posted March 23, 2008 06:15 AM         

the case pretty close as mine. i finally realize the basic attitude of quirky cancer

Btw, I'm Nina. I'm a Pisces myself, with a aries moon, ascendant aries and capricorn in venus.
I've a very close male friend who is fall under sign of cancer. We've been friends since 5 years ago. First time I met him, he was dated with taurian girl. And I'm on the other hand was flirted with another gemini. We (the quirky cancer and I) often hang out together. We did lots of crazy things together. Too much of good things. Last two years, my relationship with the gemini met the end. As I don't really clear how does exactly his feeling towards me, so I leave and swim away. Last year, my cancer friend broke up with his taurian girl. Because his taurian girl dated another guy. It was somewhere on february last year.

The quirky cancer really drowned in frustration. He was not really himself and almost involve himself in drugs. But, maybe life still love him. He cheer up bit by bit, until he finally get a job. I'm presently working part time with him since the first month he get the job. So, our friendship expand as the superior and staff. We enjoy having great times together as well as doing our job.

Something extra-ordinary attachment happened between us on last september. there are chemistry between us. but i try to avoid that feeling. and he did the same. we've lot of things in common. seeing him is like i mirroring myself. feelings are getting invisible crazy day by day. the last beauty moment we spoke to each other was last week. we spent a night long at jetty, talked and laughed of all things from the past. it was beautiful night with the beautiful feeling- we sat on the jetty, under the half shinning moon, surrounded by countless stars and the melody from the ocean made everything perfectly beautiful. (It was only one of thousand beauty moment that I spent with him).

He said that, he still hoping for his taurian girl to come back to him. But yet, he hate her too.
As a pisces, I can sense that he is really into me. That's scaring me (althought I want him too). But since he said, he still hoping for his taurian girl, so I can't response to all his hints towards me. Well, I'm not kind of people that break others hope. If me that he hoping for, definitely I come to him.

He really take good care of me, like no one does. Except that sometimes I feel he is trying to control me. That made me want to run away from him. And he keep on chasing me. Sometimes he teasing my heart, observing me and speak something with the deep meaning. Now, I'm scare to dead, to admit that if i really fall under the love spell. I like him too, but too close to him at this age really scaring me. It could led us to married. Lately, he tried so hard to digg my background. He like to know everything about my family. While these days, I keep it as the big secret of mine. I don't really talk about my family to others. I don't like people knowing much about me and where I came from. It is true, pisces a very secretive.

posted March 24, 2008 01:52 PM         

i keep thinking about the matters like everyday. even he is around, my mind keep in analyzing what actually going on between us. at the same time we enjoy ourselves like there is no end, from the heavy time till the boring hours, from day light to the endless night, we treasured everymoments together. at some point, i'm big worried to admit what ever feeling i keep for him. coz i'll be the most poor and the hopeless creature when it come to love and soul. it sucking all my strenght and it make me feeling weak. i'm afraid of that. and i hate feeling weak. urhmm....

posted March 28, 2008 10:36 PM         

synchronicity (Universe/One)at work

I usually feel like no one tries actually "understanding me" so if everyone is trying and you are trying too... that should produce some overall positive results. You are probably holding back for a reason. Have you prayed about it? Keep praying for the highest and best path for you both. The "magic" (of clarity and guidance) happens when you pray.

posted March 29, 2008 03:31 PM         

yeah, i pray about it like everyday and everytime i'm thinking about him. overall, I leave it to God. HE knows what the best.

-->The "magic" (of clarity and guidance) happens when you pray.
yeah~ It does happens. Believe in miracles and believe in God will.
That's all I can do for the moment.

posted April 01, 2008 01:08 AM         

"Pisces is a unique zodiac sign with people full of diverse characteristics under it. Just as the ocean is full of fishes of different color and size, Pisces are also markedly different from one another.A Pisces woman can be romantic, brutal and faithful at the same time. But a kind Pisces woman usually appears too perfect to be believed. Pisces may be madly in love with somebody and may not be influenced by any romantic feeling at all. Some of them cannot hide their emotions while the others cannot express it. It is said that the Pisces have the most complicated heart. They are the most unpredictable, enigmatic and inscrutable in this world. It is really very difficult to make out when love came and when it went away in a Pisces' life. For this reason, sometimes they fail to judge their own mind. They fail to decide whether to stay together with their partners or not."

posted April 01, 2008 01:51 AM         

My progressed AC recently became Pisces and I don't know how well I am handling it.

posted June 22, 2008 11:10 PM         

I've a "little" silent conflict with the Cancer. He didn't make the first move yet, and so do I.

Finally, his family moving out to my hometown. I don't know what God planning for me and him.

Lots of thing happened though. We didn't spoke for 2 weeks. And I un-install my yahoo messenger, I try to deleted him from my friendlist, but I just can't.. so I uninstall my yahoo messenger. And with that way, I don't see him again and never bother to know what is going with his life.

He flirted with other girl and seems to make me feel jealous. Instead, he succeeded chasing me out from his life. Maybe he meant it. He doesn't need me as he wish it to be.

Well, I don't mind either. Even it hurting me. (Not about his flirting, but the way he doesn't need me in his life. And it hurt me)

By the time I typing this, I doesn't feel the pain anymore, although I'm actually hurt by him. I'm shutting down lots of time ... at the moment.

Next month will be his birthday and it's will be a year this crazy thing happen between us.

I'm just tired of what we've been through, but neither do I to rush him to declare his feeling. I'm thanking God, coz he didn't.

I guess something better left unsaid.

posted June 27, 2008 07:37 AM         

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invisible feeling that always keep everyone in wonder

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Your language is beautiful and poetic - and you are real in how you say that many of us are in wonder of invisible energy.

I have found Cancerians (2 lovers, Sun and Mars) to be discreet about their feelings, yet their actions are strong enough to change one's life course.

I have rarely had a straight answer from my Cancerian lovers. They are loyal, yet possessive. They seem to 'rule' (or is it manipulate) with their emotions. They are quiet, yet deep in their love-making.

You personify the Piscean that I know, where I am crazy to know about the 'invisble', but unspoken energy that I feel is existing.

How do I find out about this remarkable invisible feeling with a Piscean? Do Pisceans take a risk to discover?

I am mainly Fire and Earth, but I am learning more about Water. The two of you seem like warm and cold water meeting and spiralling around in a swirling confusing whorl.

Imagine leaves falling into your immediate proximity - they would be swept neither here, nor there, not settling in any place due to a turbulent flow. How can a seed grow in this uncertain environment?

The presence of the Taurean woman has not helped your situation. if she has not used her 'possessivenss' and played on the Cancerian 'possessiveness, you may have been given a chance.

Thank your Piscean preservation that you have kept some slight distance to protect yourself. There is more than the synastry of you and him. There is the 'invisible' energy of the 'ex' hanging around, sadly preventing your Cancerian friend from truly moving on with his life.

I'm sure you will here from him soon...

Love, dooza xox

posted July 05, 2008 03:44 PM         

thank you. i'm really sinking down of nowhere now... i re-read your reply again and again ... can i hug you?

*something not really good has happens between us .. again.