posted February 19, 2009 12:11 PM            

It's all me.

I've got water-house issues.

Major blind spots.

I perceive so many attacks where there arent any,
and I'm partially blind to my own passive-aggressive sh-t.

I'm really sorry.

Next time, I'll ditch the ego.

I like talking with you about this stuff.

posted February 20, 2009 06:55 PM            

happy birthday, kurt

posted February 23, 2009 08:51 AM            

hope you're keeping well

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Out of clutter find simplicity.

From dischord find harmony.

In the middle of difficulty, lies opportunity.

posted February 27, 2009 12:29 PM            

Thanks, mezzoelf!

Sorry I missed you, AG.
Just going underground, as I do.

posted March 15, 2009 10:12 PM            

And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.

I've heard it in the chillest land,
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me."

~Emily Dickinson, "Hope"

posted March 16, 2009 11:13 AM            

did u see my reply to you in that "what r u listening to" thread?

is that what you mean by writing whatever and wherever i want?

i dont blame you for not responding to that wreck. i deleted it.

Anyway... you should hear me when I'm not echoing through the underworld.

It's something else. Its not like this. I'm not like this.

But, then, don't the gears shriek and grind without the grease;

Don't the crops thirst and shrivel without the rain,

And the birds become flightless when the worms are scarce?

So must the poet become a neurotic mess, when he hasn't a muse.

posted March 16, 2009 11:38 AM            

quote:

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did u see my reply to you in that "what r u listening to" thread?

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Yes I did

Thank you.

Did you see mail from me in My Space?
I replied there, but just for the record here, it is one of the nicest posts I've ever read.

posted March 16, 2009 11:46 AM            

I realised that it had not been sent but I'd saved it in "Drafts". New to myspace. Anyway I wrote it Thursday, so hope you know you have not been forgot, as I joined myspace as you said you'd add me as a friend, see, I have no other friends so this is not a lie, and it was a right pain in the arse, and took up most of today as well, adding pretty pics and whatnot....

posted April 01, 2009 07:49 AM            

find your peace - by yourself - find contentment in who you are....be satisfied and comfortable with your positive and negative traits. be gentle on yourself for your faults; give yourself time and space to go into and 'feel' your emotions. ride with them, notice them but don't be driven by them. you will never be without them - they make you who you are....

keep writing, keep sharing and remember, you are valued and never alone.

your muse will come...have faith

posted April 02, 2009 03:33 AM            

That's good advice.

I'm trying.

Honest.