posted February 16, 2016 10:41 PM            

The north node is NOT unaspected.

NN is exactly trine Mercury, ruler of the sun.

posted February 16, 2016 10:43 PM            

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Originally posted by darksoul18:
I came here asking astrological experts if they could read my chart and tell me something that could possibly point me in a better direction that could potentially help me.

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Please keep in mind we are not all experts.

But if you hear many of us repeating the same things, that's a good place to start researching things for yourself.

posted February 16, 2016 10:51 PM              

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Originally posted by Faith:
Thanks for pointing that out, Kannon, I was just coming here to say the same thing:

The north node is NOT unaspected.

NN is exactly trine Mercury, ruler of the sun.

With 4 degree orbs it is sextile the moon and Mars. And it's semisextile its ruler, Uranus.

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posted February 16, 2016 11:02 PM            

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posted February 16, 2016 11:07 PM            

You SHOULD be able to develop a strong sense of purpose because your north node is trine Mercury. You have the power and potential to articulate it in the most striking way.

It's a matter of becoming grounded, first of all (your north node is conjunct the IC, which is an angle representing home life or feelings of home, a sense of belonging...)

I think your goal is not to feel like the outcast anymore but find a sense of familiarity and family amongst people who embrace your far-out ideas (Aquarius north node.) That way you are not alone, but you are not running with the sheep, either.

There's more to it than this...don't settle for a reading from me, I'm just an amateur...but I think any astrologer would tell you, your destiny is to find a sense of home, WHILE still standing out in a kind of brilliant way.

Please don't tell me you are going to take this reading too seriously.

My Mercury is conjunct your north node. The Aquarius north node is much better suited to laughing at the absurdity of life, or circumventing it and finding better solutions. It's not supposed to be about getting bitter.

posted February 16, 2016 11:27 PM              

Oh and you're right about the family thing. What they don't understand is that THEY ARE my life..... literally. Everything that I've ever striven to be was because of them. I fought for their health but in the end I ended up getting affected by the very thing that I was trying to resolve in the first place.

They won't listen to me. Everyone thinks that every time I say something it is because they think I'm trying to "sound smart" or "act like I know everything". Seriously..... ... that's why I'm saying this stuff huh? You know, maybe I'm saying this stuff because I actually genuinely care about people and I want them to have the best physical, mental, and spiritual health possible which is why I put so much emphasis on these kinds of things. I'm not trying to be a know it all... I just genuinely always search for truths and will not stop at vague and bullschit answers.

I'm not saying these things to offend people. I'm saying it because perhaps I've been through it and maybe I know what I'm talking about. Think about it.... this whole world revolves around money. I'm not saying that there aren't genuine professional people out there trying to seriously help people but when you bring money into the equation a lot of times your passion for actually trying to help people gets destroyed and you start following a corrupt system. That's why I wash dishes for a living for crying out loud. My family wants me to go out and get a "good paying job"... I don't care about the money. Why? Because I don't want things ESPECIALLY MY HEALTH AND FOCUS to get distorted into something corrupt. I look at the big picture as well as the details. Think about it. The DSM was created for example. When you go to seek help... you should address the problems that the individual is facing. You shouldn't...

A.) Label the person with any type of "disorder" or "name" of any sort.

B.) Try to prescribe them medication when they don't even know what's in that schit in the first place.

That's why I conflict with my family is because they don't stop and ask questions. They think that just because someone has a big "Professional" logo attached to them means that they know everything and they should just listen to every piece of advice that individual gives them. You should always question everything, actually... oh but I guess I don't give a damn about anything. I'm just a big "know it all." Yeah, I don't give a damn, that's why I go out and put in all of this hard work and put myself through hell for no reason?

You gotta be kidding me right?

posted February 17, 2016 12:10 AM              

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Originally posted by Condoowit:
There have been some wonderful responses here so far, Darksoul, and you have been guided to the right place, where there are some clearly very special people in residence. It has almost brought tears to my eyes.

I, too, would like to take a stab at helping you but my contribution won't be astrological. I am certified in a powerful healing modality known as angelic reiki, which I would be happy to speak with you about...or you could look it up yourself. I feel strongly that this healing will jump start your recovery. It will at least give you a sense of lightness, of hope. I could do it for you myself or give you names of other practitioners I know personally and trust. I'm not sure how to contact you IRL, but after consideration, let me know if you are interested.

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No offense Condoowit.. I'm sure you have good intentions but I am an extremely skeptical person. I would rather handle this in the most purest and natural form as possible.

Also, I like to take care of things on my own. Which is partly why I'm so messed up right now. Because I'm not in control of my life any longer.

posted February 17, 2016 12:47 AM              

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Originally posted by DopGang:

You just look for a quick fix and give up when something doesn't work and that's your problem.

Nah nevermind. Since you know everything already.

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I'll just pretend that you didn't say that and calmly hold my tongue.

posted February 17, 2016 01:47 AM            

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Originally posted by DopGang:
Mmm. I do get very very mild symptoms from time to time. So mild that they almost sneak up on me. Granted, last year career wise was one of the most stressful that I've had in my life! Ugh. Long story, but it's a lot better now.
I do get in a little funk and by surprising me I mean this. Sometimes I'll get a few moments of silence and suddenly it hits me, "Hey, I've really been in a funk. What's going on?" Sometimes I figure out that I've been working too much (too much Virgo. LOL) or that I haven't spent enough time doing things alone. (lot of 12th!) Or simply that there's some external thing, like irritations at work. Sometimes it's just a funk! But so mild that I really can almost will it away or fix it with a little walk, things like that. So I do think meditation and exercise, things of that nature can really help. But when it's some deep doo-doo, man. Might be time to take more drastic action. I think the medication takes the bulk of the work. 98% really. Then that 2% is really easy to deal with.

It is a little funny that even people that don't believe in western medicine (or modern mental practice, whatever.) have accepted the conditions that western medicine/science, etc has labeled. (ie ~ ocd, etc) It's calmed down in here though so maybe I shouldn't say things like that.

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Thanks for sharing..!

Now I understand a little better how it works (or how it should work when it's right, anyway ).

posted February 17, 2016 06:09 AM            

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Originally posted by darksoul18:
I'll just pretend that you didn't say that and calmly hold my tongue.

I will say this though. You gotta be joking right?

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The only person here to even know of anyone who's had any luck treating OCD did it using methods similar to what's helped me with my problem and what I've been telling you. Unless others have been quiet about it, (or I've missed it as I haven't read each and every post) only one here.
It doesn't even need to be a "fix", but an aid and often that's how it is.

posted February 17, 2016 07:55 AM            

IGNORE people who harass you. I have been here for 7 years and everyone gets harassed, at times. It is not really personal xx

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posted February 17, 2016 07:58 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
Just cancel what Ami said before about your sense of purpose, it was not based on an accurate reading of your chart.

You SHOULD be able to develop a strong sense of purpose because your north node is trine Mercury. You have the power and potential to articulate it in the most striking way.

It's a matter of becoming grounded, first of all (your north node is conjunct the IC, which is an angle representing home life or feelings of home, a sense of belonging...)

I think your goal is not to feel like the outcast anymore but find a sense of familiarity and family amongst people who embrace your far-out ideas (Aquarius north node.) That way you are not alone, but you are not running with the sheep, either.

There's more to it than this...don't settle for a reading from me, I'm just an amateur...but I think any astrologer would tell you, your destiny is to find a sense of home, WHILE still standing out in a kind of brilliant way.

Please don't tell me you are going to take this reading too seriously.

My Mercury is conjunct your north node. The Aquarius north node is much better suited to laughing at the absurdity of life, or circumventing it and finding better solutions. It's not supposed to be about getting bitter.

Find things to laugh about, try to learn to laugh things off.

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Very well said.

And I would also say - please don't go by flat, one-line interpretations of asteroids or aspects (the likes of which people might give you). You need a reading with depth and substance (like Faith and Kannon or some other experienced astrologer can give). Not a superficial, mega-fatalistic one coloured by someone's personal biases.

posted February 17, 2016 08:06 AM            

It means finding your inner joy. The kind of laughter that wells from deep within, releases all those hard knots of tension on the way up.
Something like this --

posted February 17, 2016 09:09 AM            

Thank you!

And here's one more for good measure:

posted February 17, 2016 09:13 AM            

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Originally posted by Sylven:
Enjoy WINTER tune.

WINTER offers to let go of what is not needed anymore. Underground it's getting ready for spring with it's new ideas and new ways. Not now. Now is stillness and calm. Tune in.
Choose that or choose to finish the circle of season with yet another anchor of restriction, of cannot, will not or resistance. In your body this will be set. It carves it's way every round. When you choose to let go there will be room for the new and you will start the circle anew.

Enjoy the song, feel it and choose to let go.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQuki_8COXs

Life is all about choice.

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posted February 17, 2016 02:05 PM            

I am actually saying that in these times we really CAN let go if we are willing and open and ready. Not always do we need to search deeply, letting go is a choice. Sometimes one is just ready with all the shite. If it doesn't work first time just do it again and if it doesn't work immediately don't be sad because there will be enough chances to start over. And it doesn't have to be hard either. Willingness is the first step. What I am also saying is believing in the power of who you are. Your authentic self.

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posted February 17, 2016 02:22 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I am going to be totally honest. I know many people are trying to help in a sincere way but platitudes don't really help people.

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Oh and half-baked, biased analyses do?

posted February 17, 2016 02:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Elysia:
Oh and half-baked, biased analyses do?

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Funny isn't it?

posted February 17, 2016 02:36 PM            

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Originally posted by darksoul18:
Why did you tell me to take a look at the Lucifer asteroid?

Also, what do you mean by"You could tell me but I probably wouldn't listen?"

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Lucifer wants to do things his own way. I suspect you are that way.

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Ami,

Consider that MAYBE talking about the asteroid Lucifer and implying the person is like Lucifer is worse than posting quotes by certain spiritual teachers.