posted September 21, 2015 08:40 PM            

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Originally posted by Readytochill:
@angel4845

You could analyze my chart if you want lol just throwin it out there

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i'd loooove to =) let me take a look

posted September 21, 2015 09:03 PM            

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Originally posted by angel4845:
i'd loooove to =) let me take a look

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posted September 21, 2015 09:14 PM            

I like it.

And I don't really care what people do.

Though I believe there is such a thing as perversion, and if I get the feeling someone has twisted, dark, violent sex lives or fantasies, I want to keep my distance from them. That's just not a vibe I want to be around at all.

But then, I'm kinda sensitive to all that.

posted September 21, 2015 09:45 PM            

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Originally posted by bansheequeen:
The way I look at it, if I want variety, I want to find one person that can give me that variety. So not all people that need variety need a poly relationship! Unless you mean strictly physical variety then well, thats a different story lol.

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Well, I've looked for that magical unicorn without any luck. And no, I do not mean just physical variety.

I like sex, but I romantically connect with almost every person I have slept with. ALMOST.

I mean, one might be be very good at giving me foot rubs while another may not have the strongest hands due to RA.

Another is very romantic/sweet and likes to read to me in bed (I find that so endearing)while someone else is very active/sporty and likes to play outdoors with me.

One might go up in the Seattle space needle with me while the other is terrified of heights.

That's what I mean.

Furthermore, I have so many wants/needs that I feel it's unfair to try to pin that responsibility on any one person.

posted September 21, 2015 09:50 PM            

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Originally posted by angel4845:
i see i had thought so because you have your 5 ruler in the 12th house (jupiter) there since 5th house to me represents a part of our childhood.i see good things though with this placement as well, such as you may have fascination and/or attracted to those romantically that are mysterious, weird, or had a rough childhood, or went through similar situations as you, or possibily suffered from addictions or illness's or are spiritually aware of our existence and believe in the spirit world and after death etc. so much more that i can list but i assume that these things are very interesting and attractive for you but i could be wrong. anyways ill stop analyzing your chart just wanting to practice giving astro readings to people lol

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No, I love it. You've been making great points.

posted September 22, 2015 10:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Readytochill:
Awesome can't wait

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hey sorry! needed some time to study your chart. anyways i noticed you have a few planets that are retrograde and this intrigues me a lot.

I want to first talk about your pluto Retrograde in the 4th house. this tells me that you may have gone through some intense relationships with your family or those close to you, you may have fears and intense worries in regards to your family, and/or you may have had intense psychological trauma connected to your home where you grew up where you were raised or possibly with your family, you may regularly go through family crisis's occasionally possibly often, or like i said you may be very protective of your family or those very close to you that you consider part of your family and/or soul family. your pluto is semi sextile your moon so perhaps the mother is somewhat of a worry? or the mother is contributing to some sort of crisis within the family? something to do with the mother? if not the mother possibly your emotions have some form of difficulty expressing your worries, intense feelings, fears etc. towards others especially possibly with those wanting to get very close to you since the moon is very close to the IC here??

you have venus conjunct mars in leo which sits in your 1st house tells me you have an intense passionate lovemaking nature and seek and desire intense romantic sexual relationships and even friendships and this defines and embodies your aura and identity. you may be very beautiful as it is in leo and since you have the conjunction here in the 1st house could mean that if you wanted to show your combust beauty you certainly would be able to and you would do it in a unique and unconventional fashion since you also have uranus retrograde which helps you become more original and creative and unique and the conjunction with your neptune retrograde amplifies this even more since you are keen and aware of divine love and beauty on your own terms and unique definition of it. pluto squares your venus and mars make me think that you may be very intense with your relationships and very in love and in constant need of the partner, venus in leo and mars in leo are placements that may indicate a person when they are in a commitment will tend to be very needy and demanding to there partner. i've met a venus in leo and mars in leo before and often noticed they are very attached to there partners VERY but i could be wrong with you so do please tell me.

your 7th ruler in uranus retrograde, the need for an unconventional partner is very STRONG and this need is possibly #1 on your list. you may seek relationships that require a lot of freedom and/or require something very unique and strange about the relationship and/or seek multiple partners into your life that are able to give you stability and respect on your wishes and desires in any given thing that you call a 'relationship'. you may not want a relationship but in a way you also do this could be very confusing for you as to what it is that you want because you are constantly searching for the answer to that.

oaky so tell me what do you think about all of this that i wrote spiiiiillll??

posted September 23, 2015 11:33 AM            

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Originally posted by angel4845:
hey sorry! needed some time to study your chart. anyways i noticed you have a few planets that are retrograde and this intrigues me a lot.

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posted September 23, 2015 04:24 PM            

A couple of months ago, I decided I needed to face the childhood trauma that I've kept hidden in order to become a better person. I cried during the process. Lol. So the psychological childhood trauma you brought up, definitely exists. I'm not even sure if I'm over it or if facing it helped at all lol. I always thought about going to a psychologist and talking out my problems with someone who would give an unbiased opinion. What's funny is that I wanted to become a psychologist when I was younger but went a different route due to self doubt. I still want to become a psychologist though.

In my family, it's hard to express any sort of emotion. Hugs and I love you's were never given or heard. Even crying was frowned upon and not seen often. To show we cared, even until this very day, we buy each other things. I don't mind it because who doesn't like receiving things? But at the same time, it sucks. Hugs would be nice sometimes.

What I've noticed about my Leo Venus/Mars conjunct in the 1st is that people notice that I care about my looks. I get compliments and all but I feel like I'll never look good enough. I am very passionate in relationships and need someone who is just as passionate but also who I can joke around with. I ended a 9 year relationship with an Aquarius. I think the reason why it lasted so long was because he was my first everything and because he lived in a different city than me. I like that. We would webcam and talk on the phone everyday, joke around and whatnot. I probably would see him 6 times a year lol people think it's strange but I don't see it that way. We have brought other people in our relationship sexually. It brought problems. A guy who is a million different people and is passionate would be quite nice. I can be quite attached to my partners. I absolutely hate it. I've been working on not being up in their business.

posted September 23, 2015 08:34 PM            

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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
I only like it when I'm in love with someone.. When you're in love sex is the second best thing in the relationship and just comes natural because you want to express that love to each other.

Being in love means your heart is aligned with the person spiritually and when your bodies align physically it becomes very healing.

I think when two people have sex without being in love all it can ever amount to is a learning experience and inevitably brings pain.

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i absolutely adore the idea of what you wrote. Unfortunately I have never been in a relationship where we were mutually in love. It was always one who was in love while the other was not. Or we were both in "like" with each other.

Maybe one day I will be in that type of relationship. Or maybe not. The older I get, the more I realize that I have little to zero power over that type of thing. Some things are fated to happen or to not happen.

posted September 23, 2015 09:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Readytochill:
@angel4845

A couple of months ago, I decided I needed to face the childhood trauma that I've kept hidden in order to become a better person. I cried during the process. Lol. So the psychological childhood trauma you brought up, definitely exists. I'm not even sure if I'm over it or if facing it helped at all lol. I always thought about going to a psychologist and talking out my problems with someone who would give an unbiased opinion. What's funny is that I wanted to become a psychologist when I was younger but went a different route due to self doubt. I still want to become a psychologist though.

In my family, it's hard to express any sort of emotion. Hugs and I love you's were never given or heard. Even crying was frowned upon and not seen often. To show we cared, even until this very day, we buy each other things. I don't mind it because who doesn't like receiving things? But at the same time, it sucks. Hugs would be nice sometimes.

What I've noticed about my Leo Venus/Mars conjunct in the 1st is that people notice that I care about my looks. I get compliments and all but I feel like I'll never look good enough. I am very passionate in relationships and need someone who is just as passionate but also who I can joke around with. I ended a 9 year relationship with an Aquarius. I think the reason why it lasted so long was because he was my first everything and because he lived in a different city than me. I like that. We would webcam and talk on the phone everyday, joke around and whatnot. I probably would see him 6 times a year lol people think it's strange but I don't see it that way. We have brought other people in our relationship sexually. It brought problems. A guy who is a million different people and is passionate would be quite nice. I can be quite attached to my partners. I absolutely hate it. I've been working on not being up in their business.

All in all, I resonate with everything you've said awesome job! Someone looked at my chart about a year ago on a different forum and said it was hard analyzing my chart. Not sure why lol

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WOOOOOOWW.................I can't believe i was almost 100% right with this ......the part that i forgot to mention was "psychologist" uhhhhh of course i can see that now in your chart duh! pluto retrograde in the 4th also gives psychology as an indication as well and the moon conjunct you IC indicates emotions that are at home with you....annyways...thanks for the feedback this really helped me a lot so i can get better at reading charts. oh and yes i can totally do a breakdown of your retrograde planets and explain what it means to have all your planets retrograde individually i LOVE explaining reotrograde planets its fun! people think its so difficult to understand but i've seen too many youtube videos on retrograde planets so yeah

about your venus and mars in leo, I'm not surprised people would comment you because you've got this in your 1st house and its in leo and this is very beautified, flashy, in your face kind of beauty then compliments your look and since you have neptune and uranus retrograde this really makes you even more unique and able to come up with original innovative ideas as well. neptune retrograde defines an intense divine love and intense indulgements as well and people with this position can feel like nobody understands there world, or nobody understands the imagination and how creative it can be, but sometimes it can make you lose with reality a bit and sometimes people with this can be more drawn to escape with drugs, sex, cigs, tv anything that will feed to there wound because of this strong imagination and intuition and dream state they feel they are in, i could list more stuff with this position....

about your Aquarius boyfriend, this really explains your placement in venus and mars in leo to me for some reason because a lot of people including my mother and my girlfriend's ex and this one girl that i know often have a hard time letting go of there partners because once they fall madly in love that's it for them but again it does depend on the placement of the house i suppose but i can see this characteristic you were mentioning with your boyfriend as a venus in leo would do, i've see it a bit.

about the long distance thing don't worry about it! 6 times a year i WISH i had that!! omg i haven't seen my girlfriend in 9 months....;( she's in europe, I'm here in california but i don't mind it at all i have no idea why I'm always dating those that are far away from me, its so hard for me to find someone that lives close to me i noticed people who live close to me are just totally not right for me, i love phone talk too! let me know if you want me to break down your retrograde planets.

posted September 23, 2015 09:36 PM            

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posted September 24, 2015 01:16 PM            

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Originally posted by Desiring Shadows:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by angel4845:
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yeah! i found your chart ill message you anything that i find interesting

posted September 24, 2015 02:28 PM            

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Originally posted by angel4845:
yeah! i found your chart ill message you anything that i find interesting

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posted September 24, 2015 03:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Desiring Shadows:
Message???

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Message you on HERE.

posted September 24, 2015 03:35 PM            

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Originally posted by angel4845:
WOOOOOOWW.................I can't believe i was almost 100% right with this ......the part that i forgot to mention was "psychologist" uhhhhh of course i can see that now in your chart duh! pluto retrograde in the 4th also gives psychology as an indication as well and the moon conjunct you IC indicates emotions that are at home with you....annyways...thanks for the feedback this really helped me a lot so i can get better at reading charts. oh and yes i can totally do a breakdown of your retrograde planets and explain what it means to have all your planets retrograde individually i LOVE explaining reotrograde planets its fun! people think its so difficult to understand but i've seen too many youtube videos on retrograde planets so yeah

about your venus and mars in leo, I'm not surprised people would comment you because you've got this in your 1st house and its in leo and this is very beautified, flashy, in your face kind of beauty then compliments your look and since you have neptune and uranus retrograde this really makes you even more unique and able to come up with original innovative ideas as well. neptune retrograde defines an intense divine love and intense indulgements as well and people with this position can feel like nobody understands there world, or nobody understands the imagination and how creative it can be, but sometimes it can make you lose with reality a bit and sometimes people with this can be more drawn to escape with drugs, sex, cigs, tv anything that will feed to there wound because of this strong imagination and intuition and dream state they feel they are in, i could list more stuff with this position....

about your Aquarius boyfriend, this really explains your placement in venus and mars in leo to me for some reason because a lot of people including my mother and my girlfriend's ex and this one girl that i know often have a hard time letting go of there partners because once they fall madly in love that's it for them but again it does depend on the placement of the house i suppose but i can see this characteristic you were mentioning with your boyfriend as a venus in leo would do, i've see it a bit.

about the long distance thing don't worry about it! 6 times a year i WISH i had that!! omg i haven't seen my girlfriend in 9 months....;( she's in europe, I'm here in california but i don't mind it at all i have no idea why I'm always dating those that are far away from me, its so hard for me to find someone that lives close to me i noticed people who live close to me are just totally not right for me, i love phone talk too! let me know if you want me to break down your retrograde planets.

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Psychology is some thing that has always interested me. I would love to read about my retrograde planets and also my direct true node

I can be pretty flashy when it comes to my looks. Sometimes I downplay it and come underdressed to a fancy party lol To say I daydream a lot is an understatement. It's a way of living for me lol I'm not into drugs though. Tried some and I'm too scared of the consequences of them.

posted September 25, 2015 05:14 AM            

I am actually bi-sexual, but I don't know which placements in my chart would indicate that. Maybe my Gemini Moon in 8th house?

I can be extremely sexual and once I confront my fears associated with sex, I'm sure I'll really love it.

Indicators I may love sex:
Mars in Aries
Venus in Taurus
Scorpio Ascendant

posted September 25, 2015 09:30 AM            

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Originally posted by angel4845:
Message you on HERE.

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posted September 25, 2015 09:52 AM            

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Originally posted by Desiring Shadows:
Is that possible?? Lol

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Oh god....okay if I have to be literal And precise I'll say "comment" instead of message but to me they mean the same thing on this thread.