posted June 21, 2006 09:50 PM            

*don't make me turn this car around!!!

*Just wait until your father gets home!

*Do you want to test me?

posted June 21, 2006 10:35 PM            

Great Smoking Mirror

Reflections

The Teaching

Great smoking Mirror is a widley used teaching of the Mayans and is sometimes taught by the Cheyenne and Pawnee. The Mayans say,"I am another one of Yourself." In this manner the Mayans stress that every life-form reflects every other life form and that all originate from the same Original Source. The smoking mirrors concept of UNITY can eliminate all types of grandiose/elitist idaes that evolved in the Fourth World of Separation. If every Two- legged would see all other humans as unique expressions of oneself, we would have no basis for quarreling or war.

posted June 21, 2006 10:43 PM            

Here it is...

quote:

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listen Lotus.. since this is the thread for petty bickering, and you seem to be latching onto it like a piglet at its mothers ( and fathers?) breast.. let's get this out.

No, The FACTS, as you call them have not been aired.
The blame, the excuses, the pettiness, the accusations, the random tearing apart of others.. for whatever personal reason, the insults, the opinions, the holiness, the forgiveness ( we'll see), the assumptions have been aired.....
and reaired, and aired some more.
People have the ability to draw their own conculsions.. which I wholly appreciate.

So what you say... over and over again.. are YOUR conclusions.....
going within, and asking about it, sure. it works for you ( and how's that working for you?) HOWEVER.... your propensity to put words in others mouths and demand things.. and inexcuse, and not accept forgiveness.. not that I am offering an apology to you. been there, done that, you're still as closed minded and fanatical as anyone can ever be.... I don't request forgiveness for the opinions I have had for you.
I am closed to this.

If you are wondering what I have said about you in frustration over there... I will tell you...
go ahead and open up any thread where you have gone in to bicker with me, and you will see what I wrote about you... the same stuff I wrote TO YOU.
Can't handle it? Then step off.
I have ignored for the most part, and i have stayed out of your way.. but the slightest discord between myself ( or anyone) and you are right there.. like you are monitering every post with my involvement, just to jump on me with your self dictated BS... and you continually think I care what you think of me ( like you know anything about me) or my lifestyle.....
I am plain sick of your love and light bullsh!T when you don't play the part you speak.
You are a self righteous fanatic who has issues with others.. and you jam them where they don't belong.
You have littered pages and pages with insults and then jump on people who call you on it.
and you wonder why we needed a place to get away?
You are a troll. the worst kind. the opinionated kind. the kind who doesn't listen, just speaks ( trite) the kind who literally seeks out chaos, just to feed the fire.
Think about that next time you go on about the world and how we are getting away from the good....
you are contributing to that with every negative post.. and there are so many, don't make me quote you.
You talk a big game..... about peace.. I have yet to see you contribute to that if it means people disagree with you. (* and they will!)

You say 'look within' and if we say we have, you apparently don'yt think we're doing it right, because you wil just remind us that it's not the same way you do, therefore it can't be valid.
You push a lot of good words out of a crusty heart.
Therefore they aren't believeable.
I'd rather push a lot of crusty words out of a good heart.
And so i have.

Back off with your BS.
If this is the bickering thread, then you got it, sister.

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and again

From Lotus; Pixie..why so upset??

Go look at all your pictures..You are beautiful..may be that will make you feel
better!. ...

I am a very happy person..and for good reason..I don't say things..like that's scary..or I'm afraid..for I have NO FEAR..
I have found Truth..GOD source..and walk
in LOve and LIght..

this upsets U???

quote:

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First of all.. go look at my pictures, I am beautiful?
That has to do with.. what exactly?
Certainly, I work in the beauty industry, but the first thing I preach is to love yourself, forgive yourself, don't be fooled by the standards foolishly set for us.... the inner is what counts.

What you said right there does not upset me.
What you say to everyone else bothers me.
Your denial of any wrongdoing, and adherance to blind morals that encompass no understanding..... none whatsoever, you are so quick to condemn, yet not hold yourself to the same standards you preech repeatedly.... you stand by nothing but a thin sense of self righteousness, but make sure we all know your opinion on our actions.....
How is this loving?
loving is not telling something they are an axhole, and then saying "but I love you anyway" and then calling them liars in the next post.
Stand by your convictions for once.. don't claim you have no part to play in any unfolding, you are just ( tears tears tears) defending yourself from a rabid pack of wolves....
The only wolf is courage to not just ignore it... to not run away.. to not learn anything from repeated lessons...
See, I already know you will deflect anything I say and claim martyrdom... I have learned.

But I will not watch you pick apart people I care about, with something you know next to nothing about, other than your own safe projections that have no base in reality.
You literally don't know, so don't claim you do.
I know, They know....
Perhaps Mother and Father know, but they certainly aren't going to whisper any wisdom in your ear, because you are deaf to anything that goes against what you preach, yet don't act on.

Don't worry about forgiveness, I don't need it from you. It won't help anything, you will continue to deny and continue on the same action that has me seething in the first place.
Forgiveness is learning.. and you have proven you don't do that beyond your comfort level.

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posted June 21, 2006 10:45 PM            

which is why I figured that thread ( where I had had ENOUGH of her unwelcome tidbits of judgement) since it was the 'bickering' thread, I'd lay it on out AGAIN for her.

posted June 21, 2006 10:48 PM            

Not to continue with this BS game.. but I think it's quite obvious that you are missing something inside.. again.. I am judging you in response to your judgements.

posted June 21, 2006 10:49 PM              

why are you so upset???

posted June 21, 2006 10:50 PM            

Shall I show you where you talked about me as well?
Big whoop.
Let's not play that guilt game, as I am not the least bit guilty about airing my obvious frustrations with you.

I believe the difference here is that I HAVE said it to you... and when you wouldn't let up, I also b!tched about it elsewhere.

posted June 21, 2006 10:53 PM            

You aren't killing me with fake kindness here, you're either sincere or faking it.. and when you insult someone and then tell them you love them, it's BS.

Truth would certainly be a nice change of topic for you.

posted June 21, 2006 10:58 PM            

yeah, we'll see.

Forgive me for what? Responding to your inane insane rantings like any sane person would?

posted June 21, 2006 11:01 PM              

http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum19/HTML/000131.html

it seems like the kindred spirits club....magus, pixelpixie, peajie, fayte.....

they all come out of their way to irritate lotusheart......when they already had a website of their own where they could escape her.....

this doesnt make any sense to me......

posted June 21, 2006 11:11 PM            

This is simply the reference here.. someone had come on in to my thread with a request, after many many that I had outlined again and again, my post to her is about halfway down the page.
* just for reference.. from luvlygirl.. ( sorry to bring you into this, nothing personal, just as a reference) http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum10/HTML/001974-4.html

then Lotus comes in about here... keep in mind I hadn't spoken to her in quite some time, she just came in to feed the fire.
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum10/HTML/001055-17.html

Not to mention digging up other threads that perhaps you haven't dug up yet, in your zealousness to defame people.
( that sort of bothers me right there, Petron... do you like chaos? Wouldn't you rather people had their say without constant defending?
Are you a Lawyer or something?)