posted February 16, 2016 01:34 AM              

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Yep, I am aware of all that. So why do you think you have OCD? Lets start with that. I feel Geminis tend to have traits of OCD or suffer from Anxiety, they seem to have a predisposition for anxiety. My supervisor treats her anxiety with acupuncture and she is a gemini.

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Yeah, I was on this mental health website and for the love of everything holy they actually took an astrological poll on the website to see what signs were affected the most and Gosh damnit, wouldn't you know it? Gemini! Just great..... It was like the results out of 6-8 people I can't remember but like 5 or 6 of them were Geminis..... just my luck...

Look, okay... entering in the realm of "OCD" technicalities with me is nothing but chaos. I wish I could just take the whole system, set in on fire and then watch it burn and really feel the fire radiating to provide an actual beneficial aspect to human life and ironically our health which is, warmth. You know, something ACTUALLY BENEFICIAL TO HUMANS. Okay, the DSM has all of these bullschit labels for all kinds of stupid schit. Like "social anxiety disorder" for example. That isn't a phucking disorder it is just programmed into people's minds that way because pharmaceutical companies need some type of labeling system to base their "medication" off of. I think it was also popularized a lot with the military and wouldn't ya know it??? OUR GREAT AND POWERFUL, WONDERFUL, FANTASTIC, INCREDIBLE, BRILLIANT, PHUCKING government of all things. Huh, no schit? Imagine that.

Oh but how you do know all of this Timothy Himonkilneyphulcaklenagan? I'll tell you how I know because I'm phucking smart that's how.

So to go back to your post and your question. Yes, you are right that Geminis struggle with mental issues. Why? I haven't the slightest phucking clue Sir Timothy Himonkilneyphulcaklenagan. Oh and you said.....

"So why do you think you have OCD?" - this is you, not me. Thanks, Bob! Hey, no problem Tim.

Okay... so I don't "think" I "have" OCD. To "have" OCD assigns a form of objectivity to it in which "OCD" is entirely subjective. It stems entirely from the mind. Let me put it to you this way.... you can catch the cold... you can't catch OCD. I have "symptoms" of the "definitive" and "subjective" creation of OCD. Why? Because people think about fearful things and then the schit just sticks in our heads and becomes what other people have labeled as "OCD". Let's just relabel "OCD" and other so-called "disorders" as "habits". Sound good?

posted February 16, 2016 03:19 AM            

An expert has a big ego and does not have an open mind or receptive ears that are truly listening, their mind is too full already with opinions for their mind to be able to stay still long enough to listen and process new information, consider a new perspective or try something new that would be helpful.

Your mind is racing, you feel agitated, you have thoughts that are intrusive that won't leave you alone and you don't want to take medication but your seratonin levels are depleted so go natural and take Gaba and 5htp 3 times a day, daily; increase your seratonin levels naturally with supplements and meditate daily.

Meditation is the best Medication; it actually helps create more grey matter in your brain so its great for mental health. Practice mindfulness, but you have to put in the work and you have to meditate daily possibly several times a day as needed. There are so many meditation techniques to choose from and you can practice several a day. You need to learn to still your mind and you need to learn cognitive diffusion techniques etc..

Write down all your automatic thoughts and intrusive thoughts you have daily, start with that. Ask yourself do these thoughts uplift you or poison your soul or mind? or they helping you? You don't have control of what is happening out there but you have control of how you treat yourself and the types of thoughts you allow yourself to have will have a direct impact on your mood.

Perhaps for the benefit of your own mental health you should let go of politics, stop reading about politics, maybe when you are at a much better place with your mental health you can get into politics again but for now get new hobbies. You have to set boundaries with your mind, right now your mind is your biggest enemy, you need to learn to manage your thoughts better and set boundaries with your own thoughts.

If you are not sleeping 8 hours daily your body is not repairing like it needs to. I have no idea if you have OCD but you do appear to have anxiety but there is no way that you can get diagnosed via a forum for anything truly.

posted February 16, 2016 03:23 AM            

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Originally posted by darksoul18:
"not sure why you chose the number 18 either, but I vibe quite strongly to the numbers 27 and 9 and so many times have people in my life with 9 or 18 strong."

I don't know I just connect really well with 18. It's weird and that is really interesting by the way. It's like all of the low numbers are just too low but 18 isn't pushing it too much and is just right where it needs to be. I've never given it much thought though. Sorry for taking up so much of your time though. You can leave if you want.

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I did leave and come back periodically. I have a strange dream of wanting to one day help all the people like you, and me, but I gotta totally heal myself first and I'm definitely over halfway I think though so that's gotta be something. My hero complex combined with inferiority complex doesn't achieve as much as I'd like haha

Regarding Gemini and the mental illness- I have noticed this more in regards with the men, with Gemini Sun in particular seem to have a much darker streak than the women. I also find Gemini Sun/Asc men are actually quite emotional too- something you may not expect from Gemini, it's not talked about often enough but there is a very dark and emotional side to the Gemini, and like I said, in my experience, more so with males. Gemini is a "mental" sign as it is related to the mind, as well as the sign of the twins, every Gemini Sun/Asc is two personalities in one body, its a hard thing to reconcile.

I have a co-worker (barely- cause he only works 12 hours a week and even that is torture for him) that is a Gemini, he's a poet with neurotic tendencies, very emotional and has a dark side and has a very hard time with society, social norms etc, like I said he can barely stand to work a job that isn't his life passion (poetry) for even 12 hours a week so he scrapes by on nothing, very skinny cause he'd rather not pay for food if it means having to work a job he hates. He even chose homelessness at one point because he struggles with it all so much though he is very educated (went to university).

You were born on the 16th, that is a difficult number numerologically to be born under, it coincides with card The Tower in Tarot, and is a number that requires you to always listen to your intuition and the voice within, as well as to pay attention to the messages of dreams. The Mars squares and afflictions with Jupiter/Neptune/Chiron in your chart that Faith mentioned are also fairly problematic regarding the issues you are a seeking guidance for, and also probably partly what prompted the other person on LL to mention to difficulties with religious affiliations, especially because this T-Square involves the 9th house (realm of the superconscious mind and deeply ingrained -through past lives as well as this one- religious philosophy of the self, expansions of the horizons both mental and spiritual, intuition, spiritual visions). I do believe the answers are held within the chart they are just extensive to delineate

posted February 16, 2016 03:29 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:

An expert has a big ego and does not have an open mind or receptive ears that are truly listening, their mind is too full already with opinions for their mind to be able to stay still long enough to listen and process new information, consider a new perspective or try something new that would be helpful.

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posted February 16, 2016 03:41 AM              

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Originally posted by hypatia238:

An expert has a big ego and does not have an open mind or receptive ears that are truly listening, their mind is too full already with opinions for their mind to be able to stay still long enough to listen and process new information, consider a new perspective or try something new that would be helpful.

Your mind is racing, you feel agitated, you have thoughts that are intrusive that won't leave you alone and you don't want to take medication but your seratonin levels are depleted so go natural and take Gaba and 5htp 3 times a day, daily; increase your seratonin levels naturally with supplements and meditate daily.

Meditation is the best Medication; it actually helps create more grey matter in your brain so its great for mental health. Practice mindfulness, but you have to put in the work and you have to meditate daily possibly several times a day as needed. There are so many meditation techniques to choose from and you can practice several a day. You need to learn to still your mind and you need to learn cognitive diffusion techniques etc..

Write down all your automatic thoughts and intrusive thoughts you have daily, start with that. Ask yourself do these thoughts uplift you or poison your soul or mind? or they helping you? You don't have control of what is happening out there but you have control of how you treat yourself and the types of thoughts you allow yourself to have will have a direct impact on your mood.

Perhaps for the benefit of your own mental health you should let go of politics, stop reading about politics, maybe when you are at a much better place with your mental health you can get into politics again but for now get new hobbies. You have to set boundaries with your mind, right now your mind is your biggest enemy, you need to learn to manage your thoughts better and set boundaries with your own thoughts.

If you are not sleeping 8 hours daily your body is not repairing like it needs to. I have no idea if you have OCD but you do appear to have anxiety but there is no way that you can get diagnosed via a forum for anything truly.

Goodnight.

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Thanks for going full Buddha. Goodnight to you as well. I guess I'm just too smart for my own good then. Not smart enough if I can't even get past something as pathetic as this schit. Absolutely pathetic I tell you Timothy. Mister Timothy Hamilton the 23rd and one half.

posted February 16, 2016 03:54 AM              

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Originally posted by deepseablues:
You'll get past it darksoul18 it's just a rough patch, not pathetic at all. This reality/earth is hard to cope with. Yeah the buddha stuff can be annoying but there's a lot to it too... just doesn't always seem helpful in the moment..

haha k I'll leave ya alone now, got stuff to do anyway, I just want to give you a hug or I dunno, something that'll actually help you.

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posted February 16, 2016 04:02 AM            

But if you do it for real just know you'll have to come back to the same crap next incarnation..

posted February 16, 2016 04:06 AM              

It's no ones fault. Kind of like watching clouds in the sky. It's like....... ?

Blue is my favorite color.

2+2= 5

I like video games. I drew the duck blue because I've never seen a blue duk before and to be honest with you I wanted to see a blue duck.

Well, it's an excellent blue duck. Guess what Billy? You just passed 1st grade.

What do you think about that Mr. Duck? That's quacktastic.

Kind of the way I feel about this world. Quacktastic.

What the heck is quacktastic?

I think I'm gonna have a long talk with God tomorrow. Gonna be like God...... ?

posted February 16, 2016 04:39 AM              

Hmm.... so what part of this doesn't make you my father and part of my/OUR family? You created me mother phucker, not the other way around. Doesn't that make you my father?

Honor thou mother and father but thou must hate them as well.

Oh really? Hmmmm... okay then.

Thou shall love thine neighbor as thineself. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbors wife.

Thou shall reject thine world and thineself even though I have commanded thee that life be a gift.

posted February 16, 2016 04:46 AM              

I thought I actually used to be a healthy person. Perhaps that was a joke?

Where did I go wrong God? Too much porn? OK, so what do you suggest? I just go out and get loads of females pregnant and become a ***** ? Is that it? You want me to masturbate to a deck of cards?..... hmmm.... well, I'm really failing to make a connection.

In the words of the fat dude off of Tommy Boy..... "Boy, I'm really at a loss for words here."

posted February 16, 2016 04:49 AM              

I don't know what it is but I feel like that actually might happen sometime in the near future.

I mean I'm not SAYING OBJECTIVELY that it's going to happen. I'm just saying that it might be a possibility.

I'll just keep going on my daily routine in life.

Hey how's it going Fred?(I don't even know a Fred right now, even though I used to work with a Fred) Oh pretty good.

Did you catch that tv show last night?

Did I catch that what last night?

You know that tv show..... umm, nooo?? Sorry??

Except I can't say that because you know, you're at work and you gotta be fake to everyone and pretend like you actually give a damn about tv shows and what not.

posted February 16, 2016 05:02 AM              

Fred: "Hey Bill, did you just hear what Jack just said?"

Bill: "No, I gander I didn't. What'd he say?"

Fred: "HE just said that he's gonna meet a nice gal one day."

Bill: HAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAA XD!!!!!!!!!!

Bill: "Hey Fred, what'd you put in that sandwich you gave to him earlier?"

Fred: "Hmm... let's see I put ham, lettuce, tomato, cheese, and mustard on it I do believe"

Bill: "Well I'll be a damn monkeys uncle Fred! What in the hell is wrong with Jack then?"

Fred: "Hell, your guess is as good as mine."

Jack: "Hey, that sandwich was awesome Fred. What were you guys just talking about?"

Fred: "Oh nothing. I think I'm gonna mow my yard today."

Jack: "yeah, me too it's that time of the season."

Fred: "Hey Jack, are you stupid?"

Jack: "No, why do you ask?"

posted February 16, 2016 07:42 AM            

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Originally posted by deepseablues:
Yep you are 100% right.

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That's your opinion. Do we need to have this conversation again?

posted February 16, 2016 09:12 AM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
Therapy does work at least 50% of the time for people who want it and are ready for it and have capacity for insight. The other 50% of the time it doesn't work bc people are there bc someone forced them or they don't lift a finger and participate in the process at all, refuse medication and don't have a good support system. Client is suppose to work harder than therapist, therapy doesn't work if the therapist works harder than the client. IMO it wont work in cases of severe mental illness or cognitive impairment if the person does not have the ability to gain insight. Therapists do care and therapy is not magic, you have to work hard.

I will look at your chart

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posted February 16, 2016 11:11 AM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
That's your opinion. Do we need to have this conversation again?

But I'll move on. There's no helping ignorance when ignorance won't listen to both fact and real life experiences. You probably don't even understand how these medications ACTUALLY work on a molecular level. Well I do. Let's just dismiss it as some money hungry, hocus pocus, witchcraft conspiracy because we don't understand it and it hasn't worked for us yet.

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Your effing hilarious and no I will never have that convo with a brainwashed ignorant fool such as yourself that goes lifelong for something that only works half the time (you agreed to this in hypatias quote where you said exactly!), if at all. Yours is your opinion too, it's completely subjective. I also understand how the remedies and treatments I'm into work at a molecular, emotional, mental and spiritual level. Drugs that you advocate like lithium salts- the medical industry doesn't even know how these work but you claim you do? Hahahahahaha
There is brainwashing in science too, science is practically a religion these days but it's not a be all, end all, it doesn't have all the explanations, and there is misinformation in science but you are too brainwashed by society to see it. Science doesn't discover things, they already exist, it merely gives name to them.

And guess what, the OP agrees with me and your opinions are not wanted in this thread, in fact he told people like you to stay out of the thread and refrain from posting. How have you helped the OP at all? But you literally can't keep your mouth shut or your opinions out of threads where you are asked not even to speak if that is your opinion- unlike you, I have this self control and will power.

Have a nice life DopGang, we don't need to interact, refrain from addressing me in the future.

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posted February 16, 2016 11:25 AM            

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Originally posted by deepseablues:
Your effing hilarious and no I will never have that convo with a brainwashed ignorant fool such as yourself that goes lifelong for something that only works half the time (you agreed to this in hypatias quote where you said exactly!), if at all. Yours is your opinion too, it's completely subjective. I also understand how the remedies and treatments I'm into work at a molecular, emotional, mental and spiritual level. Drugs that you advocate like lithium salts- the medical industry doesn't even know how these work but you claim you do? Hahahahahaha
There is brainwashing in Science too, science is practically a religion but it's not a be all end all, it doesn't have all the explanations, and there is misinformation in science but you are too brainwashed by society to see it. Science doesn't discover things, they already exist, it merely gives name to them.

And guess what, the OP agrees with me and your opinions are not wanted in this thread, in fact he told people like you to stay out of the thread and refrain from posting. How have you helped the OP at all? But you literally can't keep your mouth shut or your opinions out of threads where you are asked not even to speak if that is your opinion- unlike you, I have this self control and will power.

Have a nice life DopGang, we don't need to interact, refrain from addressing me in the future.

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*takes notes*

"Do Not address deepseablues in the future"
"They have no comprehension, see only what they want to. Missed the point that psychic care often fails because the patient lacks effort in helping themselves and expects Dr. to perform magic."
"Special magical rules apply to certain threads so I shouldn't post in them"
"Doesn't realize nor has likely studied for themselves how medication works and what exactly the medical field DOES know. It's not like throwing in a grenade and crossing your fingers"

Got it.