posted September 23, 2001 11:42 AM         

I have come to realize, and slowly accept, that this will not happen in this life. I have found, however, that I love him just as strongly, and perhaps more so because I no longer wonder what he is doing PHYSICALLY. I found I am able to love people so much more deeply than I ever was. My relations with men, in particular, are deeper even if they are not romantic in nature. I think there is a moving away from the obsession of finding the RIGHT one, to finding A one that I can share with, grow with, and have fun with. I sense now that relationship is really no more than that, and it does not really matter if it is a twin, soulmate, or just another soul you happen to bump into. So long as it is one you can grow with and laugh alot with.

posted September 24, 2001 10:56 PM         

I kNow Linda wrote the ending of Gooberz the way she did because it IS how their story WILL end because... it ain't over till it's over, baby!

Maybe Twins don't reunite until it's for keeps - for *eternity* - never to split apart again , and I would think that would be sometime after we are able to get ahold of our *firey tempers* or the inability to cope with one, or prevent it's provocation?? <boys...>

That's my humble onion, anyway

posted September 24, 2001 11:58 PM         

That to be with one's TWIN prematurely is destined to be a 'break-up'. Maybe we fall in love with a certain person because they contain a trait we have to learn to respect and accept. It could be we are all here to train each other for the BIG ONE. And your TWIN is learning to love a trait you have in someone else.

They do say 'practice makes perfect'. And knowing what imperfect beings we are...that is a lot of 'practice'. Perhaps we shouldn't look at them as love failures because on a 'deeper' level we may have learned something important even if we can't see it clearly now.

Osheen...I agree. Sometimes sex just makes the relationship worse.

Princess...you might very well be on to something...

posted September 29, 2001 01:20 AM         

"...And you cannot become a FULL immortal until you have archieved union with the missing half of your Spirit, of the you-of-you..."

This has triggered me to think if we failed to find/re-united with our Other Half, are we going to fail in physical immortality too? Ain't Linda died because of losing hers*?
BTW, YIVY, is the "s" in English represents the word "soul"? Example, if we add "s" to her*, then it must've belong to "HER SOUL"? Somehow, the idea struck me as I'm writing his post

Thanks

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posted September 30, 2001 12:06 PM         

I read Chandra's message a few pages back, and I can really relate to that as I'm sure a lot of you could.

There's so many interesting things going on out there right now. Ever since I turned 25, I've been surrounded by the number 7 a lot...the number 7 and the number 11.

I do know who my twin flame is, and well, it's a long story, but recently (since the beginning of this year) I felt as if the better parts within his soul were getting ready to seek refuge within another body.

Sure enough, it happened. But before he found a new place to live, I had some part of himself in me for a day or two. It almost drove me crackers. It's all very eerie, and hard to describe, I've just been seeing pieces of souls flying around everywhere these past few months.

I almost didn't believe it until I saw it. It makes no sense, yet it makes perfect sense. The last time I saw my twin flame was New Year's Eve. I saw his body degenerated, his soul was attempting to leave. I may have mentioned that he's a musician...he's a musician and I am a writer and artist.

In July when I came back home from Upstate New York I made friends with a new group of people, in another state, and I crossed paths with a very special man. I ignored him at first, I honestly didn't even pay attention to him. Then one day, we began talking...he looked over at me, and the windows in his eyes opened. His soul said, "Hey there, remember me?" I had to walk out of the room for a minute I was so shocked an confused. When I resumed conversation with him, he began relating things to me that were beyond coincidence...

Then he said, "I remember seeing you on New Year's Eve." ...

It turned out his band opened up for my twin flame, on that night when I felt my twin's soul was leaving him.

posted September 30, 2001 09:11 PM         

That is SO incredibly cool, I have experienced the weirdness of the Universe in my life many times, and I can relate to what you are coming from. Did you get any weird dreams lately about the whole thing? And what did the cards have to say?

I think your whole story is just incredible, Gooberlily. It's fascinating and full of surprises! I am glad to hear that you have found your twin again, even though he is now in a different body. . .

posted September 30, 2001 11:19 PM         

Yes, I've had a few interesting dreams and Tarot spreads since this began.

Sad to say though, yesterday was his birthday and I broke it off last week because we have no time to be with each other...it's so impossible. Maybe we both will find the strength to work it out, I hope so...but if not, I have a beautiful book about a beautiful man, and one of the most beautiful summers of my life. It's really sad. I do love him, but right now in our lives is making things hard. Pappy has placed almost every restriction imaginable in between us...distance, work hours and schedules, transportation...even a close friend of mine who started trouble, because she still wanted me to be pining over my twin in his diseased body, she couldn't accept me loving someone else. So much stress in a relationship that was only a few months old. We both acknowledged to each other that we have a lot of sorting out to do in our lives. Hopefully it will make us better people in the long run.

posted October 01, 2001 02:52 AM         

This thread never ends, does it?

posted October 01, 2001 11:32 PM         

Nept.....

posted October 02, 2001 06:06 AM         

I've experienced things like that too, my present boyfriend reminds me a lot of my first boyfriend who said that when ready to settle with somebody he would do everything for her (which he didn't for me at the time, obviously .) and my present BF does everything for me as a matter of fact. Maybe like a walk-in story in the air?