posted October 22, 2010 01:56 PM            

Yeah, I can't imagine that Venus retrograde is easy for anyone with a strong Venus (apparently perigrine falls under that category, but I'll have to see about that). The atmosphere has been unsettling too...people are not putting on their 'nice' façades anymore and are just telling how they really feel. I guess thats not such a bad thing, its just ugly when you have to witness it. =__=

Re: the Progressed Moon. The only advice I can give you is to either reorganize your house or go to the bookstore. Maybe more the last one, because going to the library or bookstore always makes me feel better....hahahaha. It really is a critical placement though, but thats because we notice EVERY frickin' little detail that makes up the whole.

I can only say I notice subtle differences when my progressed moon switches signs. Maybe its tied to my theory (or FACT) that every Cancerian is moody, no matter what their moon sign. My progressed moon and venus just moved into Cancer this year and my moods are pretty much the same as they've always been, but I have noticed that I now actually enjoy wearing dresses...and I'm now comfortable with the idea of a serious 'homey' relationship...LOL.

posted October 30, 2010 05:16 PM            

Cancers and I go way back - how can you be a Cancer, I feel like I'm in love with you.

I collect Cancers. Sorry for projecting...haha.

No seriously, what is this problem on the forum with Cancers - was it me? I can do that unwittingly, no actually, wittingly, but I agree with your summation, my inner child has been afronted and I'm being immature - I should explore that.

Gawd, I don't know who to blame though, maybe myself. My bias stems from a long 'friendship' that began in Kindergarten, as well as my thorn in the side ex husband as well as the multitude of Cancer sign nurses I work with. You seem so wonderful - are they all this wonderful, damn it they've duped me again!

Anyhow, we can talk about me again later. I love history too!

Forget Jesus, remember, on the third day he is risen, then he has one last supper and he's outa there. So yeah, save yourself the heartache, Bene.

What about a new hobby instead - garden gnomes for instance - can't have too higher expectations with them.

posted October 30, 2010 09:32 PM            

And Noooo, it wasn't you at all. It was someone I was in the middle of an argument with who started accusing me of doing all the underhanded stuff her messed up psycho Cancer mother does. It's so weird to me since I'm an Aries Mars so I'm always trying to get to the point instead of going around in circles...which ironically, I felt this was person was doing the entire time.

Anyways, I digress...I have another question though: it seems that so many Virgos have terrible experiences with Cancers. Not only on here, but my Virgo mother is another example: she was once married to my Cancer father and would rather forget the experience....LOL. I know she sekretly hates that me and my pisces sister inherited his dark moods...hahaha. I wonder why that is though? We're suppose to be sextile...LMAO.

For the record, I like Virgo Suns, and I have a Virgo moon so I guess that helps the feeling to be mutual.

All my Cancer co-workers (except one) and the cancers I know elsewhere are pretty cool. Its very rare that I do come across an unevolved one at all. We're all so radically different though, but also so similar at the same time. I understand that when we're in our shadowy moody phase we're probably not the easiest to be around when the moon is waning or full, and that's the bulk of why we get such a bad rap. Its a very solary/saturny society so no one likes people who don't seem to be in control of themselves...haha.

posted October 31, 2010 05:23 PM            

oh I'm in aged care but I won't stay there when I'm finished.

I will try to get a new graduate position where we are sort of supported as new RNs. I don't live in a big city so there are only so many new grad positions that I can go for and there's a lot of competition.

I hope to get intensive care or emergency department not because I feel I can do it but more so because I feel that if I can last the first year then I qualify as an RN within myself.

I'm not free to move around at this point, but will probably do so in a few more years. I would also like to fit in a few months voluntary every so often to feel like I have contributed where there is a great need. My eldest daughter is also doing the course but she is one year behind me. She wants to do pediatrics - she doesn't have any children yet, I'd find it too upsetting - and I know I will sure have struggles in emergency department - I will test myself and if I can't keep going with it I'll have to switch.

I looked back through this thread, some of the things I would like worship you and be jealous about are:

football fan - I love soccer and love the idea of being a spectator and part of a massive side of fans that are all cheering along their teams, and follow the scores and the various dramas of the players etc - sadly though, I haven't been able to actualise this inclination yet, can't say why it just hasn't sort of happened.

latin club - I can not salsa etc and am determined to. I especially want to be able to frequent a latin club to be able to dance with others who love it.

Gemini moon - oh, you and MVM are so correct about us. I have a narrow allowance for what I will receive or tolerate - its irritating even to me, so I spend a lot of time trying to be a good listener but its all about what I'm interested in - disgusting. I am also a terrible blusher - I put this down to my hypercritical nature backfiring on me. At close range I am as boring as hell because I have most of my interest going on internally and the other person only gets a look in if what they are doing interests me, the good thing is I am interested in a lot about people - I can imagine your reaction to this!

anyhow, good luck with your studies, I have a big test tomorrow on arterial blood gas assessment, cancer, and blood.

posted November 01, 2010 12:56 PM            

As for Gemini Moons...I've always gotten along with them, was even married to one ...I daresay it was one of his more redeeming qualities, though I think it's just having compatible moons which helps. My stepfather is also a Gemini moon - lovely man Sometimes I've noticed them being really scattered and that's sometimes what bugs me but for the most part they seem pretty adaptable.

posted November 02, 2010 05:23 PM            

also,
Isis 18 35' Libra
Psyche 18 30' Leo
Spirit 18 03' Sagittarius

and
Pluto 18 10' Virgo
North node 18 19' Taurus
Lilith (additional objects one)17 58' Pis
Lilith h21 17 56' Pisces

posted November 02, 2010 07:24 PM            

I come from a family of air mooners. Meh. They're not intrisically bad, but it sucks when no one gets your idiosyncrasies....especially your own mother. I could tell her 5000000 times that I HATE sweet sauce or food over my rice, but she'll still put the VERY SUGARY sesame chicken on the rice and the broccoli on the side (which I strongly prefer on the rice) whenever she volunteers to buy us take-out. I might as well have gone to do it myself. And when you point it out, you're accused of being too particular. =__=

posted November 03, 2010 05:18 PM            

I was thinking about it the other day and my grandmother was a Cancer moon, my mom is a Cappy moon, and they fought all the damn time! My aries moon squares both of their moons, but I find it funny since it's really literally right in the middle of those two moons astrologically (being 3 signs away from each)...and that was literally how always felt: right in the middle of the insanity LOL!

posted November 03, 2010 05:51 PM            

MVM, when I mused over what attributes were Pallas I didn't get what the general ideas for her were but there were connections. I picture her as stocky and of medium height and not actually a she but kind of well, a gay man. And I seem him positioning wooden replicas of the planets particularly Jupiter in different configurations and kind of considering whether those positions will achieve the results he wants.

In the wikipedia stuff, Pallas Athene is also known for strategy. There is a statue of her from 1st century BC or something and she sought of looks like a guy too, so I don't know if this has any founding for what I feel about it all.

Also, I googled Pallas Athene and homosexual and found this LL thread,
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/007351.html

'Tula' at the bottom of the page says that she saw a reference on another board to Pallas Athene in aspect to the Moon as an indicator for homosexuality.

You and I have an exact conjunction! OMG does that mean you would turn me into a lesbian at the sight of you?!!?

Bene, sorry for hijacking your personal thread. I feel like I am sort of lying on your lounge room floor on your shag rug (gawd that sounds a bit suspect too!!haha) - sort of wallowing around, looking at your books and wiping a finger across your coffee table (Cripes, u could read something into that as well!!) - to check over your cleaning standards.

posted November 05, 2010 09:15 AM            

I pulled out my 'Tarot of the Dead' Deck and asked regarding my trip to Rhode Island this weekend. The card I pulled out was the 6 of Cups.