posted March 28, 2009 05:58 PM         

Oops. I came back on the thread

posted March 28, 2009 09:35 PM         

It's over.

Did you miss it?

I WON

posted March 28, 2009 09:57 PM         

If making hurtful comments, bulling people into something by never shutting up and always needing the last word is your way of "winning", okay.

I didnt know this was a contest. I thought you might eventually catch on that we all heard you and you could move on out of the thread and not trying to start more fights. You cant let things go HSC.

I think most people can see what you are and were doing here. I "yelled" and swore at you, big deal. You like to pump it saying I "lost it pretty spectaularly". LOL "Serious, rageful, ongoing outpouring" That's you HSC. That's what you do here in your very own special way. And as you said you were loving it up and egging on as you tried to look suprised and calm! You live off of that type of energy.

Your silly little arguements will work on some people, mainly your fan club. But I see right through you and have for years. So do a lot of other people. So you think be cause I called you a "***** ". and all of that that makes you look better and you "won". So you look like the normal rational person. Youre not, HSC!

posted March 28, 2009 10:12 PM         

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I've never been so incredibly and perfectly vindicated in my life.

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Youre really loving this arent you? It's kind of cute. If this is the kind of thing that makes you happy HSC, that's pretty sad.

posted March 28, 2009 10:18 PM         

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I'm really proud of myself for staying calm and rational,
while T was going crazy, leveling insults and accusations.

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Me too, HSC, me too. We are all very proud of you. Maybe someone will give you a cookie now. Or take you out for an ice cream sundae.

Calm and rational. More like loving the negative energy that you started that finally came to a head and sitting there feeding off of it, knowing that you were going to look better in everyone's eyes now and you'd better run with it and stay "calm and rational".

posted March 28, 2009 11:01 PM         

Tink, I don't know what you are talking about when you say that stuff about remembering Lotus and Mystic Gemini in reference to me saying that HSC goes to the dark side a couple times a year. I think Mystic Gemini was a troll? and most people know how Lotus and I got along (as in we did NOT). It doesn't matter.

posted March 28, 2009 11:09 PM         

T & MM, did you get my mails??
T, your frustration was palpable, and quite understandable.....

posted March 28, 2009 11:13 PM         

No i havent! Well, I just realized which addy you have. It is one I no longer check daily. I will go there now.

posted March 28, 2009 11:32 PM         

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I apologized to Randall for swearing on his site.

Sorry to other memebers who read it too.

I will not do it again.

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Don't mention it.

posted March 28, 2009 11:35 PM         

You continue to bring the light.

posted March 28, 2009 11:57 PM         

Have you ever heard the quote about we dislike most in others the faults we can't see about ourselves or something like that? I kept being reminded of what he always says to Tink and Juni about how they "artfully" harm others and how proud he was for artfully provoking you to a emotionally painful rage and how he tried to make you into the bad guy because you used a naughty word that isn't allowed. ooooo. Because that was the REAL cruelty there.

At first I thought he just didn't understand that you were emotionally fragile because you really can be so tough and you are always so stable. But there is no way he could forget what you have been through in the last year. Then I thought he just couldn't see that he was being cruel and maybe was so caught up in his imaginary "debate" that he wasn't remembering you as a human. I know he is in a bad place lately too, so that was what my post last night was about...
and then I thought his quotes today meant he was going to walk away from a senseless power struggle and he understood why I would defend you, because you are "my" own.
But now I wonder what he DID mean and right now I feel like I may have misunderstood much about him. I am very truly disappointed and saddened. Sad for his weakness and falling and sadness, and sad for your pain and weakness. And my own weakness, for not having the strength to stick around last night.

Steve,
I re-read the beginning of this thread and I'm not convinced T is guilty of such a horrendous crime. And if it IS a horrendous crime that all Aquarians feel instinctively in their bones and all of us know deep inside is wrong because stars are human too (even though the ******** make all that money and most don't do **** to help out others and instead spend it on tiny $1,000 dogs to keep in their $50,000 purses instead of spending it on programs in schools educating kids not to make fun of other kids for not carrying those same handbags until the kids without the designer wear bring machine guns to school tucked inside their big salvation army duffel bags) and T was lost in the darkness and so spiritually weak that she would take momentary pleasure in the humor of the weaknesses of others then where was your gentle compassion and guidance? The kind you always wonder why people don't give to you when you fall?
The answer to that is that you hadn't climbed out the darkness yourself yet and it was two people in the darkness and two people in the darkness always just means two people in the darkness swirling further into hell. The winner is the one who remembers or finds enough light to say, "Take my hand, friend. I can see the light ahead and I will guide you. Don't be afraid. It is me, your friend, not a monster." The winner is not the one who kicks the friend to the ground and then prances away gloating that the one on the ground who is cursing his name has **** all over him and a dirty mouth.