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Heart--Shaped Cross
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From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA
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posted October 08, 2004 03:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
Okay...

I'm weening myself off meds once again....

trying to find a more natural means of warding off the scorpionic demons in my head that rally for self-destruction.

My mind is impressing me with renewed vigor lately... and I feel less disoriented, and more in step with the natural flow of life, and the human condition.
But, my emotions are all over the map.
I feel terribly sad and alone right now..
I'm half-crying as I write this.
My whole life-style is one bad habit..

Can I get a little sympathy here?
Or, if you prefer, you could always criticize me (call it "advice")
and I can tell you to
"go stick it up your well-intentioned ass, thank you, very much."

Is it just me, or is every girl in the world only interested in superficial, non-threatening sons-o-bitches?
I want to go home...
Oh, right, I am home.
I want to die.
Great, here we go again....

I shouldn't post this.
I should probably say nothing at all, if I've nothing good to say.
I should probably put on a happy face.
But I don't know.
I swear I don't.

uuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhh...



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"Judgment is the antithesis of understanding."
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LibraSparkle
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posted October 08, 2004 11:12 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LibraSparkle     Edit/Delete Message
Hey darlin',

St. Johns Wort is supposed to be good for "feelings of wellness".

Increasing calcuium can make you more clam.

Kava-Kava provides (almost) instant anxiety relief (but can cause liver issues if taken too much)

Valarian root calms you (and puts me to sleep)

Cat nip and Lemon grass have about the same effect as Chamomile.


Hon, when you say weening, I really hope you mean cutting yourself back slowly and NOT stopping them completely.

My heart goes out to you, Steve. My husband struggled with meds for a while. He was on Paxil (which made him totally INSANE) and Effexor. Life was tough around here when he decided to come off of Effexor.

You can do it! You'll make it through this and be just fine. You just need to get it all out of your system. Lots of water might help.

I'll bet Gia has some great things to say.

and to you, buddy


Danielle

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LibraSparkle
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posted October 08, 2004 11:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LibraSparkle     Edit/Delete Message
Oh... and a second thought I wanted to add.

Klonopin is an as needed medication that might help you through this time. It's a cousin of Xanax, but not nearly as potent.

Talk to your Dr., I'm sure (s)he can also help you through this time.

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pixelpixie
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posted October 08, 2004 04:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
I'm weaning myself off drugs too.. but the one taxed to hell in Canada, called tobacco.
It F%&$@#!@ sucks so bad, but I am doing it. I can commiserate and bi-atch with you.
I hear though, coming off prescription meds can really mess you up, so as per LS sparkly advice.. maybe ask a pharmacist, if you don't want to see your Doctor.. about how you can do it with the best results for you.
That is as far as my 'advice' extends, but if you tell me to stick it up my well-intentioned ass, I am in such a mood as to accept it, knowing I will only put it further up Uranus.
Good Luck.

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted October 08, 2004 09:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
lol pix


LS,

thanx.... ultimately i want to part ways forever with meds..
am weening gradually
just stopped effexor for good a few days ago,
now im on 1/2 my recommended dose of wellbutrin...

I'm trying this Omega 3 flaxseed oil, which i hear good thinlkgs abo8t
/..

Chamomile is my mistress.. I absolutely love it.....

valerian tinctures work well for me too,
but it takes a lot to put my under..
I've got some melatonin for that -
help regulate your sleeping patterns to the patterns of the sun, i hear....


thanx for the concern,

i'll keep you posted.

thanx again,
HSC

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KarenSD
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posted October 09, 2004 12:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for KarenSD     Edit/Delete Message
*HUGS HSC*

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted October 09, 2004 03:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
Thanks,
I needed that.

Bless You.

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posted October 09, 2004 08:46 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for astro junkie     Edit/Delete Message
Some people here already know this about me, but not sure you do. When 9.11 hit, I began to suffer from post-traumatic syndrome, and MUCH TO MY SURPRISE...

First I thought my body shutting down completely was due to some neurological damage from the past, and they ran every test on me. I did get medication to help with that, but my neurologist also told me I was depressed and to try Paxil, which he prescribed to me directly.

After trying a few different meds, nothing strong like Prozac or Valiums, I've stayed with Effexor XR 150mg. It took me a while to get over the "stima" of using meds, but I realized how unique my situation was, and I'm fine with it. It's just enough to take that edge off. And now more than ever, with everything happening in the world, which my Chiron in Pisces is so extremely sensitive to, I would never dream of trying to go off them.

But I've always taken care of what I eat, taken lots of herbs for many many years now, I pray, meditate, yoga - in other words, I'm not relying just on the Effexor XR.

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posted October 09, 2004 09:16 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Saffron     Edit/Delete Message
dear Heart ~

i applaud you for this! if this is what your heart desires, then meds such as these can deplete your soul. i'm sending you some very strong healing light.

are you an indigo person? i thought i saw you posting on another board about indigos. if you are then you must know that meds can be damaging to one such as you.

the following is controversial info, but it's spot on, in my opinion:

Bruce E. Levine, Ph.D., is an author and clinical psychologist in private practice, and serves on the advisory council of the International Center for the Study of Psychiatry and Psychology, which was formed to fight against the abuses of the institutional mental health system.



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We are, for all of our phenomenal accomplishments, a nation in psychic pain.

Mental illness looms everywhere, forming a debilitating and destructive backdrop to our fast-paced, materialistic American lives.

Depression, anxiety and Attention-Deficit Disorder (ADD)—and the medications to "treat" them—are so commonplace that they warrant their own prime-time commercials and full-page, glossy advertisements. The long list of mental disorders grows longer, year by year. Depression has grown tenfold since 1900. Half of Americans, we are told according to a 1999 U.S. Surgeon General's report, will experience a mental disorder at least once in a lifetime. More than 16% of Americans are believed to have anxiety disorders. At least five million Americans are on Ritalin or similar drugs.

And where there is suffering, it seems, there is profit to be made. With roughly one in four American adults now on psychiatric medications, the parent companies of the best-selling prescription drugs—Prozac™ (Eli Lilly), Zoloft™ (Pfizer), and Paxil™ (GlaxoSmithKline) among them—are raking in the rewards of both large-scale emotional anguish and aggressive pharmaceutical marketing campaigns.

In his new book, Commonsense Rebellion: Debunking Psychiatry, Confronting Society, author and clinical psychologist Bruce E. Levine tackles the prevalence of psychiatric disorders—and the tide of prescription drugs prescribed for those disorders—head-on.

Our societal emphasis on viewing mental disorders as diseases akin to diabetes or cancer is not only deeply flawed, Levine argues, but dangerously diversionary. He insists that the real issues underlying rising levels of mental suffering in our country have much more to do with omnipresent and deeply warped societal expectations than the psychiatric industry would care to admit. He frames such "illnesses" themselves as rebellion against what he calls an "increasingly impersonal and coercive institutional society."

Levine finds fundamental flaws in the ways that we treat those among us who grapple with mental suffering, pressuring them to return to "normal."

Indeed, he describes the normalcy to which we are all are expected to acclimate as a dulling void of disconnectedness and dehumanization: a place of alienation from work, of mass living, of suburban detachment and urban anonymity, of false and misleading "democracy" and of creativity-sapping commercialism. He is quick to point out that the many American men and women who feel they have been helped by mood-lifting pharmaceutical drugs are not wrong for seeking relief, but argues that those medications—used to treat any number of different disorders—are not what they seem.

Commonsense Rebellion reaches for solutions as much as it offers criticism, presenting, in the process, a glimmer of the world of possibilities both inside and outside the existing social framework. In this interview with LiP, Levine shares his perspectives on rehumanizing our society and weaning ourselves from harmful notions about mental disorders.

One of the primary themes in Commonsense Rebellion is your contention that our high national rates of mental illness in the US are, in fact, natural reactions to the rapid growth of what you term an "institutional society," and that this society has created so much discontent and disconnection that many of us are actually breaking down because of it. Tell me more about that.

[Drug companies have marketed] the idea of biochemical brain imbalances. But if you just [employ] simple common sense, you don't have to know anything about genetics or biochemistry…just take a look at 30 years ago: we have twice as many overweight children now compared with then; we have a tripling of suicide rates of teen boys compared to the 1960s and a quadrupling compared to the 1950s. So, simply, there's something going on here that isn't just genetic or biochemical. There's something going on here with our society.

People need to understand that, yes, we're in the wealthiest society by far in the history of the world, but in order to achieve that wealth, efficiency, productivity and consumerism, we become one-dimensional. And we have sacrificed virtually all of the things that human beings need to stay alive.

[What happens] when you become industrialized, institutionalized…you lose any kind of self-criticism. That's what we've done. And there are dramatic effects that you can see.

You note throughout your book that no biochemical, neurological or genetic markers have been found for ADD, depression, schizophrenia, anxiety, alcoholism, gambling, or any other mental illnesses we can think of.

Does this mean that these mental illnesses simply don't exist? Or that we need to start thinking about them differently?

That is the core question. Here's the problem. [From] a purely scientific view, there has been no biochemical evidence that there are these imbalances.

When the right wing hears someone criticizing psychiatry, they get all excited. They want to hear that everybody's doing all right, and that this is much ado about nothing. I tell these guys, "Wrong, you got an estimated 750,000 people a year trying to kill themselves. You got over 2,000 a day. There is something going on out there."

The question is, what do we call it?

The problem in our society is that nobody gives a damn about anybody until they have an illness. Then they have to care about them.

Prior to 1980, there was no such thing as "Post Traumatic Stress Disorder". All these guys come back from Vietnam, abused and used and exploited by this country, and they're in bad shape. There's no doubt about the fact that they're having all these kinds of strange symptoms. They're having nightmares; they're isolating themselves.

At first, the right wing is going, "to heck with them, they're being sissies, there's nothing to worry about." Typical liberals are going, "No, these guys are really hurting here, we have to do something." But the only way we can do something for them is to declare them mentally ill and come up with this diagnosis of PTSD so we can treat them.

Let's forget about the fact of how the hell they got that way. Was it helpful, ultimately, to medicalize their condition that way? What does that do in the long term?

The problem is is that what ends up happening in a pharmaceutical-dominated industry is that as soon as you medicalize [a condition], it becomes something to drug. So, for example, in 1999, Zoloft was officially declared as treatment for PTSD.

And now, kids who are bored in school and then get diagnosed with ADD, they're going be put on Ritalin or other amphetamines.

So, what good have you done here by medicalizing? Certainly, [we've] made pharmaceutical companies incredibly wealthy. Prozac in the year 2000 made over $2.5 billion dollars a year, which is more than Coors grosses.

I think what people have to understand is that there are huge incentives for these multibillion dollar, multinational pharmaceutical companies to have these conditions medicalized. Then, down the food chain, you have your psychiatrists, psychologists and social workers who certainly make a living out of [so-called "syndromes"] being medicalized. There are huge incentives to see more and more human conditions and problems as illnesses.

In some sense, everybody wins, except for the fact that what ultimately happens here is not just that we have a lot of silly diagnoses. [The worst] problem is not even the fact that a lot of these drugs are highly dangerous and ineffective…or that pharmaceutical companies have utterly corrupted the industry. The major problem, for me, is that what we've done with this huge expansion of the business and medicalizing of all of our difficulties has diverted us from examining a society that has grown increasingly dehumanizing.

Doesn't medication actually play any kind of a useful purpose in, for instance, helping severely depressed people or suicidal people through self-destructive periods in their lives?

First of all, they don't do research on these anti-depressants, including the SSRIs like Prozac, Paxil, Zoloft, on suicidal people. For a lot of reasons, including ethical [ones]..So there's absolutely no scientific evidence that any of these things will help anybody from being less suicidal, and there's a lot of anecdotal evidence and a lot of lawsuits out there that have said that these things have pushed them over the top and [actually made people] more suicidal.

There's the case, in June, of the Wyoming jury that awarded $8 million in damages to the family of a man who killed his wife, daughter, and granddaughter before committing suicide. They determined that Paxil caused him to go over the edge.

Right. There's no evidence that any of these drugs are effective with suicidal people.

So, am I just saying that I want drug prohibition here? For me, again, another core issue of Commonsense Rebellion is that what I want to do is help people to get rid of hypocrisy about drugs in America. The marketing of the pharmaceutical companies is to get people to think that these things are medicine akin to insulin.

That's a great marketing move.

For me, if you understand what these medicines are, comparing them to insulin is comparing apples to oranges. If you want to compare apples to apples, compare these psychiatric drugs to illicit drugs

For example, let's start with Ritalin. The ADD drugs...are classified by the DEA as Schedule II psycho-stimulants. That means that they have highest potential for abuse and addiction, but also have some medical potential.

All of those drugs affect the neurotransmitters: dopamine, norepinephrine, serotonin, What other drug out there is a Schedule II psycho-stimulant that affects those same neurotransmitters?

Cocaine.

Exactly. The World Health Organization, 30 years ago compared cocaine to these kinds of drugs. None of these things that I'm talking about, really, should be shocking. People have written this stuff for a long time…you just don't hear about it.

I'm interested in what happened with Prozac being repackaged as Sarafem.™. I began noticing those commercials a while back and thinking: "Why have I never heard of this syndrome, premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD) before?"

So, Sarafem is just repackaged Prozac, isn't it? How do they get away with inventing a syndrome for the sake of repackaging a drug?

The DSM IV (shorthand for the psychiatric bible, the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders) has about 400 different diagnoses. PMDD is in the appendix, so it has not quite made the big 400. It's one of the "up and coming" stars. I'm sure it will be in the next one.

It's just straight-out marketing. They realized it was smarter, if they wanted to market to women, to go with pink and lavender colored pills, and Sarafem was a nice, feminine name, so they repackaged Prozac, which is fluoxitine chloride.

Do you have a sense as to how successful their marketing campaign has been? Are women out there deciding that they have PMDD and asking for Sarafem?

My sense anecdotally is that it's been a fantastically effective campaign. Women are going to the doctor and saying they're having these kinds of problems. Especially when they're going to see their doctor in their HMO, and have [about] 10 minutes with them, what I hear back from women is that they're told, "Well why don't you think about Sarafem?"

Explain the "rebellion" component of your book title.

What I believe is that a lot of what people call mental illness and disease now are kinds of rebellions against what's around them.

What people need to understand when they take a look at others doing self-destructive drinking or not paying attention in their classroom is that there's a kind of rebellion. That if you really pay attention to these people and get to know what they're all about, they're angry, resentful about something going on around them.

What a lot of people have done over the ages, and you see this both politically and psychologically, is [have] their rebellion without wisdom. Their rebellion becomes self-destructive.

A lot of what people do, without help, good parenting, good teaching, good counseling, is [rebel irrationally], without thought. And then they make life worse for themselves and everybody around them.

What I do, clinically—and what I argue for in the book—is try to understand and assume that there's a reason ... for why someone is angry, depressed [or] bitter.

What you are supposed to be doing as a counselor, teacher or parent, is [to] help folks move into a more constructive kind of rebellion…as opposed to what we do in our culture, our society, and certainly within the mental health business, which is to try to squash rebellion. And worse than that, not even identify it as such.

The ultimate invalidation is to look at some kid who is refusing to pay attention or behave well, and not respect that there's something by way of rebellion and resistance going on there, and then to medicalize it and then to drug it.

[It's] no accident that the greatest growth in diagnoses and in our population of people on drugs [have to do with] kids and teenagers. One of the reasons is that there's more and more pressure on kids to conform and comply.

The thing that most embarrasses me about my business is that I'm utterly convinced that all of this will be obvious to people down the road—especially kids who have gone through it—that there was a kind of rebellion going on and it was squashed by biochemical means.

But the thing is, it won't ultimately work. It won't. As we know, lots of these teen shooters have been on these psychiatric drugs. Things won't work the way they want them to work. These drugs are short-term, and they get folks to be a little bit more compliant in the short-term, but in the long-term—like all of the attempts to control people—you produce resentment and resistance and even more anger. And God knows what kind of horrific behavior is going to be happening more and more down the road.

You refer to yourself, in one of the chapters of the book, as a "dissident shrink," and you allude to similarly-minded patients' rights groups and dissident professional organizations that have sprung up around the country.

What, exactly, does it mean to be a dissident shrink? Is it an easy place for you to be in?

That's a great question. I would say, for me, emotionally, given how embarrassed I've been about what's happened to this field in the last decade especially, it's about one of the few terms I could use to describe myself that feels OK.

When I first heard about folks using that term about five years ago, my initial reaction was, "Calling yourself a dissident is kind of elevating yourself."

But then when I thought about it some more, what you're basically saying is that you're dissenting with the mainstream view, the vast majority of psychiatrists and now, more and more psychologists, who [believe that] if people are not adapting, they either need to be drugged or behaviorally manipulated. There's absolutely no attention paid to the fact that there are some severe problems going on in society...

[The psychiatric profession doesn't] care about the fundamental dehumanizing parts of our industrialized order of things at all. And therefore, what they're [encouraging is something] like what Howard Zinn refers to in A People's History of the United States as "the coming revolt of the guards."

If [teachers and psychologists] only help people adapt to a kind of dehumanized social order, they're nothing more than guards.

That's why it's so important for [Zinn] to say, "Hey, if you guys out there are just doing that, and not helping people navigate through the system and at the same time saying there's something corrupt and dehumanizing about the way that people are living in this culture and society, you are part of the guard class here."

I'll be damned if I'm going to be in that class. That's why the idea of referring to myself as a dissident psychologist feels pretty damn good.

Talk to me about how our American way of work contributes, directly and indirectly, to the kinds of mental problems and disorders that we see in Americans today?

People...are hearing that we've become this wonderfully high-tech society and that there are all these wonderful jobs in computer technology and biotechnology. But the reality is that the four leading jobs through the year 2005, as projected by the US Department of Labor, are cashiers, janitors, retail sales clerks, and waiters/waitresses. Prison guards are way up there, too.

How is that happening? You've got the "Wal-Martization" of society...You've got a culture taking people out of mom-and-pop independent jobs. When a Wal-Mart comes to town, it's estimated that 100 mom and pop stores go under.

All of these folks now get to work as retail clerks and cashiers and that sort of thing. But what happens is that the quality of jobs in America are now devoid of a lot of things they had before when they weren't making much money.

A hundred years ago, you had many people busting their butts farming and working [who] didn't have that much money. But they had some degree of autonomy, some control over their lives. [There was] community among fellow farmers, and a feeling of usefulness. They could solve problems on a regular basis, and their life had meaning. They were always learning new things. There were all these wonderful human things going on.

Today, you hear from the International Center of Technologies that 80% of Americans find their jobs meaningless. A lot of these people are clients of mine who work, who have six-figure incomes. We're not just talking about clerks and waitresses. We're talking about folks at the highest levels of society who are basically doing something they have no respect for and they find utterly useless. You've got teachers out there spending half of their year teaching to these damn proficiency exams. You've got people working in managed care HMOs, and they know the whole thing is one big silly bureaucratic game. You've got people in all aspects of society working those kinds of jobs.

If you don't think that has much of an impact on mental health, then [you] don't know human beings.

I'm intrigued, in particular, by your chapter on "Mass Society." Mass living, as you point out, is a relatively recent event in human history. What, if anything, can we do to avoid the suffering and alienation that you're talking about in the context of our lives in a mass society?

The first thing that people have to do is to understand that when you're in these kinds of mass living environments, they do have all these negative impacts. So the first thing is not to pathologize your anxiety and depression and anger. The first thing to do is to understand that it's probably pretty legitimate. The second thing to do is to try to navigate these systems [so as] to have as little mass living as possible.

So, what the heck does that mean?

You can refuse to shop in Wal-Mart or shop there as little as possible. Not for moral or political reasons, but just for psychological reasons.

When you go into an owner-operated store that sells things that Wal-Mart does, maybe you'll pay a bit more...but what's going to happen there? There's a chance that you're going to make friends with that owner, and you'll feel good about keeping your money there in your community. That owner-operator will know what you do for a living, and he's maybe going to turn other customers onto what you're all about...There are all kinds of ways that good things can happen when you're in a kind of human-scale environment.

Many people make their living working for corporations and big companies. Is there truly a choice where this kind of thing is concerned?

Yes and no ... I think it is unrealistic to believe that you can totally extricate [yourself]. You can do a little, but mainly, what you're doing is finding people out there who are like you and thinking about things like that

In the year 2001, life is all about keeping the light of what it means to be a human being alive. Keep the torch of it alive.

If your goal is not just to change society, but to have a more human life for yourself and your family and your friends—and you're thinking and acting locally, thinking interpersonally, and caring some about global [issues]—you're going to have a chance at a lot of successes.

You'll be able to pull off some satisfying things, You're going to be able to pull off a LiP Magazine, for example ... It just warms my heart to know about you guys and see what you're about. What you guys are is "commonsense rebellion."

For me, that's the only way that you're going to keep the torch of humanity alive. And at some point in time, with all of these kinds of examples out there, if more and more of society happens to go that way, that's great. But if you're focusing on changing things at the kind of grand political level of national elections and stuff, you're going to eventually become cynical, helpless and hopeless. That's my clinical psychological approach. I've seen it happen in too many people.

Do you have words of optimism and encouragement for people suffering with psychological pain? How might they go about finding this sort of path you're describing?

What I've found from my patients over the last 16 years is that the people who I see who are depressed and anxious are a lot of the most likable people I know. To me, it usually indicates that their soul is still intact. They're capable of feeling hurt, loss, pain—they haven't utterly anesthetized themselves like a lot of society. Take a look: one out of four people are on psychiatric drugs.

So, the first thing is, feel good about yourself that you're human enough to still feel hurt, anxiety and pain.

The second thing is, forgive yourself for probably doing a hell of a lot of stupid things with that—self-destructive things, unkind, selfish things to yourself and others.

The third thing is that once you understand that there are good reasons for why you're feeling the way you are, you want to move into finding a way to transform your life. That can be a real, satisfying, lifelong project.

Partially, what you start to understand is that you [need to] develop, in your life, a community of people who are like you, a community of people who really dig you. People who, when you see them and they see you, are really excited.

[If] they're interested in who you are, and you're interested in who they are, then at that point in time, you're starting to create a more human life for yourself.



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CancerianMoon
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posted October 09, 2004 07:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for CancerianMoon     Edit/Delete Message
big big *HUGS* hsc...having suffered anxiety and post natal depression..i have a small glimpse into how ur feeling...and will put u in my prayers
saffron..thanks for this interesting post...i actually read it all...i admit, i often dont read alot of the longer posts...i skim through them...(moon in gemini )

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posted October 10, 2004 03:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Wordweaver     Edit/Delete Message
Well, I'm a social worker who's married to a P.A. That's physician's assistant if you don't know; kind of a cross between a registered nurse and a doctor. Not only do we both deal on a daily basis with many depressed and bi-polar people, she suffers from chronic depression. I can tell you that St. John's Wort is very detrimental; read the articles on it in any health magazine.
I don't know what medications you've tried, but as a fellow Scorp, i'm sure that you're worried about side effects; especially the sexual ones. Wellbutrin SR has very good results without the sexual side effects in most cases, and it won't leave you zombiefied.
You didn't mention your "affliction," so I'm guessing. I can tell you, however, that no real health professional would recommend going off meds without a Dr's supervision.

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posted October 10, 2004 03:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
thanks saffron
thats an interesting article
I dont think i'm an indigo
I got a 98 on the Starseed Quiz, though
Some book on auras I looked into, and also another test I took, suggested that I was very strong in Blue, and especially Violet energies.

thanks again,
and god(dess) bless,
hsc

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posted October 10, 2004 03:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
thanx cancerianmoon


wordweaver -

I've been variously diagnosed with A.D.D., Social Anxiety, Depression, Bi-Polar, Dysthymia, Cyclothymia, Borderline, and Schizotypal. So far.

Wellbutrin seemed to work well for me. I was unbearably restless before I got on it.. and I'm worried that will return if and when I get completely off it.

I've been told that its the strong Uranian energy that causes my nerves, and that acupuncture is a good method for dealing with this. I'm looking into it.


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posted October 10, 2004 04:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
Gads! If you look enough, there is a label for anything.
I choose to define my own label.. although I am sure I could 'technically' fall into any of those 'disorders' you mentioned. I like being a spaz. (I guess that's what I get with Uranus sitting on my Sun, huh)
Sometimes I am a sad spaz, I trust that if I ever got ****SO**** bad I wanted to cause harm to myself/others, I would recognize it and act. (positively, as if I had to qualify that....)

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posted October 10, 2004 06:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for astro junkie     Edit/Delete Message
Yeah, it kind of goes beyond spaz. It literally feels like 500 pounds on top of you, in the sense that no matter WHAT you do, you're not strong enough to lift it by yourself. Some methods can help alleviate some of the weight, but sometimes you feel you are using every last ounce of energy to just keep it at bay, just to be able to say you take something "natural" like Wort.

Once it gets to a certain point, a GOOD medication lifts the weight off you almost completely. This in turn allows you more energy for other things. A that point, the medication is of great help because you're no longer beating yourself over not being able to "snap out of it" on your own. You've cleared the weight, now you can get some things accomplished.

Some of these newer drugs, since about the time Paxil came out, have been further tweaked to be time-released. That's usually what those letters/abbreviations mean at the end. So that at one time, there was only Wellbutrin, but now there is Wellbutrin in time-release form. Same for Paxil, Effexor, Zoloft, Escalith, etc.

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posted October 10, 2004 06:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Wordweaver     Edit/Delete Message
Hence the abbreviation "SR" (Sustained release). But, believe it or not, the duration of release can alter slightly the effect of the med.
Wow, AJ; we're starting to agree. Scary, isn't it? You'll be thinking like a Scvorpio soon. *S*

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posted October 10, 2004 11:31 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for scorpbaby     Edit/Delete Message
Good Luck Heart Shaped Cross
For a while now, I've been feeling as though I suffer from some of the disorders you described. I can sympathize, having to battle Scorpionic demons as well.

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posted October 11, 2004 03:27 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for astro junkie     Edit/Delete Message
Exactly Wordweaver - And why would me thinking like a Scorpio be so far fetched? You haven't seen me post about my Scorpio influences? Watch out!!! Hee hee ...

Mercury, Mars & Neptune in Scorpio all in my 6th House. In addition, my Mars in Scorpio is the Focal Point of my entire Chart. Before I even knew that, when people would try to guess my sign they'd almost always guess Scorpio first.

But hey - I've also made it clear, for the sake of sweet clemency from our Scorpio Sheriff here at Lindaland, that I still cannot compete with a Scorpio Sun in terms of intensity. Right Sheriff?

But I come pretty darn close if I wanna. Almost scares me with it's 6th House precision.

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posted October 15, 2004 02:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for DeepIYM     Edit/Delete Message
... Uh yea, I'm in high school and mood disorders run through my family.
I found myself wanting to socialize so badly, but for some reason Never Felt Like Doing It. It drove me MAD! I wanted to talk to the girl I liked, or go out with friends on a Saturday. Something! Instead I'd be in the darkroom till all hours of the night or writing poetry. Now these aren't bad things, the mood I was in was! Horrible. I couldn't get a frickin' girlfriend, and I'm HOT! My mom oneday turned me on to the pharmaceutical drugs. I'm still thinking about what it's doing for me, dealing with the stigma, thinking, maybe this isn't working... ect. ect. but... I've now got a girl friend, I can concentrate in school, I can FINALLY socialize because I can talk to people, I have something to say, it's not awkward, I'm not sad...

BOTTOM LINE!

I've got more important things to be doing like taking Photographs, writing poetry, being creative, hanging out with friends, Loving Life! Because life is beautiful!
But when you can't see it...
What's the use.

HSC, You do what ever you need to do. I commend you for going through what you do and stickin' to your gut. If that's how you feel then do it! Good luck and much an empapathic love to you.

As for the article, it seemed more like a personal attack on society than unbiased news. I do agree that society is pretty funking deranged in its social values, but When you can't fight them because your depressed and unable to concentrate, what does it matter?

An uncompassionate society is a metaphorical genocide.

Randall III

P.S. I now consider having friends a luxury. Not to mention an awesome girlfriend!

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posted October 15, 2004 11:06 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LibraSparkle     Edit/Delete Message
(((Randall))) Nicely said, darlin'. I totally agree with your assesment of that article. I also couldn't agree more with: "An uncompassionate society is a metaphorical genocide."

I am very happy for you! I'm glad that you have found something that helps.

A lot of people have become apathetic in our society... especially to mental illness. Some people have yet to understand that mental illness is much like physical illness in the fact that in many cases there are healing methods that sometimes involve medicine. I'm sure many of these people don't think twice about popping a Tylenol, or taking cough syrup when they're not feeling physically well.

This kind of hypocrisy is quite unfortunate.

However, I do believe extreme caution should be used when considering medication for small children. Their brains are still developing. Granted, there are some small children that need to be medicated.

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posted October 15, 2004 12:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for thirteen     Edit/Delete Message
Here is my take on antidepressants...The stigma is so overrated it makes me sick. Bottom line. the one thing people are the most jealous of in another human being is "peace of mind" nothing else. Non users are jealous of anothers peace of mind so they have created all this crap to muddy the waters and scare the hell out of people. I use SARAFEM two weeks out of the month for peri-menopause symtoms. I remember walking out of my drs office thinking THIS IS FRICKING PROZAC! I had to get over that and thank god I did. It has given me back my quality of life and if I need them forever then so be it.Oh and P.S. to the frightened...they don't give you happiness or uphoria, they take the edge off. Hapiness is up to you and your still gonna have to work at it drugs or not.

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posted October 15, 2004 05:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pidaua     Edit/Delete Message
Did you know that Welbutrin is also the same drug that is used to get people to stop smoking?

In that form it is called Zyban.

Thirteen, I don't think it is a matter of jealousy. I think people are geniunely concerned over others taking mood altering drugs. We over medicate people and we don't give them a chance to come off the drugs.

I understand what HSC is doing, my only advice is that if you feel that you are falling into that pit again, don't be afriad to talk to you Dr or get back on meds. Nothing is worth the despair.

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posted October 15, 2004 07:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for astro junkie     Edit/Delete Message
Being totally honest here, OK? I was completely thinking bad things about meds all my life, which was a GOOD THING!! Or else I wouldn't have thought twice about taking just any drug.

But it's important to feel comfortable with what you are prescribed. That is important because not every drug gave me the relief I get now. It took some tweaking over a very long period of time. I DO care about the quality of my life, and if it's better right now for me, so be it. The drugs that are out right now are not ANYTHING like the old stuff.

Like I said, I know I need them because it neurological as well.

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posted October 15, 2004 09:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for kboon     Edit/Delete Message
Hi everyone:

This is a really interesting thread! Good posts, everyone!

My experience with Zoloft wasn't too bad, but I hated the side effects (weight gain, blurred vision, insomnia, etc.). Got put on the stuff due to severe, incapacitating depression for which I was hospitalized.

The Zoloft worked really well, not just at getting rid of the blues, but pretty much every emotion I used to have, the good ones AND the bad ones!

That combined with the side effects prompted me to say "forget this stuff!!" and I decided to empower myself via natural ways. The first couple of months were hard, struggling with coming off the meds AND coping with a mood disorder.

I stayed away from St. John's Wort. Yes, it does work really, really well, but after researching the herb, it's not the best thing for your liver, IMO.

Instead, I focused on getting my body and mind well by the following:

- lots of walking, lots of fresh air

- keeping really busy!

- lots of vitamin and mineral supplements, Vitamin Bs, C, E, calcium/magnesium with Vitamin D, folic acid, and really good MultiVitamin

- lots of Omega 3s! I've been using them for two months and think they're excellent. Seriously, it's one of the best things for us depressed folk http://www.mcmanweb.com/article-15.htm

- began doing yoga

- cut out caffeine

- cut out all sugar. Sugar is unbelievably bad for us! I had no idea til I did some reading up on it.

A really good book for coping with mood disorders is "Potatoes Not Prozac" by Dr. Kathleen DesMaisons. http://www.radiantrecovery.com/

And another good book is "Feeling Good" by Dr. David Burns. http://www.feelinggood.com/

Anyway, I've been off the Zoloft for about six months now, and my depression is pretty much gone and all those nasty side effects are also gone for good. Never felt better!

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posted October 16, 2004 02:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for astro junkie     Edit/Delete Message
Yeah, one of the reasons I stopped taking some of the meds I tried was because of weight gain, which only makes one MORE depressed.

I know that Effexor XR and Wellbutrin don't cause that because I grilled my doctor. He's actually not a psychiatrist, he's a psychopharmocologist, someone who specilizes in combining more than one medication.

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