pursuing excellence.

Guidance for Jennifer. what Jennifer should do to reach its ideal:
9. The Sun
seeking agreement, making friends, giving and receiving affection, expressing love, honorable actions, experiencing extreme joy and success.

Guidance for Tuxedo. what Tuxedo should do to reach its ideal:
10. The Empress (reversed)
taking credit for products and success to which you have no claim, slothfullness, disconnection from nature and the natural world, sterility.

Guidance for both Jennifer and Tuxedo. Key to understanding the conflict. How they might compromise.
11. 2 of Wands
resting, reflecting, admitting you need a break, knowing when to back off, pausing to reflect on your achievements, taking time for yourself.

Outcome if situation continues as is:
12. The Devil (reversed)
descent into perversion, perpetuating or being distracted by agitation, allowing your viewpoint or approach to be dictated by hatred or other negative emotions.

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alanabelle86 - I'm just going to do a couple's spread for you and the online guy since you posted birthdays and you can decide from the reading whether it's worth it or not. (alanabelle86-6, onlineman-19/10/1)
Why alanabelle86 loves onlineman:
He is the clone of your knight in shining armour and has a further advantage: he arouses the strongest emotions and heart palpitations in you, enough to make you faint.

How alanabelle86 loves onlineman:
Excited by a desire that perhaps you are not even conscious of, ou display a real masters talent for the erotic. Your weapons of attack: pouting, provocations and malice.

Why onlineman loves alanabell86:
After a long and difficult period you feel that you have finally found the right woman. You want a union and to be a couple. With her by your side you feel motivated and stronger.

How onlineman loves alanabelle86:
Some people call you a chauvinist because you let yourself be served and spoiled. In exchange you offer serenity, guarantee the relationship will last and provide substantial material advantages.

Your story together: The beginning:
It started as a game perhaps out of spite or boredom. You both survive but wearily, between crises, uncertainties and restlessness.

Your story together: The situation:
Even in moments of crisis, your resources are your dreams. You love each other greatly and you hang onto that feeling but your pleasure in drama often leads you astray.

Your story together: The outcome:
A relationship destined to end, with a sigh of relief on both sides. The absolute incompatiblity of characters would do nothing except distance you further from each other.

I believe the question you ended on in your post was your own answer. Trust your intuition.

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posted August 30, 2007 06:37 PM         

i just wanted to let you all know that if i do readings anymore - i will NO longer incorporate reversals and i will NOT be using my Davinci Tarot Deck here anymore.

posted September 01, 2007 01:34 PM         

But in the meantime I pulled an Animal Spirit card for you to see what kind of energy you should bring into your situation.

I got: Raven.
"Raven
Raven has long been known as the magical bird the one who carries our messages and our prayers to spirit. Raven has been called a shape-shifter, and his message to you today is one of change--expect the unexpected, but know that Raven is flying close and will help you transform life's challenges into lifes greatest blessings. "

posted September 10, 2007 08:48 AM         

I have just one more question, sorry! I'll owe you a huge bag of gratitude when this is done however...just one more question..

So things are leaning towards online man, we're probably going to meet up at some time. That's a definite, actually. I'm trying to finish school here and I'm confused about whether I should go after this..and take a chance or if I should just chalk it up to me getting carried away with my emotions again... I know it said I see this guy like a knight in white armour which I do...

The outcome seems like something was picked up about my boyfriend. We are absolutely incompatible souls, and I think that we cling together for so long because the relationship (good or bad) was so dynamic it made us feel that this is what SHOULD be...not necessarily what we in fact want...

I'm planning to break it off with my boyfriend..there's no communication, he doesnt care about me at all. This is literal, since I asked him and he said "frankly I don't give a F___ ...)
**EDIT:

We broke up, I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders...

Anyway, that's random...

I was going to ask for some insight into the next 2 years and whether onlineman will play a large role or slip into the background...

Me
October 26, 1986 9:43a

Onlineman
May 1, 1984 1:29p

Boyfriend
December 15, 1985 12:29a

posted September 22, 2007 03:25 AM         

Things have changed again (this time another man appeared in my life and I think this person holds a key for this situation). I would like to request another reading, if anyone is willing. I think I am missing the point the Universe is trying to make. So I am asking, again, for guidance in my love life. I am trying to make some sense of it, but it seems I am missing a few pieces. I am more interested in the long-term potential and a general outlook.
What is the purpose for everything that has happened, what do I need to learn from it and what is going to come out of this situation?
Thank you!!

posted September 24, 2007 06:30 PM         

SEVENEIEGHTORANGE:
Position 1 - Female:
Why you love:
Your need for love causes you to fall in love even with those who don't even see you. Reality doesn't matter, you are happy to hope, dreaming at least from a distance of the man in your heart.

Position 2 - Female:
How you love:
Your love is like the wind: it always blows in difference directions. FAced with a rapid courtship you respond with passion but if the signal diminishes you immediately loose interest.

Position 3 - Male: Why you love:
You are very jealous but teh rivalry intrigues you. She is very much courted by the game doesn't worry you, at least until she shows you off as the preferred one...

Position 4 - Male: How you love:
Sex is your strong point and you use ti to conduct and dominate the relationship. Transgression is a must, and whoever is at your side either accepts this or misses out.

Position 5 - Your story together: The beginning:
You both come from a very rewarding situation, a kind of Eden that neither of you really realized. The knowledge that you have lost it ignites the desire to find it again.

Position 6 - Your story together: the situation.
There are plenty of troubles and ups and downs but reciprocal patience and trust have been of grat help to both of you. together you can overcome anything.

Position 7 - Your story together: The outcome.
If you don't spice things up a bit, it could all end in nothing. Fear of changing plans blocks any attempt before it is born. Reciprocal coldness and disinterest.

IZODESMOZINA - I'm going to do a reading for you as if you are single.
Position 1 - yesterday: 8 - Crazy Love
Confused actions and destructive passions have destroyed your youthful side. You are a person who has "lived" and you will not allow yourself to be easily caught, even less so by the flames of love.

Position 2 - today: 25 - Love that has ended
You are still in the separation or break-up stage and are single by definition, but there is a lot of dead wood still in your heart. You don't like to admit it but you still feel quite connected to your ex.

Position 3 - tomorrow:
If it depended on you, you would do otherwise, but in order not to loose contact with a person who means something to you, you must content yourself with an intense but chaste friendship. Amorous fantasies that lead nowhere.

As to what do you need to learn from it and what is going to come of this situation:
Don't confuse your emotions with love. Nothing is stabilized. Your journey is just beginning.

JUPITERSGIRL - I saw your posting and I think the advice you were given by Lucia23 was pretty good. To add - here is the advice: Play your aces with cunning and lightheartedness. The person you are thinking about is overwhelmed by the very same emotions you are experiencing.

LISSAJANE - I knew my birthday mate would find them! My b-day is 12/18 and I misplace stuff quite a bit but always find them. He is lucky to have you.

GEMINILOVER75 - I can understand finding tarot scary but above and beyond all else - we do have free will so no matter what a tarot reading may say - you make that ultimate choice to follow or not follow the reading. Add to that - you are never given more than you can handle so whatever you choose - I know you can pull through. Just believe in yourself, your intuition, your decision. Peace and blessings and best of wishes with everything.
OK - so is your question whether or not you should go on the trip because I think you should go and NOT worry about what is going to be when you get back. If anything - put your stuff in storage and then you won't have to stress yourself out so much. Go to Australia and have a GREAT time - worry free! Is your question whether or not you should ask your mother to hold your stuff - chances are, with all the worrying about what your mother will say - you already got through the hard-part / the worse she might say and how you will feel if she says exactly what you think she will say. So - if you are that concerned - ask, I don't think it will be as bad as you have already imagined it will be. Needless to say - I think that your trip to Australia will be very good for you two so don't back down. OK - that is my two cents on that so i will now go on and do the reading.

This is a life direction spread from Aeclectic:

Question:
Knight of Wands - Leaving

Significant Factor to Consider:
2 of Wands - Inconvenience

1 - Your True Purpose (symbolic, intuitive):
9 of Chalices - excessive welfare

2 - What You Are Supposed to Be Doing Right Now(sense of the present):
2 of Swords - Guide, protection

3 - Best Course of Action to Take Now (action that needs to be developed):
4 of Pentacles - stability, great certainty

4 - What Will Be Your Area of Discovery:
Death - Change, Transformation

Advice for True Purpose (card 1):
The Lovers - choice in emotional matters, need for a decision

Advice for What Your Are Supposed to be Doing Right Now (card 2):
King of WAnds - council and maturity

Advice for Best Course of Action to Take Now (card 3):
5 of Wands - Victory against superior strength

Advice for What Will Be Your Area of Discovery (card 4):
Knave of Wands - friendly messenger, unexpected news

Personal Reward / Gains / Benefits for You:
Knave of Pentacles - young man with new and brilliant ideas

Base Card - reason for your inquiry:
The Fool - Detachment from Earthly Worries

ALANABELLE86 - i'm going to do a couple's spread for you and the online man again but i started to do readings for you guys and my computer shut down. I do remember alanabelle86 that your reading said that the outcome would be a passion that would turn to friendship HOWEVER since i didn't write it down - i will have to do it again and see what happens. btw - school is very important. for some people, once you stop going - it is much more difficult to go back later on than to keep going as you are now - please keep this in mind.

Position 1 - Female: Why you love:
30 - Paris
He is a hurricane who intrigues you and who agitates every cell in your body. At his side you feel young, alive and full of energy.

Position 2 - Female: How you love:
29 - Nausicaa
Your feelings are young, playful and still inexperienced. You give your heart with tenderness and complicity but the responsibility frightens you and passion intimidates you.

Position 3 - Male: Why you love:
13 - Fatal Love
Her fragility and sweetness make you feel more adult and protective. At her side you become the romantic hero with a great ambition in life.

Position 4 - Male: How you love:
18 - Dubious Love
You don't put much of your heart into the relationship but in bed you are a real tiger! The past experieences you have collected have not all been in vain. They have nonetheless sowed doubts and substantial restlessness.

Position 5 - Your story together - The beginning:
33 - Eros and Aphrodite
You both come from a very rewarding situation, a kind of Eden that neither of you really realized. The knowledge that you have lost it ignites the desire to find it again.

Position 6 - Your story together - The situation:
31 - Arthur
You both have constructive projects and neither of you move too fast or risk making false moves. The search for advantages and confirmations can make you loose sight of your emotions.

Position 7 - Your story together - The outcome:
12 - Love Discovered
The differences in character are undeniable, and external events keep you apart. However with a small combined effort you will surprise everyone and get back together.

Additional Advice to Keep In Mind:
32 - Queen of Sheba
If you miss the person you love, fight the anger, pride, apathy and fear. Find him and you will see that he is also looking for you.

LOVELIGHT - i also did a reading for you before i read that you wanted to know something about a relationship - the reading i did said something along the lines of Lucia 23's, the RAven reading you received - key part being transformation. I will do a reading for you as if you are single and you can go from there.

Position 1 - Yesterday:
an incendiary infatuation that has turned your life upside down, but the exaggerated passion with which you have conducted this affair has made the object of your longing run away. An engine will seize up with too much gas.

Position 2 - Today:
Having teased a special person for quite a time, you are starting to realize you have fallen for them. Unfortunately s/he has made his/her choice and you are not included in his/her plans.

Position 3 - Tomorrow:
There is nothing for it, you are a tough piece and you will continue to remain so. If you venture into a relationship without believing in it, a break-up is guaranteed. Deceptions and pride still hurt a lot.

Advice:
Enjoy the present happines fully and with gratitude, enabling others to participate on account of your joy.

posted September 25, 2007 12:00 AM         

My question is: "How does The Pisces Moon Man feel about me and what should I do?"

posted September 25, 2007 03:30 AM         

Thank you very much! Right on the spot, as usual!! Ok, it seems all I can do is wait and keep it to myself, which is not something new, but I guess I was hoping for a little encouragement that I am headed in the right direction. For sure, the Universe doesn't let me get bored with my love life! I guess this is the Pluto transit in action LOL. I hope things evolved positively for you!! Best wishes to you, Amisha!