posted December 05, 2002 01:07 PM         

Upon re-reading that dream, and your comments, it seems I have passed over some of your questions/thoughts! I apologize for that and will give this a bit more thought.

Peace to you Hopeful - I am sending over one of my angels right now!

posted December 05, 2002 02:51 PM         

Peace to you as well.

posted December 21, 2002 10:40 PM         

Did you get my emails about my Great Aunt?

I had a dream last night which I know was very long, but I only remember a bit, so will try to tell you the part I remember.

I had been out late and came home and fell asleep instantly. I had a telephone conversation with this guy (not the Sag). In the morning, I was very tired and walked out into the living room, and there was a tall, thin dark haired man there! He looked at me and said "don't look at me - don't move and I won't hurt you." I happened to glance at the alarm and realized he had disengaged it somehow. He walked into the spare room - where I'm assuming he slept - and then he left. A man and his wife came and drove me to a hotel because I was nervous about staying there. I wasn't sure anything had been taken but felt the man had been a burglar.

Let me know if that strikes anything with you. BTW - I heard from this guy in the telephone conversation AND from the Sag this week. Still seems to be status quo though.

posted December 23, 2002 07:21 PM         

Did you say it was an akashic reader or a psychic who originally mentioned the possible connection? Whomever, I think she only wavered in her perception because of her own time-restricted beliefs. She may have been entirely correct about you being her. It is certainly possible for a soul to control more than one body in the same time period - ESPECIALLY when one is on the "way out" and one is on the "way in." I think it was Osho who said that many age related mental "disorders" are actually the effect of the soul of the person retreating from the body, sometimes completely even before physical death.

Anyway, I think there is definately something to these connections you have discovered.

I will get to the dream as soon as I can.

posted December 24, 2002 12:18 AM         

No hurry on the dream. Happy holidays!

posted January 02, 2003 01:18 PM         

Well, there is nothing profound in what little I have to say on this dream, but I could definately use some feedback on it. I do not feel I really hit it entirely correctly. Anyway ...

This strange man seems to be an aspect of self who is presenting a message from your subconscious. The message is not really a new one. You unconsciously escape harm - emotional - by not recognizing this aspect/force which is an inner reflection of your outer relations (with men) and which is depleting certain of your energies.

The question in my mind is - what spurred this dream? Was it just the "usual" unconscious energies you are dealing with, or did it have something to do with the other guy you had a conversation with? Who is he? How do you feel about him? There could be a correlation being made between him and the Sag, or it could be that he just subconsciously sparked the energies you have involved with the Sag.

So, feel free to tell me that none of this feels right. But if something does, which part?

posted January 02, 2003 01:44 PM         

"I am also curious what you thought about the etheral feel to the dream. It was almost as though I were looking at a reflection in a pool - that if I dipped my hand in, it would melt away."

This does sound and feel very much the way I see some of my own past-lives - etheral and delicate. Hmmm ...

Oh, and before I forget, I wanted to tell you that I think you scared off Brown Cow with your lexi! He was/is not sure what to think about it, and that is what I tell him - "think about it."

posted January 02, 2003 07:45 PM         

As for the burglar dream, in reading your thoughts and thinking about how I felt - it seems this man was saying he wouldn't hurt me as long as I didn't interfere - didn't act. I recently received some STRONG signs to stay away from the Sag. I have accepted it. I also asked two friends to lexi the Sag's name with the Scorpio (I've mentioned briefly before) as they so often contact me within hours of each other. Both lexi's suggested one was dark and one was light. I thought the Sag was light until recently. I feel he has slid to a dark, dark place. Thus, the dark haired burglar perhaps? The signs, based on some research my intuition was screaming at me to do, were loud and clear that "my" Sag had slid.

I've had a few frags which I will add to see if they mean anything as they came within days of this burglar dream and one is another burglar:

1 - I was playing a dragon board game
2- I was in a house with a party going on - the mom was downstairs in the basement with a group and the dad was upstairs with a couple of people - the dad was upset about something - I went downstairs to help the mom with laundry
3- on a shopping excursion with 2 guys who are opposing parties that I get along with well
4- there was a break-in and plumbing stuff was on my bed - a neighbor asked me out and offered to find a date for my friend - he was very attractive with dark hair - I tried to wash towels and the water was gushing out of the laundry room (I think because the plumbing was on my bed!)

As for my Great Aunt, I too am amazed at the number of similarities. I never listed them out before! I wish I would stumble across her diary as I feel quite sure she kept one. I had the urge several times to keep one but never did keep it up for any length of time. I wonder if she has a message about this whole relationship lesson??

posted January 02, 2003 10:36 PM         

I absolutely understand being startled by a lexi. I am still amazed by how often people tell me they find truth in my lexi's or how it has helped them in some way. Again...me? It makes me feel blessed to be able to give something to others.

posted January 03, 2003 02:43 AM         

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posted January 03, 2003 05:16 PM         

It is good to have you here!

posted January 03, 2003 05:39 PM         

1) This could mean many things, depending upon your feelings about dragons and the type of game. Is life a game? Do you feel you are walking a magical path, or playing with magical/supernatural forces? Are you playing with fire? Do you feel you are being devoured? Who are you playing the game with/against? Does the game contain a path to follow?

2) I am not certain what the party represents here. It could represent your psyche (house) in general and the accomplishments you are generally making. But there is a split present within this general advancement/accomplishment/celebration. Archetypally, the dad can symbolize the collective consciousness, or your connection with it, which is "upset", out of balance, probably relating to your relationship situations. The mother, archetypally, can represent the collective unconscious, where we find that there is "laundry" to be done. There is unconscious material relating to your persona (clothes), as reflected within a greater whole, that needs cleansing.

As if reinforcing this archetypal idea, the dad is upstairs (conscious) with people (collective) and the mom is in the basement (unconscious) with a group (collective).

3) This could reflect a need to "shop around" pertaining to relationships and the opposite ends of the spectrum you are encountering. Do you remember what you were shopping for?

4) Your unconscious self has broken into your conscious psyche once again, moving material into your subconscious (bed). The plumbing stuff suggests a congestion/stoppage/blockage of energy/force or emotion (implied water). I suppose that is nothing you do not already know, but at least this is an indication that perhaps you are a step closer to consciously realizing or dealing with it.
The next fragment could suggest that the blockage is about feminine/masculine balance (perhaps soon to be rectified?).
The last fragment suggests that the cleansing you are to undergo will or is releasing emotional/unconscious energies (water gushing).

Make sense?

posted January 04, 2003 10:40 AM         

Ra -

I have been dreaming a great deal lately but not able to retain very much at all.

1 - I remember the dragon game as feeling like a competition - but I never had any fear or doubt I wouldn't win. I didn't feel it was about life so much, but something mystical. I don't recall anyone else being in the game other than the dragon!

2- The part about being out of balance definitely hit home. I also feel a struggle going on between my conscious and unconscious.

3- we were shopping for clothes. Perhaps that fits in with the second dream and the laundry?
3) This could reflect a need to "shop around" pertaining to relationships and the opposite ends of the spectrum you are encountering. Do you remember what you were shopping for?

4- This interpretation strikes a strong chord. As you know, I've beens struggling with the whole balance issue of masc/fem, and now it seems to be continuing with cons/uncons. I do hope a breakthrough is coming because I could certainly use it.

Again, I appreciate all of your help and your kind words. My heart is tired and it does hurt, but I am trying hard to trust and keep the faith.