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MyVirgoMask Knowflake Posts: 3480 From: Bay Area, CA Registered: May 2009
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posted May 23, 2009 03:12 AM
Haha, AG...rrroooar! Ah man, Selma Hayek looks SOOO amazing there. I'm particularly smitten with her bikini line in that pic...it's just so sexy. Her torso, her hips, leading down to that bikini line.... WOW.Zala, the focal bead is blue chalcedony. I bought a trio set of them on Etsy a while ago. They're soooo pretty. Chalcedoy is great since it comes available in so many colors, and the colors are so rich and vibrant. Yeah, the poem...wrong to love/right to hate ...memories aren't so great there. Sums up a lot of my relationships toward the end actually, very much love to hate. As much as I'll love you is how much I'll hate you....
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MyVirgoMask Knowflake Posts: 3480 From: Bay Area, CA Registered: May 2009
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posted May 30, 2009 04:22 AM
Man, I can't believe it.I move in two weeks...finally. I've been waiting to do this for a long time and it's as though everything is coming together at once. And I am excited, but I am also a little wigged out. Usually I move places and I'm not this wigged out. This time, I am. There's all this pressure to stay in a place forever. I put it on myself, I guess. But then I panic and have to move, because asides from career planning, thinking ahead that far scares the hell out of me. ...OMMMMMM..... lol
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Peri Knowflake Posts: 1848 From: 49N35 34E34 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 30, 2009 03:39 PM
MVM is spreading her beautiful wings at last! everything will be fine, just believe in your lucky star! IP: Logged |
katatonic Knowflake Posts: 5799 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 30, 2009 03:49 PM
california will be a more beautiful place for having you in it.IP: Logged |
MyVirgoMask Knowflake Posts: 3480 From: Bay Area, CA Registered: May 2009
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posted May 30, 2009 05:07 PM
I'm so happy to return, it's weird, I feel like I'm going home. Thank you
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Benedict Moon* Knowflake Posts: 1662 From: Avendesora Registered: May 2009
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posted May 31, 2009 01:52 AM
May you never get bored of Cali! I have uranus squaring my IC ruler so I can sorta relate: if the place I'm staying in isn't at a fast enough pace, I get a serious case of cabin fever (like right now). I'm not a West Coast Person but I'm sure California will have enough to keep that moon/uranus opposition interested. IP: Logged |
MyVirgoMask Knowflake Posts: 3480 From: Bay Area, CA Registered: May 2009
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posted June 02, 2009 04:07 PM
You're right,Moon... I used to live in CA for years and never got bored of it. I was actually quite hesitant to leave it... always something interesting going on. So, I feel positive about it IP: Logged |
MyVirgoMask Knowflake Posts: 3480 From: Bay Area, CA Registered: May 2009
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posted June 02, 2009 04:24 PM
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MyVirgoMask Knowflake Posts: 3480 From: Bay Area, CA Registered: May 2009
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posted June 02, 2009 04:28 PM
I usually remain positive and optimistic, and I'm a naturally happy person. But I do have my off days once in a while... and oh boy, are they off. IP: Logged |
AcousticGod Knowflake Posts: 4069 From: Pleasanton, CA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted June 02, 2009 06:32 PM
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katatonic Knowflake Posts: 5799 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted June 02, 2009 06:48 PM
MVM, sorry you're rope is frayed...it's hard to hang on sometimes, i know. my mom used to do similar things. i think learning to treat your kids as an equal is a lifelong process! as the mother of a grown kid i am now getting firsthand experience of what my own mother went through... what can i say but we're here for you and vent all you like...you've mentioned you do spiritual counselling, is that your work? or a sideline? XOXO IP: Logged |
MyVirgoMask Knowflake Posts: 3480 From: Bay Area, CA Registered: May 2009
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posted June 02, 2009 07:10 PM
Thanks, guy Katatonic, yes, it's my work. I like it when I can connect and help people, but sometimes I just get so damn tired lol. I'm thinking of getting a part time job when I get to CA to balance out the intensity though. Sometimes it feels like being a wet, sticky lollipop that's been dropped in lint and hair. I hate being so empathic sometimes. IP: Logged |
Benedict Moon* Knowflake Posts: 1662 From: Avendesora Registered: May 2009
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posted June 02, 2009 07:29 PM
I know the feeling, man. Literally. People try to make me feel selfish for leaving Rhode Island but when I was there, I always gave them alot but got so little in return. I moved back in with mom because I was sitting on lots of debt with no job yet people still wanted more. Absolutely ******* ridiculous the way people work. I'm especially sorry about your mom, its incredible who we have for parents sometimes. IP: Logged |
wheels of cheese Knowflake Posts: 1461 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted June 03, 2009 05:57 AM
quote: Ever since I was a kid I was responsible for my mother, and I refuse to play by her rules anymore.
Yeah, I know how that one feels MVM. Phoning in sick for her when she couldn't be arsed to go in, cleaning the house, making her meals, going down the chip shop for her when she got home at 11pm (when she'd just driven past it). Started from age 9 and I'd had a titful by 18. I know she had it hard and was depressed but I was neglected and it hurts. The only interest she ever showed in my education was the day I got my high school A level results (she said "You had better have done well" with a scowl on her face). Of course I did well, it was my only ticket out of that dump. And of course she always shows up at graduation, she's super proud then so she can show her sisters the photos for the kick it gives her to be the main contender. I phone her, I text her, I tell her how proud I am when she does these little things to improve her life. What do I get back? Nada. Hardly ever there for me. Very critical. So I know, and I sympathise, and it seems you were a mother to her and her kids too. That's why I love my big sis, because she was a mother to me when she was around. Your siblings are the ones that count here. And you know it. We love you MVM. PS Your rant turned into my rant. Hum. hey! Why don't I just burden MVM with some more emotional sh!t! D'oh! I post something nice and uplifiting in a sec! IP: Logged |
MyVirgoMask Knowflake Posts: 3480 From: Bay Area, CA Registered: May 2009
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posted June 03, 2009 06:23 AM
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katatonic Knowflake Posts: 5799 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted June 03, 2009 04:39 PM
well i know it's "dysfuntional" and was hard on you...but thank god your mom cared what you thought about your stepfather. so many kids have to suffer through their parents' remarriages to the wrong people, and even if they're the right people they upset the balance of the family. sounds like there was SOME silver lining there!i never played child to my daughter's "inner adult" but i swear since she's grown she thinks she's MY mom. and i take perfectly good care of myself! (when i couldn't find my glasses she would help me with her superior eyesight! but otherwise i never "leaned" on her. quite the opposite) i have often wondered how many families are going through re-connection and role reversal from "past lives", ie, the child actually WAS the parent in another life. IP: Logged |
wheels of cheese Knowflake Posts: 1461 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted June 04, 2009 10:27 AM
quote: Ah, no Wheels, I am happy to relate and have a full-on b!tching session
Freakin A babe, cuz you're gonna get some more! I just had a text from her saying "I am very disappointed that you are not coming home for my birthday. Have a great weekend" Jesus. She's a card. I can't even afford a mattress let alone the £50 for a meal out with her plus birthday present. Heard she just bunged my middle sister £800 though, and the elder one gets to go to Greece for 2 weeks with her, all expenses paid. I think I'll pass on the guilt trip thanks, I'm at the end of my rope this week. Not that she would know as she never phones me. She heard my friend had died and I had a bust up with Pisces and have had such a full-on couple of weeks (which she knows about), including running about all over the place looking after various people's animals, visiting my best friend who I haven't seen for 4 months whose mother has terminal cancer. I could use a lie in. I just bought her an amazing Tiffany lamp and feel like smashing it to smithereens. That was half the cost of a mattress! I hear you on the passive-aggressive. "Have a nice weekend". Spare me. Yeah, I know I've got to let it go. But she doesn't. Age 35 she still expects the fanfare without the effort and you know, I ain't playing ball. I suspect the woman dislikes me because I can see through her sh!t and call her on it. She should get a job for starters, I think she forgets what it's like. Good effort at the husband picking! Not bad insight for a wee one eh?
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GypseeWind Moderator Posts: 4604 From: Dayton,Ohio USA Registered: May 2009
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posted June 05, 2009 02:36 PM
MVM, Hello. I was a bit intimidated to add on to your thread cuz its a big un! But I saw your pic (some where) and I usually don't comment on such things, but you are truly stunning!! It took me nearly off my chair because you look eerily similiar to a friend of mine from school. At first I thought it WAS her, but as I read on, I realized it was not. Anyway, just thought I'd say hi, and that you are a very beautiful gal.IP: Logged |
MyVirgoMask Knowflake Posts: 3480 From: Bay Area, CA Registered: May 2009
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posted June 06, 2009 01:58 AM
GypseeWind, that's very kind of you, thank you It would be trippy indeed if we went to the same school and then met years later on an astro forum Wheels: Our mothers sound frighteningly similar IP: Logged |
MyVirgoMask Knowflake Posts: 3480 From: Bay Area, CA Registered: May 2009
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posted June 06, 2009 01:58 AM
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AcousticGod Knowflake Posts: 4069 From: Pleasanton, CA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted June 06, 2009 09:17 PM
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katatonic Knowflake Posts: 5799 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted June 07, 2009 12:42 PM
anytime, for sure! i wasn't trying to "silver line" you...we all deserve a good moan at times...at the same time i feel the beauty of getting older...is to realize what a fabulous life i have had, even though i spent more time than i might have looking forward to "better" something!! come have a massage when you're settled in... IP: Logged |
MyVirgoMask Knowflake Posts: 3480 From: Bay Area, CA Registered: May 2009
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posted June 08, 2009 01:34 AM
It's cool Katatonic, I didn't think you were trying to silver line me at all!Massage, eh? Now I'm intrigued! IP: Logged |
katatonic Knowflake Posts: 5799 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted June 08, 2009 12:12 PM
see me on myspace for further details!IP: Logged |
AcousticGod Knowflake Posts: 4069 From: Pleasanton, CA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted June 08, 2009 05:07 PM
Ooooh...IP: Logged |