posted November 07, 2010 11:15 PM            

And....pregnancy/settling down changes you into either your moon or your Juno. My best friend has both in Virgo, but she was always the typically irresponsibly flaky Sagittarius. When I came over this weekend for her baby shower, she was such a Virgo. She was actually on time to pick me up, concerned about keeping her new apartment in order, making sure everything was ready for the party, and SUPERconcerned about getting me back on time. She actually pays attention to details now. **** , I got Sun, DC, Mercury, Chiron, AND Juno in Cancer so no one would difference. Well, perhaps I would become more 'expressive'.

Other than that: I love shopping with Cancer men for my monthly feminine needs. They're still so masculine while the horror is being inflicted on them. I also love the super looney connectiony-vibe we share with eachother. I just love Cancer men, period.

There was also a psychic at the babyshower who I won't come out and say was 'AHMAZINN', but will conservatively say she was legitimate. She immediately sensed that I was also an empath and a bookworm so I sat down for the rest of it....which included tarot and palm reading. I am questioning her skills in the latter though because she somehow came up with this 'vision' that I would marry a Capricorn man. I would sooner cliff myself. Noooooo, I probably shouldn't say that because then it will happen...LOLOLOL. Okay, Cap men are FANTASTIC. *repeats to self*

posted November 10, 2010 08:25 AM            

Off to bed now, will reply to posts in the afternoon!

posted November 10, 2010 04:42 PM            

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I'm not free to move around at this point, but will probably do so in a few more years. I would also like to fit in a few months voluntary every so often to feel like I have contributed where there is a great need. My eldest daughter is also doing the course but she is one year behind me. She wants to do pediatrics - she doesn't have any children yet, I'd find it too upsetting - and I know I will sure have struggles in emergency department - I will test myself and if I can't keep going with it I'll have to switch.

I looked back through this thread, some of the things I would like worship you and be jealous about are:

football fan - I love soccer and love the idea of being a spectator and part of a massive side of fans that are all cheering along their teams, and follow the scores and the various dramas of the players etc - sadly though, I haven't been able to actualise this inclination yet, can't say why it just hasn't sort of happened.

latin club - I can not salsa etc and am determined to. I especially want to be able to frequent a latin club to be able to dance with others who love it.

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I currently work on a Pediatric floor that doubles as a Med-Surg Unit and its all good, I'm probably going to end up working there as an LPN when I finish....even though my hospital's employers SUUUUCK majorly. My Clinicals are on a general Med-Surg floor at a Trauma Center in Wilmington and its pretty cool....I love it. Med-Surg is definitely the backbone of most Nursing.

Although my patient last week had a wound dehiscence from a Hernia repair due to an infection. She was also morbidly obese. That wound smelled sooooo bad that my instructor said I looked as if I was going to throw up. In all honesty.....I was. =___= But aside from the smell, it was coool to do the dressing changes (which I already do as a CNA). How weird am I?

I actually had a Hernia repair done when I was 4, but of course I wasn't obese so it healed just fine.

Football: I love it. As simple as that. It truly is the beautiful game, and its so Universal. Sometimes I'm annoyed that it hasn't caught on here in the states, but other times I'm glad because my possessive 8th house moon doesn't like people sharing the same interests as me...LMAO. I'm an Aries Mars with a 5th house Venus so sporting is definitely my thing. I actually used to play football/soccer for 6 years before I lost focus for a little while. My idols in this sport are actually Cancerians too....I love them to bits because of their passion.

posted November 10, 2010 06:56 PM            

Wow, 'clannish', definitely a key word for cancer ex-husband.

Capricorn men are similar but they tend to focus on the status quo created by the key matriarchal authorities, usually their mother. They also seem to have some kind of insight into current trends, fads and what's hot and what's not. They are not generally trendy themselves in dress, activities, or values other then being conversant and aware of generational changes. And they tend to stay up with time honoured trends, so that though their value/interest might be considered retro, it has a long standing coolness and off the wall currentness to it.

Capricorn men, I think, also suffer terribly from the plight of 'chironic' people - and they are generally loners and psychologically complex. Generally too, they are stingy and petty over money.

Cancer men seem to be generous but if you stop and think about it they are only spending on things that add to their situation. If they are giving romantic gifts, its because they are in love with the idea about themself being a wonderful romantic. If they are stingy its because they don't think it will improve their situation by giving to someone else. Strangely though they will give to worthy causes and I think this is based on a 'maintenance' perspective - kind of like if they contribute to a worthy cause then they won't be so burdened by taxes or something in how the country/society has to look after these causes.

Underneath the congenial surface, both Cancer and Capricorn men have a furious nature. I find that with Aries too. Maybe cardinal people don't like to be thwarted in their initiatives. I wonder if Librans are like that too.

It would be frustrating if you are trying to initiate something and people are non-compliant with the direction you're trying to manifest.

posted November 10, 2010 07:41 PM            

And I have found that Capricorn men are such status seekers and it extends to relationships too. I have seen alot dump girlfriends if there's someone prettier and more improved that they think would make them look good. That's part of where alot of my mistrust for them comes from. Its that sort of conditional loyalty that I don't understand at all. Most of them have their Suns falling in my 12th house or opposing any of my Cancer planets anyways so they are just bound to irk me. All in all, I just don't think they're as honorable as they make themselves out to be (see: Tiger Woods). Its really a classic Cap-Cancer clash here: I feel that my true nature is stifled by their very presence....like a harsh saturn aspect in synastry. Yikes.

And to think I have a Capricorn Ascendant I seriously hope that psychic was wrong. :\

With Cancer men, its so different for me. I can actually BREATHE...LMAO. I'm free to be my looney moon-ruled self around them, and there isn't any of the side-stepping...oddly enough. We just automatically GET eachother. As for generosity, it varies. Some are so giving, and others can be stingy. Alot are very self-preserving, I'll admit. I guess I just value the connection I share with them alot more than what they can give me...well, for a limited time.

And OHHHHH, I hate when my direction is being thwarted or veered away into a different on. I have a Cardinal Sun, Ascendant, and Mars. I hate working on projects with other Cardinal heavy people for this reason. They always try to take it over (especially Libra) and things end up not being as you wanted them. Drives me nuts.

posted November 10, 2010 08:07 PM            

I am a good procrastinator! My cardinal Jupiter in Cancer and then Mars in Leo in the 7th are really what get me through otherwise I probably would be lost in a sea of mental interests.

posted November 24, 2010 07:38 PM            

The craziness of today isn't what triggered this, but it was probably what made the lightbulb go off in my head. I'm chronically depressed. Life isn't helping much, and neither is coming on here it seems. I need a professional to help me, not the stars or my Tarot. They set the path for me, now I need to take it.

posted February 26, 2011 02:36 PM            

Water Concentrate

A 3 year old quintuple piscean (Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, and Jupiter) was admitted to our floor this past fall. I try to psychically shield myself these days from alot of the patients (mainly the adult ones) for my sake and theirs, but I didn't do that with him. In a few words: his energy was incredible. And this was all despite his condition (which was very bad at the time). It didn't hurt that he was adorable too. It makes me wonder where he could be 20 years from now. Hopefully its some place wonderful.

posted March 25, 2011 02:42 AM            

I had a dream the previous night that a friend of mine was asking me if she had seen her horse (to my knowledge, she doesn't own one). I had replied, no, but I saw a pretty pony running around downtown. When I told my friend about this dream the next day, she said that was funny because she had seen alot of horses around downtown Wilmington (belonging to policemen) and had been thinking alot about them lately.

posted May 31, 2011 07:16 PM            

Aaaaand, today I've had my most particular patient yet. I called him my little diva. I go home and log in his birthdate only to find out, to my horror, that he has the same Sun, Moon, Mercury, and Venus as me. I wonder if this was a cosmic lesson? My mother often accuses me of being the same way, though I counter that she's not specific enough. Tbh though, his Jupiter did happen to be in Virgo too which would probably exacerbate the qualities of his virgo moon. He was entertaining though. Never has a patient made me laugh so hard from his pure awfulness.