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posted March 28, 2010 08:11 PM         

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YAY!! @ Ami

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posted March 28, 2010 10:24 PM         

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Oh yeah! I just remembered. I had a dream last night. Someone told me that I used to be Ra-ta-Osiris. I have no idea what this means but this is one of the only parts that I remember.

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posted March 29, 2010 04:45 AM         

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You need Vapor to interpret.

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posted March 29, 2010 08:42 AM         

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It was a big dream but I can only remember certain parts. One part I was hitting golf balls. Then I was sending questions through the television and when I would submit my question, instead of it showing the question it submitted the answer back to me. The thing that I was submitting my answer to was this old deity that knew everything about everything.

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posted March 29, 2010 05:16 PM         

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posted March 30, 2010 02:39 AM         

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I just realized that Im losing a lot of weight no matter how much I eat. I dont think thats good. Hmmm. Maybe I have changed so much lately because I realize that I might be ready to pass on

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posted March 30, 2010 03:08 AM         

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posted March 30, 2010 07:27 AM         

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Are you serious ?
Maybe you should put your chart up, S.

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posted March 30, 2010 08:49 AM         

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I'll slap you if you kill yourself.

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posted March 30, 2010 08:50 AM         

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seriously!

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posted March 30, 2010 09:00 AM         

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hmmm

Am I too mean to you on LL?

Sorry If I was..

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posted March 30, 2010 09:01 AM         

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Not insinuating you're killing yourself over anything I said btw ^^

I was just saying..

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posted March 30, 2010 09:01 AM         

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Also not insinuating you would've thought that ^

ok

nvm

I'm out lol

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posted March 30, 2010 09:02 AM         

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Diablo, you're the psychologist!

She hasn't been on this thread, has she?

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posted March 30, 2010 09:03 AM         

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OOOOOK

S - I wasn't insinuating you need a psychologist.. either..

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posted March 30, 2010 09:07 AM         

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Sweetie Vapor,
Someone with his crazy sense of humor does not seem suicidal.
When he stops harrassing people I will worry.
LOL.
I did not get suicide out of it.
I talked to him last night and he was as crazy as ever lol.
I will talk to him soon,hopefully.

x o x o Ami

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posted March 30, 2010 01:52 PM         

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Im not suicidal. Im just not sure that there is a point in me existing down here.

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posted March 30, 2010 03:47 PM         

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This is for you S

x o x Ami

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posted March 30, 2010 03:56 PM         

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I was kidding..

But with the last post, I'm not so sure.

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posted March 30, 2010 03:57 PM         

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posted March 30, 2010 03:58 PM         

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I don't know Ami.. it's just that I find fire signs very prone to suicide.

That's completely a personal opinion.. You won't read it anywhere.

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posted March 30, 2010 04:20 PM         

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I say something similar about my dogs, when it comes to them getting into trouble.

I hope everyone's okay. I'm off to make a hot drink (I'm pooped).

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posted March 30, 2010 06:16 PM         

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I don't know Ami.. it's just that I find fire signs very prone to suicide.

That's completely a personal opinion.. You won't read it anywhere.

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Talked to him on Yahoo---not suicidal--feeling tired.
He is so one of a kind. I WILL say that.

x o x Ami

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posted March 31, 2010 12:02 AM         

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me and my 18 year old neice decided that we are going to start a band. I already have a million songs that I have in my head and already have written about 10 on my keyboard. Im ready to see how my ideas sound with a live act. We need a fast drummer who is really good at improv because I want my music to be all over the place. I want my sound to be alien like. I wrote one song that sounded like a group of Et's or Pharoes marching down a long chamber in a pyramid. LOL. I like to describe my music in pictures and stories. I want to be in complete control of the writing process and the image or backdrops on stage. I want it to be an LSD experience for the viewer. I will give the band members free expression on stage when we do improv n shiz. Im ready to get this started. Its been way too long. The only obstacles will be finding the right musicians and for the crowd to Understand the strange message and sound that i will be trying to get across. I dun really care if the majority of people dun get it. I just need enough people to get it to be able to support me as doing this for a living. I feel so antsy, like I have to do this. She gets back from a trip Saturday and thats when we begin the writing process. Once I get her used to the idea of the direction and sound then we must find a bassist, keyboardist and drummer so we can begin creating the live portion of the act.

How are my planet placements for this?

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posted March 31, 2010 02:50 AM         

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Tonight was strange. I notice that the Moon is always right outside my window. So tonight when I figured this out, she was perfectly aligned in the sky with me in my window. There was a third moon below it. This third moon reminds me of a clock. I see it rotate around the moon all the time. At this moment it was at 6 oclock. So we were all aligned. The moon, the moon below it and me below that moon. I meditated for the first time with the Moon. I asked her to protect me and I thanked her for the light which flows through her from the creator. The moon is proof that the creator is real. At least to me anyway. This was a grand realization.

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