posted January 08, 2014 01:57 AM            

For me the Strength card is highly sexual, maybe a bit less in this deck but it still has that sexual note in it. Actually I found this combo very sexual but I do like what you said and it rings true for him. He likes it when people can get to the point and not dilly-dally in their speech or prance around an issue. He also isn't much for small talk, which is fine because neither am I, sometimes it nice, but it can be really annoying.

My worst experiences with some men have all had Capricorn moons, I've learned to prickle at that placement. I suppose I can understand it as type of a repression. This freezing and repression of emotions I know well, but I also have a tendency to often speak my mind, without a filter. A co-worker just the other day said to me "You know you don't have to say everything that's on your mind, right?" So I guess I let enough go that it's not as debilitating as the others. A friend of mine is Cancer sun with Moon in Aqua (29 degrees, almost in Pisces), so this explanation of yours helps me to understand her inability to let go. She loves all these Disney movies and I think she would like the song you linked as it has a similar feel. It sort of reinforces this idea of holding on the past (childhood, for her) happy feelings, a time of hope etc.

"It was just a moment, okay, a few moments"
If I had Jude Law stare at me for a couple of minutes I think I would be out celebrating lol! No wonder the other girl was practically climbing all over you! You should've winked at him coquettishly (I feel like you would pull that off very well). Please say you winked at him!!

posted January 18, 2014 07:39 AM            

"or me the Strength card is highly sexual, maybe a bit less in this deck but it still has that sexual note in it."
Yes, for me as well. A strong healthy physical/ sexual energy and dynamic.
But the "light/ radiant kind of passion".
I think Imust elaborate on that, cause I feel that passion can come in many forms, and there are especially two main distinctions for me.

One would be the dark, brooding kind of passion, pulling you inwards, more internal (to then blow up). More the Moon-Venus-Pluto-kind.

And then there is this other kind of passion, brimming with life and spark, and radiating outwards, cannot be contained inside, but just spreads. To me that feels more in tune with Sun-Venus-Mars.

And THAT knd of passion to me is signified by the Strenght-card. Dynamic, life giving, energizing and so on.

"It sort of reinforces this idea of holding on the past (childhood, for her) happy feelings, a time of hope etc."
Yes, sometimes i think the holding on to is not so much in terms of the other person, but maye more so like they used to make me feel. Wanting to hold on to this feeling I cherished.

People change, and sometimes they change in a way that doesn`t fit with us anymore, but too often we fail to accept that change, and just hold on to something that isn`t not even ther anymore, just the shadow of a memory.

One of my greatest lessons: live in the moment, the now.

I have made remarkable progress in that regard fro the last one and a half years or so, but now and then I do have my relapses.
Because sometimes something was just so joyful and happy and carefree that I do not want it to end. Like the week in England.
Knowing it HAD to end (cause life needs to flow), filled me with sadness and I had to literally mourn that time. which is another reason I could not write back instantly. I needed to put some mental distance between me and that. Or maybe emotional distance. No clue.

Now it is in the past, where it belongs.

Venus retrograde, hu? LOL

My natal Saturn is retrograde on 16.57 Cancer and my pr Moon is ucrrently on 16-17 Cancer too. no wonder I guess.

"You should've winked at him coquettishly (I feel like you would pull that off very well). Please say you winked at him!!"
Nah, I didnīt wink at him.

However, sometimes my facial expression gets a certain look, like I am telling someone with a big smile: "I know the truth. But your secret is safe with me. Don`t worry."
I never really conciously know what that truth or secret is, but people have commented on that, that I just seem to "know", whatever there is to know.
I suppose I might have looked back at him that way.
Cause no way would I have averted my eyes when he looked at me.
Well as a matter of fact I did once or twice, to look at some of the others, too, when they were speaking. lol

"4 swords- ace of swords- knight of Pentacles
I feel like I sparked some mental activity"
Yes, I think so, too. Swords are very mental. But 4 of swords is also a "rest-card", so no matter what is going on in the mind, he didnt really show his thoughts, did he?

Well, on another note, I was being curious about a recent development, and asked if X and Y are in a relationship

posted January 18, 2014 04:17 PM            

Moon - Page of Pentacles - Strenght

posted January 23, 2014 07:43 PM            

Knave of Wands- Queen of wands - 10 of swords

So then I asked my Lenormand cards the same questions cuz I was like huh????? I got;

Dog-House-Mountain

posted January 26, 2014 06:03 AM            

"Ok I want to say X and Y are not in a relationship. If anything I would say it's been a recent break up."
That was my impression, too, but it surprised me.

") but with the Moon it looks kinda like falling in love and not realizing it."
LOL I think that makes actually sense.

" It's very 5th house. You have this zest for life and everything looks brighter again, suddenly you can accomplish everything (and maybe you can until reality sets in lol)."
Exactly!

As much as I like the Plutonic brooding type as portrayed in movies sometimes, it is really THIS type of falling in love that makes me feel alive.
Though actually my 5th house type of falling love is actually Saturn-Pluto. lol
maybe it is not possible tor eally separate the two for me.

".I can see sex here lol. If sex does happen I would say it would be a good mix of passion and playfulness, feeling the love without saying it."
LOL
I would like that, and it would make sense.
Though I donīt think sex is realy in the cards right now.

But I was just remembering the way he looked at me, last time we met, and I was surprised at how kind, warm and soft that expression in his eyes and voice was. I donīt know I am the last one to assume someone might like me or have some sort of sympathy for me. But this was what it felt like. WEll at least I did not see any kind of dislike in his eyes. LOL or disdain. Or boredom.

Still I am probably delusional and interpreting it wrongly. So I was asking the cards what the expression in his eyes there was (meaning) and what he did feel about me in that moment (it is always just a moment, we know that).

I got

Empress - 9 of pentacles - Hierophant

posted January 26, 2014 06:07 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Need a bit of help with this spread bc it's a bit strange to me, asked why 'my boy' has been giving me more attention for the past few days and got

Knave of Wands- Queen of wands - 10 of swords

So then I asked my Lenormand cards the same questions cuz I was like huh????? I got;

Dog-House-Mountain

He's lonely? It doesn't seem sexual I don't think...maybe with the wands but I'm not sure.

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Hmm, the first two seem to speak of attraction and a spark being renewed for him. However what about the 10 of swords?
I don`t really know to be honest.
Maybe he feels beaten or conquered or struck down by the attraction?
he doesn`t really want it, and in a way is suffering because of this?

posted January 27, 2014 04:01 AM            

[q]Hmm, the first two seem to speak of attraction and a spark being renewed for him. However what about the 10 of swords?
I don`t really know to be honest.
Maybe he feels beaten or conquered or struck down by the attraction?
he doesn`t really want it, and in a way is suffering because of this?[/q]

posted January 27, 2014 04:35 AM            

3 of Discs- The Magician- Judgement

posted February 06, 2014 10:30 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Bleh. I don't like this one. Asked "Provided that I eat healthy and stick to a workout regimen, what will I look like by the end of the month (Feb)?"

Tower- 6 of swords- Page of swords

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posted February 06, 2014 04:22 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Yea I know, but I like looking feminine. I'm scared the swords mean I'll look really skinny and waifish.

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posted February 06, 2014 06:37 PM            

Queen of Swords- page of rods- Hermit

posted February 08, 2014 09:45 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Took your advice, asked how I can make my body continue to look more feminine even after losing fat. (Not weight, but fat).

Queen of Swords- page of rods- Hermit

This is just terrible lol! I'm not even sure what the Hermit would indicate but it looks like a journey for a vision quest.

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I'm not sure with these.... Also, your body is a given shāpe. So it will have to come from hair cuts, clothes, movement, etc.

posted February 10, 2014 05:06 PM            

3 of Rods- 6 of Rods- Strength

A couple of days ago I mentioned wanting to lose weight/get fitter for my friend's wedding and so I asked how he felt/thought when I mentioned the wedding. Like did he just take it in as information or did he think about the possibility of going with me or if he didn't care at all...
Maybe that was a bit of a vague question, but my intention was to see if it made him think of being my date. A moment in time kind of question.

posted February 11, 2014 01:41 AM            

Chem:
Queen of Rods- Knight of Rods- 10 of cups

Bio:
3 of cups- 4 of rods- 7 of swords
I'm wondering if this means I'll cheat lol..

posted February 12, 2014 02:55 AM            

HOwever, for now, well I am going to see Mr Sag on a stage again in 2 weeks or so (actually I plan seeing the musical twice, and not just because of him, but because the musical is so amazing and I need to get out of my rut a little).

So, since we did have a little chat some months ago, I wsa wondering that if he should recognize me, how he would react to it and if he would like me being there.

I got

Ace of Cups - Hermit - Lovers