posted February 28, 2010 02:57 PM         

I don't think I will ever be angry enough to hurt another person, I don't think beating up or killing another person is going to make me feel better or justified in life.

I don't think wishing death upon someone who hurt me deeply is going to make me feel better as a matter of fact, I'd probably feel worse because "hatred" is just this twisted nasty burning feeling to harbor, I can't describe it but before I was doing EFT and art therapy, my insides would practically be on fire sometimes and my heart would just knot up..

It's just one of those God awful feelings I can tell you that much and I know when I am full ready to forgive my mom and move on, I would feel a thousand times better then feeding that "feeling"..

posted February 28, 2010 04:18 PM         

who is ladya66?

I am defending myself not my mother... I shouldn't have to quote you (..." quote. I would also question what you describe as 'love' and i would say that having been what you've been through it is likely to be some kind of repressed emotional reaction, flat affectivity and a loss of self-understanding.... ...makes no sense whatsoever and it isn't love. It's confusion.") again if you did not type that I am emotionally defunct in someway then clearly I have a SEVERE reading disorder and as an editor I assure you I do not.

I am not picking a fight with you and just because you had your say you expect me not to have a rebuttal if I don't agree. Too bad that's life.

But on this we agree abuse is abuse and I have no sympathy for abusers however in my life holding on to toxic emotions like that at such a young age made me physically ill until I was able to let it all go -- Damn that Pisces moon! I in no way think she was right, justified or forgivable but I CHOSE to forgive her and what i wrote was not my justifying her behavior but about defending being called emotional retard. So YOU are missing my point.

I am sorry that you and I and Edgar Cpn Winner and Ami had to go through any of this but we did

I feel like we hijacked this thread but hey at least it was a direct display of our mars playing out. Ha

posted February 28, 2010 04:38 PM         

"An energy of pure detachment" - sometimes it is exactly like that. In almost 90% of anger-related situations *it* really is pure detachment.
But Mars is also about sex and other primal instinctual drives.. and I'm not detached sexually. Although I can be very "picky", but I'm not detached once I'm with the right person.

The man I am in love with has a Scorpio Mars conjunct my Pluto and sextile my Mars.
He is not the only person with Scorpio influence I've attracted. Very often I get Mercury-Venus-Mars in Scorpio.. sometimes the Moon, much more rarely the Sun.

I usually *love* these people.. I mean if anyone can make me feel comfortable expressing sexuality and affection - it is Scorpio placements - because there is a lot of mutual trust.

Scorpio Mars is definitely a powerful placement. When I met my guy I was absolutely in awe of the poker face.. because I have a pretty good one myself, but I was very admiring at how *good* his own was LOL He was in a situation where someone was taking stabs (an attention seeking person).. and I was just surprised at how well he HID his anger..

He also stung the annoying person, later that year.. but *not* at the time.

And you're right in saying Scorpio and Cap are *different*.. Scorpio is a passionate, emotional watery placement.. not at all like Capricorn. They have enough similarities to get along extremely well though (at least in my experience).

I guess, for me, Scorpio placements.. (not only Mars...) seem fragile in a sense (despite their strength). I've been through manya night listening to their cries, their anger, their screaming and shouting, their rage at life, their rage at death.. the energy is really *a lot* to deal with.

I feel like I absorb these feelings. Could that be because of the earthy nature of Cap?
I just feel like a sponge that absorbs all of that..
Capricorn takes life and everything it has to offer with a grain of salt (For Scorpio it's always serious and always a matter of life or death). I can usually find the right thing to say, the right joke to get a smile.. and I usually make these people feel better.

posted February 28, 2010 04:55 PM         

----- PDF's next post: No. Not everything is love and light. If you think I'll be nice now and agree to your post so everything is "love and light".. you're more of an idiot than I thought you were in the 1st place. I hate Pisces. I hate Pisces Moons. I just KNEW you'd have something in Pisces... Because Pisces influenced people are absolutely the most pathetic beings to walk the face of this planet.------

posted February 28, 2010 04:58 PM         

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As far as Mars in Scorpio, it is a strange and new animal to me.
I have a hard time with anger.I don't know I have it half of the time. The other half I am afraid to show it for fear people won't like me lol
So, I have a deep appreciation of an anger which comes out as it is--directly and with strength.

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I'm positive a Scorpio mars would be GREAT for a Cancer mars person. Cancer tends to stay in their shell, as you said, out of fear.
Sometimes anger needs to be *out* there - I agree. If it is never on display it eventually harms you inwardly