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well the evening went well. The Ex didn't even approach us so that wasn't even an issue. But it was interesting to me to watch him. I may have mentioned this before he has a 6th sense knowing when she is around, but he kept turning blatantly around looking to see where she might be and was puzzled when he didn't see her when he felt her presence. But for someone who keeps everything low key and non chalant that was body language that doesn't fit...it was almost like fear/panic, But everything else was cool calm and collected. But I have never seen him like that even tho it was brief. But everythng else went well and I'll see him up at the station Friday. One thing that he asked while we were sitting there was that he had asked me about my new work schedule, my usual response to most people when they ask me something like that out of the blue is to ask "Why" but I didn't --figured he had his own agenda storing the information for future reference. Here's the freaky thing I forgot to mention...I saw the Ex and told him she looks familiar to me and I have no idea why, but she does...now neither of his daughters look anything like her at all they all look like his family so that is not where I am getting that from...I have no real way to have run into her before that day. But as I looked at her I had the feeling I have known her before ---like before this lifetime--- and somehow I knew that she would look as she did I have never seen a picture of her either. Another observation was that I felt that she and my crab definitley didn't match...you know how some couples seem to match they look like they belong together???They didn't I could not imagine the two of them together even for 14 years that they were married --I still couldn't imagine them as a couple. But we match apparently as a friend of mine at the station remarked that we looked good together when we were dating initially...so anyway..that's basically it to tontie report...LOL

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posted May 05, 2006 12:15 PM            

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very true faye!
manners are indeed very very important but i would rather disagree with your feelings reagrading manner and youngsters .

and to tell you something, whenever we talk we have never talked to boy-girl things but rather the topics like gandhi and yoga .

even she is considerd to be a snob! but i would rather fall in love with snobs than stupids
earlier , when i was more of silent shy kind , people thought of me in the same way but now i think my aries asc. is taking over .

hy selena and celtic !

celtic: but how do we know , you people look good as a pair unless we see
just rtying to remind you something .

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So you and the crabby patty (Sorry, Im in a good mood ) are back together? I read about a couple of posts back to make sure I was caught up with the story and these all sound like good signs. It's scary when I read alot of these stories about cancers, how much they sound like me. I may be more of a cancer than I thought.

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posted May 05, 2006 01:32 PM              

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Cancerrg!
Did I say something about youngsters and manners?
Many young people have impecably wonderful manners! Age has nothing to do with manners! Some old folks are crude and rude.
My son has perfect manners. I know many folks who do. Remember my husband was only 28 when we met and he has always had perfect manners. You have always shown yourself to be a gentleman to me. I admire you for that. It is very much appreciated Cancerrg!

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DP here too
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posted May 07, 2006 02:40 PM            

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Hello Celtic, Fayte and Cancerrg,

Celtic, is there any news? How is the Crab?
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posted May 08, 2006 02:19 PM            

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actually faye , i dont remember the exact sentence , as far as i remember , it was sometime back or may be i just misinterpreted ( i checked your post on last page , there it seems that i might have misinterpretd the earlier one) .

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Hi all,
Selena and Luna nice to hear form you. Luna, the crab and I are not exactly back together,but we seem to be rebuilding our relationship if nothing else except freind ship..however I would like it to get to where it was before but I have no idea where it will go if anywhere. Firday night I got the feeling that he didn't want me up at the station as he told me none except the ambulance was staffed (it was full no room for me to ride there)no other appartatus was staffed and he said he was chasing battalion so he hadn't even staffed the tanker and since other members were out of town and going to a conference in the am no one wopuld be responding in (so for me to be there would kinda be a waste) He had said that I could come up if I wanted to but there would be no where to ride or to sleep supposedly as the bunk room was full which I have a hard time beleiveing as there are 10 bunks and If I was there there would only be 9 taken so I just read between the lines and said well then I'll just stay home the dog. I did go up Saturday to help out after the conference and the evening was okay he never acted weirded out or anything but I think he's starting up again with his backing up and sideways stuff again. So I'm just gonna back off for a while and not be so "around"---I don't know every time I think there is progress being made steps backwards are taken.

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posted May 09, 2006 04:37 AM            

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Oh, sorry to hear that, Celtic!

Bloody cancers, so moody and changeable, you are such sweet, patient person, is he blind?
If it means anything, I will say that I behave similarly, even when in love. I was dying for my Scorpio once, and I called him to just have a chit-chat (actually, I pretended it was just a chit-chat, I was pining for him and needed to hear his voice...). But then, when he asked me out, I got so scared, I actually made up millions of reasons why I can't (all imaginary), because I was just terrified. Needless to say, I stayed home (without a dog!), not knowing why did I possibly I do that, and beating myself over the head for my stupidity. While at the same time, I was so in love with him, it hurt. Of course, it took Scorpio lots of "subtle" hints from me to ask me out again, that's how stupid we Cancers can be.
And you know, I really feel that, if your Crab lost you, say you suddenly found someone else, he would be shattered, and would be than pining after you. But I hope not, as a Cancer I never felt deeper love than with a Scorpio, he really is a silly Crab, doesn't know what he is missing! Also, your description of the fire station business sounds really sexy, all those uniforms, action, etc!
Hang in there, the Crab must wake up one day, for his own good! Big hugs, Selena.

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Thanks Selena for your post. We Scorpios can be a moody bunch as well. Some of that may me just being oversensitive some of it because as I am now finding my self coming down with a cold! I HATE BEING SICK!!!! But prior to becoming sick I often get moody and morose so sometmes I misinterpret things too..as my perceptions get dulled...yuck! I will be seeing him up tonite at our company meeting at the firestation, we are having elections as well so that will be interesting. So we'll see wht he does ..he'll probably fuss at me for doing too much and now I am sick But another interpretation was that he was looking out for me, he's fussed at me before for doing so much , being up so late especially when I have to work in the am--- stuff like that.

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I hope you feel better soon,

I would say to him that I was sick, it may awaken his protective, maternal insticts, he may offer to look after you until you get better, hehehe, you know what I mean, chicken soup and all that...
Your second interpretation may be right, if he is real Cancer (like myself). When I really like someone, I make up all kind of reasons reasons to call them, or to see them, and they are often very "official" reasons, like to give them some document, or to ask them someone's phone number. When in reality, it is just an excuse, ANY excuse to talk to them, without them actually knowing that I am so much into them (talking about the Scorpio here), that my heart beats like mad, and my breathing almost stops. I don't know why we Crabs hide our feelings so much, I do believe it has to do with avoiding being hurt. So, if it ends up pear shaped, we can at least pretend that we didn't really care that much anyway (while at the same time we feel like we have a permanent knife stuck into our soft crab stomack, thats how much it hurts!).
Today I re-read all the chapters about Scorpio-Cancer relationship by Linda G., including female Scorp. male Cancer, and it is just so beautiful, so deep, and so very true I was profoundly touched. I read in your previous posts here that you also agree with everything written there, it is astonishingly true, isn't it?
Well, I, like everyone else on this forum, are so taken with your story of love, and I am sending you the most positive vibrations and energy for you and your mr Crab.
All the best, Selena.

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Thanks Selena!

That is so sweet we need all the good vibes we can get

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Oh, I did that same backwards-fowards thing with my Scorpio. It might've had something to do with perception of myself (Why would he want me? What does he see in me?..etc.)The first time he was mad, we had a feud one time cause he didn't understand.(Why do you play games?...this and that)But that was a long time ago. Now that I look back, I feel really bad because I kept pushing him away unconsciously when he came around and I didn't know why. (It was almost second nature) Its not that I didn't want him-oh I did, and I do...but I guess I'm afraid of him knowing the real me. Were still working through it, its not easy,but we'll find a way. I just hope your Crab wakes up before its too late my friend

Oh, and Celtic, I feel your pain.....my allergies have come:O argggghhhhh!

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Luna, Oh yeah colds and allegies just suck...LOL I am on the mend and feeling better.hope you feel better too.
Well it was funny. Tueday night we had our elections. I was elected Treasurer (I was the only one who ran but I had to be voted). The funny thing about my Crab and I am sure it is because of his Taurus moon, he has a thing for the rules and making sure things get done properly sometimes he is anal about rules other times not. But anyway, he always comes to the meeting carrying his copy of our bylaws and always points out if soemthing is going not according to them. It amuses me it is without fail--he's the only one who brings it. Well, one of the rules is that in order to hold an office you have to be a full voiting memeber for a year..(i am about 2 months shy of that qualification) it was brought to my attention by the Prez and the committe person that I didn't meet that qualification after the election, but that since no one else was nominated that I would be "acting" treasurer unil that two months was up then they would vote me to be the Treasuer if no one else wanted to run against me. I said fine that was okay I had no problem with that. Well, later on, my Crab comes up to me and told me he didn't want me to think he brought it up to them for any other reason than to avoid any trouble down the road for me and eliminate any controversy that he wasn't trying to speak against me or anything, but he appeared worried that I would think that for some reason---the truth is that I had no idea he was the one who brought it to their attention in the first place but he was scurrying to explain himself which I thought was mildly amusing.He's also a director for our board of directors and we will be working together as far as the BOD meetings are concerned in my new office, so it should be interesting.

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Ooooooh,

that would be very interesting, working together. Keep us posted!!!!

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posted May 13, 2006 09:11 AM            

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Yes, but he'll be guarded....it is the work place after all. But nevertheless.....I wanna here more! LOL

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Well, over the weekend I wound up helping my Crab compile some statistics on the top call runners for the year (those who ran the most calls for fire and ems)for those awards at our annual banquet.usually this info is relatively easy to get from the county, but the ususal route was unavailable to us. So he had to go into the computer and pull it out essentially by hand in a painstaking way and it took him over 20 hours even with my help. We also discovered while doing this method we had to change how we got the info otherwise it would have taken him way more time than it was worth. Then since he was in the running in the top 3 he felt awkward counting up his own calls and those who were running close to him so he had me count up his and the others calls to verify what he had was factual and impartial. He then e-mailed the Chiefs and the nominating commitee with the results and showcased the fact that he had me helping him do this. Then last night on my duty night he and his daughter show up with his dog. Which was funny as I had been thinking about his dog and how much I missed him just that day. I took care of the dog so they could eat dinner in peace and he remarks "he even listens to you" which was strange the way he said it ---almost like a previous conversation about the dog had taken place but I wasn't present for it. Like he was thinking already of how well his dog and I get along. (his dog is extremely fearful of people he doesn't know) and I may have mentioned that his dog warmed up to me very quickly and he was amazed as he never warms up to anyone that fast. I wanted to say of course he listens to me because he LOVES me..which he does...He's not a kissy dog but he gives ME doggie kisses. I want to knock on my crabs's head and say "hello...your dog loves and trusts me...you can too!!! Listen to your dog!" LOL

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Oh I forgot, Fayte...I gave his younger daughter an inexpensive necklace with a star as the pendant and it had little suns and moons and stars on it with a little aqua colored crystal stone as her little gift after her concert as her first step to "becoming a diva" anyway she has not taken it off since (and has told me as much)and wears it all the time and says how much she likes it---she always gives me hugs hello and goodbye--she's a really good kid and I would give anything to have the opportunity to be her step-mom. :::sigh::: oh I also forgot to mention while we were working on the call stats he shared a situation involving his older daughter and another memember at the station now his older daughter just turned 20 and the other memember who is not far from her dad's age and some of this started when she was 17 and some things recently started up again and needless to say it is all he can do short of literally killing the guy and not only has this situation happend with his daughter it has happened with other young gals in the department one of whom is the Assistant chief (soon to be Chief's) daughter and this guy supposedly has a fiance...knowing what I know now I can't even look at this guy the same and it is so dissapointing( another unevolved Scorpio)....he's lucky I don't kill him for my Crab... it really is disgusting, the guy hasn't been showing up I figured because of work issues, but now I know better because my Crab is his duty crew officer on fridays. He of course told me this in confidence and of course I wouldn't mention it to anyone at the station ..it really is involved one other person knows simply because it affects the other cadet girls who are under 18 and that person is the cadet coordinator. Anyway that is the latest. Hope all this time and energy isn't wasted. Thank you all for the good wishes and vibes....

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Hope it goes well for you.
The gift to the daughter! Beautiful! And her heartfelt pide in wearing it!
Allergies here too. Zonky headed exhausted flu bug going around again too.
Miserable.

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Even their dog likes you. That is so sweet I love animals

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Oh hope you feel better dear Fayte! The snorty head stuffy flu bugs are no fun Sending you some healing prayers

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Hi Celtic,

Hehehe, this all sounds like "hint,hint,hint" from the Crab. You know, Crabs find it really hard to be direct, and when he says smt. like "my dog likes you", it is, I think pretty safe to translate it as "I like you". At least I, (also Crab with Venus in Gemini) do that a lot, giving compliments in the "around the bush" way, because I am not brave enough to say "Gee, you are the sexiest, most beautiful, clever etc.etc. person I've ever met". Well, so far so good, keep in there.
And isn't it lovely that his daughter wears your necklase. Well, if he is a typical Crab, what his children feel and think will be of utmost importance to him, so it is a BIG PLUS that she seems to like you a lot. But why wouldn't she, maybe she senses that you truly love her father.
I really so want this to happen for you two, you've been so loyal and patient, and gentle, and he seems to be such silly Crab, sidestepping and dissappearing, grrrrrhhhhh. But if he is anything like me, it is fear, especially what he's already been through, and it is sometimes safer not to get involved, than risking again to be hurt by someone that means so much to you. Anyway, am keeping my fingers crossed for the two of you, keep us posted, expecting some very nice news soon, Selena.

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That just it Selena I would NEVER hurt him. Is it that hard for Crabs to really understand that or is it because they can't beleive that it is true.?

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