posted October 06, 2013 06:21 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:

I think Justice refers to your own perception of the even tonight, but the ace and the 3 of wands are definitely positive. The 3 of wands to me is often karma returning 3 fold and usually in a good way, especially in this case preceded by an ace and then the ace of cups (my favorite). I think here you are giving yourself to the music (if I understand correctly, or at least in terms of your enjoyment)and finding that you rather like it

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Yes, I did like it immensely.
Actually it was a huge disappointment when it was over. The time was just flying by!

I didn`t expect that before, cause just when I had to leave home I detected that apparently I was having a programm installed on my computer that di dnot belong there (Mipony or something like that), I deinstalled it, but was not really feeling that great leaving home.

And then, I was wearing the white blouse with the black dots, and unlike last week, it made me feel, I donīt know, vulnerabl in a way, almost naked. It was strange, maybe just the mood Iwas in. I felt a little bit fragile emotionally. One wrong look or word and I might have experienced the evening very differently and drowned in a flood of tears. I felt like a Cancer and not like a Sag!
Needless to say that that made me feel rather defenceless, like something had taken the shell away from me and hid it somewhere, so I couldnīt access it.

Luckily noone looked at me the wrong way.
As a matter of fact the right man looked at me in a pretty right way.

NOthing huge or important really, but I wsa worried that I might overdoing it (seeing him on stage on two subsequent saturdays, though different cities, different events) and that I might pose some kind of nuisance or being simply pathetic (I REALLY have to work on that unbased fears. Cause seriously, if I decide to see anyone several times on stage and am willing to even pay for it, it should be a damned flattering COMPLIMENT!).

Now usually there would be no worry, but the gentleman has the knack of kind of spotting me (even though I am not doing anything outrageously to get his attention; I am just being there, that`s all).

However, judging from that strangely pleased smile, I guess, I am okay, and not needing to worry so much about me being there too often.
OF course I still can be considered a little silly.

But it was alright, at least it didn`t shake my fragile balance too much yesterday (at least not into the direction of me dissoloving into tears).

And the other people were nice to me as well. It is really not often that I am THAT oversensitivte to reactions of my environment, but yesterday was one of these days.

posted October 06, 2013 01:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Twirl:
So was it Evita then?

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Yes. And it was the right decision. I did not even think of the other one while being there.
Of course it also is true that there was a bit of an uncomfortable feeling attached to it, but usually in this respect feeling uncomfortable is good for my inner development.

I was completely in awe and amazement of the whole show actually. So much that I would like to write a little review of what I thought was outstanding direction ideas, and maybe add one or two questions, that I am not clear about (what it means), though I don`t know if it can or would be answered.
But it just was THAT good, yes.
So good in fact that IWas almost a little upset that it was over and just wanted it to restart again. And not just because I have a bit of a crush on one of the actors, but just because it was a great musical, powerfully brought to life.

posted October 06, 2013 01:49 PM            

And affected I was, yes, indeed. lol

"This this the guy I did the relationship potential reading for? (It was you right?) he came up as 2 of swords somewhere..."
Yes.

posted October 06, 2013 02:37 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
"Oooooooo!!!!! Now it makes so much more sense with that ace of cups! Your affections and lovely appearance were accepted and returned (3 of wands) yay!!!!"
Oh I wouldn`t go THAT far. But at least noted and apparently in a rather pleasant way.

And affected I was, yes, indeed. lol

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That's what I meant! I'm a Leo, we can be superfluous in our expressions ;-)

posted October 06, 2013 02:41 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
That's what I meant! I'm a Leo, we can be superfluous in our expressions ;-)

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I like that actually. I tend to paint colourful pictures with my words myself.
But I have Neptune on the ASC, I might end up believing the bright brush of paint I use.

Just trying to stay a teeny weeny little realistic here.

posted October 06, 2013 02:41 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
That's what I meant! I'm a Leo, we can be superfluous in our expressions ;-)

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I like that actually. I tend to paint colourful pictures with my words myself.
But I have Neptune on the ASC, I might end up believing the bright brush of paint I use.

Just trying to stay a teeny weeny little realistic here.

posted October 06, 2013 02:46 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
I get earthy vibes from you...like Capricorn caution...
Was it a Taurus moon you have? Can't remember, but I feel you on the strong Neptune, have it myself in a t-square with Venus and mars. Fantasy galore.

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I have a Venus in Capricorn,w hich is an Earth-singleton. It squares Pluto on MC. I think it might show strongly, especially in romantic terms.
I also have Saturn in Cancer in 8th house as singleton, only planet on the Western side, and I read that as the handle of my bucket it is what my personality is being channelled through.

posted October 06, 2013 02:54 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
I get earthy vibes from you...like Capricorn caution...
Was it a Taurus moon you have? Can't remember, but I feel you on the strong Neptune, have it myself in a t-square with Venus and mars. Fantasy galore.

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I have a Venus in Capricorn,w hich is an Earth-singleton. It squares Pluto on MC. I think it might show strongly, especially in romantic terms.
I also have Saturn in Cancer in 8th house as singleton, only planet on the Western side, and I read that as the handle of my bucket it is what my personality is being channelled through.

posted October 06, 2013 02:55 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Yes. And it was the right decision. I did not even think of the other one while being there.
Of course it also is true that there was a bit of an uncomfortable feeling attached to it, but usually in this respect feeling uncomfortable is good for my inner development.

I was completely in awe and amazement of the whole show actually. So much that I would like to write a little review of what I thought was outstanding direction ideas, and maybe add one or two questions, that I am not clear about (what it means), though I don`t know if it can or would be answered.
But it just was THAT good, yes.
So good in fact that IWas almost a little upset that it was over and just wanted it to restart again. And not just because I have a bit of a crush on one of the actors, but just because it was a great musical, powerfully brought to life.

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Lol. Wow.
Well I'm very glad you had such a fabulous time

posted October 07, 2013 01:57 AM            

2 of discs- Queen of discs- 9 of cups

It looks like if I really want to, I could?

Also for fun; What personality type do most people perceive me to have?

2 of wands- Page of Swords- Chariot

posted October 07, 2013 02:27 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
So for fun, because I don't expect it to happen, I asked if I would move out of my house by January 1, 2014

2 of discs- Queen of discs- 9 of cups

It looks like if I really want to, I could?

Also for fun; What personality type do most people perceive me to have?

2 of wands- Page of Swords- Chariot

Driven, take-charge, but fair? Intelligent? Impulsive?

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Driven & a strong personality, yes, but also a bit dominant/present at times. You speak your mind & are honest. Wouldn't be surprised if you can come across overpowering at times (possibly because you are direct - that's a good thing in my book ). Great willpower.
To sum it up: someone who considers her options first, bit hesitant & careful at the start, & after weighing those you jump in with the driven vibe. Perhaps a bit of a control freak at times
There's an expression that would sum this up perfectly, but don't know the translation :-/ It's: watching the cat out of the tree, if I literally translate it.

posted October 07, 2013 02:41 AM            

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Originally posted by Twirl:
Driven & a strong personality, yes, but also a bit dominant/present at times. You speak your mind & are honest. Wouldn't be surprised if you can come across overpowering at times (possibly because you are direct - that's a good thing in my book ). Great willpower.
To sum it up: someone who considers her options first, bit hesitant & careful at the start, & after weighing those you jump in with the driven vibe. Perhaps a bit of a control freak at times
There's an expression that would sum this up perfectly, but don't know the translation :-/ It's: watching the cat out of the tree, if I literally translate it.

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And this, ladies and gentlemen, is why I am single! *bows*

What do you think of the first one? (the possibility of my moving) That's a curious one...

I have other fun ones for you:

1)What would I look like when my hair is 3 inches longer?
7 wands- 6 discs- Queen of cups
The most I got from this one was a struggle to grow it, because my hair grows super slooooow.

2) What personality type does ___ (current man interest) percieve me to have?

8 of swords- page of cups- fool

I don't like this!! He things I'm easily suggestible and immature?!?! *sigh* I ought to beat him over the head!

posted October 07, 2013 11:53 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
And this, ladies and gentlemen, is why I am single! *bows*

What do you think of the first one? (the possibility of my moving) That's a curious one...

I have other fun ones for you:

1)What would I look like when my hair is 3 inches longer?
7 wands- 6 discs- Queen of cups
The most I got from this one was a struggle to grow it, because my hair grows super slooooow.

2) What personality type does ___ (current man interest) percieve me to have?

8 of swords- page of cups- fool

I don't like this!! He things I'm easily suggestible and immature?!?! *sigh* I ought to beat him over the head!

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Actually I think the 8 of swords might represent someone who is enslaving themselves by overthinking things, going in circles. But on the other hand the Page of Cups and Fool, there seems to be the potential of a very open heart, if you only could find the courage to leave behind the prison of your fears and just dive in.

posted October 07, 2013 11:54 AM            

Death - Lovers - Knight of Wands

This was pulled with the Fairytale tarot again (we are getting familiar with each other again; it is so dramatic at times though.)

Since i have been working with the RW tarot for the last months I pulled three cards with that as well, with the same question in mind, sort of as a clarification spread

8 of pentacles - 2 of cups - Tower

posted October 07, 2013 06:32 PM            

Ceri- in all honesty I don't like the cards for the event. It looks like it'll be a fleeting enjoyment and the second pull you did makes me feel like you may try hard to focus on the good and stay in control. I really don't like the tower here. You may end up not going back to this type of an event again.

posted October 08, 2013 03:01 AM            

lol
actually I loved these cards. They suit my inner Drama Queen.

I am on a transformation-crusade anyway. Well, the Tower - yes I`ve had it come up before, and usually something happened that completely knocked me off my feet, threw me off balance, but as masochistic that sounds, it was good at the same time; cause I needed that, that kind of "Quantumleap".

As for fleeing, yes, I very much think of it like this, it is just a short one-time event after all. And I am pretty sure I would not be going back to a thing like that again. It wasn`t even planned the first time.

Apart from the spreads though, it might be that the cards reflected some sort of apprehensen or anxiety or nervosity on my part, though I felt very calm and just curious when pulling them (it was too early for such a pull anyway, as the event is still almost 2 months away).

posted October 08, 2013 05:29 PM            

Eh it's ok, if I exercise more I'll end up eating better anyway. The two seem to go hand in hand for me.

Post pics of the Fairytale tarot? My interps tend to change a bit with the artistry. (edited to add: I just saw the fairytale tarot and holy crackers is it beautiful!) But as long as you're cool with the whole thing. I tend to panic when I see the tower. Like great! More **** about to hit the fan! But since you have a more positive view of it, go with that, transform away! :-)

I did do a more serious type reading partly out frustration with this one guy and now that I think about it, it too could be a reflection of my own emotions. I asked if our relationship is just sex or friends and sex...
6 swords- strength- knight of cups