posted February 16, 2016 05:29 PM              

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Originally posted by DopGang:
^^^
Sounds like how I USED to feel a lot but what do I know?

You got this, right?

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posted February 16, 2016 05:31 PM            

Ok I'm really leaving now.

posted February 16, 2016 05:36 PM            

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posted February 16, 2016 05:39 PM              

Medication may be positive for our brain, hell I don't know. I'm not going to just take someones "word for it" though.

The problem with medication is that even when I'm on the medication I still have to deal with the very problems that the medication is "supposed" to fix. I'm not trying to to ruin what works for you and I'm not saying that it doesn't work. I'm just trying to understand the bigger picture.

posted February 16, 2016 05:51 PM            

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Originally posted by darksoul18:
In no way shape or form did you say or present anything that shows how medication helps with created mental disorders.

Medication may be positive for our brain, hell I don't know. I'm not going to just take someones "word for it" though.

The problem with medication is that even when I'm on the medication I still have to deal with the very problems that the medication is "supposed" to fix. I'm not trying to to ruin what works for you and I'm not saying that it doesn't work. I'm just trying to understand the bigger picture.

I've literally had psychiatrists tell me that there is medication for "OCD". OCD is nothing but a fear based set of habits and rituals done out of fear. There isn't any amount of physical consumables out there to help you fix it. You have to fix it yourself.

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posted February 16, 2016 05:56 PM              

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I took a quick look at your chart and I would need asteroids and am not able to do it now, so I send you hugs and the best hopes that you will feel better very, very soon!

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Just the asteroids? If you give me a detailed version of what you need I can select the correct aspects on astro.com..... if it is just the asteroids that you need though then here it is..... http://i1374.photobucket.com/albums/ag409/sportsgamer2318/asteroids_zps0asnu5qz.gif

It may be hard to see the asteroids though because that is a lot of aspects to squeeze into one chart. You'll have to zoom in to see them.

Thank you

posted February 16, 2016 06:03 PM            

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posted February 16, 2016 06:24 PM              

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I am super busy with professional charts and it was hard to look at the small chart in the link. If you can stick a big natal chart up here, I will look. Please, do the first one without asteroids, so I get a general sense.

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I understand. It's kind of annoying.

Here is my basic chart...(without the asteroids)
http://s1374.photobucket.com/user/sportsgamer2318/media/darksoul18_zps9990f66b.gif.html

Here is my chart with the asteroids..

http://i1374.photobucket.com/albums/ag409/sportsgamer2318/asteroids_zps0asnu5qz.gif

*** You have to click on the "View Image" Tab. It's at the top right hand corner of the picture. This will show you an enlarged version of the photo.

Also, here is a list of all the asteroids in case you have a hard time seeing them.

Chiron: Cancer
Ceres: Cancer
Pallas: Gemini
Juno: Scorpio
Vesta: Taurus
Pholus: Cancer
Eris: Aries
Nessus: Virgo
Ixion: Scorpio
Orcus: Leo
Quaoar: Scorpio
Sedna: Taurus
Varuna: Gemini

Oh and I don't know if it is relevant but Lilith is Scorpio.

posted February 16, 2016 06:26 PM            

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posted February 16, 2016 06:43 PM            

Chiron conj Jupiter in the 9th

You ask the question"Why am I on earth and for what purpose?

This question is filled with pain for you.

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posted February 16, 2016 06:44 PM            

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posted February 16, 2016 06:48 PM            

I feel strength from you

This asteroid chart did not tell me much

Add hekate

Kaali

Dejanira

Aphophis

I have the numbers listed if you want them.

I may think of some others

TELL me in words, more simply and clearly what is your struggle?

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posted February 16, 2016 07:31 PM            

Also, check out Lucifer.

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posted February 16, 2016 07:34 PM              

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Varuna conj the Sun--a person who can persuade others to his way of thinking.

I feel strength from you

This asteroid chart did not tell me much

Add hekate

Kaali

Dejanira

Aphophis

I have the numbers listed if you want them.

I may think of some others

TELL me in words, more simply and clearly what is your struggle?

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Ok here are the others you requested.

Here is the link...
=138334961&filters[recent]=1&sort=1&o=0]http://s1374.photobucket.co m/user/sportsgamer2318/media/other%20asteroids_zpsqayljq80.gif.html?filters[user]=138334961&filters[recent]=1&sort=1&o=0

posted February 16, 2016 07:36 PM              

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You may have an important asteroid on your MC, too. I am not sure which one

Also, check out Lucifer.

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Lucifer as in a star, planet, or asteroid?

posted February 16, 2016 07:40 PM            

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posted February 16, 2016 07:42 PM            

I have been really, really, really down in my life, at times, too.

Please, hang on.

You matter and you are loved!

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posted February 16, 2016 07:46 PM              

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I don't see anything so far, D. It takes me a week to do a full natal, so is hard for me to kind of hunt and peck.

I have been really, really, really down.

Please, hang on.

You matter and you are loved!

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posted February 16, 2016 07:49 PM            

I would say that the most important thing I have seen so far is pain on wondering WHY you exist.

That question is calling you and pain accompanies it.

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posted February 16, 2016 07:54 PM              

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
What I mean is that the chart can answer your dilemma but I can't spend the needed time

I would say that the most important thing I have seen so far is pain on wondering WHY you exist.

That question is calling you and pain accompanies it.

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Well of course.... I have ALWAYS struggled with this. I remember as a kid I used to question whether or not I was even alive or not and then I would get this weird feeling that I can't even explain it. It's as if I was shocked that I am even existing and then I would try to like feel like what it would be like if I "didn't" exist and then I'd get a weird feeling.. but I can't do it anymore, I forgot how. It brings me a lot of pain, actually.... it's crazy to me that you actually saw that....

posted February 16, 2016 07:57 PM            

Let's say everyone is hungry for lunch after they have eaten breakfast at 7 AM

For you, it is as if you have been on a fast for 3 months and are HUNGRY lol

That is how important this question is to you

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posted February 16, 2016 08:01 PM              

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
It is singularly STRONG for you--Chiron conj Jupiter--exact in the 9th House.

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Well, I think that might be the problem. Whatever "that" is I've seemed to have lost it and I feel like I am just drifting along now without a purpose. But it goes more in depth than just "purpose". I don't know how to explain it. It's as if a part of me died and it is just... gone, I don't know. Like as if there is nothing but just sadness.... and pain..which is a terrible feeling.

posted February 16, 2016 08:05 PM            

Due to my 4 planet 9th House stellium, I, always, wanted to know why I was here.

I searched until I found my answer.

You are very different in that Chiron( the planet of pain) conjuncts Jupiter, which makes Chiron more intense.

Your search for the answer has a great deal of pain with it.

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